This is so unfair in love, the one who falls in love first is doomed to be miserable. But if you fall in love with someone who doesn't love you, you can only wait for your heart to die.

Silence, annihilation, vanishing, disappearing.

Zique sat in the position where Baili Yanxi was sitting, and the narrow peach blossom eyes were no longer frivolous as before, but a sad face. He wished the woman could open her eyes and laugh at him as usual,

"I didn't expect Uncle Zi to show such an expression of sadness more than death, is this sun going to hit the west and come out?"

"Woman, you've been sleeping for two months, isn't that enough? Do you know how many precious medicinal materials you have wasted in the past two months, eating so much and not waking up, you are really as hateful as ever, even being in a coma can be so disgusting, it is really the best of the best. ”

Zique sneered tirelessly, his thin lips spit out one mean sentence after another, he waited for the person on the bed to open his eyes angrily, glared at him, and then pinched him. It was so energetic, alive, not dead silence like this, and if it weren't for the faint and long breathing, he would have thought she was gone.

However, there was only silence that answered him, Zique hung his head in frustration, and his face was no longer able to show any expression, "Woman, you really made me a failure, and the name of my miracle doctor is smashed in your hands." ”

After that, he raised his eyes, stared at that face for a long time, and lowered his head in frustration, but still didn't have any reaction, "You are really lucky, you met a man who loved you miserably, and he asked me not to give up." Actually, I don't want to give up, and I always believe that you will wake up one day, but can you give me a hope, a hope that will give me the motivation to persevere. ”

Zique still kept talking, her thin lips opening and closing, tirelessly, looking forward to the woman on the bed waking up.

A gust of spring breeze blew, with a cool breath, blowing away the messy hair on his forehead, and the whole person looked decadent and sexy.

In the imperial study, Baili Yanxi leaned on the dragon chair, supporting his head with one hand, infinitely tired. Not the body, but the exhaustion of the mind.

"Your Majesty, the second prince escaped from Fengdu and gathered soldiers and horses in Licheng, showing his intention to rebel." Lou Shuo knelt down and said word by word, with some anxiety in his cold and hard tone.

"What's the name?" Baili Yanxi gently stroked his eyebrows, not panicking at all.

"To avenge the first emperor, the second prince spread the news that you killed the first emperor and plotted to seize the throne."

"Is his people vegetarian? Will anyone believe such words? Baili Yanxi sneered, and his eyes gradually became angry.

"This, Your Majesty, the second prince has the holy decree of the first emperor in his hand, and it is very clear in the holy decree that the throne belongs to the second prince." Lou Shuo said cautiously, for fear that he would accidentally touch a mine and be blown to pieces.

"Edict?" Baili Yanxi was stunned for a moment, but quickly recovered, but his thin lips lost their blood color little by little, and he pursed tightly. It's not nervousness and panic, but heartache, my father really took great pains, he calculated so much, he was waiting for this day. He probably never thought that he was calculating his son, because of his calculations, the eldest brother died, the third brother was placed under house arrest, and he fell into the trap step by step in his plan. Father, I am really willing to do it.

"Your Majesty, what should I do now?" Lou Shuo looked at his distracted face and asked in a loud voice, for the sake of today, he should be thinking about how to avoid rebellion, not being stunned.

Baili Yanxi chuckled, "Lou Shuo, I didn't want this throne in the first place, it's too tiring and bitter here, as long as Ning'er can be by my side, whoever loves this position will take it." ”

He doesn't call himself anymore, but me. Lou Shuo's heart was shocked, he stood up regardless of his will, walked to the table, and stared at him tightly, "Your Majesty, if you are not in this position, do you think you still have the ability to protect the princess?" Is it still possible for you to keep the princess around? Don't forget, the princess is the sister of the second prince. ”

Baili Yanxi's body shook, looked at him blankly, stood up, and walked to the window. The slender figure stood quietly by the window, giving people a feeling of desolation, which only made people feel very sad when they saw it. Lou Shuo lowered his head and endured the bitterness in his heart. The master was too tired to live, and it was the emperor who pushed him to this position, but it was also the emperor who pulled him down.

If so, it would be a good thing that the master could live a demented life. At least without those annoying things, the princess will also stay by her master's side because of pity.

"Your Majesty." A light call pulled back Baili Yanxi's thoughts, and sighed faintly, "I'm so tired, I'm really tired, I'm tired of love, I'm tired of guarding, I'm tired of protecting." I really want to take a good break, I just want to take a break. ”

"Your Majesty, if you give up, then you will really lose everything, and your subordinates implore the emperor to think twice." Lou Shuo knelt the ground, his knees slammed into the hard ground, and his hard face was full of panic.

That kind of despair and exhaustion made him feel heartache, but he also felt panicked.

Baili Yanxi gently hooked the corners of his mouth, insisting that he was really tired, turned his head, glanced at the kneeling person lightly, and said in a low voice, "You retreat first, Rong Zhen think about it." ”

"Yes, the subordinates will retire first."

The room was quiet again, and Baili Yanxi was still standing at the window, standing against the wind. The spring breeze ruffled his supple green silk and dark purple robe.

Lady, if so, if I don't want anything, would you like to leave with me? You have agreed with your father but have not completed the future, can you, can you let me accompany you to complete it? Baili Yanxi lowered his head lightly and lowered his eyes, hiding the surging loss and injury under his eyes.

How could she be willing? In the end, I was too naïve.

There was already a storm outside, and the rebels of the second prince had already leveled several cities, waving their troops towards Fengdu. Although the flames of war had already burned, the dragon hall was still calm. Baili Yanxi sat gently on the edge of the bed, her fingers gently caressing her face, she had been sleeping for three months. The rebels broke through several lines of defense in a month, and although his uncle led troops to block the rebels' footsteps, he knew that sooner or later the rebels would come to Fengdu. He wasn't panicking, he wasn't in a hurry, he was just waiting for this moment.

The expression on his face was still warm, which made the purple bird standing on the side look inexplicably wonderful, "Lady, the second brother is coming soon, he is here to pick you up, are you happy?" He pursed his lips and lowered his voice, "If yes, if I can leave Fengdu alive, you, are you willing to go with me?" ”

finally asked, with a little relief, but more heartache and disappointment. She was unwilling.

"Your Majesty." An exclamation came from outside the door.

Baili Yanxi gently helped her cover the quilt before getting up and walking outside.

As soon as he opened the door, he heard Lou Shuo's anxious voice, "Your Majesty, the rebels have broken through the resistance of General Qi, and Chaofeng is here." ”

Baili Yanxi just hooked the corners of his mouth and said softly, "Really? Then there was no more, and the door was closed again.

Zique sighed softly, although the inside of the Dragon Yin Hall was calm, but he also knew about the disputes outside, and the peach blossom eyes locked the woman on the bed, "Don't you still want to see him?" ”

The woman on the bed slowly opened her eyes, her eyes were clear, and there was no trace of confusion after waking up from a deep sleep, "When you see him, you will want to kill him." ”

Zique pursed her thin lips helplessly, this woman had woken up half a month ago, but she didn't inform anyone, and she still pretended to be asleep when Baili Yanxi came, because she didn't understand what she wanted to do.

"In the past few months, I have seen it in my eyes every day, he may have lied to you, but at least he is sincere to you."

Leng Xianning mockingly hooked the corners of her mouth, "It's really worth a few dollars, he killed his father, which makes him unforgivable." ”

"Why are you obsessed with these, people can't be resurrected after death, why can't you always let go. This can only hurt yourself and hurt the people who love you. ”

Leng Xian was silent, slowly sat up, walked to the window, and said quietly, "Have you found out where the night is?" ”

"There was news that he was imprisoned in a prison, but I went to see him and didn't see him." Zique arrived at a cup of tea and handed it to her, whispering.

Leng Xian Ning frowned slightly, took a sip of tea, a glimmer of light flashed in his eyes, and then said lightly, "Go to the imperial study to investigate, there may be some secret passages or something." ”

"Do you suspect that the emperor imprisoned him by his side?" Zique was startled and asked suspiciously.

"He's the only weakness that can restrain me, if he's not around, I'm afraid he won't be at ease." Leng Xian condensed his lips coldly, and his eyes were slowly ridiculed.

"Why do you have to think that? Isn't what he's done in the past few months enough to make up for it? Zique sighed secretly, couldn't help but raise her voice, and said unhappily.

Leng Xian Ning turned around abruptly, his obsidian-like eyes looked at him coldly, and his pale lips opened slightly, "Mo Fei, you have also been bought by him, you must know that those who betray me usually do not end well?" ”

Zique's heart sank, seeing her coldness, she could only swallow the displeasure in her heart, "You woman, I really don't know what to do, I'm for your good, you actually bite Lu Dongbin, you don't know the hearts of good people." ”

Leng Xianning smiled indifferently, "Whether you are a good person or not, it's none of my business, I just want to tell you that you and Ye have been with me for so long, what kind of character I am, I think you also know very well, but I don't believe you." ”

"You woman, you did it on purpose, you did it on purpose." After the purple sparrow shouted this sentence, she strode out of the room.

Leng Xianning smiled softly, but couldn't say anything······ I could only sit coldly on the chair next to me.

Yes, she did it on purpose, and she didn't want to say that. However, her heart hurts so much, she can't breathe in pain, she is useless, she can't protect her father, and she can't protect the night. She can't hurt Zique anymore, such a chic and wanton person, shouldn't be tied up by himself, he has his future and sky, shouldn't, shouldn't suffer by her side.

It hurts, my heart hurts.

Leng Xian Ning clutched the clothes on her chest tightly, only to feel a breath blocking her chest, making her breathless. My father died, and my father, who was as omnipotent as a god, and who loved him, died like this. died in front of her, she said that she didn't care about anything, she could ignore all those deceptions and uses, but her father was still gone.

She really doesn't care, even if those loves are lies, she doesn't care, she just wants to let herself and her father be together. What does it matter if you don't love, what does it matter if you are a stand-in, the separation of yin and yang is the most torturous, isn't it?

It's because she's too persistent that she will end up like this, if she lets go sooner, if she lets go early······

The door was suddenly opened, and Leng Xianning raised her head in surprise and looked at the person standing at the door. Isn't he gone? Why did it come back again?

Zique stood at the door, dressed in rough clothes, facing the moist black eyes, and his heart suddenly pinched together. Strode up to her and took her into his arms.

Knowing that she was deliberately provoking him, knowing that she meant to say so.

It stands to reason that she should follow her wishes, cut it in two, and never communicate again.

However, I can't let it go, I really can't let it go. He would rather she be deeply involved in it, unable to hide, unable to leave, and not want her to think about him as she is now, and drive herself out of her world.

He doesn't want it, he doesn't want it.

She is so fragile but strong, it seems that she will leave him at any time, it is not what he wants, it is not the result he wants.

Leng Xianning blinked his eyes, tears welled up in his eyes, and his hands clenched his fists and knocked on his back again and again, "Why did you come back?" Why do you want to come back? Let's ······ If you go far, you will never ······ again Never come back. You fool, fool, why are you coming back? Fools, fools. ”

The hoarse voice choked up, and Leng Xianning unceremoniously wiped her tears and snot on Zique's expensive silk gown.

Zique hugged her tightly, with a smile on the corner of her mouth, faint, not like the usual bewitching and seductive, but pure smile.

"Don't drive me away, don't drive me away. Luckily? Don't say those things to anger me, okay? You don't have anything now, why are you driving me away? Don't, okay? Let me stay with you, I won't mess with you anymore, I will quarrel with you again, and I will listen to you for everything, okay? ”

“······” Leng Xian Ning closed her mouth tightly, not knowing what to say, but let the tears keep flowing.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, just now, I, I didn't mean to yell at you, I'm sorry, I'm too anxious, I'm too angry, I'm sorry. I'm sad, you actually said that, I'm sad, you actually want to drive me away. Sorry ······"

Seeing that she didn't speak, Zique hugged her tighter and buried her head in her neck. Apologizing is not his specialty, but in the face of her, everything about him seems outrageously wrong, and only by apologizing can he get her forgiveness.

Leng Xian Ning closed his eyes, and when he opened them again, he was already clear. Sorrow, mourning, long gone. The corners of her mouth curled slightly, this embrace was very warm, although she was strangled and had difficulty breathing, but she wanted to enjoy the moment.

In the warm embrace, even if you are facing suffocation, you should wear a smile.

Zique finally let go of her, a pair of peach blossom eyes tried to widen, and looked at her uneasily, "Woman, you, why don't you speak?" ”

Leng Xianning raised her eyebrows and looked at him, silent.

Zique was shocked in her heart, and asked in a trembling voice, "Or, still, you still want to drive me away?" ”

"Don't, don't, okay?"

Leng Xian lowered his eyes, looking at the hands he held in his hands, he didn't know how to answer, did he still want to drive him away? She didn't know it herself.

Seeing her silence, Zique's heart slowly died, but she was still unconvinced, "Woman, if you dare to leave me, then, then, I won't help you find the night, and I won't help you heal, I, I ······." Zique said something threatening in a huff, and when she met her eyes full of smiles, Rao couldn't say anything, "Woman, what are you laughing at?" I'm not kidding. ”

Although it was a threat, it was unusually warm in Leng Xianning's ears, so warm that she wanted to cry, "It turns out that Uncle Zi can be so childish." ”

"You, you ······" Zique has been with you for a long time, but nothing has come out of you, so I have to brush my sleeves, sit aside, and turn my back angrily. He was sincere, but she listened to it as a joke, which made him feel embarrassed.

"Okay, if you don't go, you won't go, I'm tired, I'll rest first." Leng Xian Ning said softly, looking at the frozen back, snickering in his heart. She could imagine the ecstatic expression on his face now, but he must have been expressionless when he turned to face herself.

Sure enough, Zique turned around, gave her a cold look, and then walked out of the room stiffly. Only Leng Xianning was left alone in the room and smiled, but I didn't expect this purple finch to be so cute when she made a fuss.

Time passed day by day, Leng Xianning was still asleep in the eyes of outsiders, she already knew where the night was imprisoned, and she also arrived at Huangquan, just waiting for the time to be ripe, rescue the night, and then leave here forever.

Maybe it's because she didn't wake up, so the defense of the Dragon Yin Hall is very weak, Leng Xianning has carefully investigated, there are no secret guards, only a few patrolling guards.

It's easy to escape, but you don't know with someone.

Listening to the footsteps outside, Leng Xianning knew that he was here again. In the past few months, he has really come and gone every day, and every time he just says something, he leaves. Leng Xianning quickly lay down on the bed, not knowing what trick he was playing, she didn't want to expose herself.

Baili Yanxi pushed open the door, looked at the person who was sleeping again without accident, with a bitter smile on the corner of his mouth, stopped the purple bird who wanted to come in together, and closed the door directly. Walked to the side of the bed with some sluggish steps, and then sat quietly aside.

"Lady, you've been sleeping for months, and it's almost summer."

The gentle voice made Leng Xianning's heart tremble, but he still lay down calmly.

Baili Yanxi has a doting smile, his eyes are a little red, I don't know why he comes every day, he sees this appearance every day, he always wants to die with heartache, but he can only survive for a long time.

Lady, Xi'er, I really want to see you, but why are I afraid to see you. I think about you all the time, I want to take you into my arms all the time.

You are obviously by my side, but why are you so far away from me when I face you? There is no me in your world, and there is no me in your dreams.