Chapter 42: Confession
Not long after Yuwen Tuo left, Yuwen Han really came. Seeing the food on the table and the clear and elegant woman sitting at the table, Yuwen smiled coldly, put down the brocade box in his hand, sat down and said, "I've been too busy these days, I haven't eaten much, or you know me." ”
"Then eat more, it's all made by Qin Wei, try it." Lu Qianmo picked up chopsticks and added a piece of fish meat to Yu Wenhan.
Yu Wenhan was not polite, picked up the chopsticks and ate the piece of fish. "Full of umami, melt in your mouth, Qin Wei's cooking skills have improved."
"Then eat quickly, I'm hungry too."
"Okay."
During this time, the two ate silently, occasionally serving each other some dishes, but neither side spoke again. For Yu Wenhan, at this moment, he just wanted to have a rare dinner quietly with the woman next to him. For Lu Qianmo, she just doesn't want to break this short-lived atmosphere with no pros and cons and no identity. It's a pity that no matter how slow you eat dinner, there will be an end to it.
"I have a gift for you." Yu Wenhan smiled warmly at Lu Qianmo.
Lu Qianmo glanced at the brocade box on the table and was silent.
Yu Wenhan opened the brocade box and put it in front of Lu Qianmo, with a face full of expectation: "Do you like it?" ”
Lu Qianmo picked up the object in the brocade box, which turned out to be a kapok hairpin carved from red jade, "It's very beautiful, but I don't know if it's suitable." ”
"It's definitely suitable, and the most important thing is that you like it." The smile on Yu Wenhan's face was even worse, and he looked at the kapok hosta and recalled: "I still remember that the first time we met was during the kapok blooming season, when there happened to be a kapok tree nearby, and the red flowers on the tree were blooming. At that time, your injuries were not healed, so I secretly ran to enjoy the flowers, and I looked for you for a long time. ”
"It's too boring to recuperate, I can't help but take advantage of your absence to go out for a walk, I didn't expect to see such a beautiful scenery." Lu Qianmo also recalled the beautiful scenery at that time, the emerald green mountains were bright red, like a hot heart beating in the undisturbed lake.
"If you want to see it, I can watch it again, twice, three times with you...... No matter how many times. At this moment, Yu Wenhan's eyes were full of yearning and affection.
Lu Qianmo was stunned for a moment when he saw Yu Wenhan's eyes, but unfortunately we are not the first time we met, you are the second prince of the Northern Desert, and I am the pavilion master of Moyan Pavilion, even if I return to the same place again, I will not be able to return to my original state of mind. Lu Qianmo put the hosta back in the brocade box, then poured a glass of wine for each of them, picked up the wine glass and said to Yuwen Han: "Thank you for the gift, and the brocade and cloud satin that you sent someone to Xitang before." Then he threw up his head and drank.
"By the way, do you still like that brocade? Why didn't I see you with me? ”
"It's too delicate to be used in a fight."
When Yuwen Han heard this, his eyes converged, and he was a little lost. Then he drank his own glass of wine.
Seeing that the other party drank it all, Lu Qianmo poured another glass for the two of them, and then raised his glass and said, "Actually, if you don't come to me today, I plan to find you." After a pause, he continued: "I'm leaving the Northern Desert, drink this cup and you'll be doing it for me, and you don't have to come to see me off on the day you leave, so as not to add to your sadness." After saying that, he drank it all again.
It's just that this time Yu Wenhan didn't drink the wine in front of him, his eyes stared at the wine glass motionlessly, so that people couldn't see what he was thinking, and Lu Qianmo didn't make a sound to disturb. After a long silence, Yu Wenhan finally raised his eyes to look into Lu Qianmo's eyes, and said, "If I said I wanted you to stay, would you agree?" ”
Lu Qianmo looked away slightly, not wanting to face Yu Wenhan's eyes full of too much emotion. "Murong is reluctant to let me go, but it's a pity that there is no banquet in the world."
Yu Wenhan raised his voice and said, "You know it's different. How could Lu Qianmo, who is smart and thoughtful, not understand what I mean. Shallow foam, I ......"
"Yu Wenhan!" Lu Qianmo hurriedly interrupted the other party's words, for fear that he would continue to speak. "You've drunk too much, I'll have someone serve you some sobering soup."
Yu Wenhan grabbed Lu Qianmo and didn't let her leave, "You know I didn't drink too much!" Shallow foam, why don't you dare to face it. ”
Lu Qianmo was pulled by Yu Wenhan, unable to move, and was slightly annoyed. "I don't want what you say to affect our friendship."
Yuwen Han broke Lu Qianmo's body and made her face herself. "Friendship? You know I have more than friendship for you. ”
This time, Lu Qianmo did not continue to dodge, looked into the other party's eyes, and said seriously: "But I am." ”
Lu Qianmo's words were like a blow to the head that broke his heart, like a basin of cold water ruthlessly extinguishing his enthusiasm, and what was even more cold and desperate was that Lu Qianmo's clear eyes were telling herself that what she said was true and that she was not lying.
Seeing that Yu Wenhan didn't react, Lu Qianmo was ready to continue to say clearly: "Yu Wenhan, it's actually ......."
"Shallow foam." Yu Wenhan interrupted the other party's words and said in an extremely calm voice: "Actually, I am mainly here to give you this gift today, and some of the things I said after that are just like what you said, I drank too much, you don't have to take it to heart." I've been very busy lately, I won't see you off the day you leave, and when I'm done with the things at hand, I'll go to Fenshui City to see you. Today, I have something to do, so I'll leave first. "Asak, I'll make you fall in love with me slowly, even if it's for a lifetime.
Without waiting for Lu Qianmo to react, Yu Wenhan left, leaving only the carefully prepared kapok hosta. Looking at the kapok for a long time, Lu Qianmo sighed, and finally put it in his luggage, intending to take it with him.
Packing up her mood, Lu Qianmo walked towards the courtyard. The house has a promenade covered with vines, which is a great place to cool off in the summer. There is a small pond in the open space next to the promenade, which is home to some fish, and there is a rockery in it. Stone tables and chairs were placed near the rockery, and at this moment, Qin Wei and Murong Ze were drinking and chatting here.
Lu Qianmo looked at the two of them from a distance, and there were already a lot of wine bottles poured on the ground, and these two people really didn't drink less. "I didn't expect you two to be so able to drink, is this the rhythm of letting me wait and send you back to the room one by one?"
"Mo'er, you're here, come and drink." Qin Wei heard Lu Qianmo's voice, hiccuped, and grinned. It was clear that she was drunk at the moment.
Lu Qianmo looked at the two of them, Qin Wei's face was flushed, and his eyes were confused. Although Murong Ze was also a little drunk, he was much stronger than Qin Wei.
"Why do you make her drink so much wine and don't stop it." Lu Qianmo complained to Murong Ze.
"I can still drink with her today, but when she returns to Fenshui, there is no one to drink. Do you still expect that wooden man Wei Feng to accompany her to drink under the moon. Murong Ze picked up the wine bottle in his hand and handed it to Lu Qianmo. Come, drink too. ”
"Yes, Mo'er, you can drink it too." As he spoke, he touched the wine bottle with Lu Qianmo's wine bottle, making a crisp sound. "Cheers! Cheers, Murong! ”
Lu Qianmo took a few sips, and when she saw Qin Wei pouring herself violently, she immediately reached out and grabbed her wine bottle, "Okay, you drink less." ”
Qin Wei didn't grab or make trouble, and hiccups again, hehe~ Suddenly, Qin Wei's eyes were full of yearning and asked, "Mo'er, when did you say we should go to see the scenery of Hatta Lake?" ”
Lu Qianmo's heart was sour, she didn't expect Qin Wei to suddenly ask this, she would never take the initiative to talk about this matter on weekdays, but she was afraid that she would only express her wish if she was not sober in this situation. "I'll go with you when you want, how about it?"
Hearing Lu Qianmo's words, Qin smiled even happier, "How about next winter?" Legend has it that the winter scenery of Hatta Lake is the most beautiful in all seasons of the year. ”
"Good. We'll go next winter. ”
"Ben Gongzi is also going. Staying in this barren land all the time, I'm going to get moldy. Murong Ze on the side suddenly interjected coldly.
Qin Wei immediately agreed, "When the time comes, call Wei Feng, Mo Yan Mojie, and let's all go together." ”
Lu Qianmo raised his head and drank the wine in his hand, and promised, "Okay, let's go together." This good wish will surely come true.
……
Yu Wenhan actually didn't leave immediately, and when he went out of the gate, he turned back and hid in the dark to watch Lu Qianmo's every move.
He saw her staring at the gift he had given, but he couldn't see her heart, he didn't know how she was feeling.
He saw her looking up at the starry sky and sighed deeply, did he embarrass her?
He saw her put the gift she had given her in her luggage, and said that she was willing to take it with her, and his lost heart was comforted a little, at least she was not so determined.
He saw her walking alone into the courtyard, a thin figure, straight and straight.
He saw that she cared about Qin Wei and complained about Murong Ze, but he didn't know if he was at least like them in her heart.
He saw her raise her glass and drink, and her eyebrows showed a hint of sadness, but he didn't know if this sadness had anything to do with him.
Lu Qianmo, how afraid I was to flee in a hurry when I heard your refusal, but I was reluctant to turn back. How long will we be able to see each other after this departure? I'm not by your side, how will I try to make you fall in love with me?
Why should you care about who I am, rather than accept it?
The person who saved you is me, and the second prince of the Northern Desert is also me, and it has been the same me from beginning to end, why do you need to be so clear?
How I wish you could always be by my side, grinding and painting, talking about sword flowers, and watching you smile.
How I longed to see you care and worry about me.
How I wish you didn't just think of me as a friend, no, a lifesaver. Because, in your heart, I can't even compare to Murong Ze and Qin Wei.
It doesn't matter, if you can't accept me today, I'll wait for tomorrow, and if I can't tomorrow, I'll wait for the day after tomorrow.
It doesn't matter if it's a year, two years, or a lifetime, I'm going to make you fall in love with me, because I'm already in love with you and can't help myself.
As long as you open your heart, I can walk in. Even if I had to open the door myself.
Growing up, I would do whatever I could to get it whenever I wanted, and you too.
Even if you don't compromise the means.