Chapter 103: I want to be the person

Chen Feng! What are you doing? The purpose of your visit this time is to ask for Hao Guang's money, or to get Hao Guang back to his hometown, why did you make Hao Guang unable to return to his home? It's not right for you to do that. ”

"Uncle Chen! It's okay if my uncle doesn't go back to his hometown, a character like my aunt can't stand it without that man, if my uncle goes back to his hometown and fights and quarrels with my aunt every day, it's no wonder that he doesn't have a short life. ”

"It's okay, Xiaoxin has a point, Hao Guang! You just need to send the money back to this lady on time every month, I haven't seen you quarrel with Chen Feng before, I have always thought that you are a bastard all these years, this time I saw you and Chen Feng fighting and quarreling, I only know that the situation of your family, the relationship between your husband and wife to this point, is not the responsibility of any one person, both of you are responsible. ”

"I'm not responsible, I don't want his Hao Guang's money, I, Chen Feng, want to be poor! Poor to be poor! ”

"Haven't you been asking for money? If you give you money and you don't want it, what do you really want? Hao Jiali's father closed his eyes as soon as he finished speaking, but he opened them again in an instant, as if he was about to put the unpleasant words that Chen Feng just said into his eyes, because his chest cavity was saturated with the qi that Chen Feng had given him over the years, and if he continued to accommodate these words, his heart would burst and his lungs would explode.

But Chen Feng has become a habit, the hardships of life and the pressure of life over the years have caused Chen Feng to vent his resentment on Hao Jiali's father all the time, even if Hao Jiali's father is far away and can't hear it, Chen Feng's mouth and Chen Feng's harsh tone and words can no longer be changed, Hao Jiali's father can stand it, and he can't stand it.

"I don't want anything anymore," Chen Feng didn't spare Hao Jiali's father: "People want face, trees want bark, I want this breath, I want to save my face, these years, what you Hao Guang has done has made the people in the village, the people in the production team, and my mother's relatives, they have told enough of my gossip, I have seen enough of their faces, before I Chen Feng married you Hao Guang, I have suffered these gases in my mother's house, I want to use your Hao Guang's people to go back to my home to plug these people's mouths!" ”

"You want me to be the person?" Hao Jiali's father said that, laughed a few times, laughed, and saw tears bursting in his eyes, a few drops had slipped to his mouth, he didn't wipe it, he said to Chen Feng sadly: "You Chen Feng want my person?" Now you only think of the person who wants me? Why did you go in the first place? Yes, I'm left with a shell anyway, so I'll give it to you if you want, Dad! Xiaoxin! You guys go down the mountain, tonight, I listen to the two of you and end the Chen Sesame bad account between me and him for all these years! ”

"Hao Guang! Don't mess around! Don't make any more mistakes! I'll warn you first, you bastard don't care about your own two children over the years, even though Chen Feng's legs are useless, these two children have always been Chen Feng educating and raising, these two children are not yet adults, they can't do without Chen Feng, if Chen Feng has three long and two short tomorrow morning, I want you to go around without eating! Chen Zhanjun reminded Hao Jiali's father very seriously.

Hao Jiali's father smiled bitterly and said, "Don't worry! Father! I won't hurt a single hair of Chen Feng, what Chen Feng looks like now, and what Chen Feng will look like tomorrow morning will be handed over to you. ”

"It's best to be like this, don't hurt Chen Feng, but also hurt your two children, you kid is too disagreeable!"

"Uncle! For the sake of the two children, talk to my aunt well, don't keep swords at each other. Hao Jiali's eldest cousin interjected and came in to persuade Hao Jiali's father.

"Alright, alright, you guys go down the hill, move quickly, don't keep the lumber mill car waiting too long." Hao Jiali's father urged Chen Zhanjun.

Chen Zhanjun said "um", and with the help of Hao Jiali's eldest cousin, he picked up the crutches that had begun to be sharpened and walked out of the wooden house. Standing at the door of the wooden house, Chen Zhanjun thought for a moment and then turned around, and said a few words to Chen Feng by the firewood stove: "Chen Feng! Xiaoxin and I will go down the mountain immediately, I want to remind you, you have to weigh your own mouth, you have to weigh your temper, you don't have no cover, no measure, you provoke Hao Guang can't stand it, you fight, this barren mountain and wilderness, Hao Guang killed you and dug a pit and buried you, no one knows. ”

"He dares!" Chen Feng turned his head and glared at Hao Jiali's father.

"I don't dare," Hao Jiali's father said in a low voice, turning his face away from anyone in the room.

Chen Feng didn't hear the strangeness of his words.

Chen Zhanjun heard it.

"Okay, you two don't quarrel anymore, you are both in your early thirties, and you are still like children, I'm leaving, I'll wait for you with Xiaoxin in the lumber mill dormitory tomorrow morning, we won't go up the mountain to pick up Chen Feng, this mountain road, I will be scared if I walk once, and I don't have the courage to go a second time." Chen Zhanjun was helped out of the wooden house by Hao Jiali's eldest cousin as he spoke.

When Chen Zhanjun and Hao Jiali's eldest cousin walked less than 100 meters, Hao Jiali's father chased out of the door of the wooden house, and then shouted at Chen Zhanjun who was descending the mountain: "Dad! The road is slippery, don't step on the mountain road after the muddy road is wet by the rain, you step on the soft soil on the side of the mountain road that no one has stepped on, so that you will not slip when you walk, this experience is our lumberjacks. ”

"Okay, I'll listen to you." Chen Zhanjun's figure disappeared on the way down the mountain, and Hao Jiali's father only heard his words and waved the stick in his hand at Hao Jiali's father in the air.

As soon as Chen Zhanjun and Hao Jiali's eldest cousin left, the atmosphere in the wooden house suddenly became tense.

Chen Feng has not seen her husband for two years since she had a sore foot and finally lost her labor.

Hao Jiali's father hadn't seen Chen Feng since that telegram.

These two are truly familiar strangers.

For a while, in addition to embarrassment, the two fell into silence and cold war.

Chen Feng sat by the stove, using a short stick with black charcoal and leftovers on the ground outside the stove, writing, and he couldn't see what words were written.

Hao Jiali's father first walked around the house to clean up, such as washing the lunch box and chopsticks after eating, and washing the soaked clothes and pants and mud-covered shoes that he had been looking for herbs for Chen Zhanjun in the mountains.

Hao Jiali's father went to the mud puddle behind the wooden house to wash his clothes and shoes, and even though the sky outside the house was still drizzling, Hao Jiali's father would rather let the rain wet his body than spend more minutes alone with Chen Feng in the wooden house.

Chen Feng also couldn't help him, Chen Feng sat boredly, she was used to sitting like this when she was in her hometown anyway.

It was already evening when Chen Zhanjun and Hao Jiali's eldest cousin went down the mountain, and Chen Feng sat down until nightfall, when Hao Jiali's father washed his clothes and shoes and dried them on a skinned wooden stick under the eaves outside the wooden house before returning to the wooden house.

As soon as Hao Jiali's father returned to the wooden house, he took care of himself and lit a pine knot scar in a bowl in a corner of the wooden house, and Hao Jiali's father lay down in bed silently.

Soon, the turpentine in the pine knot scar burned so brightly that the entire wooden house was illuminated, and Chen Feng saw her husband lying with his back to him through the light.

Hao Jiali's father fell asleep so early, and Chen Feng knew that her husband didn't want to pay attention to her at all. And he is unable to move, and the dinner he wants to eat next is hot in the pot on the stove, Chen Feng thought about what to do if she has to go to the toilet in the back of the wooden house, and also, although he said that he didn't bring a change of clothes and didn't take a bath on this mountain tonight, he always had to wash his face and feet before he could sleep.

Because of the foot disease, Chen Feng has had the habit of soaking her feet in hot water every night for more than a year, and Uncle Gui said that this can promote blood circulation and remove the wind chill in her legs.

But how could she Chen Feng go to the mud pit outside the house to carry the water for washing her face and feet.

Chen Feng herself usually has a square stool at home, sometimes it is made by Hao Jiali's helpers, but now, Chen Feng has no square stool in her hand, and Hao Jiali is not by her side.

Chen Feng had to do these things only by moving his feet with crutches.

Chen Feng first ate half of the steamed hot food in the lunch box in the pot, left half of it, and after eating, he didn't ask Hao Jiali's father to get up to eat.

After eating, Chen Feng walked out of the wooden house step by step with an empty bucket and a crutch.