Summer seems to be much faster in Tokyo than in D-City, but at the end of April, the weather is already hot and humid. When the sun sets, the sky is gorgeous, and I don't feel the sun dazzling, but the remnant sun pours down, still adding a little unbearable heat to the air.

Ye Wei'an, Xiao Konghao and Mu Xihe walked side by side on the way home from school, each holding an ice cream they had just bought when they passed by the convenience store, talking and laughing. Ye Wei'an didn't take the initiative to speak along the way, just smiled faintly and listened to Mu Xihe and Xiaogong Hao exchanging interesting things in the school, and occasionally they clicked it, and they would follow the complaints.

They walked to the tram stop together, and when they saw the sign that the tram was delayed due to a personal accident, they couldn't help but complain together. I sat on a bench at the station and waited for the train to come at some point, and continued to talk and laugh.

It was an extremely ordinary afternoon, and they went to school for the day, and came home from school. If there's one thing that makes today different, it's that tomorrow's Golden Week holiday begins! Of the eight or nine days of vacation last weekend, there was only one day in between that when I needed to go to school. Coincidentally, they didn't have classes that day.

For this eight- or nine-day holiday, everyone has their own plans, and Mu Xihe, a small purchasing expert, is ready to return to China with two large boxes of goods to make a fortune, and by the way, she is fortunate to have a mobile phone pet that she hasn't seen for a long time. Zheng and Chang Tiancheng are like glue-like Xiao Konghao has made a travel plan, planning to have a romantic double trip. There is no plan, and the only person who will lie at home for seven days is probably Ye Wei'an.

"Xiaoxiao, what time is your plane tomorrow?" Mu Xihe asked casually while fiddling with his phone.

"Half past twelve, what about you?" Xiao Gong asked Mu Xihe rhetorically.

"Twelve twenty. Do you go to your boyfriend's house and walk with him first, or will he pick you up? Mu Xihe then asked.

Xiao Gong shook his head, "We said we'll see you at the airport, I'll go to the airport by myself." ”

"Then let's go together!" Mu Xihe proposed, and the two hit it off, and began to happily discuss topics such as when to go out and where to gather. Ye Wei'an didn't interject, silently put on the headphones, lowered his head and played with his mobile phone, the headphones were flowing with a sad melody.

"By the way, Wei'an, you won't go back to China to see your mobile pet after so many days off?" Mu Xihe was probably finally able to see her longing boyfriend, and she was in a good mood, looking at Ye Wei'an with an ambiguous face, and there was a gossip in her eyes.

"It's just such a two-day vacation, and it's a lot of toss to go back to China. Anyway, I'll be able to see you when I return home during the summer vacation! Ye Wei'an said lightly, there was no trace of turbulence in his tone, and there was no trace of emotion in his eyes. To use a word that has become popular recently, she looks very Buddhist at this time.

It has been half a month since she saw the photo sent by Jian Baguio. In the first two days, Jing Wenyan called her many times, but she didn't answer any of them. For many days after that, until now, Jing Wenyan has never called her again, nor has he sent her WeChat.

They suddenly broke off contact with each other, obviously their WeChat was still lying in each other's contact list, and they could contact each other as long as they moved their fingers, but they still broke off contact, and it was half a month. Perhaps, she will never receive his phone calls or his WeChat messages again.

Now that he has changed his mind, it may seem a little hypocritical to come to her again, and it is obviously not appropriate for her to pester him again, so no longer contacting each other has become their last tacit understanding. She poured all her love into this relationship, and her hands gave her whole heart to this relationship, and it was over!

This was something she hadn't thought of before, anyway. Although she knew in her heart that such an ending might be the best choice for not embarrassing each other, she always had many regrets in her heart when she didn't say goodbye. Even, sensibility has more than once overridden reason, stubbornly believing that since he didn't say anything about breaking up, he was still her boyfriend.

And about that photo, Ye Wei'an didn't say anything except Cheng Xu. She hides the fact that their relationship has changed from everyone around her, and she foolishly maintains the illusion that they are still sweetly together. When Xiao Gong Hao and Mu Xihe teased her, she would still smile and say nothing. When Ye Lin or Chu Yize asked her about the current situation with Jing Wenyan, she would use a sentence of "very good" to directly perfunctory.

She goes to school and leaves school normally every day, talking and laughing with friends, and no one notices Ye Wei'an's abnormality. The only people who really know what she is thinking at this moment are Cheng Xu, who has seen that photo, and Song Yiran, who saw her gaffe that day.

After Ye Wei'an and Jing Wenyan broke off contact, Cheng Xu called her once, and he said, "Wei'an, things may not be what you think. ”

Hearing this, Ye Wei'an just chuckled and said teasingly: "Cheng Xu, do you know that you really can't comfort people." Since then, Cheng Xu has not said anything more.

After that day, Song Yiran would still come to Ye Wei'an when he had nothing to do, and wanted to get back together with Ye Wei'an. Ye Wei'an still rejected him, but he didn't speak to him as harshly as before, and his tone softened a lot when he talked to him. It's not that Song Yiran's soft grinding and hard bubbles made her heart soften, but the shoulder that Song Yiran lent her to cry that day really moved her very much. There are very few people left in this world who can stand by your side when you are most lonely, helpless and desperate!

Back at home, Ye Wei'an changed into pajamas, took off her makeup, and collapsed directly on the bed. Xiao Gong knocked on the door, "Xiao Wei, what do you want to eat tonight?" ”

"I'm not eating tonight, you don't have to prepare my portion." Ye Wei'an responded lightly and covered his head in the quilt.

"Huh? Don't eat it? Xiao Yui: Why have you eaten so little lately? Isn't it feeling unwell? Xiao Gong asked with some concern.

"I'm fine." Ye Wei'an thought for a while and added, "I just want to lose weight." That's probably the most justified excuse. She just has no appetite, she doesn't want to eat anything, and she doesn't even have the desire to move chopsticks when her favorite hot pot is placed in front of her.

Ye Wei'an remembered that when she broke up with Song Yiran, she bought five bottles of beer, got drunk and cried again in the dormitory, everything was over, and it seemed that it was not so difficult to let go. Now she understands that she can easily let go of Song Yiran because although she has feelings for Song Yiran, she is not so affectionate.

But Jing Wenyan is different, the bond between them is far deeper than that between her and Song Yiran. It was the admiration for the brother next door when he was young, and the love that was carved into the bone marrow after years of separation. Jing Wenyan is like a poison that she can't quit for her, and she is ecstatic every time she remembers it.

During this time, she closed her eyes, and Jing Wenyan's face always appeared in her mind, his doting gaze, his low and magnetic voice, and the gentleness in his arms...... Memories of him kept flashing through her mind like a movie screening, and they kept piercing her heart.

At this moment, Ye Wei'an can be regarded as truly understanding what Maki played by Takako Matsu in the Japanese drama "Quartet" said, "What is sadder than sadness is empty joy!" If she hadn't met Jing Wenyan in college, would she still be living a dull life by now, so that she wouldn't be able to taste the sweetness of love but wouldn't be as painful as she is now. Jing Wenyan weaved happiness for her, but when she opened her arms to embrace that happiness, she sadly found that it was just a dream, an illusion.

After it was completely dark, it was raining outside the window. It didn't rain much, just a drizzle. Looking out through the glass, I saw only a vague patch of rain, and the raindrops dripped monotonously onto the stone floor under the window. At first, this voice only reached Ye Wei'an's ears, and then gradually entered her heart, and it was very annoying and tormenting her heart.

In the sound of the drizzling rain, Ye Wei'an's consciousness gradually blurred, and he fell asleep deeply. Perhaps because the rain has not stopped for a long time, Ye Wei'an seems to have never been so sleepy in his life, and he can't remember how long he has been sleeping. There were large blank spaces in the dream, as if the memory was not there, which made her sleep like a child.

When Ye Wei'an finally woke up, the room was still dark, she pressed the home button of her mobile phone, and the strong light from the mobile phone screen made her squint. Looking at the world, it was already the evening of the second day, and she had slept for so long. She got up and went to the kitchen to open the fridge to find something to eat. Although she still didn't have any desire to eat, her stomach was already empty.

Unfortunately, the fridge is almost empty, and it seems that Xiao Konghao has cleaned up quite a bit of things because she is worried that the contents of the fridge will break during her absence. Ye Wei'an sighed, so he had to go downstairs to buy something to eat. She wore only a long T-shirt, her hair was curled at the back of her head, she walked out with her face facing the sky and slippers.

I didn't expect to see Song Yiran in the supermarket. After settling the bill, Ye Wei'an was putting all the things in the shopping basket into the bag, and Song Yiran appeared behind her. Ye Wei'an greeted him with a smile, and naturally, Song Yiran took the shopping bag in Ye Wei'an's hand and sent her home.

When he arrived at the door, Ye Wei'an took back the things he bought from Song Yiran, and said with a light smile: "I'm leaving, goodbye." ”

"Wei'an!" Song Yiran stopped her, he stepped in front of her in a few steps, stretched out his strong arms, and hugged her into his arms. The dry lips couldn't say anything, just hugged her, tightly. All his feelings were invested in the hug.

Ye Wei'an's lungs were almost squeezed out at the moment of being hugged, and she was so stunned that she forgot that she should have moved, and the warmth brought by his strong chest simmered her face, and the curves were too clear and close to each other, and the ambiguity was embarrassing. Such a hug is not new to them, but it has not been seen for a long time.

"Song Yiran, you ...... You let go of me! Ye Wei'an wanted to push Song Yiran away, but he hugged him tighter and tighter, and Ye Wei'an helplessly found that she couldn't push him away with her strength at all.

"For a while, just for a while." Song Yiran closed his eyes, and then let out a subtle murmur from the silence, "Wei'an, you don't need to pretend, you're obviously not happy!" In the future, all your unhappiness will be borne by me and you, okay? ”

After being stunned for a moment, there was a sound behind him that seemed to be metal falling to the ground, like a suitcase falling to the ground, which seemed a little abrupt in this quiet night. Within a few seconds, Ye Wei'an's body was suddenly pulled away, and she almost stumbled without defense. She looked at the person standing in front of her with some annoyance, the moment she saw him, her brain seemed to be blank, and it was Jing Wenyan!