Chapter 110: Love that Stops in the Subconscious

The weather in idol dramas always seems to be very appropriate, and you can always know the needs of the protagonist immediately.

Life is different, life always goes the other way.

Jiang Yi held a handful of carnations, his pitch-black leather shoes stepped on the stiff bluestone slab, and there was only the sound of wind passing in his ears.

The afterglow of the setting sun fell on his shoulders in a plain black suit, crashing into the light. Thick black hair, in the sun, gently stirring.

His eyes were a little damp, but his face was very cold, and his fingers holding the flower were slightly red, and just like that, he stepped on the bluestone slab and landed on the dry and yellow grass.

His eyes were locked on the tombstone, but it was only granite, and the small side was enough to make his feet stiff.

Jiang Jiao.

There is only one name, and there is not even a brief description or even a photograph on the tombstone.

"It's been five years, Jiang Jiao, every year today, when I come to see you, I think you are as ridiculous as your tombstone."

Jiang Yi looked at the name on the tombstone, his eyes surged a little, he squatted down, put the carnation in his hand in front of the tombstone, and then sat down sideways in the vacant place next to him.

"You always feel that I don't love you, you always feel that I don't want to give you anything, and in the end you push yourself into a dead end, when in fact you don't know anything...... Jiang Jiao, you are my sister...... I should protect you more than love. Why don't you understand......"

Jiang Yi tilted his head, laughed a little uncontrollably, and took out a small iron box from the inner pocket of his suit.

Jiang Yi opened the box, and in the small box, there was an old photo and a small yellowed note.

"I've found your real brother, why can't you wait, do you have to be like a lunatic covered in thorns yelling at everyone in the hospital, full of attacks on everyone? Why don't you wait for me...... Why don't you wait for me to bring your biological brother to you, I have decided to wait for you to know and get married together...... Jiang Jiao, you are really stupid, can the rooftop be fun? Jumping off the rooftop hurts, don't you know? You're a fool, aren't you...... I'm still like, like a fool, holding a carnation, thinking you're going to be ......"

As he spoke, Jiang Yi retracted his legs, and the whole person curled up together, crying in a low voice, tears embedded in his face.

"It's me...... I'm the stupidest fool, I love you so much, but I won't admit it to death, I know you can't wait for a moment, but I have to go to your family...... I'm the fool, I care about the world, I'm afraid of being talked about, I'm cowardly...... I grew up in an orphanage, how can I have a sister, I am an orphan...... I forced you...... Jiang Jiao, can you forgive me? I really know wrong......"

"Get up, it's not your fault, it's her own life."

A handful of lilies suddenly appeared next to the carnation, and Jiang Yi raised his head and looked at the visitor, his eyes were scarlet.

He staggered to his feet, stepped forward and grabbed the collar of the visitor, and with a punch, the sun set, and the movement looked particularly desolate.

"Why, why do you do this to me, just because I'm an orphan and think I'm a bully? Sending her to me, making me believe that I really thought I had a family, and finally drove all of us crazy, obviously it's your sister, why don't you take care of her yourself, why!! ”

Several punches fell, almost in a frenzy, and the man who fell to the grass could not move.

"I'm sorry...... At that time, I was helping them do things, I couldn't take Jiang Jiao with me at all, I had to lie to her, I had to lie to her......"

The man lying on the grass had his chest rising and falling sharply, blood was gushing from the corners of his mouth, he was very struggling, and tears were hanging from the corners of his eyes.

"But she is all admitted to the hospital, no matter how I look for you, you still don't want to see us......" Jiang Yi leaned over and lay down next to the man.

"I've seen it, I've seen Jiang Jiao, and the day Jiang Jiao was diagnosed with schizophrenia, I went to the hospital. Jiang Jiao actually knew at that time that you were not her own brother. ”

"That'...... Then why didn't she tell me, why didn't she wait for me to bring you back, why? Jiang Yi was even more confused, like an ignorant child, tilting his head and looking dazed.

"Jiang Jiao, she doesn't want to drag you down, she feels that she owes you enough...... She wants to let you go, do you understand? Jiang Yi, it's not because you don't want to promise her, it's not because you refuse to admit that you love her in the name of brother and sister, it's just that ...... It's just that she was too guilty, and when she jumped off the rooftop, Jiang Jiao was happy...... It's happy, Jiang Yi. ”

"In the end, it was I who made us miss ......"

At this moment, Jiang Yi was silent, looked at the last afterglow of Tianjiao, and slowly closed his eyes.

"Jiang Yi, let her go, only by letting go, you and Miss Xu can really start. I believe that Jiang Jiao will be at ease when he knows. ”

Jiang Yi closed his eyes and didn't answer, the breeze ruffled the hair on his forehead, and the photos and notes he held in his hands were already crumpled.

Slowly opened his palm, a gust of wind passed, and finally, with the last touch of daylight, they all disappeared into the wind.

"Finish carving her tombstone. If you really can't find it, write about Jiang Yi's wife. ”

Standing up and patting the dirt on his body, Jiang Yi stared at the tombstone a few times, and finally left without looking back along the road he came.

The person lying on the grass, after Jiang Yi left, also slowly got up, sat down where Jiang Yi had sat just now, stared at the name on the tombstone affectionately, stretched out his hand, and touched it gently along the horizontal lines.

"Does Miss Xu want me to tell the story in its entirety, or do I want to hear Jiang Yi tell it herself?"

"Can you show me a picture of Miss Jiang?"

The person who had been hiding in the corner, with his hands in his pockets, walked out slowly, his eyes locked on Jiang Jiao's tombstone, and spoke in a low voice.

Hearing Xu Anran's request, a trace of surprise flashed on Jiang Jiao's brother's face, he took out his mobile phone, flipped out a photo, and handed it to Xu Anran.

Xu Anran took the phone and looked at the person in the photo.

Dressed in a white dress, long slender black hair, flying in the air, a standard melon seed face, a pair of bright and divine eyes, the bridge of the nose is firm and small, just a glance back, as if the glacier is about to melt as soon as you glance at it in a hurry.

"Miss Jiang is so beautiful." Xu Anran couldn't help but sigh with emotion, she couldn't describe the mood in her heart at this time, jealousy or pity, sympathy or compassion, maybe both.

Such a girl, no matter who sees it, will have compassion.

"To be honest, the first time I saw Miss Xu, I thought Miss Xu was very similar to my sister."

"That's why you take extra care of me at the bar?"

Xu Anran asked with a chuckle and returned the phone to Jiang Jiao's brother.

"Although I was entrusted by others at that time, I did take care of Miss Xu as my sister."

"Miss Jiang is indeed very sorry, but, boss, I am not anyone's shadow."

"Miss Xu, you are too worried, I don't mean anything else, besides, what can a dead person threaten Miss Xu!"

"Jiang Yi is Miss Jiang's, no one can take it away, no one can replace that love. I'm just Xu Anran, even if I'm with Jiang Yi, I'm just Xu Anran. ”

"Miss Xu, please believe Jiang Yi, he has let go, I know when I see him with Miss Xu, I hope you are happy."

"Really? I wish you happiness too, boss. ”

The sky gradually darkened, Xu Anran hesitated slightly, pulled his clothes, and turned to leave the cemetery.

There was no longer Jiang Yi under the mountain, and there were only traces of car wheels rubbing on the ground, Xu Anran glanced around, and there was silence.

A little at a loss, he simply squatted on the side of the road, waiting for Jiang Jiao's brother to come down, he originally came with him, but his head was confused for a while and he forgot about it, and now he really doesn't know how to get out.

Waiting left and right, but he didn't see Jiang Jiao's brother come down for a long time, and he didn't have a contact number, seeing that the sky was about to get completely dark, Xu Anran was really a little panicked, and there was not a single passing vehicle on the road, let alone pedestrians. That's right, who will come to the cemetery at night with nothing to do.

The wind in his ears was gusting in gusts, Xu Anran subconsciously hugged his arms, kept looking at the mountain, but he didn't see Jiang Jiao's brother coming down, the uneasiness and fear in his heart gradually amplified, he took out his mobile phone and turned on the flashlight, plucked up his courage, and slowly walked up the mountain again.

The light of the mobile phone hit the bluestone slab, half blurred and half transparent, and the small sound of the wind and grass around continued to stimulate Xu Anran's eardrums, and he was in fear, the soles of his feet suddenly slipped, and Xu Anran, who was holding the mobile phone, screamed, and the whole person lost his center of gravity, and fell backwards, and the light of the mobile phone flickered and disappeared with her body rolling on the grass.

Xu Anran held the phone tightly, no matter how much the impact his body endured, he didn't let go, there was a sudden stabbing pain in his back, Xu Anran's whole face was twisted together, and he hit a stone or something hard, and he rolled to stop.

Xu Anran only felt that his consciousness was about to hurt so much that he wanted to shout, but he couldn't raise his voice, blinked his eyes in a trance, and picked up his mobile phone tremblingly.

The light of the screen sprinkled on Xu Anran's embarrassed face, the mobile phone screen was shattered beyond recognition, and by feeling, Xu Anran turned out a number and dialed it.

"Save me, save me......"

didn't even have time to listen to the person on the phone, Xu Anran began to call for help while dialing over.

"Where are you? Xu Anran!! ”

"Help me, please, come and save me......"

"Xu Anran, let me ask you, where are you !!?" The voice of the person on the other side of the phone was about to be torn apart, and it seemed that he was on the verge of collapse.

Yang Qichen...... Help me......"

The back was so painful, with the last trace of consciousness, Xu Anran spread his hand, the phone slipped out, and the whole person fell into a coma.

The screen is still ticking.

Even if the love is gone, the memories are still there, the habits are still there, and the subconscious ..... Perhaps, still in love.