Text Text_Chapter 449 Death is better than life and suffering

The uncontrollable and humble voice and a needle pierced Gu Beichen's heart fiercely...... It hurt so much that he was about to suffocate.

His nose was sour, and Gu Beichen slowly clenched his hands, "Jian Mo, how can you be so selfish?" ”

There was a low hoarseness in the light voice, and a bewildering lowness in the drizzle...... But it's cold.

"Am I selfish?" Jian Mo was a little confused, she kept fanning her eyes, as if she didn't understand.

"You let me watch your life slowly disappear in front of me......" Gu Beichen clenched his hands stiffly, "...... How cruel are you to me? ”

Jian Mo only felt that her legs and feet were weak, and she took a step back uncontrollably......

"To be with you, to watch your life pass...... I," something cracked on Gu Beichen's cold face, "I can't do it." ”

Tears just fell like this.

I don't know if it's rain or tears on my eyelashes, but my vision is blurred......

Jian Mo's nerves collapsed suddenly, she looked at Gu Beichen, her lips kept trembling, but she couldn't say anything.

"Mo'er......" Gu Beichen called out with difficulty, this voice represented too much.

"I can't help it, do you understand?" Gu Beichen laughed self-deprecatingly, "I can't let you be by my side...... I can't help it, don't you understand?! ”

"You have, you have...... You have! Jian Mo cried, "You can go to Zixiao and ask for that medicine, you can ask Yun Ze to show me...... You can ask the dragon owl to find that medicine, you have-"

Jian Mo screamed in pain, not knowing whether she was lying to herself or questioning Gu Beichen.

She slowly squatted down, right in front of the graves of Jian Zhanfeng and Su Mo...... Burst into tears.

"Why, why did we come to this point...... Jian Mo hissed and asked desperately, "You pushed me away, let me do something?" What am I going to do......"

The weak hesitation completely revealed Jian Mo's cowardice, and she was at a loss as if she had lost her beloved toy.

Gu Beichen's eyes were red, after so many years of ruthlessness, he was already a cold-blooded person.

Even in the face of everyone, it seems that he can be indifferent.

But now...... There was a woman named Jian Mo, who was deeply immersed in his flesh.

Now, he's going to dig her out of her body himself......

That kind of pain is something that others can't and can't understand.

Squatted down and hugged Jian Mo into his arms......

"I know, you will live well......" Gu Beichen's voice trembled faintly, "You are Jian Mo...... One, Jian Mo who can't knock you down! ”

"I don't want ...... I don't want to be a strong Jane, I don't want it! Jian Mo said while crying, she raised her teary eyes and looked at Gu Beichen hazy, "Is there really no way?" Can't you just push me away? ”

Such humility is like a grain of dust in the wind......

Gu Beichen secretly swallowed his sadness, and kissed the tears on Jian Mo's face with thin lips...... The salty taste stung his heart one after another.

"Mo'er, I'm sorry......" Gu Beichen's voice trembled slightly because of sadness, "It's good that you hate me...... It's good to hate me, but I can't watch you disappear, you know? ”

"Don't say I'm sorry to me......" Jian Mo looked at Gu Beichen, "Don't I'm sorry!" I don't want ......"

The hoarse roar was full of weakness, and Jian Mo thought that as long as they calmed each other down, this incident could be regarded as if it had not happened.

But why......

Why did it still come to this point, it was still so fast!

"Gu Beichen, even if you push me away, I won't return to Zixiao......" Jian Mo's eyelashes trembled slightly, "Even if I die, I won't take that pill...... If I always die in the end, can you just not push me away? ”

"Mo'er ......" Gu Beichen caressed Jian Mo's cheek with his big palm, "Your life, your life, is not just love...... You still have Xiaojie, and your design, do you really have to give up everything for the sake of one me? ”

Jian Mo's heart shook suddenly.

She looked at Gu Beichen in disbelief, "You threatened me with a milk bag?!" ”

"If, let you live......" Gu Beichen gritted his teeth and said.

This woman is tough, but she is also stubborn......

She will really take that pill for the sake of this relationship...... But he couldn't let her do that.

Jian Mo pushed Gu Beichen away, watching him almost sit on the ground, and slowly got up with disappointment in his eyes......

The condescending gaze was full of sorrow, and moved his gaze as Gu Beichen stood up, "Gu Beichen, the milk bag left me, and you ......" Her nose became more and more sour, "But, you left me, what else do you have?" ”

The roaring voice was full of despair, but the teary eyes were full of determination.

Gu Beichen's ink pupils instantly cracked something, as if he didn't know how to react.

"What do you say?!" Jian Mo roared, "You lost me, what else do you have?" ”

"How do you know?" Gu Beichen's breathing suddenly became short.

"You don't care how I know......" Jian Mo glared, "Don't die painfully, but life is even more painful...... Gu Beichen, you lost me, what are you going to do? ”

Once again, Jian Mo's emotions collapsed......

Because, she found that whether it was life or death, Gu Beichen was going to lose her!

What to do, what is he going to do?

Xiang Nan whispered to her when he left that day...... If Ah Chen didn't have her, he would die!

He didn't say the specific reason, but ...... She knew that Xiang Nan was not joking, no!

It must have something to do with the memory of Ah Chen's kidnapping......

"Gu Beichen, I won't leave your ......" Jian Mo sniffed and wiped her tears fiercely with the back of her hand, "No!" ”

In the end, she threw down two words, stared at Gu Beichen deeply, and turned to leave......

Under the drizzle, Jian Mo's back was emaciated, which made people feel distressed.

However, she held up her whole world......

She's not selfish, she's just ...... She didn't want the man she loved, so tired.

From the time he knew that all this had something to do with Zixiao, he must have made a lot of efforts.

What kind of powerlessness could he push her away like this?

Jian Mo's tears went all the way and fell all the way......

There is sadness, there is distress.

Gu Beichen stood in place like this, watching Jian Mo's figure go farther and farther, and gradually disappear into his eyes.

"Zixiao, don't force me to ruin everything for you......" Late at night, Gu Beichen waited in Chu Zixiao's apartment after Xiao Jing and their actions failed.

Chu Zixiao's body was wet, as if he had just been doused by heavy rain, "Destroy me, I just need Momo!" "The cold night is mechanical.

"Momo is an independent individual, even if I give it to you, is it okay?" Gu Beichen gritted his teeth.

Chu Zixiao smiled, it was an indifferent smile, "Beichen...... Then it's up to you. Ten days...... If you can't force her to my side, you, can only watch her die! ”