If you look closely, you can feel that under his handsomeness, there is an inscrutable gloom.

Lian Xiu stood at the door, looking at the scenery in the house, and did not enter the house quickly, he nodded towards Ning Wan, "Beautiful lady, may I come in?" ”

Ning Wan straightened her back, with a subtle smile on her face, "You're polite, come in, see that you are thinly dressed, and it will be cold if you stand outside for a long time." ”

The Persian cat in her arms, whose eyes had been closed from beginning to end, opened her eyes lazily and looked at Lian Xiu curiously.

Someone can make the owner who has always spoken little to say a lot of words so gently, he must be a talent, so he must know him well, don't offend people.

Lian Xiu glanced at Ning Wan in surprise, the arc of the smile on his face kept widening, and his gloomy temperament was swept away, looking like a sunny big boy.

Dimples loom at the corners of the mouth.

Ning Wan looked in a trance for a while, her eyes were sad, she looked at the rattan chair across the table, and motioned for him to sit down, "Since you're here, sit for a while and then leave, I'm used to being alone, and it's a little lonely." ”

The ghost space shrouded in the family villa has no sunlight, and the early summer night is already cold, coupled with the damp and cold atmosphere, the indoor temperature can be comparable to winter.

Ning Wan is a ghost, she has no perception of temperature, even in the cold attic, she still wears an off-the-shoulder cheongsam, and the silk fabric is worn on the delicate body, which has a unique flavor.

On the other hand, Lian Xiu, with a thin shirt, he held back for a long time, and finally sneezed uncontrollably.

Lian Xiu glanced at Ning Wan apologetically, turned around and wiped his hands and face with a tissue.

Ning Wan, who was facing away from Lian Xiu, felt distress in her eyes, her fingers propped up on the table, and she slowly clenched it, wanting to do something, but she couldn't do anything, and she couldn't even complete the simplest warm hug.

I haven't seen him for twenty years, I didn't expect him to be so handsome. The temperament is still so good.

looks with her, with warm eyebrows and eyes.

She watched gradually become obsessed, and even Xiu called her several times, but she didn't come back to her senses.

The Persian cat in her arms arched her palm with its head, and she looked up in surprise.

"Come early in the morning, will it disturb your rest." Lian Xiu sat down on the chair gently, the small space was not enough for him to stretch, so he had to lean slightly sideways to talk to Ning Wan.

Ning Wan snapped her fingers, and four fires rose in the four corners of the attic, and the bright yellow fire was blazing, illuminating the gloomy attic a lot.

The firelight shone on the faces of the two, and Lian Xiu's eyes had a vast starry sky.

"I'm not one of you, so it makes no difference whether you sleep or not." Ning Wan toyed with the kitten in her arms, scratching its chin with her fingers. If you are lonely for too long, you will really get sick.

She didn't know what about others, but at least for her, she was very eager to have someone by her side, talk to her, and relieve her boredom.

Lian Xiu is the first choice in her heart.

Lian Xiu's fingers were folded on the mottled wooden table, and it could be seen that Ning Wan was an extremely particular person, and the attic had been idle for a long time, but there was no spider silk in the corners of the chairs on the side of the table.

Although there are many cracks on the table, it is well maintained, and there are no oil stains.

His bony hands rested on the table, and he stopped talking.

"It's all here, just say what you have to say." Ning Wan was rarely patient, thinking that he liked to eat candy the most when he was a child.

After more than 20 years without her company, he still likes to eat candy, and her movements of stroking the Persian cat in her arms gradually slowed down.

Lian Xiu took the initiative to come to her, at least it showed that she was not very unbearable in his mind.

"The last time we met, I was too hasty and didn't say hello to you properly, I said I'm sorry, after I went back, I tossed and turned, and I couldn't sleep."

Lian Xiu spoke slowly, coupled with a cello-like low voice, the small space made his voice a lot louder.

"Why can't I sleep?" Ning Wan's heartbeat almost skipped a beat, she had a thousand words she wanted to say, but she couldn't say every word.

She was torn in her heart, on the one hand, she wanted him to go quickly, and on the other hand, she wanted to see him a few more times.

Lian Xiu raised his head, his bright eyes staring at her tightly, "Because...... I have a hunch that I can't miss you. You feel so familiar to me, like something I lost when I was a child, and I finally found it after many years. ”

He sneered and shook his head slightly, "Do you think I'm stupid?" I grew up without a mother and lived alone in a distant land. My father's whole body and heart were on my stepmother, and I wasn't even qualified to let them keep their eyes on me.

is also a father's child, Lian Xu and Lian Rourou are princes and princesses, the pearls of their palms, and the most justifiable me is like a thief, peeking into their happiness. ”

This passage even Xiu's feelings are very well handled, showing unwillingness, grievance, grief and indignation, longing and relief.

Ning Wan was so distressed that she almost pinched it, and she grabbed the Persian cat's hand and unconsciously aggravated it.

The kitten screamed twice and writhed violently.

Ning Wan hurriedly let go of her hand, and when she looked up, she found that Lian Xiu was staring at her intently, she lowered her head in a panic, and her usual noble and elegant appearance was like two people.

"Luckily, I came back in the end. Sometimes I wonder if I would have been as happy as they had been if my mother hadn't left.

I vaguely knew from the old butler that my mother didn't love my father, and if she didn't, why should they be together! Born me! Leave me alone to suffer in the world! ”

At the end of his speech, his hands clenched and his voice hoarse.

After a long time, Lian Xiu cleaned up his mood and said apologetically, "I'm sorry, looking at you always makes me have an inexplicable trust, and I accidentally talk to you too much." These words have been hidden in my heart for many years, and there is no one worthy of me to say to him. Now that I have spoken it, I feel a lot more comfortable. Thank you for listening. ”

Half a ring, Ning Wan was silent.

Lian Xiu looked up strangely, Ning Wan's delicate and timeless face was full of tears, it was a silent cry, there was no sound, only tears flowing.

Washed away the rouge on his cheeks and wet his clothes. The kitten in her arms nested obediently, licking her fingers comfortably, even if it was so embarrassed, it was still beautiful in the eyes of outsiders.

Ning Wan has a unique charm that can instantly calm the heart that looks at her face.

Lian Xiu pulled out a blue handkerchief from his chest and put it in front of Ning Wan, "You...... What's wrong? ”

Ning Wan almost blurted out the truth, and held back at the critical moment, "My eyes were blown by the wind, and it hurt uncomfortably......"

Lian Xiu looked around suspiciously, where else could the wind blow in here?

"You're here today to talk about this?" Ning Wan took the handkerchief that Lian Xiu had been holding for a long time, put it in her palm and rubbed it, but did not use it to wipe her eyes.

"No, the main thing to thank you is for letting Rourou go. Rourou has already fallen asleep, so I will come by myself, I am afraid that too many people will disturb you, it seems that I have already disturbed, then I will leave now. Lian Xiu stood up, and the one-meter-eight tall man needed to bow his head and bend down to stand in this place.

"Sit." Ning Wan said two words concisely.

Lian Xiu turned his head blankly, "What else does Miss have to say?" ”

"I'm in the woods."

“…… Miss Ning? Coincidentally, my mother's surname is also Lin. When Lian Xiu mentioned his mother, his whole person became extremely gentle, and his eyes were like water, flowing in the silent night.

"You're afraid of me?" Ning Wan accentuated her tone, her face looked very bad, I don't know if it was because she was in a bad mood or because she was crying and wearing makeup.

"No......" Lian Xiu waved his hand again and again, and explained in a panic, "Miss Ning is intellectually beautiful, I can't make friends with you, how can I dislike you." I should be afraid that you will dislike me. ”

"In that case, sit down." Ning Wan motioned to get off the chair with her eyes and asked him to sit down quickly, not so restrained.

Lian Xiu couldn't, so he had to continue to sit obediently.

"I'm a ghost, you're not afraid of me?" Ning Wan continued to gently touch the kitten in her arms, but she was very nervous in her heart, after all, Lian Xiu was not an ordinary person, he could ignore what others thought of him, but Lian Xiu's vision, she had to scruple.

"No, I'm afraid of ghosts, but it's still the same sentence, and I feel very kind when I see you. The urge to see you dispelled my fears. Because I know that you will not harm anyone. Lian Xiu said with a look on his face.

Ning Wan's eyes were red with excitement, and there was a question that she thought about for a long time in her heart, but she still insisted on saying it, "Do you hate your mother for abandoning you......

"I don't have any impression of my mother, the only image is that she is very beautiful, she is a talented woman, she plays the piano well, and she paints well."

Lian Xiudao, "But she took off those halos, just the wife of an ordinary person, or the mother of a child."

In my opinion, she would be a good artist, but not a competent mother. ”

Ning Wan smiled softly, "That means, are you blaming your mother?" ”

"How could you not blame her...... Because of her, I became nothing......"

Ning Wan's heart gradually sank, covering her face with her hands, and she couldn't speak for a long time.

Lian Xiu saw that the time was almost ripe and said, "But I love her too...... As I grew up, I gradually understood her struggles.

If I can go back to the past, I will definitely be by her side and help her get out of the haze of her husband's infidelity, at least so that she will not accumulate depression. ”

Ning Wan had mixed feelings in her heart, happy for a while and uncomfortable for a while. Lian Xiu's sensibility moved her to tears.

She wanted to tell him out loud that his mother was right in front of him.

But what mother in the world wants to appear in front of her son in this way?

Lian Xiu took out a photo from his bosom and put it on the table.