Chapter 176: The Thirst for Strength
Originally, I always thought that I had done something wrong in this matter, when the mountain god threatened Liu Longting with me just now, I didn't know what I was about to despair to become, that kind of despair was more terrible than the despair of death, I was afraid that I had done it myself, I messed up all this, and Liu Longting no longer loved me, and even disgusted me. So when I blamed myself so painfully for so long, Liu Lieyun suddenly said a thank you to me, but this thank you could not set off a trace of waves in my heart, but made me more strongly aware of my own roots, the people I have come into contact with around me, their least cultivation is more than 100 years, and I have only been in my 20s since I was born, whether it is in terms of intelligence or mana, or experience. I'm not as good as one percent of them, I'm like an insignificant ant, I can't compete with them at all, this time it's just me who made the whole thing successful by mistake, if next time, next time I encounter twists and turns, if I wasn't so lucky this time, the tragedy would still be played out again.
I smiled at Liu Lieyun, didn't say anything, didn't dare to ask for credit, and it was not suitable for self-indulgence, but fortunately, Liu Lieyun didn't pursue me too much, seeing that I didn't have a very good face, I thought I was minding the matter of the mountain god, and told me not to take this matter too seriously. Liu Longting is at most angry for a few days, and it will be fine in two days, and if this matter is not for me, today will be the death day of her and Liu Longting, and he asked me with great interest how is the mountain god kung fu? He really looks domineering and mighty in armor, but he is elegant and gentle in a long robe, it's a pity that this good skin is a bad embryo.
Liu Lieyun seems to like the mountain god a lot, but I think of the mountain god's crazy hideous smile, and I can't wait to cut him with a thousand knives, at this time Liu Lieyun and Liu Longting both feel that I have slept with the mountain god, and don't mind this kind of thing happening, and they don't mind, my explanation has become redundant, although I don't understand, the mountain god obviously threw me into the cowshed last night, why hasn't he noticed that Liu Longting's original god has gone out of his body?
When I arrived at Changbai Mountain again, it was already five o'clock in the afternoon, and my clothes were covered with blood, so Liu Lieyun told me to take a shower first. She went to arrange a banquet for my great benefactor in the kitchen, and then saw the tooth marks on my shoulders that had been bitten out by the mountain god, so she asked Liu Longting to go with me and ask him to treat my wounds.
Liu Longting's mood when he came back all the way was not very good, and he had a cold face. And I saw that he was in a bad mood, and I didn't want to take the initiative to comfort him, for no reason, just because I felt that I was too tired.
In the house in the backyard of the Liu family, there is a hot spring. The reason why I liked the Liu family before is also related to this hot spring, after all, who doesn't like to soak in the hot spring and listen to the birdsong in the forest or something.
It's just that I'm not interested in any of that now, the only thing I want to do right now. I just want to make myself better, even if it's a little bit, next time I won't be like a monkey being played in the circus, and I have no power to resist the people who play with me.
I soaked in steaming water. Liu Longting came in with some medicine in his hand, as if he wanted to prescribe some, and he didn't have a cold face like just now, put the medicine on the edge of the pool, and called me over, and he helped me take the medicine. Although Liu Longting's face was softened, his tone was still not emotional, lighter than the water I was soaking.
I walked towards the edge of the water, leaning against the edge of the pool, and Liu Longting also took out the medicine bottle from the plate. But when he took the towel and wanted to help me wipe the water off my shoulder, he didn't do it for a long time, and when he finally pressed the towel on my shoulder, it was a little too hard, and the original blistered wound was a little painful.
It's okay that I don't ask this, but when I ask Liu Longting, it seems that the temper that I have endured for a long time explodes. Immediately, he put the towel in his hand on the plate, and asked me with a sneer: "When the mountain god bites you, why don't you know that it hurts?" ”
"yes, I don't know if it hurts, if you don't want to drug medicated. Then go out, I'll do it myself. ”
I don't want to explain to Liu Longting, if he really cares about me, what if I sleep with the mountain god? I love him so much, yesterday when I made this decision that I just wanted him to live, and would rather sell my body, he didn't know how determined I was at that time, how sad I was, after all, which woman with her beloved would willingly sleep with other men. This feeling of losing one's love and happiness with one's own hands is like walking in crying in the face of a raging fire. Just like Liu Lieyun said, I never mind how many women he had before, and I took care of him first in everything. But now that he forgives me, he looks arrogant, and how much cleaner is he than me? Besides, it has always been them who think that I have a relationship with the mountain god, and they don't ask me, so they think so, and my explanation is said at this time, I'm afraid it's like a joke about a bitch setting up a torii.
Liu Longting was probably surprised by my calm attitude, so he didn't think of how to answer my words for a while, and when he saw that I reached out to get the towel, he grabbed my wrist tightly and pulled me in front of him. Looking directly into my eyes, anger overflowed uncontrollably from his tone: "Bai Jing, won't you feel sorry for me?" Didn't you say you loved me? Why do you say you love me, but you don't feel guilty at all after having a relationship with another man, why are you so shameless, is the mountain god more powerful than me, and can satisfy you more? ”
If I was calm in my heart just now, but now when Liu Longting framed me so indiscriminately without evidence, I suddenly couldn't help the anger in my heart, and directly raised my hand and slapped him in the face, and a crisp sound came into my ears. But it hurt in my heart: "Yes, he is that you are more powerful than you, I am not ashamed, how about it, are you happy when I answer you like this?" ”
I don't know if it was my words that angered him, or my slap that angered him, Liu Longting's shoulder directly sank into the water, and his whole body came down with me, and my whole body was pressed into the water by him, only to hear Liu Longting say to me: "Happy, of course happy, let me tell you Bai Jing, you are my person when you are alive, and my ghost when you die, what if he is powerful." Aren't you under my control now? Since you like his cruelty, then I'll show you brutality to see if he's good or I'm good! ”
I have never seen Liu Longting so crazy, crazy like a dog with rabies, and instantly turned into a big snake rolling in warm water, winding my whole body and rolling into the water, not letting me float up from the water to breathe, let alone I struggled to leave him, and stabbed me directly in the water.
Liu Longting is simply a bastard, bastard, I can't breathe in the water at all, and I don't want to entangle with him, I want to tell him that I actually haven't had anything to do with the mountain god, but Liu Longting is crazy now and doesn't listen to anything, when I'm about to lose my breath. He raised his huge head and took a breath of air from the water, his eyes were scarlet, and then he poured from my mouth into my lungs.
When Liu Longting's mood almost went down, or he himself didn't feel the breath of the mountain god from me, then his movements suddenly slowed down, and he changed back to his human appearance, and his eyes looked at me a little uncomfortable, and asked me why I didn't tell him just now?
My whole body was penetrated by him to the extreme, watching a trace of blood float up from the place under my abdomen along the water below, I suddenly felt that I was very ridiculous, and I felt that Liu Longting was even more ridiculous, some things, I think I still have to make it clear to Liu Longting, otherwise I am too fragile, so fragile that even people who like me may be able to kill me inadvertently.
Liu Longting saw that I was bleeding, and he was a little panicked for a moment, and quickly picked me up and walked towards the edge of the pool, and I was oppressed again and again, and my desire for strength was already firmly indestructible at this time, so he said to Liu Longting: "If you hope that you can still be together, give me some of your strength, teach me how to use it, and I will repay you." ”