Chapter 1576: Let the Heart Decide 4
"After divorcing you, I'll go to Li Huan. At that time, I really relied on him. However, he told me that he said that he didn't like me, but only took revenge on me, and that he had long wished that I would divorce you, and then he dumped me fiercely, because he said that I cuckolded him twice, Kaba a thousand years ago, and you a thousand years later...... He absolutely couldn't stand it. ”
It was a double whammy, Ye Jia suddenly understood that he had actually completely distanced himself from her since then.
"At that time, I fantasized many times, maybe, you will call me, come to me, come to comfort me, in that way, I will definitely turn back, even if your mother looks down on me again, I will never leave you again...... But you didn't. Not once, as if I had forgotten about it completely......"
She suddenly asked him, "Ye Jia, why is this?" ”
He couldn't answer.
Why?
He can't remember, on a business trip? Holding your breath in the bottom of your heart?
I didn't want to get a divorce, but you had to break up, so I gave you a little bit of color?
He couldn't answer.
"At that time, when I saw you appearing in the entertainment version, linked to the names of some daughters, I secretly swore again and again that in my life, I will never forgive those who despise me, abandon me, and hurt me...... It's just that, Ye Jia, I forgot, I proposed that divorce, and you just agreed......"
She laughed self-deprecatingly: "Look, women are so hypocritical, I filed for divorce, but when I saw you take out the divorce agreement first, I put the blame on you, because the taste of being abandoned is too uncomfortable...... Hehe, maybe it was my previous life, I was at the point of being chosen too many times...... and became more and more timid......"
He stared at her, not knowing whether it was remorse or chagrin.
Perhaps, both were once emotional idiots?
"Since then, my world has been shattered, I feel that everyone around me who says love is a devil who can't see through, and there is no longer the slightest hope, I eat, sleep, sleep and eat every day, I don't even dare to get sick, I just think, I must live, but I don't even know why I want to live. ……“
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Soon, Huang Hui appeared. He cared about me, loved me, took care of me, and most importantly, his parents liked me, which was a precious feeling for me at that time......
Her voice was faint, "Maybe, you all think that I just took Huang Hui as a substitute, in fact, it's not like this, during that time, I really gave birth to you, whether it was Li Huan or you, I didn't take it to heart anymore, Qi Dafei, whether you or Li Huan, are not my good match, Huang Hui, he is suitable for my life background and life circle." ”
His heart shook and he didn't know what to do!
She smiled calmly: "Ye Jia, in fact, it wasn't your father who forced us to come to a dead end!" From then on, we were destined not to be together! ”
"During that period of time, I only felt that there would never be a better person in this world than Huang Hui to me, so I tried to accept him, like him, and like his parents, just thinking, how they love me, I will repay them twice. A few days before Huang Hui died, I really fell in love with him. After going through a lot, I realized that if he hadn't died, I wouldn't have any more hesitation and would definitely marry him............"
In that case, you may never have to make any choices.