Later, when I thought back about that night, I can't remember if I cried, but I was very moved.

I love him, and if I can, where would I want to share him with other women?

Instead of persuading him to accept the harem like a gentle and decent woman, I gladly accepted his promise.

If it's him, what if it's a demon concubine?

On the night he gave birth to Changxin, as the king of a country, he did not go to the court for the first time, but stayed at my bedside, holding Changxin and guarding me.

I never knew that when I opened my eyes, I could see that my husband and children were such a happy thing, looking at his slightly worried eyes, I suddenly couldn't have any complaints in my heart.

Watching him hold Changxin for a long time and not wanting to let go, watching him smile and tease the child, I really want time to go on like this.

When Changxin was full moon, the princess of Dingguo, who was far away in the south, sent a gift that made Ji Anhe smile for a long time, and the Wang family in Jizhou was uprooted by Su Wanniang, Ji Anhe said that this was the full moon gift that Su Wanniang gave to Changxin.

After the full moon of Changxin, I was named a good concubine, and the canonization ceremony held by the queen ceremony took charge of the phoenix seal.

Although I am not a queen, I have become the most admired woman.

When the daughter of the Confucian family was 100 days old, I left the capital for the first time with Changxin and went to the south, and the south has a different beauty of the capital, just like a painting, and it is full of green poetry.

The Confucian Mansion is in a very ordinary village, and after many years, I am still very happy to see Su Wanniang again.

I have always felt that Su Wanniang and I are a very fateful person, I like her character very much, not pretentious, not hypocritical, even if she is the princess of Dingguo, nominally my sister-in-law, but I insist on being a good sister with her, and even call her aunt with a long letter.

If you want to say that Kong Xinrou, the little girl of the Kong family, is really a little girl who is loved by everyone, Xinrou looks like Su Wanniang, a little lovely child, and she is a little beauty at first glance.

Changxin and I lived in the Confucian Mansion for more than half a month, until Ji Anhe urged him to write letters one by one, and then reluctantly said goodbye to Su Wanniang and returned to the capital.

After leaving, Changxin told me that I wanted to have a cute brother like Dabao and Erbao, or a beautiful sister like Xinrou, and I was happy in my heart, because, I also wanted, of course, if I could let Xinrou, a little girl, be my daughter-in-law, I would naturally be happier!

As I wished, after returning to the capital, my goal was to add a younger brother and sister to Changxin, fortunately, Ji Anhe was very cooperative, listening to Changxin say how cute his younger brother and sister were, he was more excited than me.

In the following years, Changxin had several younger brothers, and finally, he finally had a younger sister.

When Changxin was ten years old, Da Liao's father was critically ill, and before he died, he sent someone to find his brother, and also sent someone to Ji Chao to take me back and look at me again.

My brother was an authentic businessman in the capital of the Ji Dynasty, and he didn't let the people of Daliao find him, and I never went back.

I think my brother actually hates him in his heart, just like me.

My father left me a letter before he died, in which he was a belated confession, and my father said that when he was young, he took the power in his hands too seriously, and when he heard that the prince's brother was going to rebel, he didn't care about anything and sent the prince down, and he stopped establishing the prince for a long time.

Later, when he was old, he thought about it a lot, and after thinking about it for a long time, he said that he often dreamed of his mother, saying that the queen mother had been blaming him. The father said that he was really confused at that time, what a kind person the queen mother was, and where was the prince she taught, who would kill the king and seize the throne?

After many years, he finally had the determination to investigate the matter thoroughly, and the truth of the matter was revealed, and he finally understood that his mother's death was more of a disappointment in him as a father.

Before his father's death, he left a testament, setting up the three emperor brothers who lost their mother's concubines in the early years as the new emperor, and also issued the last holy decree to crown his brother as King An, I know that this is the last amend-up of the father to the prince's brother, but the elder brother has never shown up to receive the holy decree.

On the day my father passed away, Ji Anhe suddenly took my brother to the palace to accompany me, and from his eyes, I could see that he was worried that I would be unhappy because of my father's death.

I don't know if people have to get an answer about love or not in this life, staying with the person they love for a lifetime, and I, in this life, have never thought about asking Ji Anhe whether he loves me.

He said that he was not greedy, and that in this life, it would be enough to have me and our children.

And I, too, am not greedy, I love him, but I don't expect him to love me the same, in this life, it is enough for me to be by his side.

However, if people can have an afterlife, I hope that I can meet Su Wanniang before him, and fall in love with him again.

- Anping, the end of my life.

When I was writing about Princess Anping, I was thinking, in this world, is there really a woman like Princess Anping, who willingly accompanies a man who doesn't love her for a lifetime, not arrogant, not frivolous, not resentful, quiet, like a shadow, I am also thinking, Princess Anping's lifelong companionship, giving birth to children, can it move Ji Anhe's heart, I don't know this question myself, so I can't give an answer. However, I think that Ji Anhe can protect Anping for a lifetime, even if it has nothing to do with love, even if it is because of the debt in his previous life, he is doing his best to make up for it, but as long as he is there, Princess Anping is happy.

Therefore, if a person lives, as long as he is happy, love or not, and calculate the result, what can he do?

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