In the subsequent pregnancy, in fact, there are often protruding symptoms, and every time the abdominal pain is triggered, she is extremely afraid, lest something will happen to the child. Fortunately, the doctor diagnosed that the child was very healthy, and the reason why she was in pain was because the baby was absorbing the mother's nutritional essence.

Often at this time, she will lie quietly in bed, even if Mu Ze comes over, she can't get out of bed. Many times, she didn't deliberately pretend to be strong, and her face also showed pain, but at this time, she only saw his back. Even if he was a person in the Shadow Dust Palace, his heart was not here, so he never noticed her abnormality.

When it was time for her to grow, the pain of childbirth and the sudden emergency almost drove her crazy, and she almost couldn't survive. At that moment, how much she wanted him to be by her side, as long as she saw him, she had the strength to continue to persevere, but in the end, she didn't see him until Changran was born!

Finally, this time, the doctor diagnosed that her body was almost empty due to dystocia, and then the duration of the attack would be shortened, and each time she had an attack, she would become more seriously ill, and in the end, the medicine stone was hopeless. If this is her final ending, then she would rather bear it alone than put this tragedy on him and Changran, so she resolutely begged to go.

All this decision, just because, she didn't have time to accompany him anymore.

Looking at his stunned face, there seemed to be pain in his eyes, and she thought, maybe he also cared a little bit about her. If she had been in good health before, she would have been willing to break her body and stay by his side at all costs for this concern, but now, she could only watch stupidly, and her hand was weak.

Mu Ze only felt that his mind was in chaos, he was already disturbed by her sudden begging, and he didn't expect to catch up and ask for clarification, but he found out that this secret was hidden behind it. She said that the injury she suffered in the Hanyu Palace had never healed, and then the injury had been extended to the present, causing a curable disease?

So, she begged not to go for some reason to return to her hometown, but to find a place to die alone?

"No, the widow won't let you go, there are skilled doctors in the palace, and they will do everything they can to cure you."

Zuo Chengcheng chuckled, "If there was a way, I wouldn't be lying here now." "I've been treated for nearly ten months, and there has been no improvement, only to see an aggravation, it's not that the doctor's medical skills are not smart, but that her life should be like this, and it's also because she is too obsessed, and she must give birth to Changran.

At that time, when she first heard the name Changran, she only felt sarcastic and didn't like it, but now she thinks the name is really good. Changran, Jun Changran, is her son, and the son of her and Jun Muze, he will be the king of Beiding in the future, and he will be a man who stands up to the sky.

"Mu Ze." This is the first time she has called his name, and she has always called him king, even if she has recited the three words of Jun Muze a thousand times in her heart, she has never really called him like this in front of him. "Can I touch your face?" Do what you want. Mu Ze's eyes suddenly felt sore, he grabbed her hand and put it on his face, and the cold fingers made him feel painful.

Laughing, she finally touched him, there had only been one intimacy between them, and after that there was a long period of indifference and a long distance, and this was the closest one to this.

"Mu Ze, you don't have to feel guilty, all this is my own volition, from the moment I fell in love with you, I knew that you loved her like life, even more than your life, otherwise who would be willing to spend half a month and take their own blood, just to save a half-dead person. I wanted to learn from you, so I stayed with you and guarded you far behind, but I really couldn't see you living a life of walking dead as if you had no soul, so I thought it would be nice if someone could bring you out of that fog.

Of course, I wouldn't be so narcissistic as to think that I have that ability, so I moved the idea of having a child, and with your character, if it was your own child, I would never let him go. Mu Ze, Changran is what I left for you, he will stay by your side instead of me, and give you my love together. ”

Chang Ran! It turns out that Changran's appearance is actually for this! The emotion finally stopped, he leaned down and hugged her in his arms, and suppressed it in his throat: "Allure-" This sour and painful feeling is by no means guilty, what is it? What exactly?

But I heard her still saying: "Let me go, stay in the palace, I will gradually wither, you once said: The confusion of beauty, one is color, the other is rhyme." The color is easy to relax and the rhyme is far away, and it is not the same day. I don't have rhyme anymore, I don't want to be colorless anymore, then I'm nothing in your eyes. ”

"No, Allure, it's not like that." Mu Ze hurriedly refuted, he wanted to say that sentence was his original idea, but now it was not, she had already smashed into his heart unconsciously, so he felt so painful at this moment.

Zuo Chengcheng's fingers caressed his eye sockets, gently wiping away the wetness, and she decided to tell a lie: "Mu Ze, do you know why I want to go back to my hometown?" You must remember where I came from, since I was a child, I studied witchcraft with my master, and my achievements were actually less than half of my master's. He is an extremely skilled witch doctor, since the imperial doctors are helpless against my evil disease, so I moved the idea of going to the master, originally my injury was suffered when I applied the soul attraction, the witch doctor may have more methods. ”

In fact, she is an orphan, who has been taken under the shadow gate since she was a child, and learned witchcraft from the master who taught mathematics. There was no such thing as a witch doctor, and even the master who taught them the witchcraft of the killers had already died in a mission.

But if a lie reassures him, let her tell the big lie.

Hope ignited in Mu Ze's heart: "Is it true?" So where is your master? I sent for him. ”

"No, you can't find it. The Shadow Gate was an underground organization before, hiding in the shadows, and later after Shen Mo, the leader of the Shadow Gate, became the master's command, the Shadow Gate was disbanded, except for the hidden secrets, the rest of the people were scattered all over the place. My master has a strange temperament, and it is extremely difficult to find the place where he frequents, and if I had not gone there myself, no one else would have found his old man's house. ”

Mu Ze listened silently, he heard the resoluteness in her words, even if the voice was soft, but it also expressed his determination to go. The voice of the words struck his eardrums, and also penetrated into his heart, cold and thorough. It sounded like he had no reason to refuse, and had to let her go, or else he would have to watch her die.

His eyes were moist, and he couldn't let the acidity gush out, in his life, he only gave tears to his brother Guoran, and she was the second to lean to the left. For Brother Ran, it was a certain obsession that he had innate in his previous life, and the idea of protecting her for the rest of his life was engraved into his blood and bones, so he had no way to let go of the guard's hand. As for the left-leaning city, he didn't know what it was like, the guilt, the debt, and the slightest bit of pain, if he couldn't figure it out at this time, it would be too dull.

However, it was too late. The past can't come back, and what he missed can't be undone, as she said, in fact, he had many chances to know that she was sick, but they were all unintentionally ignored.

He said, "No matter what, let's wait until you get better of this emergency before leaving." "Can't you even climb up now and carry it out? But I heard her say in her arms: "Tomorrow." He looked down at her, "This emergency usually hurts overnight, and the next day it will be fine, and I will leave tomorrow." ”

Will it hurt overnight? Then he'll be with you tonight.

I was conflicted in my heart, thinking that she wouldn't be in pain for too long, but I felt sorry because I heard her say that she would get better tomorrow after a night of pain. I thought he said that he would wait for the emergency to heal before leaving, and at least he would stay for a few more days, but it turned out that there was only one night left.

The hazy sky finally couldn't stop the invasion of cold air, and after dark, it began to snow. This is actually common in Beiding, which is extremely cold, and it often snows heavily for three days and three nights in winter. At that time, the snow would cover the whole palace in a thick layer of silver, and it would be as difficult to step on as one foot deep and one foot shallow.

This is the first time Mu Ze has stayed in the Shadow Dust Palace, and he was absent from the cave room at the time of the wedding, but he stayed tonight. It was a real bedmate, and he slept in it facing the wall, with his back to the outside, and he lay sideways behind her. Seeing her stiff body, he sighed softly, reached out and took her in his arms, feeling that she was trembling, so he hugged her tighter again.

The hand reached out to her belly, and the micro-luck palm force was transmitted to the past, hoping that this would help her reduce some pain.

Zuo Chengcheng has been silently at his mercy, until this time she couldn't help biting her lip, and even bit her lip openly, lest she make a sound of choking that was about to overflow, and the tears were so fast that she couldn't stop it. She begged for tenderness for so long, and finally got it on this last night, his arms were really warm, and if she could lie down for the rest of her life, she would die without regrets.

Mu Ze noticed that her body was trembling more and more, and intuitively reached out to her face to touch it, but it was wet and cold, and her hands were full of tears. Finally, he leaned into her ear and sighed softly: "Allure, don't cry." "If he cries like this again, his heart will hurt.

Hold her tighter, and there are no more gaps between her bodies. At this time, he had affirmed his heart, and in addition to guilt, he also had love for her. She slashed into his life with a decisive attitude, breaking his original life trajectory, even if he was forced to walk out, emotions would follow her, he would be irritable, restless, flustered, etc., and he would feel pain everywhere in his body at this time.

Love is not for comparison, there are two different kinds of love for Brother Ran and for her. For Brother Ran, it is a guardian, but for her, I want to live together. Seeing her sitting there talking to Changran, he would feel peace of mind and peace. Even at this time, he had a possessive heart for her, and he wanted her to spend every minute and second of her by his side in the future.

If this is not love, then what is love?

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