Since Mu Ran Ran had already talked to Mei Ziqian, she told him the biggest secret in her heart, and he accepted it, Mu Ran was naturally very relaxed, and she didn't mind Mei Ziqian joking with her.

And Mei Ziqian is actually joking on his lips, but he is actually serious in his heart. "I wish you could do me."

"What did you say?"

"It's nothing, I'm saying, listen to what you mean, you dislike him?"

"That is, if it weren't for my son, I wouldn't have thought about marrying him at all." Mu Ran said directly.

"If that's the case, you shouldn't marry him, in that case, you will be unhappy." Mei Ziqian persuaded.

"My happiness is actually that my son is doing well, then I will be happy. You don't know, I didn't even think about marrying an ancient man when I came here, so it doesn't make a difference who I marry. ”

"Of course, marrying my son's father is a good thing for my son, then marry, it's nothing anyway, I have agreed with him."

The nominal husband and wife are just living their own lives, just so that their son can have a complete home.

"Dyeing, since you are you, dyeing is dyeing, then you don't have to bear such a responsibility, why don't you just explain this matter to Su Chen, I think he shouldn't embarrass you."

Mei Ziqian didn't think that Mu Dye was right to do this, since she didn't have the heart to marry Su Chen, why bother to marry Su Chen for the sake of Dye's son.

"Ziqian." Mu Ran suddenly sighed softly.

"Do you think that there are many people in the world who can accept me like you do, if I really tell him, luckily, he will believe me, and then take me and burn me as a monster. As luck would have it, he thought I must be crazy and locked me up as if I was mentally ill. Anyway, no matter which path it is, it's not a good choice. ”

"Dye, it's normal for you to have such thoughts, it's just, don't you feel wronged yourself? You don't have to do this, but now you have to do this, especially life's work, are you really sure you want to do this? Mei Ziqian asked.

"I know what you mean, I've been thinking about this for a long time, if I really wanted to be myself, I wouldn't have stayed in the first place, and I wouldn't have admitted to having such a son."

Mu Ran said this, was silent for a while, and then said, "Do you know? Ziqian, when I first came, I felt like I was dreaming, I had a good life, relying on my own hands and wisdom, standing at the peak of life, I had everything. But suddenly, as if in a dream, everything has changed and nothing has changed. ”

"At that time, I wanted to die, and I hated to kill myself, maybe then I could go back, but in the end I still didn't commit suicide, I can't guarantee that I will be able to return to the original place after I die.

"Until Su Chen arrived, he looked like he wanted to kill me, at that time, I was thinking, if he killed me, he would take revenge. Second, maybe I could go home too, so I gambled, but in the end, I woke up, and the place where I woke up is still here. ”

"Do you still want to go back to where you came from?" Mei Ziqian asked, staring at her reddish eyes.

"Of course, I thought I would really want to go back, because nothing is convenient here, and nothing can compare with my original place. But gradually, I'm quite nostalgic for here, and gradually my memories of the past days are beginning to be a little blurry, do you know what all this has changed? ”

Mu Ran took a deep breath and suddenly asked with a chuckle.

"Is it because of Jinyu's child?"

"Yes, because of that child, I came into this world and felt that I was not alone. That child, when I first came, gave me the greatest warmth in the world, I depended on him for my life, and the relationship deepened day by day, and even sometimes, I was afraid of the child's eyes. ”

"You know, Jinyu's child is very sensitive, he's such a smart child, it's impossible not to notice my changes, sometimes I become troubled and lost, worried that one day he suddenly asks me, why my mother has changed, I'm really afraid that he will ask this question."

"Because I don't want to lie to him, but I don't want to tell him the truth, because I already regard him as my dearest relative, and I can even say that if it weren't for the change in the Qin family's Mu family later, I wouldn't have recognized it, and this child is my only relative. In this way, of course I don't want him to know that I am not his mother, I am afraid, I am afraid that it will affect the relationship between our mother and son. ”

Mu Ran said as he spoke, and his nose was inexplicably sour.

"Dye, I think even if you tell that child the truth, he won't disown you as a mother, you think about it."

If Mu Jinyu really dared to disown Mu Dye's mother, then a filial piety word on his head could crush him to death.

"Ziqian, I know what you mean, but I don't want that, that kind of emotion is no longer pure. What I want is a pure mother-son relationship, a relationship that is not mixed with any interests. I want that child to recognize me as a mother from the bottom of my heart, thinking that I am his only mother, his mother-in-law. ”

"And not such a weird identity. It can be said that I don't want to tell him the truth, because I am afraid that he will pass through me in the future, but I am thinking about his original mother. I can't stand that kind of look, really, I really can't accept that. ”

The more he spoke, the more he couldn't help it, and the tears in his eyes fell silently.

"Dye, you-"

"I'm fine, it's okay, it's just that the wind and sand are blowing in my eyes."

Mu Ran raised his sleeves and wiped the tears on his face indiscriminately.

"Actually, in fact, I'm quite selfish, obviously Su Chen is Jinyu's father, but I don't want to admit that he has a father, I just feel that my son belongs to me alone, and there shouldn't be another person to rob my son, that person, who didn't do anything, why did he jump out and rob my son with me, right?"

"What's more, I'm still weak-hearted, I'm so weak-hearted, Su Chen is Jinyu's father, that's a legitimate thing, and my mother-in-law, with such a strange background, is not as qualified as his father. Every time I think about this, I feel angry, uncomfortable, worried, and a little guilty, and I feel a little sorry for that child. ”

"Because of my selfishness, I have been preventing him from recognizing his father, you say, am I too bad? Obviously, the child is so eager to have a father, but I just want to live with mother and son, and sometimes, I feel that I am good or bad, which is really bad. ”

"No, Dye, on the contrary, you are kind, you are not bad at all, you have done well enough compared to many people."

Mei Ziqian smiled and comforted her.

Mu Ran heard this, and said with a wry smile: "It's only a good old man like you who will say that I'm kind, but in fact, I'm not kind at all, I'm originally a cold-hearted and cold-blooded person, and I'm very cold to people." Just talk about you, in fact, I have long had the memory of your family's dyeing, but I was afraid that after telling you the truth, it would pose a threat to me, so I didn't dare to tell you, and I dragged it on until today, which is really impossible to hide. ”

"Also, I have never had any confidence in the word feelings, and I have always been, and I still am, I have never intended to have any feelings for anyone, whether it is family affection, friendship, or love, it is impossible to think about it. I never dared to say these words to anyone, but today I said them, and I feel much better. ”

After saying this, Mu Ran smiled embarrassedly at Mei Ziqian.

"I'm sorry, I'm talking too much, you must be annoyed to listen to it."

"How so? If I want to say it, I'll be a good listener. Mei Ziqian smiled gently.

"Moreover, if you are really a cold-hearted person, you don't have to tell me the truth tonight because you are worried that I will be sad, and you don't have to worry that your son will alienate you because of your special background problems."

"Actually, dyeing, you are not cold to people, but you have no sense of security, so when you reach out to people, you have already thought of a way out in your heart, and you have thought of the worst, you are just protecting yourself."

"It's as if you know me very well, and you dare to make such a conclusion if you don't even know myself."

Mu Ran couldn't help but purse her lips and smiled.

"Dye, you seem to have forgotten what I'm best at, isn't what I'm best at seeing through people's hearts? And you, I shouldn't be mistaken. ”

"What if I'm mistaken?"

"If you see it wrong, you see it wrong, what else can I do, anyway, the unlucky person in the end is not me, because the person who wants to marry you is Su Chen, isn't it?"

"Hey, Mei Ziqian, just now you said that I was kind, what do you mean now? When I'm a femme fatale? That Su Chen can marry me, that is whether he is lucky in his three lives, can there be a second person in this world who is as blessed as him to marry someone like me who came from another world? Mu Ran said he was not convinced.

"Yes, yes, the person who can marry you is indeed a blessing in three lives, and Su Chen is indeed more blessed than me. I have to admit that. Mei Ziqian admitted that the man was much luckier than him.

"Come on, don't talk so sourly, people who don't know, they still think that the person you have a deep love for is me, not the original dye."

"If you know, it's good." Mei Ziqian smiled: "By the way, I'm actually quite curious, seeing that you have so many things, can you tell me about your original place, is there any difference between you and us?" ”

"Of course you can, we have airplanes flying in the sky, cars running on the ground, ships and speedboats on the sea, and even diving to the bottom of the sea to see the scenery, all of which are extremely fast."