Chapter 148: The heart is as silent as you
"If you go to our house for dinner tonight, you have to go, can you still skip eating after the last meal?" Dad said to Li Yaowen after packing up his things. After hearing this, the uncle and aunt also let them go, and said that grandpa had already gone home to cook. "It's only a little past five o'clock, we can eat when we get home, and you can go back at seven o'clock, it's not too late!" My aunt said, Li Yaowen no longer shirked, and went to our house for dinner on the last night.
But although my aunt said that, by the time we had eaten, it was already half past seven. Li Yaowen stayed there for a while, and it was already past eight o'clock when he finally wanted to go back. My dad asked me to send him, but Li Yaowen said no, afraid that I would be scared when I came back later.
I'm actually not so timid, and it's not uncommon for me to run into the lake alone in the middle of the night. I actually want to give him it to him in my heart, and that's what I'm looking forward to...... But Li Yaowen said no, how can I say it's okay?
In the end, I impatiently said to my dad, "You're afraid that he won't be able to see it in the dark, won't you find him a flashlight?" When my dad heard this, he scolded me, "You bear girl, do you still expect someone to teach you?" If you want to send it, you won't send it, and people will teach you a fart! ”
"I'm going to send him, who's going to send me?" I said impatiently, "You figured it out, he's a boy, he's afraid of me, but it's a girl?" Am I not more afraid? ”
"You're afraid of a fart, when you were a child, you looked for your grandmother and didn't know where to touch!" My dad said, "Your grandmother and I thought you had been abducted by human traffickers!" Finally, when it got dark, I asked an old lady to send it back to you! Are you afraid? Are you afraid of a fart? ”
"How come I don't know when it's going to happen?" I said angrily. My dad replied, "You don't remember anything when you were five or six years old?" You don't know what to keep in your brain? Eighty percent of them are behind the house, but you have a brain? ”
I was so angry that I was speechless for a while, and I turned my head to see Li Yaowen staring at me in a daze, and I didn't care about yelling at him, "Don't go yet!" Then he turned his head and said to my dad, "I don't have a brain, you have a brain!" After rushing to finish two sentences, he ran away, regardless of whether Li Yaowen followed or not.
I ran to the back of my house, and waited for a while before I saw a figure coming slowly from the front of my house. When I saw that it was Li Yaowen, I asked him to hurry up, but he was not in a hurry, and walked up to me and replied to me with three words: "What's the hurry?" ”
"You're not tired, are you? Don't want to go home and rest? I said. Li Yaowen shook his head, and faintly replied with two words, "I don't want to ......" I was stunned, thinking of his current situation, and I didn't know what to say. We walked like this, without speaking all the way, and finally when we were about to reach the West Lake, Li Yaowen asked me, "Are you going to send me home?" ”
"What? Don't you want to? I asked, looking at him. Li Yaowen shook his head and smiled at me, "No, I'm afraid that you will be afraid when you go back alone later, and let me send you again!" ”
"Pull it down, you and I will be you, I am not afraid!" I said disdainfully: "I think I was also a person back then, and I ran into the lake several times in the middle of the night!" ”
"Think about the past?" Li Yaowen looked at me and asked, as if something was flickering in his eyes, "Is it a long time ago?" ”
"Uh...... Sort of! I said, I don't know why Li Yaowen asked that. Just as I was wondering, I heard him say again: "Is that as far away as ten years ago?" ”
"Ten years ago? How old was I ten years ago? How could it be that far? I said, there are more and more inexplicable Li Yaowen's strange questions.
I don't know if it's my delusion, I seem to see the disappointment flashing in Li Yaowen's eyes. But in the end, he raised his head again and asked, "Do you have anything particularly impressive about the five or six-year-old thing?" Like my uncle said just now, you got lost and were sent back by an old man? ”
I shook my head, thought for a while, and said, "I don't know, it seems to be like this, but I really can't remember......" After I finished speaking, looking at Li Yaowen's silent eyes, my heart suddenly throbbed. In order to hide that emotion, I pretended not to care and asked him, "What?" Are you very impressed by what happened at that time? ”
Li Yaowen didn't answer me directly, only said, "It's okay......" and then said to me, "Just send it here!" I'll just walk the rest by myself! I listened to him say that, although I was a little disappointed in my heart, but finally nodded. After telling him to slow down, I slowly turned around and walked back.
As I walked back, I turned my head and looked behind me a few more times. Li Yaowen's figure slowly disappeared in the dark night, and I stood stunned. Thinking of Li Yaowen's strange question just now, I always felt as if he cared about something...... But his mind is as quiet as Li Yaowen, how can I guess what he cares about?