Strangely, the world was dark, and there was no light, but his consciousness dissipated.

There is a clear sense that this body is dying, that it is losing all normal functions.

Therefore, the conductor cannot move the body, and even loses the normal sense of touch. So the sky was full of fireworks, and there was a loud bang, but the ears couldn't hear the sound, so they kept opening their mouths, but they couldn't say the last goodbye, so when they opened their eyes, their vision seemed to have never existed.

The whole world, there is nothing but darkness.

Perhaps because he has a powerful spiritual power that far surpasses that of the world, when the physical body is about to die, his mind is incredibly clear.

Is it fortunate or unfortunate that it is so powerful? Fu Hanqing didn't know.

He knew that as long as he waited quietly, death would come, darkness would pass, and then return, and then ...... Maybe he'll take a long time to heal.

The next time he enters the WTO, when and where will he be, and the next time he returns to the world, where is Qingshan where Di Jiu's bones are buried?

Or maybe......

The boundless darkness, the never-ending silence, the human mind is surprisingly clear......

Or maybe there will never be another life.

Love in the world is never something he can understand, understand, and have.

Whether it's accepting everything indifferently or trying to fit in, it's a mistake to say it. If so, why keep going again and again......

Whether it's punishment or school rules, it's all up to it...... Never, never again......

He was so stupid, naively thinking that hugging all the time could drive away the cold, and ridiculously believing that holding hands all the time could warm the eternally cold fingertips.

It turned out that it was just an illusion caused by too long time, and it turned out that it was too long a time, and he refused to let go of his embrace, so his warmth remained on him.

He thought that his loved one was already warm, but it turned out that what he felt was only the residual warmth left by himself, which quietly dissipated as long as the wind blew gently.

In the end, I can't warm a pair of cold hands, I can't get a real love, in the end, in this life, I have become the one who has been abandoned again, in the end, this time, I am still facing betrayal and betrayal.

I don't want to hate him, I don't want to blame him. He didn't treat him badly, but there were some more important and cherished things in his life, so he had to abandon him.

Everything is not much different from the infinitely distant 700 years ago.

I didn't hate Di Fei back then, and I won't resent him now, I just hope that after he has paid so much price, he can get what he wants, and he can live at least happier than Di Fei......

Fu Hanqing was so confused that he thought, thousands of thoughts came and went, and between the infinite chaos, it seemed that a thunderbolt had cleaved through the dark world, his eyes seemed to light up, his body shook suddenly, and his already weak breathing turned out to be heavy.

Di Fei ...... Di Fei ......

He had forgotten about Duffy.

The helpless betrayal seven hundred years ago, the hidden betrayal seven hundred years ago, and the sober but sad abandonment seven hundred years ago.

He said, "I will not die, but I will die in his arms."

Seven hundred years later, the cold jade ice coffin is blocked between infinite time and space.

He was in front of his coffin, listening to others tell him that the legendary man had been unhappy all along.

Di Jiu, give up on me, you may be happy?

Di Jiu, if you make a choice, you will have no regrets.

If I die like this, will I only see your lonely death in the monitor, after a long time? Is it that after endless years, I will only hear people talk about the legendary you, people only care about the heroic deeds you have done, but never mind, whether you are happy or not?

Seven hundred years later, I stood in front of the ice coffin, looking at the face that was sleeping forever, I asked myself, and I asked him, master, if I didn't die back then, would you be happier, if I could survive back then, and tell you with a smile, everything doesn't matter, will you no longer be lonely.

I asked myself, I asked the sky, I asked the earth, I asked the people in the ice coffin, I understand a lot of things now, I understand a lot of your feelings now, but is it too late.

Fu Hanqing's body, which should no longer be able to move, struggled violently. He was struggling almost unconsciously.

Seven hundred years have passed, but it is just a dream.

Could it be that he really has to wait another 700 years, and then question another person, the same sky and the earth, across the distance of time and space, I have figured out a lot of things, but is it too late?

Stay alive!

I don't know when this thought came to mind.

Stay alive!

He only knew that he would hold on to this wisp of thought and would never let go of it again.

Stay alive!

Do everything in your strength, endure all suffering, and live.

As long as you live, everything can be reversed, and as long as you live, there is no mistake that can never be corrected.

Di Jiu, you have abandoned me, but I don't want to hate you, but I still want you to live happily.

But if one day, you find that you are not happy, if one day, you feel that what you are pursuing may not be what you want most, if one day, you suddenly miss me

I felt that it might have been a mistake to kill me, then, when you look back and find that I am still there, I have always been.

There's a lot to say, and maybe we should all talk about it.

Perhaps, there is no lover's covenant, maybe there is not only love between you and me, maybe from now on just a smile indifferently and forget each other in the rivers and lakes, but at least, you can turn back, you can turn back, you have the opportunity, look back, and then, do not be sad, not lonely, do not feel wrong and hateful.

Perhaps, that day, you can be happier.

Perhaps, after that, I don't have to ask too much why.

Stay alive!

Fu Hanqing told him in the dark.

But, to live, what a hard, hard, hopeless struggle.

With all his strength, he could only move his hand to his chest and cover the wound, as if in this way the blood would not flow again.

The body is losing all sensation, and the blood is still being lost from the body.

He was powerless to stop the bleeding, he couldn't take medicine to save himself, this place was deserted, there was no one within ten miles, not to mention, even if there were people, he couldn't call for help.

can only rely on his strong mental power, stubbornly support his body, which is losing all functions, and refuse to die. He can only rely on his will to soberly endure all the suffering, the endless darkness, just because he can't sleep.

He didn't know how long he could last, he didn't know if there would be a savior, he didn't even think about it, it was just futile to struggle like this, just to multiply his suffering......

However, he wants to live.

Don't have another Di Fei, don't make another mistake, don't have another wordless inquiry in front of the ice coffin.

I want to live.

Di Jiu, I hope you can be happy, I hope that you will never regret it, you will not be miserable, and you will not go through life alone.

I want to live.

Di Jiu, between you and me to this day, of course, there are your obsessions, there will also be my mistakes, if there is a chance, I hope you and I can be calm, I hope you and I can untie the knot, I hope you and I, can know where we are wrong.

I want to live, because, Di Jiu, I have a lot, a lot of words, I want to ask you......

In the dark world, no matter how hard you try, you can't find the slightest bit of sunlight, and every inch of your body is crying out for exhaustion, looking forward to sleeping.

Go to sleep, no more suffering, no more pain, no more struggle, and when you wake up, you will be in the world of immortals.

Go to sleep, he is a lazy person, sleeping in the sea of stars, no matter what the world is ups and downs, it is his wish.

Go to sleep, go to sleep......

How easy and easy it is to want to fall asleep in this dream. And how ridiculous and difficult it is to hold on to it and refuse to sleep and die.

In the dark, the ear, which had lost its hearing, could hear the sound of its own blood dripping on the ground again, but it was probably just an auditory hallucination......

How long has passed, a pillar of incense is still 10,000 years, and even if there is blood, it will have long since dried up.

Refusing to sleep, unable to sleep, gritting his teeth and desperately condensing his consciousness to fight against the exhaustion of his body, he had to desperately think crankily to distract himself.

However, in everything he thought, there was Di Jiu.

Di Jiu, who laughed and scolded him for being a lazy pig, Di Jiu, who had nightmares in his bed, and Di Jiu, who angrily slapped the table and stool at him.

While scolding him for being a bad person, he restrained the killing machine and kept Di Jiu alive. Di Jiu, who asked him about his wishes with a smile, Di Jiu who hugged him in the sunset, Di Jiu who took him all over the world, and Di Jiu who built a glass house for him.

His memory is too good to be forgotten, so every moment will never be forgotten.

His mental strength is too strong, so every bit of the past will always be remembered in his heart.

He struggled in the darkness, he persevered in the darkness, refusing to die.

To live, I want to live. Because, Di Jiu, I want to ask you, why?

Why did I go through my life when I eloped, even if it was to create opportunities for action, why did I devote myself so much and start a new life every time with such joy? At that time, when you laughed, were you acting or really happy, at that time, you worked hard to plan for my livelihood with me, and ran every home with me wholeheartedly, did you ever feel it, and there was a moment of hesitation and unbearable?

That kind of wandering, that kind of life, why should you be so serious, why should you be so long.

If, in fact, you also hoped that everything was not a game, but a reality.

Why did you build a glass house for me? Exhausting financial resources, energy and manpower in this way, just three days to get along, three days to be happy?

You have got the clue to the treasure, you already know that I have no other use, why did you give me this glass house, why did you accompany me among the stars for three days and three nights.

Why do you have this fireworks in the sky, why do you have such painstaking efforts to kill me, and there are other cleaner and more simple and labor-saving methods?

Your ambitions, your plans, your future, all need a lot of money, why do you want to waste it in vain, just for these three days of fun, just for this night of dazzling, just for a sword stabbed at my happiest moment?

Why?

Di Jiu, why did you find out that I didn't die, you didn't add another sword, why, you go

Quick, so silent, so resolute.

Why?

Di Jiu, I want to survive, I want to ask you a lot, a lot, why?

Seven hundred years ago, I knew I must have made a great mistake, and now, I don't want to do it again, and I don't want you to do the same?

I want to live, for me, for you......

However, I don't know, what the hell is the use of my efforts, I don't know, at what moment my persistence will crumble.

The blood kept flowing, and I felt like my blood was cold.

My heart started to hurt, it must be a hallucination. Now this body must not even feel pain, not to mention, my heart has not been stabbed, how can I have the feeling of being beheaded, rolled, and burned to ashes.

The darkness has always been there, and it can't go away, Di Jiu, so sober, waiting, holding on, and then helplessly watching the passage of life, powerlessly letting the body die little by little, feeling the body getting colder and colder, feeling the blood dripping out......

Di Jiu, this feeling is really bad.

There are many risks in the rivers and lakes, and I hope you will ...... the day Don't be hurt like me, don't be distressed like me, don't be ......

Even if his mental power is as strong as his, his divine consciousness will gradually become unconscious.

No matter how strong the spirit is, it will be trapped in a weak flesh and will have to submit to the rules of life.

Di Jiu, I want to live, but I really, I don't know how long I can last, I really don't know......

That night, the fireworks were beautiful, burning out the prosperity of the world, reflecting the stars and moon in the sky.

Within ten miles, the fireworks set off for only one person were lit all night.

Ten miles away, how many women and children, calling for husbands and looking for fathers, how many pale old people, supporting each other, how many young lovers, looking up side by side, looking at the starry sky, pointing and laughing.

On that night full of fire, how many children's smiles, how many lover's whispers, how many speculations that the world talked about endlessly.

These fireworks are burned for what grand event, and how deep the affection must be, so as to create such a flashy splendor.

No one knew that in that uninhabited place, there was a man lying on the cold ground, in the dark, forcing himself to endure all the suffering, persisting in struggling and refusing to die.

The sky was full of fireworks set off for him, he couldn't hear the roar, and beside him was the glass that reflected all the beauty, and he couldn't see the brilliance.

Under the stars and moon, on a flashy night, there was a man who was struggling and refused to die, for the sake of someone who just didn't want to kill him, and after many years, he was lonely and sad.