Chapter 25: A Sigh of Pain
When he walked into Yiyuan, Di Fei's gaze quickly swept towards a certain courtyard wall.
"Your eyes and ears are still so smart." Bai Jinghong smiled: "I let people teach that person a lesson outside the wall." Do you want to see it? ”
Di Fei snorted lightly, nonchalantly: "Whatever you want, right?" ”
That person is suffering, he knows, but it is rare that Jinghong is willing to dissipate his anger, it is rare that Jinghong is willing to take the initiative to invite him to enjoy the flowers and chat, and it is rare that Jinghong no longer thinks about the unhappy thing, so why, he still has to mention it more.
Today, the flowers are just right, the water is beautiful, and the sun is shining. That's why Jinghong will smile at him, so Jinghong will be willing to talk to him about the past that made them happy.
He didn't hesitate and embraced the man into his arms. The man struggled slightly, but quickly hugged him. Whether it has been a long wait, and finally has a result, whether it is a long perseverance, and can finally expect a return, but, why, he obviously pricked up his ears, gathered all his internal strength, and listened carefully.
There was no whipping, no strong wind, no roaring, it should not be a whipping, but there were countless punishments that were much more severe than whipping.
It was a little farther away, and he had to be distracted to listen to Jing Hong's words, so he couldn't be sure what the torturer was doing on the other side of the courtyard wall in the distance.
However, he couldn't hear the screams, he couldn't hear the roars, he shouldn't be too painful.
I didn't hear what Jing Hong was saying just now, but it didn't matter, just smile at him, just respond a few "yes". It's better to concentrate a little bit, so that Jinghong knows that my heart is not easy, and I am going to be idle again.
Actually, Jing Hong just wants to relieve his hatred, no matter what, he won't really kill him. In fact, he has never been afraid of pain. In fact, he is not completely irresponsible for this matter. Actually, he never holds grudges, so when things are over, let people show him injuries and treat him better, that's it.
Bai Jinghong smiled and took his hand, sat down side by side with him, held the tea, and laughed about the beauty and joy that he had had.
He listened quietly, smiling and staring at the man he loved most in his life, looking at the corners of his eyebrows and eyes, and gradually having joy.
He heard everything Jinghong said clearly, he could smile, nod, interject a few punch lines at the right time, and the two of them looked up and laughed together.
When Bai Jinghong proposed to play chess, he smiled and nodded.
Bai Jinghong was in high spirits and went to get the chessboard. In order to have a good reunion with Di Fei, he has sent all his subordinates, and it is okay to do this little thing by himself.
After he walked away, Di Fei slowly lowered his hand and lowered his head, looking at the shadow of his toes. Sitting on the bench, he was surprisingly quiet, and only he knew how much strength he needed to restrain himself at that moment, and he did not jump up and run to the place that only two or three vertical leaps could reach.
Yes, he's not afraid of pain. So, he deserved to be hurt.
Yes, he never holds grudges, so he can betray him without any scruples.
Yes, Jinghong will not kill him, so this betrayal can be without the slightest sense of guilt.
The coldness of the fingertips kept flowing to my heart. He doesn't feel pain, but the innocent pain is given by him, and he doesn't hold grudges, but he causes the grievances again and again. If you don't kill him, but you can push him out mercilessly, is ...... It's himself...... It's him Di Fei......
"Di Fei." The voice of the call, bright and pleasant.
He looked up and saw Bai Jinghong's smile holding a chessboard.
He had vowed to trade the whole world for a smile.
Across a wall, the people who love him are suffering, the people he loves are smiling, what choice can he have.
Human nature has always been like this, the world has been like this since ancient times, and his choice can only be ......
He stood up, smiled, took the chessboard and set it up, and grabbed a chess piece with a smile: "Guess first!" ”
Bai Jinghong's eyes smiled: "Single!" ”
So sunshine, so flowers, so pool water, so tea, so worldly.
Everything in his soul and dreams, which he couldn't ask for, is now in front of him.
He is Blood Shura Di Fei, and he can't be untrustworthy. He can't give back the man he handed over personally. He couldn't spoil everything that was so good in front of him.
What is Jinghong's good mood for today?
In order to be able to avenge the humiliation, in order to be sure that in my heart, that little male pet is insignificant.
No matter what it was, he couldn't be stupid enough to plead and push the person who came to the front far away again.
So, he closed his eyes slightly, and Zeni hid his storage, no longer trying to find out what was happening in the place between the walls. He didn't want to see it, the man's flesh was dripping, he didn't want to hear it, the man's low moan. All he had to do was smile and spread his hands, and in the sun, say to the man with picturesque eyebrows, "Five, you go first." ”
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What that feeling is, familiar and strange. What is familiar is that since I met Di Fei, I have been entangled by this strange feeling. What is strange is that in countless years before, I have never felt such a clear, so deep, so intense pain.
This kind of pain made Ah Han strange and at a loss.
Bai Jinghong's words seemed to still ring in his ears: "In this world, is there really anyone who is not afraid of pain at all?" Unless he's dead, or insensible. It's just that some people feel sensitive, and some people feel sluggish. Just as the young lady in the boudoir will scream in a low voice when she is also pricked by a needle, the farmer in the field may not be at all aware of it, but if he cuts off his entire hand with a knife, no matter who it is, it will be in pain. Whether you are strong or not afraid of pain, there is a limit, as long as you can break this limit, the toughest guy in the world is just a poor worm. ”
That's right. No matter how strong the spirit is, there is still a limit.
After being stabbed, he only thought he had been bitten by a mosquito. But if it is the pain of a thousand knives, and it starts at the same time, it is him, and it will be painful.
That's the pain. Therefore, the body trembled violently, not out of physical instinct, but because the soul was moaning, this is the pain, so the hands and feet twitched violently, and the ten fingers scratched on the bluestone floor, not because of the natural reaction, but because the spirit was screaming. This is pain, that's why it's so strange, so terrifying, so that people feel that the existence of life, sober consciousness, is the most terrible punishment from God.
Who raised his head and forced his eyes to look at the people standing side by side in the beautiful garden through the hole in the wall, and who kept repeating in his ear: "Childe has an explanation, let's not just care about torture, you should take a look at the scenery inside." ”
But, it hurts, it hurts, I can't faint, can I not look at it.
Legend has it that in order to protect themselves, human beings will naturally stop all perception of the outside world when they feel extreme pain.
But as the people in the small building, as the beings whose spiritual power transcends all existences, they have long forgotten how to let their powerful consciousness escape into the dark world when they face harm.
Legend has it that ordinary people, when they are in pain, will cry out loudly to relieve the pain in their bodies, however, Han, who has never felt such powerful pain, is really at a loss in this strange situation, and he doesn't even know that he can actually scream and scream loudly.
Looking through the hole in the wall, the flowers in the garden are beautiful, the grass is green, and the pond is green. Bai Jinghong, who was dimly reflected in the falling flowers and flowing water, raised his head lightly and said something to the master, so the master hugged him tightly into his arms and refused to let go.
Han wanted to shake his head, shake off the dizziness in his head, he wanted to fall asleep, and never wake up, why couldn't he faint, but he only felt dizzy.
It hurts, it hurts, the whole body seems to be torn and burned a little bit, a minute, an inch. Why does it hurt so much.
"Childe told the owner of the village, you are being tortured here, the owner didn't even ask a word, you are a little male pet, do you really think you are something? Dare to offend the child. ”
Ah Han was a little confused, and he looked forward in a trance, and when Bai Jinghong smiled, was the master gentle in his eyes? You said, you want me to be your favorite male pet, I think, the most favored male pet, it shouldn't be this kind of treatment. Master, in fact, talking doesn't count.
He gasped lowly, his body trembling with pain, but he seemed to be weak even trembling. Human beings are so intelligent that they have gone from ignorance to the entire universe, from drinking blood to being able to control almost everything in the world. However, why is such wisdom only used in such cruel things? Why is it that we are born as the highest intelligent beings, but we take pleasure in studying how to deeply harm our fellow human beings?
The icy water poured down on his head, pulling the dazed and dazed Han back into the abyss of pain. It really hurts. Zhang Minxin said that if you don't experience wind and rain, how can you see a rainbow. However, if I don't look forward to the rainbow, can I not go through such a storm?
Why is the water so cold, as if it has formed countless ice edges and crashes around the body, cutting and tearing every piece of flesh and blood. Zhang Minxin said that Xiao Shou is destined to be abused by Xiao Attack, and the worse the abuse is now, the deeper the regret of Xiao Attack will be in the future. The suffering that Xiao suffers now, in the future, will be reported to Xiao Attack bit by bit.
But it hurts so much. If I am in such pain, how can the master stand it.
I don't want him to hurt, so can you beg him not to let me hurt.
Han struggled to look through the hole in the wall. Those two men, one handsome and the other handsome. and sit together, leisurely sipping tea, talking and laughing from time to time, and there is a happy smile between the eyebrows and eyes.
I remember Bai Jinghong said, "If you can't stand it, you will scream to your master to save you." Look at who he chooses in front of me. No one will gag you, it hurts so much, you can cry, you can scream, see if he will frown at you in front of me. ”
It hurts, it hurts, but they're happy. It is not right to disturb the pleasure of the master. In fact, the owner seems to be a person who is rarely happy. He has so much, why, still not happy. I'm very happy, I eat, drink and sleep, and if the owner can pamper me more, it would be even better.
It really hurts, but the owner really likes Bai Gongzi, so don't call him.
Zhang Minxin said that one day, Xiao Attack will fall in love with Xiao Shou, and one day, he will be the best for Xiao Shou, hold him in his palm, hold it in his mouth, and give him everything that is good.
However, I don't really want that much, I just want you to be kind to me a little bit, I just want you, don't, don't, let me hurt so much.
Master, I'm not angry with you, I don't take revenge on you. In the future, if you regret it, I will not ignore you, I will not make you sad, I will make you tormented, then, is it, you can, you can, from now on, start to love me. Don't wait for later.
Because, I really, really hurt.
Actually, I'm very afraid of pain.
So, master, please, hurry, love me, a little, okay?
(It should have been put in this chapter to have something to say, but after reading the comments of a group of readers, I think it is still placed here, and it is not easy to be ignored.) I want to make it clear that Han definitely didn't fall in love with Di Fei, that's for sure. If the reader mistakenly thinks that Han is sad when he sees Di Fei and Bai together, then it is just that I did a bad job in the description and made everyone misunderstand. Han's pain was due to the extreme pain felt by his physical body, which exceeded his strong mental endurance. Of course, the reason why Bai asked him to see the scene of himself and Di Fei together in the garden was to stimulate Han, but Bai himself didn't know that Han didn't love Di Fei. But doesn't Han care at all? I'm afraid it may not be.
Han is a child who does not know the world, however, even a child knows to be close to the people who often appear in front of him, even if he is a child, he also knows that if it hurts, he should cry loudly, so that the people around him will take good care of his pet.
However, Ah Han is not exactly a child in the end, so although he is innocent, he can also feel that Di Fei has always cared about his injury, and in front of Bai Jinghong's happiness, if Ah Han cries out for help and pain, it should be useless, and it should not be.
Isn't Han sad? It's a little sad indeed.
Ah Han is a human being, not an iron stone, and it is impossible to be with Di Fei for so long and have no feelings at all.
But this affection is not love. Definitely not.
It's just a little bit of dependence, a little bit of expectation, a little bit of intimacy, but I know that the person who is close to me is far away, and the person who is dependent is not credible, and this expectation will not get results, that's all.
Many readers have said that Han's failure to fall in love with Di Fei is my only kindness, and I don't want to change this at the moment.)