During this period, Lianye and Yunduo also came to me, and we also discussed which school to go to. I roughly told them that I would go to No. 2 Middle School, and they were very envious of it, but more of them were happy for me. "You'll be fine, you can get into the second middle school. Our grades are estimated to be three or four middle schools, or Xinji High School......" Yun Duo and Lian Ye said enviously. I patted them and comforted, "It's okay, I just wanted to get into No. 1 Middle School at first, so I was under a lot of pressure." Until before the exam, my eldest brother told me that the second middle school is not bad, as long as we are willing to work hard, it is the same everywhere......" "Yes! When they heard me say that, they laughed.

When the 6th of July finally came, I didn't need any alarm clocks because I couldn't sleep before four o'clock. Although I have already decided in my heart, I still hope for a surprise. It would be great if my cut-off score could get into the first middle school. In that case, Dad will be very happy......

"What are you doing so early?" My dad didn't know when he came from the back of the house and asked me when he saw me at the door so early.

I was taken aback by his sudden appearance, because it was so early and the cooking was easy. So I had nothing to do, so I could only stand at the door in a daze.

"Go to school to see the results......"

"I don't know how many points I can get...... "My dad said me, and finally sighed when he saw that I didn't speak. Helplessly, he said, "I don't know what kind of results you can get, it's worth buying within ten points, if it's two or thirty points, how can you buy it......"

"Who said they were going to buy it? I don't buy a penny! When I heard my dad talk about buying points again, I immediately said to him decisively, "I will enter any school with whatever results I get into, what kind of ability is it to buy it?" ”

"You know what?" My dad interrupted me, "The teaching in the second middle school is not as good as the first middle school, who doesn't want to go to a good school?" That's it! ”

"We don't know who it is. Say I don't understand, what do you know? "I'm tired of my dad's decisiveness." Have you ever wondered what would happen if I did buy it? What kind of existence is City No. 1 Middle School? Don't you know? The students who can get into it are all top-notch grades like Li Yaowen, and you don't know how much worse my grades are than Li Yaowen. Even if you go in, you won't be taken seriously by the teacher, and you will only be stepped on under your feet! ”

I said in one breath what I had been keeping in my heart for the past few days, and I hoped that my father would listen to me a little bit and understand me a little bit. But who knew that after hearing this, my father didn't understand what I meant at all, and even reprimanded me, "Then you have to let people trample you under your feet, and you can't fight for some anger like the surname Li?" ”

"I'm not angry! Father! I exclaimed, almost crying, "Do you know how much pressure I've been under because of your expectations?" I also want to enter the first middle school in the city, but I'm not that material! My brain is not reluctant, I turn slowly, and I can't remember it after listening to it once or twice like Li Yaowen. I'm a much slower learner than others, and I can't keep up with you if you put me in such a good school, and the pressure will only increase. I don't want to disappoint you, but I've done my best! And why can't you understand it? ”

"What do I understand? You might understand your dad? Did I let you go to the best high school, did it hurt you? Your brain is not slow enough, can't you learn a little more than others? If you study for an hour and you study for two hours, I don't believe that you won't be able to ......" Dad still didn't understand, and he still reprimanded me with his usual theories. I shook my head, not wanting to reason with him anymore. Because my throat was uncomfortable, as if something was choked in it, and it hurt uncomfortably.

"I'm going to school...... I said, biting my lip, blinking vigorously as I turned around, and exhaling slowly......

It's not that I don't understand, I understand everything. But, Daddy! You can't push me like that, and you can't push yourself like that. Wouldn't it be better to go with the flow? Is it really that important to go to City No. 1 Middle School or not? City No. 2 Middle School is not bad, just like the eldest brother said, as long as you are willing to work hard, it is the same wherever you are...... But why...... But you still don't understand?