Huangquan, love has to be a last resort

For a whole day, Leng Xianning didn't go out in her room, and Ye didn't seem to know that she was back, but Mo Yanxiu didn't know where she had gone.

Leng Xian stood quietly in front of the window, forcing herself not to think about the scene where she saw Baili Yanyun, not because of how terrible he was, but because his appearance made her feel terrible. There must have been something she hadn't thought of, but she didn't want to think about it anymore.

The night was dark to-day, there were no stars, and the moon was shy behind the clouds. Leng Xianning changed into a tights and quietly came to the palace.

Looking at the familiar palace around her, Leng Xianning sighed secretly in her heart, she originally thought that she would not come back, but she didn't want to go around and come anyway, or she came voluntarily. Huangquan was accidentally learned by her from Lin Hai's mouth, and knew that her father cherished it very much, and it was not placed in the Treasure Pavilion like other treasures, but was stored in the imperial study.

Avoiding the patrolling soldiers, looking at the imperial study in front of him, a trace of fluctuation inevitably appeared on his calm face, why is there no one guarding it. I had to make her feel cheating, and carefully pushed the door open. She'd been here many times and was familiar with any of the furnishings inside, but where would it be placed?

There was no hidden grid behind the paintings on the wall, and the jade ornaments didn't prompt any mechanism. Leng Xianning frowned, looked at everything in the room seriously, and was about to leave, but when he heard a coughing sound, he immediately dodged and hid in the gap behind the bookshelf.

"Your Majesty, it's late at night, let's rest early."

"Lin Hai, you should step back first, I want to be alone and quiet."

"Your Majesty, the princess is gone, you have to take care of the dragon's body. Imperial Doctor Liu also said that this wine is absolutely untouchable. Lin Hai helped Baili Yu Xin to sit on the dragon chair, and when he saw his increasingly pale face, he said worriedly.

At this time, he still has the appearance of being powerful and resolute.

"You don't have to say much." Baili Yu Xin waved his hand.

Lin Hai sighed and said in a low voice, "Obviously the medicine has been stopped, why is the dragon body still not good?" ”

Baili Yu Xin didn't seem to hear his words, and still sat motionless on the dragon chair. Leng Xianning, who was hiding behind the bookshelf, pursed her lips and listened to their conversation in silence. His heart trembled slightly, was he thinking about her?

Will he miss her?

He was coughing, listening to Lin Hai's words, his health was not good. But Zique clearly said that his body was very healthy, and his illness was just an illusion, how could it be now?

It gradually quieted down outside, and after holding his breath and making sure that he didn't feel any other people's breath, he walked out from behind the bookshelf. The huge imperial study was quiet again, Leng Xianning frowned, and wanted to take this opportunity to leave, but his feet walked uncontrollably in the opposite direction to the door.

She remembered that the old witch of the Queen Mother said that her father's imperial study led to that small courtyard. I told myself over and over again that I didn't want to see my father, I just wanted to see my mother's appearance.

The simple courtyard was still quiet as usual, and Leng Xianning came to the room with the portrait of her mother hanging from her memory. There was no stove in the huge room, and Leng Xianning couldn't help but shrug his shoulders, and was surprised to see the person standing in front of the portrait, but, why, she was so close, and he hadn't noticed her arrival yet.

Baili Yu Xin seemed to hear movement behind him, his tall body turned slowly, his eyes widened incredibly, and his lips opened tremblingly, "Poetry, poetry." ”

After speaking, a big stride came over and held her in his arms, "Shiyu, you're back, you're finally back, I know you won't leave me alone." I knew, I knew, just come back, just come back. You see, this is our home, didn't you say that you always wanted such an ordinary courtyard? The home I built for us, you, I and Yanyun, our family of three lives peacefully here, okay? ”

Leng Xianning's body trembled more and more with her words, his eyes gradually moistened, and he bit his lower lip to prevent himself from crying, in the life of his dreams, there was a mother, and he didn't even know why there was a second brother, but there was no place for her cold condensation. It turns out that she is really nothing, and there is no her in his life, and there will be no her. I knew it earlier, didn't I? But why does it hurt so much, why does it hurt so much, why does my heart hurt so much?

How ironic it seems to have been missing for so long, so long. It's so ironic, Leng Xianning suddenly wanted to laugh out loud, but her throat seemed to be choked, and she couldn't make any sound, only tears raged on her face.

Slowly stretched out his hand and wrapped his arms around his waist.

"Shiyu, why are you crying? Don't cry, okay, I said don't cry in front of me, then I'll be very distressed. Don't be sad, I got Huangquan, your illness will be cured, I won't let go of any of the people who framed you, don't be sad, don't cry, I will be reluctant, reluctant. ”

Baili Yu Xin pushed her away and wiped away the tears on her face with tenderness and pity, but the tears were even more turbulent, Leng Xianning never felt that life was so painful, that gentleness, that pity, was never her own. It turns out that being used as a stand-in is so painful, so painful, and painful.

Baili Yu Xin saw that the tears were flowing more and more, and she was completely panicked, hurriedly took her hand and held it tightly in her palm, "Is it uncomfortable?" Don't worry, I'll take you to find Huangquan, as long as you eat Huangquan, your illness will be cured, don't worry, don't worry, let's go, go, go to Huangquan. ”

Baili Yu Xin said incoherently, he didn't know what he was going to say, he just knew that he didn't want her to cry, and he couldn't bear to see her cry. She should be innocent, happy, and wonderful, and should not have any concern with tears, sadness, and sadness.

In the bedroom, there was an ordinary pear blossom bed, and Baili Yanxi pulled her to the side of the bed regardless of it, and there was a small wooden box next to the pillow, which was very exquisite.

Leng Xianning wiped away her tears with her hands, her eyes washed with tears were even cooler, she didn't have to think about it to know that what was in this box must be Huangquan.

This was the purpose of her coming to the palace today, but when it actually appeared, she had no determination to take it.

"Poetry, this is Huangquan, you eat it, eat it, your poison will be cured, and you will not be in pain. I will not let go of those who harm you, not a single one. ”

Leng Xian Ning listened to his affectionate words, and her eyes fell on the dark yellow bead, it turned out that this was Huang Quan. With it, she can die at night, but why hesitate, facing it at this moment, she should be damn hesitant.

"Shiyu, when your poison is cured, I will confess to you, in the days of your absence, I will ······"

Leng Xianning heard the words poetry from his mouth again, and all his reason was wiped out, and he shook off his clamps and ran out. If I came today to make her die, then it was good and successful. All hope is gone, no more worries, no more thoughts. I don't expect to be a stand-in anymore because it's too painful.

Baili Yu Xin's hand still maintained that posture, and his mouth babbled, "Shiyu, I'm sorry, I don't know what's wrong with me?" I couldn't let go of Ning'er, she said she loved me, and when she said she loved me, I was reluctant to refuse, I was so happy, I wanted to hold her in my arms. Not holding his own daughter, but holding his own woman. Shiyu, I'm sorry, I didn't think about betraying you, I'm sorry, I don't know why this happened, I'm sorry. ”

However, Leng Xianning, who had already left, did not hear these words.

"There are assassins." As soon as he walked out of the main hall, Leng Xian Ning was discovered.

When she turned around, she saw a person coming with a group of people, her cold brows furrowed, and she pulled up her veil, and she didn't pay attention to those people. Turn around and run for the nearest way you left.

"Don't let her run." Hearing the voice, Leng Xianning subconsciously turned his head and looked at a pair of familiar eyes, it was Shangguan Mo.

Hooked the corners of his mouth lightly, and ran forward without stopping, but he felt the breath behind him getting closer and closer, and helplessly pulled out the soft sword on his waist and turned to face the battle. Running away is not her style.

The two figures were instantly entangled, and Leng Xian Ning sold a gap to him with a false move, but he turned around and slapped his chest with a palm, and Shangguan Mo was shocked out.

Just as Leng Xianning was about to leave, a figure appeared in sight.

"Chase the Assassins." Baili Yu Xin held Shangguan Mo and commanded the guards behind him.

Leng Xian was stunned for a moment, and in this stunned moment, Shangguan Mo took out the hidden weapon in his arms with one hand and shot at her. Leng Xianning took a few steps back, looked at the hidden weapon on his shoulder, sneered, and was about to meet him again, but was stopped and carried away.

"No need to chase." Baili Yu Xin looked at the shadow that had long been gone, and said coldly, completely lost the appearance of losing his soul.

In the inn, Leng Xianning looked at the wound on his shoulder in silence, looked at the people who were busy on the side, and asked in a cold voice, "Why are you there?" ”

Mo Yanxiu turned around, looked at her increasingly pale face, and pursed her lower lip, "I knew you would go to the palace to get Huangquan, so I have been waiting for you there." ”

"Huang Quan can save him, right?" Leng Xianning asked eagerly, she had never dared to ask, for fear that the answer was not what she wanted, but now that she heard him, a glimmer of hope suddenly appeared in her heart.

Mo Yanxiu sighed lightly, "Why don't you understand, he has reached the limit, if he no longer uses internal force, he may be able to live longer." ”

"You are talking nonsense, Huangquan must be useful, it must be useful, can't it be brought back to life?" Leng Xian Ning yelled in disbelief, and the excitement made the blood flow from the wound even more violently.

Mo Yanxiu sighed speechlessly, "Don't get excited, be careful of your wounds, you were really careless today, you didn't even dodge such a secret weapon." ”

Leng Xian was silent, quieting down little by little, she would not give up any hope, even if there was a little hope, she would try. She wouldn't let him die like this, no.

"You bear with it, this secret weapon is very vicious, there are a lot of barbs embedded in the flesh, and it may be a little painful when you pull it out." Mo Yanxiu looked at the hidden weapon on her shoulder distressedly, her eyes became solemn, she really didn't expect the guards around the emperor to use such a vicious secret weapon.

"Yes." Leng Xian Ning didn't look at the hidden weapon, turned his head, but his whole body couldn't stop stiffening.

Mo Yanxiu held the hidden weapon with his hand, Leng Xian Ning's body couldn't help but tremble, gritted his teeth, and Mo Yanxiu pulled it out with force. Leng Xianning couldn't support it anymore, and collapsed on the bed with a weak body, but her teeth bit her lower lip fiercely, and she swallowed the scream in her throat.

Mo Yanxiu looked at her with pity, put aside the hidden weapon that still had her flesh, reached out and unbuttoned her body, and looked at him coldly and speechlessly. Mo Yanxiu frowned, raised his eyebrows and said, "Don't worry, I'm not interested in patients, just for medicine, I still have this medical virtue." ”

Leng Xian was silent, let him toss. She didn't even have the strength to say a word now, and the only feeling in her brain was pain. Slowly closed his eyes, but he didn't know if he was tired or dizzy.

"What's going on?"

An anxious voice came quickly. Mo Yanxiu turned his head to look at it, and then concentrated on the medicine, "As you can see, she is injured." ”

"Why did it hurt?" Night hurriedly ran to the window, and when he saw the bloody hidden weapon and blood-soaked clothes, his heart blocked his throat.

"It's not for you," Mo Yanxiu said angrily, to be honest, he didn't have a good impression of this man, the first time she saw him, she hurt herself in the sea of flowers in order to see him. Now it's for him again, lying half-dead here waiting for his own treatment.

"Me?" Ye looked at him in astonishment, and wanted to step forward, but found that he couldn't help anything, so he could only be in a hurry, she relieved him of his ability as a guardian, so she was injured, and he couldn't feel it. If he hadn't seen the fire in her room, he would never have known she was injured.

"In order to get medicine for you, I broke into the palace alone." Mo Yanxiu said coldly, carefully bandaging her wounds.

The night suddenly couldn't speak, and could only look at the person on the bed stupidly.

Mo Yanxiu sighed, she really couldn't see where this man was worth her doing, "You take a good look at her, I'll go and dispense medicine." ”

Sitting quietly at the head of the bed at night, I wanted to hold her but was afraid that my wound would hurt her, so I could only sit stupidly, not daring to move, staring at her with dead eyes.

The next day, Leng Xianning opened her eyes and saw a pair of scarlet eyes, she was immediately startled, and said suspiciously, "Why are you here?" Why not rest, the main thing you need now is to take care of your body. ”

The night instantly turned red, her bloodshot eyes flashed with distress, and her chin full of stubble gently rubbed her hand, "Don't do this for me next time, I don't need any antidote, this is good, this is really good." ”

"Don't talk nonsense, your cold poison is because of me, I will naturally be responsible for it to the end, this injury is an accident, don't worry, I am determined to get that medicine." You have to live a long time, and when I get the antidote, I will leave with Mingyue and the three of you, leave forever, and never come again. ”

Leng Xian Ning said word by word, if it was just an idea before, then after last night, everything will become action.

"Promise me, be careful, don't let yourself get hurt again." Night said in a dumb voice, her decision, when he refuted.

"Don't worry, you don't know my ability, you go and rest quickly, it's cold at night in winter, and you are still stupid to do it all night."

Ye nodded, walked away with a little sluggishness, and when he arrived at the door, he looked back uneasily, and when he saw her light smile, he finally relaxed and opened the door to leave.

When I returned to my room, I finally couldn't help but vomit a mouthful of blood. His fingers wiped the blood from the corners of his mouth indifferently, and his face, which was as pale as paper, was full of pain.

She is just kind to herself, it turns out that no matter how hard she works to accompany her, it is just kindness, kindness, what a torturous two words, restraining them, they will never be able to get out, they can't get out.

"I, what should I do?" The tall body leaned against the door frame, sliding slowly until it fell to the floor.

Leng Xian Ning in the next room closed his eyes, trying to calm himself down, but what lingered in his mind was what his father said last night. My heart suddenly ached, and it seemed that it was becoming extremely difficult to breathe.

A family of three, Yanyun ······

It seems that some answers are about to come out, but they dare not admit it.

Close your eyes in pain, don't think about it, don't think about anything anymore, so be it. Heartache, heart death, everything is fine, just don't think about it anymore, give up, forget it. Those obsessions that have been entangled for six years have been let go, and they have been let go like this, okay.

No more pestering him, no more pestering yourself, seeking a liberation, how good, this way, how good.

After a few days of recuperation, the wound has gradually healed, Leng Xianning sat in front of the window, watching the people coming and going outside the window, and always felt empty in his heart.

"There's a piece of news you want to hear?" Mo Yanxiu pushed the door and entered, holding a bowl of medicine in his hand.

Leng Xian stared at him, his eyes were quiet, as if he was not moved by his news.

Mo Yanxiu laughed embarrassedly twice, and handed her the medicine, "That's it, anyway, whether you want to know or not, I have to say, the emperor is seriously ill, and now the emperor list is summoned to gather capable people, if the emperor can be saved, it is not a problem to add officials to the knighthood." ”

Leng Xianning's hand holding the medicine bowl trembled, and said in a trembling voice, "Are the imperial doctors in the palace helpless?" ”

It's sad, it's so sad, I didn't expect emotions to be swayed so easily.

"If they had a way, they wouldn't have issued the emperor list." Mo Yanxiu stared at her face tightly, trying to see her expression clearly.

Leng Xianning's heart fell to the bottom in an instant, yes, if they had another way, they would not have made the emperor list. So in this way, is there no way to even the purple sparrow? The last time I saw him, he was coughing incessantly, and his reaction was much slower, and I didn't think about him at the time. Who would have thought that in just a few days, it would reach such a point.

"Do you have a solution?"

"Would you like me to try it?" Mo Yanxiu asked with a smile, and his warm face couldn't tell what kind of emotion it was.

Leng Xianning was silent for a moment, handed him back the empty bowl, and said indifferently, "I want you to go." ”

He is the king of a country, and he can't do anything. Her instinct told her that she should not wade into this troubled water again, this matter was not as simple as she thought. However, how can it be easily put down, how can it be said that it will be put down. I don't think about it, I don't read it, I don't think about it. However, I still can't let it go.

"I'll go to the palace at noon." Mo Yanxiu smiled bitterly, just knowing that she would be like this, expected, and expected, his heart was slightly bitter.