I don't know if my movement is a little too big, Xing Jiabai Xing Jiaze in front turned his head, saw that I was there with my head down, and asked Li Yaowen what was wrong with me. Li Yaowen shook his head and replied that it was nothing, so he asked them to turn their heads quickly, saying that the head teacher was looking here.

After I wiped away my tears, I turned the test paper to the front and sat upright to listen to the class teacher's explanation. During this period, I caught eye on Li Yaowen and looked at me from time to time. I was thinking, he actually thinks I'm weird, right? I cried when I was in trouble, and I must have decided in my heart that I was a crybaby.

Actually, I don't want to cry either. But I just can't control my tears, and every time I try to control it, it often falls involuntarily every time.

I thought about it, and my mind began to drift away. It wasn't until the bell rang that I realized I hadn't heard anything at all. After a lesson, I passed in such a mess again.

After the head teacher left, Zhou Xue, Yang Wanru and Yang Beibei came over and asked Li Yaowen why he filled in the blank question of the third question, and Li Yaowen explained to them after listening to it, saying that this is a past tense, so they should fill in was. I listened to Li Yaowen explain to them there, and I said to myself, didn't the teacher say it just now? Let's ask a fart! Thinking like this, an irritable energy inexplicably rose in my heart.

But fortunately, the break was only ten minutes, and the bell for the second class rang quickly. Otherwise, I really don't know if I can suppress the urge in my heart to beat people. But I was also preoccupied with the next few lessons. Because I really don't know how to go back and tell my dad. I don't want to lie, but I don't want to be scolded......

Actually, am I really afraid of being scolded? That's not what I'm afraid of, right? It was Dad's disappointed eyes, and I didn't want to disappoint him. However, I didn't have the ability to make him proud. I swore in my heart again and again, but I let him down again and again.

From beginning to end, it turned out that the most useless person was me...... And I never found out, and I always thought I was very good......

After the bell rang for the last class, I didn't move. I just sat quietly in my seat, listening to my classmates packing up and going home. I suddenly had the delusion that I felt homeless. There's nowhere to be, and I don't know where I'm going. It was as if I was a wanderer, and my heart suddenly fluttered......

I don't know where to go, and I have forgotten where I came......

"Aren't you going to eat?" I heard Li Yaowen's voice coming from the side.

I looked up at him with a blank look in my eyes. For a moment, I felt as if I had suddenly become stupid and had no soul. It wasn't until I heard Li Yaowen's voice again that I realized that it was now twenty minutes before the end of the last class.

What am I doing here? It's just a small frustration, and that's what I do. With such a me, how will I face the winds and waves of the future in the future? Can I guarantee a smooth and worry-free life? Impossible, right? Just as no one is perfect, nothing is flawless.

"You, are you alright?" Li Yaowen saw that I didn't speak, so he asked me tentatively. I shook my head, smiled at him, and asked him why he hadn't gone to dinner yet. When he saw that I seemed to be better, he joked with me and said, "Aren't I afraid that you will cry again, and there will be no napkins later?" ”

"Die!" I was angry and funny by his words, and I realized that I was really embarrassed in class just now.

When Li Yaowen saw that I was finally laughing again, he laughed too, and said to me, "Since you laughed, then don't cry anymore!" ”

"Who's crying?" I glared at him, I really can't open any pot. When Li Yaowen saw this, he immediately changed his words and pointed to himself, "I cried, I cried......"

Finally, when Li Yaowen and I went to the cafeteria to get food, everyone was almost finished. The aunt in the cafeteria saw that the two of us were looking for lunch boxes on the other side of the steamer, so she asked us if we were looking for these two lunch boxes here? Li Yaowen and I looked over and nodded yes. Auntie said, I thought no one wanted these two lunch boxes, and asked why we only came now. Li Yaowen said that the homework assigned in class was not completed, so he came late. When my aunt heard this, she laughed and praised us for being good children, but we had to do our homework and eat well. Otherwise, how can you have the strength to write your homework?

Li Yaowen nodded straight, thanked her, and then sat down with me at a clean table with my lunch box. I took out the box with vegetables and opened it, only then did I realize that we were too late, the dishes in the cafeteria had already been sold out, and Li Yaowen usually didn't bring vegetables.

"That ......" I opened my mouth a little embarrassed, and when I saw Li Yaowen looking up at me, I said, "If you don't mind, you can eat some of the dishes I brought......"

"Okay!" Li Yaowen smiled, picked up the chopsticks and unceremoniously took a knife of shredded potatoes from the box and put them in his mouth. When I saw him finish eating, I wanted to ask him how it tasted. But he was too embarrassed to ask, so he listened to himself, "Yes, it's delicious." Did you fry it? ”

"Hmm!" I nodded, and suddenly I felt an indescribable joy in my heart. The haze that had been suppressed in my heart for a morning disappeared in an instant. This mood lasted until the end of the last class in the afternoon, until I got home.