Chapter 153: Crying when I'm sad
Chapter 153 Crying when I'm sad
Chapter 153 Crying when I'm sad
"Hey......" Xue Lengyu froze. I tried hard to push his arm away and lift his body, but the hand on his waist was like a thousand pounds and he couldn't move.
Just as he was about to turn over and protest, Xue Lengyu suddenly remembered that Zhan Feng Song was good at martial arts, and if he was annoyed by it, wouldn't it be worse if he clicked on his acupoint.
Xue Lengyu's body stiffened, and he didn't move for a moment. Lying down for a while, he found that Zhan Fengsong didn't have any intention of moving, and he really fell asleep again.
The hand on the waist was really flat on the waist, and there was no extra movement, but the heat and strength from the arm made her unable to ignore it.
What is this, Xue Lengyu looked at the roof with her eyes open, and she didn't feel a little sleepy. Even if she is not disgusted with Zhan Fengsong in her heart, on the contrary, she has been moved by such a gentle and sunny man, and such intimacy with him is not unbearable disgust, but being forced is something she must not bear.
If you don't even have the freedom to choose, what position do you take to talk about love and not love? It's the thing I love again. If someone is forced to do it with a knife on the neck, I am afraid that I will lose my appetite and never want to touch it again for the rest of my life.
Zhan Fengsong's breathing was soft and steady, and he hadn't slept so peacefully for a long time.
Xue Lengyu sighed softly and turned his head to look at Zhan Fengsong's side face.
Zhan Fengsong, with his eyes closed, still has a trace of gentleness. Just like when Xue Lengyu saw him for the first time in the Xue family, the ** who smiled in the sun and captivated the country, that was the first sincerity that Xue Lengyu experienced when he came to this era, and the first kindness that had no other heart. The warm big hand once made her heart have an incomparable warmth. The tall figure silently guarded, allowing her to survive many levels on the verge of collapse.
That scene flashed through his mind, so no matter how tough he is now, he has never been reluctant to fight her. hate, and what position to hate.
Xue Lengyu's heart, after all, was **, adjusted his breathing, and let himself relax slowly. The unification who usurped the throne is no matter how ruthless the person is, these days must not be easy.
Perhaps, only in front of her, can he let himself relax, without a trace of vigilance, a trace of disguise.
Xue Lengyu couldn't sleep anymore, and lay down bored for a long time. Turning his head around, he saw the pile of idle books on the table, so he stretched out his arm to reach it, and reluctantly grabbed a copy in his hand, carefully turning through it at will without making a sound to pass the time. I don't know a lot of traditional Chinese characters, so I jump at a glance and ten lines.
This is a collection of stories that includes folk jokes, although it is inevitably jerky and difficult to understand, dry and boring, but Xue Lengyu still looked down patiently, and she could see a few paragraphs that made her smile, and her mood was much more relaxed, and when she saw it funny, she couldn't help but shake her shoulders and laugh out loud.
Remembering that Zhan Fengsong was still asleep, he hurriedly stretched out his hand to cover his mouth, and looked at him with a worried sideways face, but saw that pair of ** deep eyes were staring at him without blinking. I didn't feel sleepy anymore.
"Woke you up." Xue Lengyu said apologetically.
"I woke up on my own." Zhan Fengsong said with a smile: "Leng Yu, I really admire you, you can't recognize most of the words on a page, and you can read it so freely." ”
This is the case. Not sarcastic, but with a hint of a smile. Xue Lengyu doesn't know how to write, and he doesn't know much, so he already knows this Zhanfeng Song. I also kindly wanted to help her make up for a while, but she refused without hesitation.
Xue Lengyu rolled her eyes: "I still use literacy?" This kind of antique thing, you can guess what is written in the book. ”
As he spoke, he suddenly remembered that Zhan Fengsong had woken up, and hurriedly broke his arm that was still on his waist, wanting to get out of bed quickly.
The hand touched Zhan Fengsong's strong arm, not only did not **, but the waist was tight, the whole person was dragged back for a few points, the back was attached to his chest, the whole person was wrapped in a warm and thick embrace, and the huge pressure suddenly overwhelming.
"Zhan Feng Song, you are crazy!" Xue Lengyu was shocked and angry at this time, threw away the book, and broke the arm he held around his waist with both hands, but with all his strength, he couldn't move. I couldn't care about anything anymore, and my legs kicked back, but I felt like I was kicking him in the legs, like kicking on a stone.
Zhan Fengsong's sturdy body, which he has cultivated by fighting on the battlefield all year round, has a sturdiness and strength that Xue Lengyu can't imagine at all. Her indiscriminate scratching and kicking, in Zhanfeng Song, feels no different from massage. However, she kept moving in her arms, and the consequences were more serious.
"Don't move, let me hold you for a while." Zhan Fengsong pressed his chin to the smooth black hair on the top of Xue Lengyu's head, and tried to calm his voice: "I just want to hug you." Don't be afraid. ”
He always told her not to be afraid, but these behaviors, how could she not be afraid.
The low voice made Xue Lengyu's heart tighten, and he stopped all his movements in an instant, calm down, he must be calm, but don't stimulate him. She is already a little experienced, and she deeply understands that men can't stand teasing, even if they are actually struggling, but if they continue to fight hard, they will definitely have no chance of winning.
Zhan Fengsong's chest was close to Xue Lengyu's back, but his lower body was slightly arched his legs, separating the two of them a little distance, the desire came too fast, and his body inevitably changed, not wanting her to find out, adding to the panic. Holding this gentle body that he had been thinking about for many days, although he didn't want to delay pressing her under him for a moment, he didn't want to force their relationship to this point.
In that case, there is no going back. He didn't want to see only hate in Xue Lengyu's eyes. Even now, he knew her irritation. But he was unwilling to let go anyway.
Reluctant to leave, unwilling to hurt. He can only stay by her side like this, hoping that one day she will be able to see her love and have a heart for him.
Xue Lengyu didn't know Zhan Fengsong's entanglement and struggle at this time, and tried his best to suppress it. She was in a panic, just thinking about how things could turn out like this, and what would happen next. How far will his patience with himself go?
This disparity in physical strength made Xue Lengyu understand coldly in his heart that if he wanted to use strength, he would not even have the slightest room to resist. After this day...... She didn't want to hate him, and she didn't want to be unable to face the separation in the future. Even if he knew that he was forced, Shuli might endure all his anger and not say anything, but such an unbearable thing made the two how to get along.
Thinking about the relationship between himself and Shuli, although neither of them had his heart in their hearts, but the things in the outside world made them breathless one after another. It's just a short gathering of ten days, and this day is different, I don't know when I can gather, my heart is sour, my head is slightly lowered, and I can't bear to shed tears.
Zhan Fengsong hugged Xue Lengyu in his arms, felt his body tremble in his arms, and the back of his hand was hot, and he actually shed two big tears.
Zhan Fengsong's heart suddenly **, turned Xue Lengyu around, stretched out his finger and touched the corner of her eyes, there was a trace of panic on his face, and he lowered his head and said softly: "Why are you crying?" ”
There was also a face to ask her if she was crying like this, Xue Lengyu was aggrieved and sad, biting her lip and raising her eyes to look at the man in front of her, tears rolled straight in her eyes, with a thick nasal voice in her voice, she couldn't care so much, and said with a whining: "I want to be separated......"
Even though she knew that this might make Zhan Fengsong angry, she didn't want to hide what she was thinking. If you think about it, you think about it.
These words, like a knife, slowly slashed in Zhan Fengsong's heart, shedding the blood of the whole world. He knew that Xue Lengyu and Shu Li were in a very close relationship now, but a ** in his arms, crying, but because he wanted another man. I wanted to be angry, looking at Xue Lengyu's tearful eyes that I had never had, my heart was sour and unbearable, but I couldn't get angry.
This seemingly weak woman is in the burden of the family, in the misunderstanding and abuse of others. Under the pressure of being extremely busy, even if he was tired, he never cried. There was never even a trace of sadness. Even when life and death were unknown, she had never seen such a weak performance.
But now, he is crying in his arms. He was willing to force her, but he didn't want to let go.
Zhan Fengsong's fingers stagnated slightly, reached out to the back of her head, pressed her head against his chest tightly, and said gently but without hesitation: "I ...... Will treat you well. Someday, you won't think about him anymore. ”
"Are you crazy......" Xue Lengyu tugged at Zhan Fengsong's clothes, first crying mournfully, and then simply let go of his voice, the more he cried, the more unrestrained he became, and the louder he cried. These days, there is always a rush to my heart, and since I have started, I plan to cry happily. No matter what he does, the development of the situation is not something that he can reverse, he can't love what he wants to love, he can't keep what he wants to keep, and a sense of powerlessness comes to his heart, just thinking about venting it, regardless of what situation he is in now.
Zhan Fengsong's anger that could not be surged up disappeared in Xue Lengyu's cry, and he stretched out his palm and patted her back gently, letting her tears and snot rag on the placket of his clothes, not caring about it.
"Leng Yu ......" Zhan Feng's words shattered Xue Lengyu's hope gently but coldly: "As long as you don't leave me...... No matter what you do, I can tolerate ......"
Even if it was in his arms, thinking of another man, crying for him.
Xue Lengyu cried in his arms for a long time, and he was dripping with joy. It wasn't until she was tired of crying and slowly stopped that Zhan Fengsong gently pulled her away from her arms, wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes with her sleeves, patted her still twitching shoulders, and said softly: "Finished crying?" Be comfortable. ”
Xue Lengyu was indeed tired of crying, bit her lip and looked at Zhan Fengsong, and suddenly stretched out her hand to push him. Zhan Fengsong didn't have a ** clamp, she got out of her arms, quickly got off the ground, ran to the other side of the room and stood, and looked at him viciously.
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