[19] Concerns

Under the moonlight, the two who showed affection hugged each other tightly and were reluctant to let go for a long time.

Suddenly, Bai Qingmeng seemed to think of something, and pushed Duanmu Quinoa away in a panic, his eyes full of sadness.

Duanmu Quinoa was pushed away by surprise, a little surprised: Qingmeng, what's wrong with you?

Bai Qingmeng looked at Duanmu Quinoa sadly, and said with difficulty: Ah Quinoa...... You and I are both women...... How can it be...... Together?

Hearing Bai Qingmeng's words, Duanmu Quinoa was still sad: So what? You and I are affectionate towards each other, so why should we care about these worldliness?

Bai Qingmeng shook his head sadly, and stepped back step by step: No...... I can't be as fearless as you, my family needs me to protect it, I can't be so selfish......

Duanmu Quinoa understood when she heard it, Bai Qingmeng still couldn't cross the gap in her heart, she was the daughter of the prime minister, and the reputation of their Bai family for generations could not be destroyed in her hands, she would rather choose to ignore the sincere feelings in her heart than do things that insulted the lintel, such as ...... With myself who is also a woman......

Duanmu quinoa took advantage of the moonlight to look at the tears on Bai Qingmeng's face, like thousands of thorns piercing her heart, so painful that she couldn't breathe: That's the case...... So, I respect your choice, if you leave today, I won't bother you anymore, but will you accompany me through this last journey?

Reaching out to hold Bai Qingmeng's hand, Duanmu Quinoa's eyes were full of begging, but Bai Qingmeng still cried like a helpless child, slowly pulled his hand out, and Duanmu Quinoa had to watch Bai Qingmeng's hand slip from his hand little by little.

Bai Qingmeng used all his strength, pulled out his right hand and shed tears, looked at Duanmu Quinoa, and said with a twitch: I'm sorry...... It's been so long since I've been out, I have to go back......

After speaking, Bai Qingmeng turned around and ran away from the imperial garden quickly, and gradually disappeared from Duanmu Quinoa's field of vision, Duanmu Quinoa suddenly thought at this moment: In the previous life, that woman also rejected her for this reason, right?

Depressed and back to the main hall, Mrs. Duanmu was already waiting at the gate of the hall, and when she saw Duanmu Quinoa coming back, she hurriedly stepped forward: Quinoa, where have you been? Didn't my mother tell you that the palace is not as good as our general's mansion?

Duanmu Quinoa looked at Mrs. Duanmu in despair, her eyes were full of sadness, but she still struggled to squeeze out a smile: Mother, why are you here?

Mrs. Duanmu saw that something was wrong with Duanmu Quinoa, and took her hand distressedly and said: Queen Grace, allow me to come to the palace to see you, you stupid child, why can't you take care of yourself so much? It's only been a few days, and you've lost so much weight, and learning the rules has exhausted you, right?

Duanmu Quinoa looked at Mrs. Duanmu and asked for warmth to herself in distress, and her heart was very uncomfortable, but she still said: Mother, the child is so tired, can you accompany the child back to the house to rest?

Mrs. Duanmu looked at Duanmu Quinoa's haggard appearance, and didn't ask what was wrong with Duanmu Quinoa, but just nodded silently and led Duanmu Quinoa in front of her, and instructed the maid next to her to bring the message to the queen mother, and then Duanmu Quinoa took her back to her residence in the palace.

In the house, Duanmu Quinoa was lying on his side on the bed, and his head was resting on Mrs. Duanmu's lap: Mother, you said that I used to ...... What does it look like?

Mrs. Duanmu touched Duanmu Quinoa's hair, and said dotingly: You used to be a very naughty little girl, as long as you go out, you will definitely cause trouble for the family, and you are afraid that I will beat you, so you don't dare to leave your father half a step, that is, your father protects you too well, so you will be so simple and ignorant, and you will not say anything if you are bullied outside......

Speaking of this, Duanmu Quinoa looked up at Mrs. Duanmu: Mother, if the child does something that embarrasses his father, you, and the family, will you forgive me?

Mrs. Duanmu looked at Duanmu Quinoa in surprise: What's wrong with you, Quinoa? Why do you say such things?

Duanmu Quinoa buried her head in Mrs. Duanmu's arms and shook her head: No, Quinoa just asked......

Mrs. Duanmu breathed a sigh of relief, gently patted Duanmu Quinoa's back, and coaxed her to say: How can my mother blame my Quinoa, no matter what, my mother will forgive you, who made you the meat that fell from your mother's body? Sleep, good girl~

Duanmu Quinoa listened to Mrs. Duanmu's words, and thought of what Bai Qingmeng said today, tears fell down, the current self is no longer the former self, in the past in modern times, he has no father and mother, and he doesn't have to care about other people's eyes, but now, he is a child of the Duanmu family, so he must take into account the reputation of the family in everything like Bai Qingmeng, it seems that he is indeed not qualified to say love in this era......