Chapter 15 *First Low Self-Esteem*
Mu Mu lowered his eyebrows, his head was too heavy to lift up, his hair was blown by the fire, Bai just moved the scissors to help Mu Mu trim, and the oblique bangs made Mu Mu's smart big eyes playful.
Mu Mu seems out of place in this environment, and it feels like the cheapest thing in this lowly place, even if it is 100% delusional, but when people are particularly inferior, they are in the flood, and Mu Mu feels that it is very difficult to stabilize himself.
I'm too old.
Yes, everything shines brightly, and even if it is not a beautiful hall, as long as there is a light source of this thousand rays, it will be a sacred and inviolable temple.
Mu Mu realized that he was inferior to His Majesty the Night God.
Mu Mu didn't dare to look up at the night god moon that was close at hand, why was Bai always able to do such a creepy thing?
Bai is not like Mu Mu, but instead reverses the attitude of a little true and a little false in weekdays, especially fake and serious, and even the standing posture is very professional.
Because everything has been compared, Mu Mu is rarely convinced, Mu Mu can only recall that he sat down in a daze just now, did anyone invite him to sit?
Mu Mu still vaguely remembers that in short, his consciousness is already far away, Bai asked him to seduce His Majesty the Night God, and now he is sitting on pins and needles, and even the gorgeous nine-story chandelier above his head is more comfortable than him.
Recalling that his head was a mess at that time, when he knew that his plan had failed, especially when he knew that his friend might not have a way to save Bai because he helped his life, because Bai's words seemed to be comforting, Mu Mu was very scared in his heart, he only blindly grasped the last straw of Bai, no matter what, he had to try his best, and he had to succeed in one blow.
If Your Majesty hates me, I am innocent, and if Your Majesty likes me to a certain extent, I am safe.
The air here is really suffocating, Mu Mu really can't stand the glory and domineering of the night god, it turns out to be true, people really feel inferior just by seeing some people, yes, when you meet people who can't win no matter how quibble you are, you will be inferior.
That's completely powerful.
Mu Mu has been handsome since he was a child, and Mu Mu can say that anyone who sees his beautiful cheeks will lose his mind, be completely confused, and fall into it, but he looked at the night god moon in a daze, and he understood that it was not enough to bewitch people's hearts.
Now this strange and familiar feeling makes Mu Mu understand the sadness of the tip of the iceberg of a crush, Mu Mu warns himself of the danger of the person in front of him, if he falls in love with the moon first, then everything is played, this is simply the most terrifying unfair game, only if he loses will he take so many fresh and innocent lives.
Mu Mu is confident that he is old-fashioned, but he knows that he will fall into a mess and can't extricate himself from liking, yes, Mu Mu doesn't believe in eternal love at all, whether it is Huajian and Lucifer or Phoenix and that man, love is just the spice of their life, even if it is sincere, there are too many things that can't be put down and can't tolerate love.
And His Majesty the Night God seems to regard love as a lifelong career, giving up the career of career achievement.
Mu Mu knew that His Majesty the Night God Moon was infatuated and tirelessly pursued his love day and night, and that kind of personality charm made Mu Mu very obsessed with this great Majesty as early as when he heard about it, and he couldn't help but be a nymphomaniac to His Majesty and exude hormones.
Maybe the game of love is like this, Mu Mu even fantasizes about the perfection of the moon from childhood to adulthood, from the appearance to the heart really makes people can't help but want to encroach on everything, then his father should lose everything from appearance to conduct to the father of the month, why is the mother's strange woman even the choice is so quirky, and normal people are different, the advantages and disadvantages are so obvious.
Thank you so much for this shepherd.
A gesture is a perfect model, Mu Mu bowed his head for his gaffe, he worshiped this idol like all the people of the heavenly realm, but he did not want to meet for the first time to ask for his idol, and he seemed to be more humble and tight.
Ye Shenyue put down the knife and fork in his hand and looked at this beautiful person who was a little at a loss, and Bai Ke praised him for his unsparing words after asking for instructions to report his work.
And the strange thing is that this person has an indelible sense of familiarity, the kind of heartbeat that I haven't felt for a long time, just like that beautiful girl. Yue couldn't help but wonder that he had connected two completely different people with a heartbeat.
There are countless people who like the night god moon, but there has never been a kind of relaxation and happiness that makes him as relaxed and happy as he is now, the moon doesn't know why he always thinks of Mulan, she is always preoccupied, and before she has time to give her happiness, she disappears, at that time, the moon at the height of power does not understand, and is also very annoyed, which makes him restless day and night, always wakes up in his sleep, can always hear the crying of small sobs out of thin air, and can always see the blood light out of thin air...
"Do you love Impatiens?" Ye Shenyue was the first to speak, the essence of love may be a kind of torture, it is longing that makes people not give up the pursuit of love.
Yue Tingbai said that Mu Mu wants to rehabilitate the phoenix, doesn't the relationship need to know each other very well? After he lost Mulan, he found that he didn't know her at all, and as far as Yue knew, Mu Mu's understanding of Fengxian was only based on theory.
Mu Mu was startled, and looked up to see the reassuring eyes of Bai who was standing looking at him, Mu Mu knew that he was rude, although he tried to keep himself from being rude. "Ahh
Love? So strange words? It is impossible for me to love her, but he does not want to spoil the beautiful word of infatuation now, because His Majesty does love a person purely, and no matter how dirty he is, he will not viciously destroy the good and lead people to negative emotions.
"My mother and I are vines and trees, we are a community of destiny, breathe the same fate, I continue her dream, like is like, not so deep in love, I have not seen my mother for a day, Your Majesty."
Yi'er didn't understand how he could get together with Mu Mu at the same table, Yi Er didn't understand that even if His Majesty was kind enough to let him sit in a corner of the table, he didn't know that Mu Mu could sit on the other side and lose face, his saliva was about to fall to the ground, and it was like afternoon tea.
Ilco has always been trembling.
And the Bai who stood beside His Majesty and kept glancing at Mu Mu, didn't he have a brain today? Crazy ...
"Your Majesty." Bai's voice is very moist, full of confidence but not gentle, and the pleasant dingdong makes people pay attention to it for the first time, "It's small, it's not arranged, so that Lord Mumu feels abrupt." ”
"Of course it is." Yue's eyes were like torches, and she glanced at him seriously, "I haven't seen you for a long time, have the rules changed?" I need to take the initiative to find a topic for a banquet? ”
"It's rude, and Bai is willing to accept the punishment." Bai knelt down on one knee, kneeling meticulously and not daring to be sloppy in the slightest.
Mu Mu was taken aback, he smiled reluctantly, "It's not like this, it's because I'm too afraid of you that I lose my sense of proportion, it's me who is really embarrassed, and I'm also deeply blaming myself for why I'm so lonely and unheard, even if His Majesty the Night God can't get carried away like a fool no matter how good he is, and forget the rules and etiquette that a small fan should abide by." ”
Mu Mu is glad that he can still justify himself at a critical moment, and he is not willing to owe more money.
Shiro's eyes looking at him were complicated and a little disgusted.
Mu Mu remembered a sentence, if it is forgivable to appreciate handsome guys, after all, it is human nature, but if you look at it and forget everything, you are a nymphomaniac, unforgivable, just now I just watched the moon and forgot Bai and Yier, alas, it is really embarrassing, but why can't I help it.
Yier wanted to say that he was afraid of losing his honor before driving, so he endured it.
Night God Moon smiled, it was a light stroke that could melt the cold ice of winter, "Do you like to admit your mistakes?" It's not your fault, why do you admit it? You can argue for your mother in front of Bai, why are you in a hurry to admit your mistakes in front of me, I came back for you. ”
For me? Mu Mu was at a loss.
"Say I'm pretty? Don't you look in the mirror? How can a person not know how beautiful he is. Night God Moon looked at Mu Mu and wanted to see Mu Mu's reaction.
Another common denominator, Mulan just can't realize her appearance of the country and the city, and she can pretend not to know even if she is a good resource.
Thinking of this, Yue laughed softly and covered her mouth, and everyone was surprised and didn't dare to show it.
Recently, I have been tired of missing Mulan, and I have relaxed when I see Mu Mu, just listening to it, I feel that Mu Mu is a person who is extremely cute.
"How can I compare with you, I have a worth... Mu Mu found that he was in a hurry to say that the word worth was widely used in brothels.
Night God Moon thought it was funny, "Worth?" You're implying that I'm worthless. ”
Yi'er couldn't help but whisper, "Watch your words. ”
Mu Mu took a deep breath, his friends rarely use words like beautiful to describe him, and the one that describes Mu Mu is that when Mu Mu was forced to go to Lucifer's brothel, Guose Tianxiang Building, to pretend to be an Oiran, although he was dressed as a man, although he said little and smiled, but everyone he saw was fascinated by a beautiful mouthful to describe him, so Mu Mu thought about it for a while, thinking about abducting the moon to his father's Guose Tianxiang Building, one left and one right to ensure that his father could make a lot of money, but he didn't really think so, and he didn't mean to insult.
It's just that Mu Mu doesn't think that prostitutes are inferior, although he thinks that the moon is one level higher than himself, but it is very strange that Mu Mu doesn't think that the moon should be one level higher than others.
It's just that Mu Mu suddenly became stupid.
"What's your worth, or you give me a worth." It was a little shocking that this shepherd was also worth it.
The shepherd was speechless, and if he continued like this, it would affect Lucifer's father, but he couldn't speak.
Bai said softly. "You and Lord Shepherd are evenly matched, and it's a two-headed card."
"That's it, in fact, His Majesty the Night God Moon doesn't want to be accommodated all the time, continue to say, I am the shepherd who came back for you, and I persuaded me in vain, so I want to ask you to help me keep an eye on the person I have been looking for in the theological academy, she disappeared in the theological academy, and she must have left the clues there." Yue's unfathomable words also expressed his heart, all these years the theological school has been haunting him, in the real can't find Mulan, Yue can't stand waiting to travel all over the world to find beauty.
Mu Mu's eyes widened, it turned out to be like this, and it should be like this, he was just beautiful, just like these beautiful furniture, although they were beautiful, but the owner would not bother to tidy them up personally. "Understood."
The saliva that I swallowed was slightly bitter.
"Understood?" Yue felt a little funny, "Okay, if you don't bring it up, I'll say it, if you don't find her during your studies at the seminary, then I will take the lives of you and your friends as compensation, and widow this white lord alive, and then hand it over to the Grand Court." ”
Mu Mu listened to the tone of jokes, but he was not joking at all, and he was in a cold sweat when he listened.
"Yes, understood, thank you, Your Majesty." Mu Mu said calmly.
"The moon has no friends, is it good for the herd to be a friend of the month?" Yuexiao is very lonely, he has been lonely all these years, he has not found the person he loves, and a piece of his heart has been hollowed out.
But when the words came out suddenly, Mu Mu was also frightened.
This sentence was in a serious tone, more like a joke, "Your Majesty, why?" ”
Yi'er stood up in a hurry, and he fell to his knees in a hurry, his face full of anxiety and dissatisfaction.
The moon didn't give Yil a chance either. said a stomach full of grievances, which sounded really pitiful.
"The reason, maybe it's because the moon has heard all the words of Fengying since she was a child, although it is to welcome me, but it has never given me the opportunity to be a friend, and the life of the herding is not smooth, bumpy, even so it did not please me. So I feel that I have found a friend, but my friend is not biased and helpful, and you are wrong, I will punish you twice. Yue said lightly.
Mu Mu was surprised, "It's so simple? ”
"Bai said that you scolded him and woke him up, if I am at fault, you can point it out in private, maybe we and Bai are the same lonely people, because they are strong and lonely, Mu Mu is a strong heart, I am a strong right, Bai is a powerful ability, but we are not Iron Superman, we only know that helping people does not know the pain, "I, the more I am wrapped in matter, the more I miss my Mulan, maybe she chose to leave me because I have nothing in my heart." Sometimes it's much more pleasant to be beaten.
Bai said that you scolded him and woke him up, if I am at fault, you can point it out in private, maybe we and Bai are the same lonely people, because they are strong and lonely, Mu Mu is a strong heart, I am a strong right, Bai is a powerful ability, but we are not Iron Superman, we only know that helping people does not know the pain, "I, the more I am wrapped in matter, the more I miss my Mulan, maybe she chose to leave me because I have nothing in my heart."
Mu Mu listened confusedly, what kind of logic is there in this. "It's good to be happy."
Mu Mu also knew that the idol had also begun to hurt himself after the trauma, and he really didn't know how to comfort him now, so he lowered his head sadly.
"Then please take good care of you during my absence, and you will teach him a lot for me, the three of us are very similar, and we are all unpopular for some reason." Yue raised her eyebrows.
Wait, this ... It doesn't seem to be appropriate. "I don't think that's good."
"You think you can find her alone? I've been looking for many years, but I haven't heard from me. ”
Yue's words are not unreasonable, Mu Mu has a headache. "That's good. But Your Majesty Shepherd is welcome, I want to ask Ai Yi can know what love really tastes like? Even if love hangs, you have to find a few more trees to try. ”
Yue looked at Mu Mu, originally he wanted Mu Mu to accompany him temporarily, Mu Mu is more likable, but suddenly felt that why harm others and hurt himself, Bai is the most suitable for Mu Mu, all the intention to let them get along more, I didn't expect to be questioned?
"I don't feel it." Yue said lightly.
"What about me? If someone as beautiful as me tried his best, wouldn't it make you tempted? "At least prove my innocence in front of Yi'er, don't be fooled by Yue, Yue.
Yue thought it was funny, "You can try it, it's not a good thing to be tempted." ”
"I really didn't expect your attitude to be so perfunctory, in vain I think you have the confidence to keep your love for a lifetime?" Mu Mu tilted his head as if he was angry.
Yi'er is really angry, "Shepherd, kneel down and ask for sin." ”
Yue waved his hand, "You haven't experienced all the feelings of not knowing how to wait for one, of course I have to wait for her for a lifetime, it doesn't mean that I have no other joy of life in this life, even if you seduce me, I will only treat it as a game." ”
Mu Mu didn't dare to look back, his heart was torn, the answer he wanted was there, and the answer he didn't want to hear was also available.
Tears flowed disobediently, Mu Mu was afraid and didn't dare to move, as if he moved something in his mind, Mu Mu was afraid that the moon would give love because of sympathy, it would be too ugly.
"Mu Mu, you are different, the food has no taste, send Yier away in vain, Mu Mu, you... Yue didn't dare to alarm Mu Mu, he also thought Mu Mu was braver than Mulan until now, even if he saw those pearl tears.