The two of them only had a phone call, and it was as if they were sitting next to each other, Jiang Yingying was still the silly and extremely serious girl, she had a lively and big personality, although she jumped out of the way, but she always used her actions to silently tell her friends that she was always there!

The corners of Xihe's mouth raised, "Are you okay?" ”

"Xihe," Luo You asked her, "with a different look, did you recognize me from the first time you saw me?" ”

She still remembered the first time she met at Pei Yuqing's villa, Xihe asked if the two knew each other?

At that time, Xihe was only familiar, she was not sure, after all, she hadn't seen her for four years, and it was impossible for a friend to appear in front of her with another look.

So she denied the speculation in her heart, until that time on the golf course, a total of three times to meet, no matter how much a person changes, he can't change the characteristics of his body.

When a feeling becomes more and more intense, it is necessary to pay attention to it, maybe...... Is she a friend she knows?

Xihe said: "Yingying...... Can I still call you that? ”

Luo You fell silent, Xihe held his mobile phone quietly, and after a while, Luo You's voice came from there.

"Xihe, I moved, moved to Nanxi City, my mother is old and her eyes are not good, you have time to come and see her, lest she keep saying that I don't study well outside, and I don't even have a friend!"

Luo You suddenly changed the subject, and Xihe didn't know how to reply to her.

"She didn't know about my marriage, she just thought I was working outside."

"You ......"

Xihe opened a sound, and Luo You smiled: "Do you want to ask me why I became the way I am now?" ”

"How so? greedy for wealth, and then plastic surgery changed his appearance, and now her husband is also greedy for this face...... This is the life I want, and if I want to be prosperous and rich, I have to pay some price. ”

Luo You easily said what happened to her, in a few words, but the girl in Xihe's mind flashed in his mind that he remembered a long time ago, just like her, with two ponytails hanging down on her shoulders, and sweet dimples appeared on her cheeks when she laughed, she was always silent, compared to now, it was like two people.

The two didn't meet, so they chatted for a long time with their mobile phones, as if they were back in school again, and there were endless words and endless beans that they wanted to share with each other.

Luo You briefly talked about her, Xihe also talked about herself, and in the end, Luo You asked her calmly: "Xihe, do you really want to leave?" ”

“…… Well! Xihe lowered his eyes and replied.

"What about Lu Yan?" Luo You asked.

Xihe looked at his phone in slight surprise, as if he could see her opposite: "How do you know?" "What is she doing with Lu Yan......

No, at that time, she had a unilateral crush on Lu Yan, and she didn't tell anyone at all, not even Jiang Yingying.

Could it be that she saw it early in the morning?

"Hehe," Luo You laughed, "Can't you still see Lu Yan's heart for you?" ”

The tips of Xi He's fingers resting on his knees tightened slightly, and Luo You was still saying, "Xi He, when you had an accident, Lu Yan looked around for the classmates who attended the party that night and asked what happened?" But no one knows! Then you disappeared, and he went crazy looking for you, and ran to my house, suspecting that I had hidden you! ”

Xi and his eyelashes trembled slightly.

Luo You said: "Do you know, when he came here, his eyes were bloodshot, as if he hadn't rested for a long time...... Did you contact me, did you tell me anything? But you didn't come to me at all...... I still remember the back of him leaving in despair. ”

"Later, I heard that he went to Africa to work as a peacekeeper and died...... He's been colder since he came back, but one thing hasn't changed, he hasn't forgotten you! ”

Xihe's heart suddenly stabbed sharply, and she bit her lower lip tightly to prevent herself from making a sound.

"Xihe, if a girl can be remembered by such a person for so many years, then try to fight for herself. Don't miss it, leave regrets, or you won't be able to go back to the past......"

Luo You hung up the phone, and Xihe sat on the ground with his knees crossed and didn't move for a long time, until Xu Youbai pushed open the door and came in.

The heating was turned on in the room, and as soon as he came in, he took off his gray coat, and when he looked back and saw her sitting on the ground, he frowned in disagreement: "Why are you sitting on the ground?" ”

Xihe flashed his eyes, and the teeth that had been biting his lip flap tightly were released before they were released, revealing dark red tooth marks under his lips.

Xu Youbai hung up his coat and came to her, and when he saw the mark on her lips, his brows tightened a little. He crouched down and grabbed her chin, causing her to tilt her head.

In the hidden gaze under the lenses, her increasingly thin little face was reflected, her big clear eyes were a little sunken, and the red lips were so obvious that there were traces of blood on her teeth, this is what she usually does when she is in pain, what is she enduring to endure? Xu Youbai clearly understood, and his heart couldn't help twitching, but he pretended that nothing had happened, and cared about her as usual.

"What's wrong? Is there something uncomfortable? ”

Xihe shook her head, she couldn't see her appearance, and made an excuse at random: "No, legs, sit for a long time...... It's numb! ”

Xu Youbai chuckled, he raised his hand and rubbed her hair: "You, why don't you know how to cherish yourself so much?" As he spoke, he got up and helped her up from the ground: "Sitting on the ground in winter, do you think you're okay?" ”

He babbled a lot, but Xihe didn't say anything.

Xu Youbai poured her a glass of water, and when she came back, she suddenly said, "I have already booked the plane ticket, the day after tomorrow." ”

Xi He raised his head in surprise, and the sudden shock inside deeply stung Xu Youbai's eyes.

He walked over to her and leaned over to put the glass down.

Then squatting down in front of her, Xu Youbai looked at her: "This snow has dragged on for a long time, you must be in a hurry." Tomorrow the sun will come out, shall we visit your parents? ”

Xihe blinked lightly, her hands unconsciously stirred together, and after five seconds, she pulled the corners of her mouth: "...... Yes, you should go back and see. ”

Xu Youbai raised his hand, rubbed his thumb against her cheek, and said lovingly: "I've lost weight recently, did you secretly carry me behind my back and pour all the food?" ”

Xihe flickered her head away, she was still not used to his approach, and said in a wooden voice: "No." ”

Xu Youbai chuckled lowly, then got up to buy her supper.

Xihe looked out the window slowly, and Luo You's words seemed to echo in his ears, "I heard that he went to Africa to serve as a peacekeeper, and he died...... He's been colder since he came back, but one thing hasn't changed, he hasn't forgotten you! ”

Didn't forget her......

This fact is visible even to outsiders!

She couldn't help but think of that snowy night, when he sat on an open-air bench and said to her, "Deliberately bumping into you, deliberately scaring you, deliberately approaching you with unspeakable purposes...... Why do you say that? ”

Xihe slowly raised her legs, she curled up in the sofa with her hands on her knees, buried her head in the crook of her arms, and waited for the darkness in front of her before she dared to release the overwhelming sadness.

She clutched the clothes on her chest with one hand, she was so painful, the pain that pulled out of it like scratching her heart, no less than the torment of life and death brought to her by chemotherapy...... Luo You told her not to leave regrets in life, and she and Lu Yan were destined to be regrets.

There is no "if" in the world, there is no "if", lost is lost, and you can never go back to the beginning, just like after going around and around full of devastation, you want to have an innocent heart and do what you want to do without hesitation, but in the end it is all different!

People live in fetters, unable to break free from everything around them, the only thing they can do is to live up to this time!

When I heard the news, it was the next morning, Xu Youbai turned on the TV, and the sound of noisy talking came from the LCD screen on the wall.

Xihe came out of the bathroom with a vase that had just been changed for water, and heard such a report in his ears.

"The deceased is a woman in Unit 3 of **** in Nanxi City, and after receiving a notice from the police, her family rushed to the scene, and her mother cried until she almost fainted...... The cause of the suicide is still under investigation. Let's take a look at the scene. ”

Xihe looked at the LCD screen in a daze, the camera flashed to the scene that had been cordoned off by the police, a woman cried and fainted next to the corpse covered by a white cloth in the center of the scene, someone next to her pulled her, she stretched out her hand and groped to try to hold her daughter's hand, the grief and cry, through the screen directly hit Xihe's heart.

She could barely hold the vase in her hand, her eyes fixed on the woman's face on the TV, and then slowly turned to the person who was obscured by the white cloth.

She suspected that she might be hallucinating, otherwise how could she wake up early in the morning with dizziness as if she was in a nightmare?

She stiffened her legs to find her phone, and when she turned around, she didn't look under her feet, and her knees slammed on the coffee table.

The sharp pain seemed to shatter the bones, and the vase in his hand was gone.

There was a "pop" sound, and the water penetrated the carpet, and the vase shattered in half.

Xu Youbai turned his head and saw her stunned appearance, and hurriedly put down the remote control board: "What's wrong?" Did you hit it? Looking up at her pale face, he asked, "Did you hit somewhere?" ”

"Xu Youbai ......" Xihe called him, she stretched out her hand: "Mobile phone, help me get the mobile phone." ”

Xu Youbai cared about her injury, but seeing that her mood was very wrong, he took it and went to help her get her mobile phone.

Xihe took it, almost shaking her hands to rummage through the phone call that Luo You called in yesterday, and she dialed it out.

There was a prompt that the phone you dialed had been turned off, and she grabbed Xu Youbai's arm unsupportively, begging him to comfort her: "It's not true, it must not be true...... I'm dreaming, that person is not Aunt Jiang's......"

Xu Youbai finally found something, he glanced at the TV, and a series of Xihe's loss of control, while helping her, he picked up the remote control board and turned off the TV, and hurriedly comforted her: "It's fake, it was news from a long time ago, you read it wrong." ”

Xihe shook her head, the surging darkness seemed to be falling, she wanted to say something, wanted to dismiss her guess, but before she could speak, the whole person suddenly fainted unbearably.

Before losing consciousness, it was Xu Youbai who protected her tightly, and he shouted her name in a panic, but Xihe couldn't respond.

She was in so much pain, she hoped it was just a nightmare, so she finally recognized Jiang Yingying, she had no friends, and the ones that affected her the most in her memory were the only one or two classmates in high school.

Jiang Yingying always accompanies her silently, with her ...... She is not good at words in front of outsiders, but they get together and talk about everything......

In her dreams, it was as if there was a big stone weighing heavily on her heart, Xihe was like a trapped beast, she wanted to break free from the endless sad darkness, but she couldn't scratch it, she couldn't get out......

She remembered that there was an important thing waiting for her to do, but she didn't have the courage to touch the sealed pain.

Even in her dreams, her sixth sense can alert her, don't touch it easily!

"The patient was tired for a long time and was stimulated by the upsurge of qi and blood, which led to sudden fainting, and it was recommended to be hospitalized for observation for two days."

Xu Youbai blocked the doctor's way, and asked anxiously in a tone: "Doctor, is it serious?" Are there any other issues to discover? ”

"This inpatient observation can be found out, and the current situation needs to be rested and try not to disturb the patient."

The doctor left ambiguous words and left, Xu Youbai turned around and looked at the ward, the girl lying in it had lost weight in just two days, and the moment he picked it up, he had to wonder if she still had weight?

Xu Youbai did not return to the ward immediately, he leaned back against the cold wall, looking up at the ceiling with his eyes under the lenses distractedly.

Xihe was unhappy, from the night he just got off the plane to the hotel and saw her come back from outside, he watched her gradually wither and lose weight day and night, even if she was buried in her heart and unhappy, she would show him a warm smile and tell him that she was okay, don't worry!

But now, she suddenly lost her previous brilliance, and even pretending, she couldn't tear the corners of her mouth in a trance.

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