174: How could I marry you?
Chinese If it weren't for the fact that the person in front of her had the same face as hers, she would have thought that this was a stranger she didn't know because of the way he spoke, the way he smiled, and the way he looked at her...... It was only then that she remembered that the Shen Rugu she was familiar with was not a complete living person, he was half human and half ghost, and like her, he belonged to the darkness!
And now he is the same, but he no longer belongs to the darkness, he lost those unforgettable memories that belonged to them, and became an ordinary person!
See, he would be as excited as a child at this low-level play on the street, and if he had been before, he would have stood aside coldly and said nothing.
It's probably because he has experienced life and death, so the things in this world are not in his eyes...... Or maybe it's the source of the deepest evil I've ever seen, so I'm hiding myself.
She used to complain that such a Shen Ru was difficult to solve, and she could see through it too well, but suddenly, when he became a rich boy who had never been out of the house for the past eighteen years and was plagued by illness, she couldn't be happy.
In her heart, she hoped that he could quickly retrieve his lost memories and return to the same familiar self as she knew, but after thinking about it, wouldn't it be a happiness for him to forget all the evil in those darkness?
Nan Zhao could see it, and suddenly found that something was wrong with the gray-haired monkey lying on Shen Rugu's shoulder, there was a strange light in its eyes, and at the same time, it also showed a fierce look, and she was about to bite his neck with her grin, but fortunately, she was quick to reach out, and reached over as soon as possible, grabbed the monkey and threw it on the ground.
"Ahh Because she now has the power of the spirit flower in her body, and her hand strength is surprisingly strong, she threw it like this, and she directly threw the monkey to death!
The girl who played with the monkey ran over and hugged the monkey in her arms sadly, and found that she was out of breath, so she immediately pointed at Nan Zhao and asked
"Why did you kill my monkey?" There were a lot of spectators around, who had witnessed this scene just now, and they all thought she was crazy!
"Why is this woman so ruthless, she said she would fall!"
"It's too bad!" It doesn't matter what others say about her, what she is most worried about is Shen Rugu. At this time, Shen Rugu was angry and questioned her incomprehensibly
"Why are you so fierce that even such a lovely monkey would fall to death?" She hurriedly explained
"As such, I saw that monkey was going to bite you, so I ......"
"Bite me? Why didn't I see it biting me, but you did? At this time, several members of the juggling class had already come over and surrounded them, and they must ask for an explanation.
Especially the girl with the monkey, she said that the monkey was raised by her since she was a child, and it took a lot of effort to train it to be so well-behaved, so she was very sad and angry.
Seeing her crying into a tearful person made the people watching the excitement next to her even more criticize Nanzhao. Shen Rugu felt embarrassed in the face of so many people's fingers, and he couldn't wait to dig a hole and get into it immediately!
"I'm sorry, I just saw it biting my husband, that's why I made a move...... I didn't want to kill it! Her explanation carried no weight in the eyes of these angry jugglers, and they only surrounded her and demanded that she make amends to the monkey!
Zhou Yuan walked over and said
"Isn't it just money, if you lose, you will lose! How much! Unexpectedly, the other party actually opened his mouth and said
"Twenty thousand taels!"
"What?" Zhou Yuan opened her mouth wide, thinking that she had heard it wrong!
"Do you know that 20,000 taels can buy this half of the street?" The other party said with reason
"Our monkey, but the spirit monkey, is very precious, not to mention its species, just the energy we spend training it, its value cannot be measured by gold and silver, we will give you 20,000 is already low!" Nan Zhao didn't speak at this time, she looked at the monkey corpse that was held in the arms of the juggling class girl, and always felt that something was a little strange.
"What, can't afford it? If you can't afford to lose, use valuable items to pay! After the man in the juggling class finished speaking strongly, he found that the sword in Nan Zhao's hand was good, and pointed and said
"This sword is good!"
"Of course this sword is good, but you can't afford it!" Zhou Yuan couldn't get used to seeing these people sitting on the ground and asking for prices, so his face was not good-looking.
The other party relied on the fact that there were many people for a while, surrounded them, and said that they would not let them go if they didn't give money! Shen Rugu felt too embarrassed, and just wanted to leave quickly, so he said to Nan Zhao
"Isn't it just a sword, just give it to them!" Nan Zhao seemed to have something broken in his heart and asked him
"So, do you know where this sword came from?" Shen Ru had already been upset by these people's quarrels, and he didn't have a good tone to answer
"I don't know where this sword came from, but it can be worth 20,000 taels!" She never expected that such words would come out of Shen Rugu's mouth!
Of course, there is disappointment, but she has accepted that he is now just a rich boy who does not understand the world, so she must persuade herself to accept that he is measured by money in everything!
It's not that Shen Ru has changed, it's what he used to be......
"Do you want to give the sword or not?" The people in the drama class saw that she didn't move, and repeatedly asked questions. Nan Zhao was not as good at talking as she was just now, her face sank, and she replied
"It's okay to pay money, but I have to have a number in my heart, let me see the monkey's corpse first, and then discuss the issue of compensation!" The other party suddenly hardened her tone when she heard her, and asked with obvious hesitation
"What's so nice about a monkey carcass?" Nan Zhao naturally has her own reasons, she said
"The dead person still needs to be dismembered to find out the truth, since you monkey cherish the treasure so much, of course I have to confirm it carefully!" So saying, she walked towards the girl, and the others tried to stop her, but who could stop her!
When she got to the girl's side, she stared at the dead monkey in the girl's arms, the gray fur was indeed rare, but it could not prove that it was a free spirit monkey, and the reason why she had the act of falling was that she really felt that the monkey was evil, so she decided to find out.
"Have you seen enough?" The young girl asked unceremoniously. Nan Zhao glanced at her lightly, then reached out to touch the monkey corpse, and the other party reacted quite a step back, which made her more suspicious, she must take a closer look, so she couldn't help but grab the monkey corpse, but she didn't want to, the dead monkey suddenly moved, it raised its head, and grinned at Nan Zhao in provocation!
Nan Zhao didn't see the light in the monkey's eyes this time, but its fierce appearance was really unsteady.
Everyone present saw that the monkey was alive and did not know what had happened.
"Why are you alive again?" Zhou Yuan immediately stood up and shouted
"I wondered, how could I die if I fell so lightly, it turned out to be a fraud and a fraud of money! You charlatans, you dare to deceive me, don't even think about leaving today, all of them will be arrested and taken to the government! Let you be deceived! "When the people in the juggling class heard that they were going to report to the official, they were also scared, and a person who seemed to be the head of the class hurriedly came over to discuss, and his attitude was completely different from before!
Zhou Yuan naturally refused, and made a high-profile statement of his identity, wanting to eliminate harm for the people! Soon, the people from the state capital were found by her, and the people in the state capital basically knew her.
On the way to the Yunzhou military camp, Zhou Yuan repeatedly praised himself for not being chaotic in the face of danger, and he had already seen through these liars.
Nan Zhao kept paying attention to Shen Ruguo, and found that he was sitting aside without saying a word, and whispered his name
"As it is......" Shen Rugu obviously heard it, but he didn't answer or look, and kept looking out the window. Zhou Yuan is a person who doesn't have too many eyes, and at this moment she also saw something wrong, stopped talking, and when she arrived at the barracks, she took the lead in getting out of the car, far away.
Today's military camp is not the same as usual, because Emperor Yan is about to enter Yunzhou, and there will be a grand training in the near future, so all departments are busy preparing.
Before entering the camp, he heard a loud voice on the training ground, Shen Rugu was a little confused, and then asked Nan Zhao
"What are you doing here?"
"As usual, this is the place where you have stayed in Yunzhou for the longest time, so ......" Before she finished speaking, the other party was no longer interested in listening, and interrupted directly
"I've said it so many times, I can't remember! Can't remember! Why do you always take me to places I don't want to come! Nan Zhao was stunned for a moment, she could feel that Shen Ru hated her, and even every word she said was trying her best to reject her.
She didn't know what she had to say to make him understand her state of mind at the moment, let alone what she had to do to open up the situation.
She was only submissive and undignified under his visibly bored gaze.
"Don't be angry, if you don't like it, we'll ......"
"Of course I don't like it!" Shen Ru said strongly
"Look at what kind of places these are, you are a girl's family, why are you fighting and killing all day long?" He had a question that he couldn't figure out, and he didn't shy away from saying it at the moment.
"My father and mother are very traditional people, how could they marry such a marriage for me?" Before Nan Zhao could tell him about it, he hurriedly explained after hearing his misunderstanding like this
"As before, my father and mother were against this family business!"
"Are they against?" Shen Rugu seemed to have finally heard something very pleasant. She had to tell her
"At the beginning, they did oppose you marrying me, but at that time, it was you who insisted on marrying me, and you also said to your mother, saying that I was your good match!"
"Impossible!" He denied it
"You made up stories to lie to me, how could I marry you?" Before, he was still hindered by the presence of others, so the ugly words were held in his stomach, and just now when he had the monkey's heart, he sprinkled all the resentment in his heart on Nan Zhao, pointing at Nan Zhao's face and saying
"Look at you, no matter your birth or appearance, there is nothing that can be seen, what good are you that can let me marry you?" What is it about you that I can marry you?
A long time ago, this question has always existed in Nan Zhao's heart. At that time, in her eyes, Shen Rugu was born well, his family was rich, his relatives cherished him, and he looked good, in this world, he couldn't find a few such beautiful skins, if he hadn't been weak and sick since he was a child, and he didn't leave the house, I was afraid that when he was still a minor, he would have made the whole woman crazy!
And what about her, she was born a bad thing, abandoned by her family in the Taoist temple, she has nothing, why did Shen Ru marry her, and he was so good to her, countless times for her, he paid for her life.
How many times did she ask herself, how could she let Shen Ru do this to her? And at this moment, Shen Rugu also asked her like this, she really couldn't find her own merits, it can be said that in front of the bright Shen Rugu, she was not only useless, but also a bad thing, so she didn't want to defend anything, these were all things she owed him.
She didn't forget that when she married into the Shen family, didn't she speculate all day long that Shen Ru deceived and plotted against herself?
At that time, no matter how nice Shen Rugu said, she didn't believe it, and just like now, he didn't believe it either. Shen Ru originally wanted to vent the resentment in her heart, but she only got a silent and irritable question
"You talk, don't you talk a lot, why don't you say it now?" As soon as she spoke, he was angry, and now that he doesn't speak, he is still angry!
Even, as long as Shen Ru is angry, she is even more uncomfortable than she is angry! Subconsciously took Shen Ru's hand and said
"As always, let's stop arguing, okay?" He didn't know how many hardships she had gone through and how many times she had died before she could have today, looking at him standing in front of him.
She didn't want to leave him for a moment, and she didn't want to have any unhappiness with him!
"Quarrel?" Shen Rugu smiled,
"You look like this, you look quite aggrieved! Do you feel that I am stubborn and specifically looking for trouble with you? โ
"No, no, I have no grievances!" Nan Zhao shook his head violently
"I'm afraid that you will be wronged, so I ......"
"Could it beโ" He guessed as he suddenly realized something
"I know, our marriage was neither arranged by my father nor my willingness, you must have relied on that prince brother to support you and coerce me to marry you, right?" The more Nan Zhao heard what he said, the more outrageous it became, and he immediately expressed his attitude
"Brother Jiu has nothing to do with our marriage, don't say this kind of thing again in the future!"
"Huh!" Shen Ru said disapprovingly
"I don't remember anything anyway, it's all up to you!" After all, he didn't believe everything they told him until now.
When Nan Zhao heard him say this, her heart was stabbed by something sharp, and she answered him without thinking
"As always! You don't have to take my word for it, but I never wanted to hurt you! After saying this, she suddenly lost her mind.
Once upon a time, there was a person on the bank of the Qingzhou River who said the same thing to her who was wet. I am not a living man, but I have never wanted to harm you...... Now that the positions have been reversed, she finally understands the state of mind in which Shen Rugu said that sentence at the beginning.
No matter how uncomfortable it was, he never showed it on his face, let alone said it to her. Because, no matter how beautiful the mouth is, how can you empathize with the ordeal that you have not personally experienced?
Didn't she find her true self in life and death again and again?
"So what exactly do you want me to do?" Shen asked her. She said apologetically
"I'm sorry, it's all my fault, so that as soon as you wake up, you have to face so many situations that you are completely unacceptable at the moment. It doesn't matter if you can't remember, we don't want to, you don't want to be unhappy, if you don't like it here, we'll go back! The other party saw her so low, it was not good to continue the attack, he really didn't want to go to the military camp, he wanted to go out to enjoy the scenery outside the city.
Nan Zhao immediately agreed, and accompanied him in the mountains outside the camp. At this time of the rest, it was very hot, and he didn't go far before he was sweating profusely, and Nan Zhao hurriedly touched his handkerchief to wipe the sweat on his face.
He was always very unfamiliar with Nan Zhao, so he took it and wiped it himself, and then asked
"By the way, when can we go back to Qingzhou?" Nan Zhao replied
"I should have gone back a long time ago, but something kept happening in Yunzhou, so we stayed here, and we can't leave yet, because where we are located, it is a very important pass, called the Gate of Life and Death, three hundred years ago......" Hearing her start telling those stories again, Shen Ru interrupted
"Don't talk about this, I don't understand, just tell me, when I can go back to Qingzhou, I haven't left my father and mother for half a step since I was a child, and after leaving for so long, they must remember me very much!" She chimed in
"Yes, we have indeed been away from home for a while, but, as usual, we can't leave Yunzhou at this time, I promised others to guard the monument here......" Shen Ruyu immediately asked
"Monumental? Are you talking about the gods and ghosts again? Afraid that he would be unhappy if she talked too much, she just nodded.
Shen Ruso is very sure that he has not only married an ugly girl, but this ugly girl is also a god! Because he didn't want to go anywhere Nan Zhao took him, they had no choice but to go home on this day.
After nightfall, there is a major event, that is, Emperor Yan entered Yunzhou at dusk, the people of the city went out to the street to welcome, Zhou Yang Zhou as the prince and princess, naturally had to pick up the car, so they had already left in the middle of the afternoon, and only Nan Zhao and Shen Ru were left in the lively Guogong Mansion on weekdays.
If it was before, Shen Ru would read books, write, and play the piano to pass the time, but now he has no memory of those few years, and his heart has changed, lying on his side on the recliner, lazily plucking grapes to eat.
Fat Ginseng sat on the beam of the room and watched him eat all the grapes, and finally couldn't help it, and went outside to find Nan Zhao, who was copying scriptures, and complained
"Little spirit girl, after your father-in-law returned his soul, he finished eating everything I ate on weekdays, did he enter the hungry ghost road in the underworld!"
"Don't talk nonsense!" Nan Zhao reminded her
"Don't let him see you!"
"How?" The fat ginseng shook his fat spiritual body. Nan Zhao replied casually
"He'll be afraid!"
"Hahaha-" Fat Ginseng laughed heartily,
"Will he be afraid? What is he afraid of? Isn't it really as rumored in the house, he doesn't even remember? โ
"Hmm. I don't remember! She buried her head, held the pen seriously, and continued to copy the scriptures in her hand. Not long after, Shen Rugu suddenly screamed from inside!
"Help!" Nan Zhao immediately threw his pen and rushed in, and saw him curled up on the recliner, and said with a frightened face
"Yes...... Yes...... Ghost! โ
"Ghosts?" Nan Zhao frowned, she was here, what the hell dared to come in? After thinking about it, something was wrong, so she looked around for the shadow of the fat ginseng, and gradually the fat goblin flew somewhere, but she felt that it must be Shen Ru who was going to threaten her to use it to make soup and drink it at every turn, so she wanted to take revenge while she had no memory!
So she secretly swore in her heart that she would die fat, don't let me see you, or I will make you soup to drink! Now it was more important to comfort Shen Rusu, she hurriedly walked over and whispered to him
"As usual, this house is very clean, you are mistaken, there is no ghost here!"
"How is it possible, I really saw it, she was standing where you were standing just now! It's a female ghost! She had to explain to him
"Yes, there is indeed a spiritual creature in the courtyard where we live, but she is not a ghost, she is a ginseng essence!"
"Youkai?" It's okay not to say it, but if it is only ginseng essence, Shen Rugu is even more afraid to die
"What kind of place is this, it's either a ghost or a monster, no, I have to get out of here, if I don't leave, I'll definitely be eaten by them!" Nan Zhao knew he was scared and explained again
"She doesn't dare to touch you, she just teases you, if you don't believe it, I'll let her come in and apologize to you, after you see her, you know, don't worry about it at all!" Shen Rusu naturally refused to believe it, because she was afraid, so she stayed by her side every step of the way.
She likes to accompany him, so she sits next to him, helps him serve tea and water, and responds to his needs. As the night deepened, Shen Rugu fell asleep, so she had to go out to find the fat ginseng that was bad, knowing that she was mostly in the kitchen on weekdays, so she went straight to the kitchen of the Guogong Mansion, and as soon as she entered, she saw that the fat ginseng was stealing chickens to eat, and she was going to beat her when she caught it.
"Ouch! My aunt and grandmother! The gentleman does not move his mouth! Stop! As soon as Nan Zhao let go of her, she flew to the beam of the house and asked angrily
"Did you take the wrong medicine? What are you doing to beat me? โ
"I just told you not to go out to scare him, you don't listen, I beat you lightly, you come down, otherwise you will stew you if you catch you!" When Fat Ginseng heard this, he replied even more angrily
"Okay, you little thing, it's really the same as your family, don't wronged me if you have the ability, when did I scare him?" Nan Zhao didn't expect her to quibble, and her anger rose
"I don't admit it, in this house, besides you, who else is so boring!" Fat ginseng also said with dignity
"Although I am cowardly, I will never deny what I have done, dare to do it, I didn't do it! If you don't do it, you will stew me today! I didn't do it either! Nan Zhao's face sank, how could she look at the other party's posture, it didn't seem to be denying, she immediately asked
"Didn't you really scare him just now?"
"Are you stupid for me? He's just having amnesia, and when he remembers it one day, he'll not stew me right away! After speaking, she also added casually
"The spirit in his body is not fake!" As soon as he heard the word Lingluo, Nan Zhao's expression changed completely, and he turned around and ran back.
Fat Ginseng didn't realize why she suddenly ran away, and floated down from the beam of the house and asked
"Heyโwhat are you running?" Nan Zhao ran back to the courtyard where they lived in one go, and when she saw that when she came out just now, the door she had closed was actually open, and this time, her heart became even more panicked.
After she rushed into the room, she saw a person standing next to the bed, staring at Shen Rusu, who was sleeping soundly!
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