"Take this woman away for me, and don't let her come near here in the future."

Someone behind me was pulling my arm and didn't let me get close to Fang Haoran.

Fang Haoran's car disappeared from my eyes, and I watched Fang Haoran's car enter the villa, and I was thrown out.

I lowered my head in frustration and looked at my weak hands, and for the first time, a wave of despair rose.

Xi Mushen ...... Where are you, if it were you, you'd know me, wouldn't you?

……

"In the summer, you're out again? There were no injuries. "In the evening, when I returned to my lodgings, Qiao Li had already returned.

She was wearing a sexy sundress, revealing a sexy and beautiful fullness, and when she saw my depressed look, she stepped forward and hugged me.

I blinked and sneezed.

Qiao Li always sprays perfume because of work needs, and the pungent smell makes me a little uncomfortable.

"I'm going to take a shower." Qiao Li saw that I had a cold about perfume and said thoughtfully.

I sat on the couch, raised my hand, and tried to pick up the cup on the table, but as soon as I held it, the cup slipped out of my hand.

Still no!

My hands don't have the strength at all, and now they can be lifted up, and they can be slowly gathered, but there is no way to use force.

I'm just a waste.

I looked at the broken cup and fell to my knees, my eyes drooping in pain.

Suddenly, I saw a mirror not far away, I walked towards the mirror, reluctantly picked up the mirror, and when I saw my face clearly, I took a step back in fear.

It's scary......

I saw my face for the first time......

Before, I didn't dare to face it, because Qiao Li didn't have a little fear of me, and I thought, maybe my face wasn't so bad.

But...... Now that I see the mottled and crisscrossed face in the mirror, I realize how terrifying I really am.

I didn't dare to look at myself in such a horror, even if it was just a glance.

"Summer, what's wrong with you?"

Qiao Li came out of the shower and saw me kneeling on the ground, looking terrified, and immediately came to my side.

I turned around and looked at Qiao Li's face with a clear hibiscus, revealing a sad gaze.

"You...... Just looked in the mirror? Qiao Li looked at the broken mirror, looked at me in pain, stretched out his arm, and hugged me tightly.

"It's okay, summer, at least, you're still alive, you were so badly injured at the beginning, but you're still alive, that's the greatest luck."

Qiao Li is not wrong, at least, I am still alive.

I'm not dead, and I shouldn't have given in like this.

I can't compromise like this, I have to get better, and I can't let Xiao Yaran's plan succeed.

After that day, I started reading.

I studied Chinese medicine, which was not at all the right for my major.

When I was in college, I used to read these books and was very interested in these Chinese medicines.

I remembered those words and tried to give myself acupuncture.

However, acupuncture is a very dangerous treatment in the first place, especially for people who do not understand pharmacology.

Qiao Li didn't allow me to do this.

I desperately wanted to get better, I wanted to see Xi Mushen and them, regardless of Qiao Li's obstruction, I pierced the acupuncture points with a needle, but I almost died.

Fortunately, Qiao Li just came back, saw me vomiting blood, and sent me to the hospital.

My life was saved, but my body was getting weaker and weaker.

The doctor said that I had lost a kidney and my body's immunity was no longer good, but recently I was exhausted, which caused a series of diseases.

"In the summer, have you donated a kidney to anyone before?" After the doctor left, Qiao Li took my hand and asked me.

I shook my head and looked at Qiao Li inexplicably.

I don't remember when I had a kidney transplant. Why do you say I'm missing a kidney?

Seeing me shaking his head, Qiao Li just shook my hand hard and said: "Don't be afraid, I will protect you well, even if you don't have a kidney, you are still very healthy, don't do those things in the future, I know you want to get better, after I make money, I will take you to see a doctor abroad, I heard that the medical facilities abroad are very good, and I will definitely cure you." ”

I looked at Qiao Li gratefully, and Qiao Li just touched my face and put his forehead on mine.

"In the summer, we said that we would live well, no matter how many hardships we went through, we would have to live strongly."

"To be alive is to have hope, you know?"

……

In order not to worry Qiao Li, I gave up the idea of using acupuncture to cure myself.

I still go to Fang's house every day, because those bodyguards outside know me, and they block me from a distance and don't let me get close.

I could only squat under the tree far from the room, quietly waiting for Ye Ran and them.

But God seemed to be deliberately playing tricks on me, I waited here for many days, and I didn't see Fang Haoran or even Ye Ran.

I looked down at my fingers and leaned quietly under the tree.

Just when I was drowsy and almost fell asleep, I heard the sound of a car engine not far away, and my eyes lit up.

I got up from the ground and sure enough, I saw Fang Haoran's car.

I didn't even think about it, I stood in the middle of the road, stretched out my hands, and stopped Fang Haoran's car.

The car let out a shrill hiss and then stopped in front of me, and the driver seemed to get out of the car angrily and yelled at me, "Hey, are you crazy? It's scary to stand here? Do you want to die? ”

I pursed my lips and looked up at the driver.

When the driver saw my face, he took a step back.

"Fang, what's going on?"

Just as the driver was trembling and staring at me with fear in his eyes, Fang Haoran got out of the car.

Ah Fang walked towards Fang Haoran, pointed his finger at me and said, "Master...... This woman ...... What a wicked ...... Scared the hell out of me. ”

I bit my lip and walked to Fang Haoran's side, looking at Fang Haoran with tears in my eyes.

"Is that you? Are you looking for me? Something? Fang Haoran is worthy of being a person who is used to seeing big winds and waves, when he saw my face, he didn't show a frightened expression like the driver, and asked me with a gentle face.

I held out my finger and pointed at me, then at him, and he looked at me for no apparent reason.

"Haoran, what's wrong? What happened? Fang Haoran didn't know why, when I was in a hurry and didn't know how to explain, Ye Ran also got out of the car.

"I don't know, this woman has come to our Fang family many times, I don't know who she's looking for, she doesn't seem to be able to speak." Fang Haoran walked to Ye Ran's side and gently hugged Ye Ran's waist and said.

When I saw Ye Ran, my eyes were covered with a layer of mist, and I ran towards Ye Ran, but before I could get close to Ye Ran's body, I was stopped by the bodyguard on the side and pushed me to the ground.

I fell to the ground, and my whole face turned white from the pain.

I sat on the ground, looking at Ye Ran and Fang Haoran with sad eyes.

Mom and Dad...... I'm Mu Qingling? Why don't you all know me?

"Take her back, I think she's looking for something for us." Just when I was in pain, Ye Ran's soft voice crossed my ear drums.

I looked at Ye Ran in a daze, and slowly got up from the ground.

I looked at my weak hands with some dejection, and suddenly hated the crippled way I looked at the moment.

If I can write, can I tell Ye Ran and Fang Haoran that I am Mu Qingling.

Ye Ran took me to the room and returned to the familiar Fang family again, I couldn't help but have red eyes, and tears couldn't help but flow out.

When Ye Ran saw me like this, he couldn't help but reach out and hold my hand.

She didn't dislike how dirty I looked at the moment, and helped me wipe the tears from my face with a handkerchief.

"I don't know what you've experienced, did you come to our Fang family for something?"

Ye Ran's voice was very gentle, making my nose sour.

I nodded, opened my mouth and shouted at Ye Ran.

Ye Ran and Fang Haoran looked at me and shook their heads inexplicably.

They don't understand what I'm talking about, what should I do...... How do I tell Ye Ran and Fang Haoran, I'm Mu Qingling.

I raised my hand and tried to pick up the cups on the table, but I failed, the cups shattered, and I looked at the cups in a daze and couldn't help crying.

Why is God so cruel, I have no way to tell my parents when I have them right in front of me.

"Don't cry, what do you have to tell us." Ye Ran saw me crying, and said to me a little nervously.

I looked at Ye Ran with a wry smile, lowered my head, looked at the glass shards on the ground, and when the servant was about to pick up the shards, I pushed the servant away.

"Miss...... What happened to you? Ye Ran seemed to be frightened by my movements, she got up and looked at me with some doubts.

I threw the slippers under my feet aside, stepped on those glasses, blood flowed out of my instep, Ye Ran and Fang Haoran were shocked by my actions.

"Miss, what are you doing?"

I shook my head and motioned for them not to stop me.

I looked at the blood, bit my lip and wrote a word on the ground with the help of my toes, and then a clear ...... And then there's Ling.

"You're Qingling's friend?" Ye Ran saw the crooked word, looked at me and asked.

I shook my head, pointed to the name with my toes, and looked at Ye Ran's eyes flushed.

Mom, I'm Mu Qingling, can you understand?

Ye Ran frowned, asked the glass to be cleaned up, and then found a doctor for me.

When the doctor picked out the glass for me, my whole body was shaking in pain.

I bit my lip and looked at Ye Ran in a cold sweat.

Ye Ran and Fang Haoran still couldn't understand it, they didn't know what the words I wrote represented?

What do I have to do to let them know that I am Mu Qingling, and Xiao Yaran wants to use that fake Mu Qingling to deal with them?

How am I going to tell them.

"Qingling and Mu Shen and their family have traveled to Europe, and when she comes back, I'll take you to see her." When I sat on the sofa and looked at my hands in a daze, Ye Ran didn't know when he came to my side, stretched out his hand, gently held my hand and said.

I glanced at Ye Ran in a daze and nodded with a wry smile.