Chapter 160: Repentance
Chu was still half-lying on the chaise longue, rummaging around with the tablet at will. At this time, Jing Wenyan's affairs were all over the city, and naturally he could turn over a lot of them. Most of the comments were sharp words abusing Jing Wenyan, and some of them also greeted Jing Wenyan's mother and the generations of his ancestors.
Chu still browsed all this indifferently, without a trace of expression on his face. She knows that these are all Cheng Xu's handiwork! Previously, she thought that she would be very happy to see Cheng Xu and Ye Wei'an get married, and she would be very happy to see Cheng Xu torture Ye Wei'an. But when she really saw the day when Cheng Xu personally pushed Jing Wenyan and Ye Wei'an to the cusp, she didn't have the slightest happiness in her heart.
Maybe it's because she left Cheng Xu, her life hasn't changed for the better, Ono Yoji's gentleness to her has long been the past, and now she and Ono Yoji can't say a few words, he returns every day and night, and he is drunk. The smell of perfume on his body that doesn't belong to her, she's smelled it countless times! Chu is still almost certain that Yoji Ono already has another woman outside! He didn't return last night, maybe he was worth a thousand gold with that woman!
At this time, Chu still felt that she had probably created sins in her previous life, otherwise how could she be so miserable in this life and no one would love her? Since she was a child, her parents didn't pay attention to her, and when she grew up, she became a family, and her husband never had her in his heart. She originally thought that Yoji Ono really loved her, but now she ...... Cheng Xu pretended to have Ye Wei'an in his heart, and at least he was willing to give her some tenderness. But Ono Yoji, when he proposed to her, he was obedient to her and cared for her in every way, and after only a few months of marriage, he was ruthless to her!
At this moment, Chu still heard the butler's voice from downstairs, "Young Master Yangci, you're back!" ”
Chu still hurriedly put down the tablet and got up to welcome him out. Seeing Ono Yoji enter the house to change clothes, Chu still followed in again, "Yoji, where did you go last night?" ”
Yoji Ono glanced at her lightly, ignored her at all, and continued to change clothes.
"Say, did you fool around with other women?" Chu still continued to ask, Ono Yoji was still silent, and Chu Ying's voice couldn't help but rise, "Ono Yoji, you speak!" ”
Ono Yoji's gaze at Chu Yi suddenly became sharp, he suddenly rushed up, clamped her neck, and roared with resentment on his face: "Chu Yi, you'd better take care of my affairs." If you close your eyes and don't listen to what's going on outside the window, the Ono family can still allow you to be a rich young grandmother, if you are nosy, if you have nothing to bother me, don't blame me for being unkind to you! As he spoke, the force in his hand increased a little more.
Chu still felt that it was getting more and more difficult to breathe, but he still struggled stubbornly and said, "By ...... What the? I...... I'm your wife! You...... Things that I'm ...... for What can't be managed! ”
Yoji Ono's face became more and more hideous, "Wife? Do you think my Ono's door is so easy to enter? Only someone with a background like Kaya Yamaguchi can point fingers at her husband after entering the Onooya! ”
"That'...... Why did you marry me? Chu was still imprisoned by Ono Yoji, panting and asking with difficulty.
Yoji Ono sneered, "Since you have this question today, I'll tell you!" My eldest brother always forced me to get married, so I married you to gag my eldest brother's mouth! As for you, Chu Yi, for me, there is no difference between you and those women I have outside, but you are just my plaything! A plaything, don't have so many ideas! ”
Chu was still startled, as if the strength of his whole body had been drained in an instant, and tears quietly slipped from the corners of his eyes. It turns out that this is the truth! It turns out that from beginning to end, she is just a plaything in Ono Yoji's heart, and he has never been half sincere to her! It turned out to be a joke itself!
Just when Chu still felt that he would be strangled to death by Yoji Ono like this, Yoji Ono suddenly shook her off, and she slid backwards and hit the chaise longue in the corner of the room, hurting! Yoji Ono snorted disdainfully and walked away.
However, the pain in the body is far less than the pain in the heart! Chu still thought that Yoji Ono was her true love and the destination where she could finally be happy, but this true love that she once thought had turned into a complete joke! remembered Cheng Xu's tenderness to her, and remembered Nian'an's immature smile. Thinking of the warm time when their family of three was together, Chu still felt very uncomfortable!
At this moment, she realized that she was once happy! It's just that people always lose to know how to cherish, and they miss so much in vain! Thinking of this, Chu was still sitting on the ground, crying silently! Circles of water fell on the carpet one after another, and those were Chu Yi's tears! Why is she so stupid, she believes Ono Yoji's rhetoric, she has to divorce Cheng Xu and jump into the fire by herself!
In the evening, Ye Wei'an walked slowly on the road alone. She didn't know where she was going, she just walked aimlessly, and the dried tears on her cheeks were wet with new tears in an instant. So much has happened these days, so much that she can barely handle it! She didn't know who was going to do that to them, but whoever that person was, he succeeded! Her and Jing Wenyan's lives were messed up by that forum post that came out of nowhere!
Jing Wenyan was suspended, and her book could not be published! In front of Jing Wenyan, because she didn't want him to worry or add to his troubles, she always forced a smile and told him, "Everything will pass!" But in fact, whether and when all this will pass, she herself does not know! In front of Nian Wei, she couldn't release her negative emotions to affect the child. But she's just an ordinary person, and she's tired! Therefore, she can only find the right time to go out for a walk by herself and vent her emotions.
The twilight was heavy, and the street lamps lit up in an instant, like a string of beads scattered from the sky, lighting up the whole city! The night is charming, and all kinds of lights illuminate the whole city but can't illuminate her dark heart!
In the blurred tears, the whole world was blurred, and she bumped into a person who was walking towards her, who seemed to be holding a child. Ye Wei'an staggered back a few steps and almost fell, but fortunately held on to the lamppost on the side of the road! Fortunately, the person she bumped into seemed to be fine, and the child she was holding seemed to be fine. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to." Ye Wei'an bowed his head and apologized, and continued to walk forward.
"Wei'an?" A familiar voice sounded behind him. Ye Wei'an looked back at the person, and looked at it, the person she bumped into just now turned out to be Cheng Xu, and that child was naturally Nian'an.
"Cheng Xu." Ye Wei'an called softly, "Long time no see." ”
Cheng Xu looked at Ye Wei'an in surprise, just at that moment, he almost felt that he had recognized the wrong person! Because he has never seen Ye Wei'an like this! Ye Wei'an is a person who lives a very delicate life, since he went to college, he has almost never seen Ye Wei'an without makeup, every time he sees her, she will put on exquisite makeup and dress herself meticulously. But now...... Ye Wei'an didn't say anything with his face facing the sky, his hair was just loosely tied back at random, and there were dried tear stains and undried teardrops on his face.
Probably noticing Cheng Xu's strange gaze, Ye Wei'an laughed self-deprecatingly, reached out and wiped a handful of tears and said, "Are you free?" It's rare to meet, do you want to go and have a cup of coffee together? Ye Wei'an pointed to a café on the side of the road.
"Okay." Cheng Xu did not refuse, and followed Ye Wei'an into the café. He didn't ask Ye Wei'an what happened, because he couldn't be clearer about what happened, and all of this was his handiwork! But...... He couldn't be happier at all!
"The way I look makes you laugh." Ye Wei'an said self-deprecatingly.
Seeing Ye Wei'an's appearance, Cheng Xu's heart softened, shook his head, and said gently: "We are childhood sweethearts, I haven't seen you before!" ”
"But I feel that since I was a child, there have only been two times, and I feel more lost than ever before. The first time was when I was nine years old, when my only friend was about to break me off, and my parents were arguing and divorcing at home. As a result, you know, I jumped off the Lanyue Bridge and picked up a life, but I lost my memory and lived in ignorance for ten years. The second time is now. Ye Wei'an said emotionally, and tears fell down his cheeks.
Ye Wei'an wiped a handful of tears, and then said: "I know that the power of online public opinion in society is quite strong now, but I didn't expect it to come to this point!" Just because of a forum post made out of nothing, Wen Yan became the target of the whole network attack and was suspended! The publisher won't even accept my books! And that's not all, our door is very exciting right now, with all kinds of notes, graffiti, and paint being poured on our door! Just the day before yesterday, the glass of our house was smashed! In this winter, it's really leaking! I don't even dare to go downstairs with Nian Wei now, you know? Because...... Those people don't shy away from children when they speak ill of them! And I don't want my son to have to carry this too soon! I'm just glad that these things haven't affected my parents' lives yet! ”
Ye Wei'an choked up for a long time, and said in a trembling voice: "Cheng Xu, I really don't know what to do!" I can't say these words to Wen Yan, nor can I say them to Wen Xuan, let alone tell my parents to make them worry! And now, I'm an adult, I have my husband, I have my children, I have responsibilities that I have to carry, I can't do childish things like I did when I was a kid to run away from everything! Cheng Xu, can you teach me what I should do? ”
Cheng Xu silently handed over a pack of tissues. Looking at Ye Wei'an, who was crying silently in front of him, Cheng Xu felt that his heart hurt as if he had been grabbed! At that moment, Cheng Xu was extremely self-blaming in his heart, and the self-blame was that he was obsessed with his mind and did something to hurt Ye Wei'an with his own hands! It was only now that Cheng Xu understood that even if Ye Wei'an did something sorry for him, he still loved Ye Wei'an. After all, he can't hate Ye Wei'an, he can't hate it in this life!