Jiang Tao will always be by her side when Zishan has something, just like nothing is difficult for him, and there is no one he can't deal with; But Jiang Tao, who was sick, was different, and showed weakness in front of Zishan: this man is not omnipotent, he still has something to fear.

Although the fear of taking medicine should happen to children, it is true that some adults are also afraid of taking medicine; Jiang Tao, who had a weakness, not only did not let Zishan look down on him, but felt a little more down-to-earth inexplicably; This kind of Jiang Tao is more real, which makes Zishan feel that Jiang Tao is a little closer.

Too beautiful things always make Zishan feel unreal, whether she has low self-esteem, or that she has experienced too many negative emotions, anyway, even if there are things that she thinks are too good, they will not fall on her head; How many people in the world can have that kind of happiness?

The original Lin Hao was very beautiful, very beautiful: Zishan was his first love, he had loved Zishan for more than ten years, and he waited until Zishan divorced to express his heart, and he was so caring and considerate of Zishan; He is very handsome, has a very good career, and has a very good reputation - such a good person proves to be a husband in the end.

And Feng Dayong was also so beautiful at the beginning, that was her first love; Although he had no money and was born in the countryside, he gave Zishan everything she wanted and filled all the emptiness in Zishan's heart: like her brother and like her father, he took care of her in the palm of his hand. In the end, it turned out that such beauty was just a dream of first love, and there were too many fantasies of Zishan herself.

So Jiang Tao has been accompanying her and helping her, and the next day after the winter rain also moved her heart. But she didn't let herself think about it anymore; Because Jiang Tao is so good, how dare she touch it.

But now Jiang Tao is playing a scoundrel like a child, just to be able to skip medicine; It's ridiculous but it confirms to Zishan that he is a living person, not false nor fake, at least Jiang Tao has not pretended anything in front of her.

Only the real thing can make Zishan relax and not make her overly nervous.

Jiang Tao caught the thermometer but didn't look like he wanted to test his temperature, and he wanted to stare again when he saw Zishan's eyes: "Why don't you hurry up?" ”

Blinking, Jiang Tao looked at Zishan very innocently: "Try it now?" "The eyes are as pure as a baby, but such eyes make Zishan feel alarmed. Because most of the times he looks like this will play tricks on people; However, Jiang Tao is still very sick when he is sick, so he shouldn't have the intention of playing tricks on people, right? So Zishan really glared: "Of course." ”

Jiang Tao's face suddenly turned even redder, but he still looked at Zishan very seriously and said, "Okay, yes, but people have been guarding themselves like jade for almost thirty years, you have to be responsible......"

Zishan jumped up suddenly, her face was red at the same time, and she gently "puffed" him and fled; Jiang Tao, this bad guy, really wants to play tricks on people, even if Jiang Tao is sick, Jiang Tao is still Jiang Tao. She always thought that she could have the upper hand in front of Jiang Tao, but now she knows that it is not easy to have the upper hand forever.

She ran out the door and suddenly poked her head out again: "That. . . Do you test your temperature? Seeing Jiang Tao with one hand in her arms with a frightened and humiliated expression, she laughed and went to the kitchen - boy, do you think you can scare my sister?!

Jiang Tao had already put away his frightened expression, put the thermometer away, and lay down comfortably and muttered: "I'm so happy, even if I die of illness, I'm happy to die; But the next moment he was entangled: "But, Zishan is too tired, I'd better go and have a look." ”

He got up and just opened the bedroom door when he was yelled back by Zishan, who heard the voice poking her head out of the kitchen; Shrinking his head, he thought about it and lay down obediently: Zishan can't be angry, and he really can't deal with such a fierce Zishan. It's safer to be obedient.

After a while, Zi Shan came over with a bowl of ginger soup: "Drink it and sweat, it's much safer to reduce fever than taking medicine." It's not bad for the body either. ”

Jiang Tao looked at Jiang Tang and frowned: "I have a little suspicion that I offended you in my last life, Zishan." He didn't even dare to say if he didn't drink under Zishan's gaze, and obediently took it and drank it one by one: "How do you know that I don't eat ginger?" I don't remember telling you that. ”

Zishan really didn't know: "Don't you eat ginger?" But when the stew is served, you can see that you are very happy. She asked knowingly, because some people don't eat ginger but can't eat it directly, such as ginger soup now.

Under the high-pressure policy, Jiang Tao drank a bowl of soup cleanly, and after lying down, he said: "Zishan, don't be busy, go back, there are still a lot of things in the company." "I don't know if it's because of the medicine. He soon fell asleep.

Zishan originally wanted to bring him porridge to drink. See that he is asleep, and think of it, and let him be; A patient's sleep is much better than eating, so it's better for her not to disturb Jiang Tao. But there's one thing that's hard to do. Jiang Tao tried the thermometer and forgot both of them, how to take it out now?

Look at Jiang Tao's chest. Zishan's face was slightly red, and she was really embarrassed to go to Jiang Tao's house to "insult" her: Damn, why didn't you find out that Jiang Tao looked okay? She hurriedly turned her gaze to the side - but she didn't know that her body temperature was uneasy, what should she do?

In the end, there was still an old way, Zishan put the back of her hand on Jiang Tao's forehead; It may be that the back of Zishan's hand has a coolness that makes Jiang Tao feel comfortable in his sleep, he actually rubbed Zishan's hand, and in an instant, Zishan's body froze, his palm was raised quickly, and of course his face was red.

Seeing that Jiang Tao was still asleep, Zi Shan knew that it was just his unconscious move, and secretly "bah" and then went out again, but this time he couldn't be as calm as the first time, and his heart always beat a little faster.

The forehead is still hot, and it is obvious that the illness will not heal so quickly. Zi Shan withdrew her hand and exhaled softly, glanced at Jiang Tao to make sure that he was indeed sleeping, and breathed a sigh of relief inexplicably; It's obviously not a good idea to leave now, Jiang Tao needs someone to take care of him, and it's always a bit dangerous to leave until his fever subsides.

Zi Shan, who was sitting bored, looked around and found that there were a few books on his desk, so he took one and opened it: I hate you, and I hate those medicines even more!!

Big words, very hard handwriting, big exclamation points.

Zishan took another look and realized that it was a notebook, but it was just the cover of a book; Although she didn't know what that sentence meant, Zi Shan could guess that there was a reason why Jiang Tao hated taking medicine, and it wasn't as simple as being afraid of bitterness.

Glancing at Jiang Tao on the bed, she found that his brows were furrowed so tightly in his sleep, and the expression on his face was not as calm as when he first fell asleep, but with a bit of bitterness: as if he was suffering something in his sleep.

What kind of childhood did Jiang Tao have, and what was his mental journey like since he was a child? Zishan suddenly realized that her friend was really unqualified, because she didn't know anything and never remembered to ask; Although it was rude to expose people's scars, she really didn't care about Jiang Tao's past.

Everyone has a past, but not everyone's past is only joy.

She had wanted to put down the notebook, but she didn't know why she had flipped another page, and then another page, until she had finished reading it; After reading it, she had some tears in her eyes, and then looked at Jiang Tao on the bed, and she shed tears when she turned her face and turned her face.

Half of the above records are Jiang Tao's childhood, and half of them are after he met Zishan; Jiang Tao was miserable when he was a child, because he ate up the white eyes of adults and children, no matter how hard he worked and how good his academic performance was, he couldn't get the teacher's sincere like.

A lonely childhood with no friends at all, a childhood even more cruel than Zishan: Zishan only tasted the suffering from her family, but Jiang Tao tasted the suffering from everyone—including his mother.

The reason why Jiang Tao hates taking medicine is because her mother often takes medicine, and she also forces Jiang Tao to take medicine together: as long as she is unhappy, she takes medicine, and then forces Jiang Tao to take it with her, so Jiang Tao was sent to the hospital twice when he was a child to wash his stomach, that is, he was forced to eat too much diazepam.

The things written later were unthinkable to Zishan, Jiang Tao wrote down the bits and pieces between him and Zishan, many of which she didn't remember: one day she smiled, one day she frowned a little ......, it was so trivial, but every time she had his emotions after him - because she smiled, he was very happy that day; Because she frowned, he guessed that day thinking of ways to make her happy, and he wasn't happy that day.

There are no vows, no strong emotional expressions, and even Jiang Tao never wrote a sentence in his notes such as "I love Zishan" or "I like" Zishan; Some are just the trivial things of Zishan every day, very small things, small things that do not exist in Zishan's memory, but they are all recorded in his notes.

Zi Shan gently put the note back in its place, and glanced back at Jiang Tao, who couldn't tell what it was like in his heart; Yes, she had heard two men say "I love you" to her personally, but in the end the person they loved was themselves. The man in front of him always said to people, "I'm just Zishan's ordinary friend", but that note is not something that an ordinary friend would write.

The love on the lips is so untrustworthy, is it not the most real love that is silent?

looked at Jiang Tao's sleeping face blankly, she didn't find the answer herself; Because she herself knows that the answer is not on Jiang Tao's face.

Jiang Tao opened his eyes, and met Zishan's straight gaze, he blinked and found that Zishan didn't notice that he had woken up, and at this time the sun was already setting in the west: "Hey, do you see me so fascinated?" You can't be fascinated by my sleeping face, right? ”

Zi Shan woke up in shock, and wanted to glare at Jiang Tao but didn't know why he gave up in the end, but turned around very embarrassed: "I'm going to see if the porridge is okay?" ”

Jiang Tao shouted at her back: "Zishan, are you considered to have fled from the wilderness?" ”

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