In just a few seconds, Chen Yan felt the blood in his body gather on the top of his head, and the qi leaked to the soles of his feet, and his heart and lungs were out of breath and blood, and he couldn't breathe.

Chen Yan saw Hao Jiali for the first time.

Hao Jiali stood with her back to Chen Yan, and Hao Jiali was undecided about which carriage to sit in and where to sit in the carriage, because she had a problem with motion sickness, whether it was a car or a train, and relatively speaking, the car was more serious than the train.

As soon as Hao Jiali got into the car, she tried any anti-motion sickness methods, oral motion sickness, ear sticks and motion sickness tablets, smearing wind oil essence and ginger slices on the nostrils, and closing her eyes and lowering her head without looking out of the car window, etc., all of which didn't work, whether it was a short or long distance, she was dizzy and vomited. And the degree of fainting and vomiting causes the body to be like having a serious illness for a week, and it is not good to sleep and eat well.

The train symptoms are slightly milder, the body runs smoothly, not to mention, the main thing is not to stop every three or five times, and there will be no sudden braking from time to time, and then there is to open the window and be blown by the wind, no matter looking out of the window or in the distance, it will not be as if the car is confused by the physical phenomenon of the reference object---- that is, the car is moving forward, and the person is going backwards.

Hao Jiali heard her classmates say that motion sickness is not the pungent smell of gasoline in motion sickness, nor is it the shock and bump when driving with motion sickness, motion sickness is actually first to dizzy your eyes, then to dizzy your stomach, then to vomit, as long as you get in the car, your eyes will not get motion sickness when the car is moving.

But Hao Jiali still didn't work after experiencing it herself, asking her to take the car was tantamount to her life, and her only choice was to take the train.

Hao Jiali is on this train for the third time.

Since her younger brother Hao Jiaming was admitted to the county No. 1 middle school, a key high school, Hao Jiali has to send rice from home to No. 1 Middle School every month to exchange school tickets for her younger brother Hao Jiaming.

His younger brother Hao Jiaming has been in his first year of high school for three months.

Hao Jiali also carried dozens of catties of rice on one end with a flat shoulder, and pickled sour radishes, capers, beans, tofu milk, chopped chili peppers, and dried sweet potato slices in a fishing net bag with her mother Chen Feng on the other hand and sent them to school for her younger brother Hao Jiaming for three months.

Hao Jiaming is the only hope for the family, and his mother Chen Feng always boasts to his neighbors about how his son is competitive and promising, and he will definitely be admitted to a key university in the future, and Hao Jiali understands that entering the county key high school can be said to be a two-legged step into the university's school gate, but the remaining other leg is still outside the door.

The younger brother has just entered the first year of high school, and it is too early for his mother to start boasting about Haikou like this, and his younger brother Hao Jiaming has just entered the school, and he has not taken an exam in the first year of high school, and it is unknown whether the results are good or bad, Hao Jiali feels that her mother is too excited.

Hao Jiali reminded her mother several times, telling her mother not to lobby around, lest her younger brother Hao Jiaming fall into a laughing stock if he fails the college entrance examination in the future, but Chen Feng counted Hao Jiali and said: "You can't see me happy, your father has passed away for four or five years, do you think I have ever been happy?" Now that there is such a happy event at home, I am happy that you will not be able to see it well, Ao! Could it be that I should live a sad life every day, and you will be comfortable? I'm telling you, I can't do it, your dead ghost father treated me badly when he was alive, and he left your sisters to feed me early, I'm tired to death, and now I finally hope that your brother has a little bit of talent, of course I'm happy, because as long as your brother is admitted to college and gets a good job after graduating from college, he can support this family, and I can enjoy the blessings then. ”

"My brother is supporting this family, am I not supporting this family now?" Hao Jiali retorted to her mother.

Hao Jiali was cold about her mother's partiality, she was also a key junior high school graduate, so she had to work to make money to support her family and make money for her younger brother to go to school.

"Am I not supporting this family? My Hao Jiali's sacrifice is also a big one. ”

Hao Jiali often mentioned to her mother, and in addition to paying for her younger brother's tuition, Hao Jiali also has a father in her hometown who has been hiding from the unit since her father's death, and Hao Jiali has to bear the tuition and living expenses of her younger sister.

Chen Feng can't afford it, she only has a salary of thirty yuan a month, her salary is only enough for her to spend alone, and Chen Feng has skin diseases, Chen Feng's neck and back have ringworm like the size of copper coins with tooth marks, these ringworms have to scratch and scratch the bleeding to stop itching, Chen Feng takes Chinese medicine every month, and the money for Western medicine to treat skin diseases is untouchable, Chen Feng's money for treatment of diseases is not enough, and he has to paste it from Hao Jiali's salary, Hao Jiali's salary is equivalent to bearing the expenses of the entire family.

After Hao Jiali's father Hao Guang died of a work injury, Hao Guang's unit took care of Chen Feng as a cleaner in the unit according to national policies, and Chen Feng was not considered a regular employee, so his salary was only one-tenth of Hao Jiali's.

This has always been Chen Feng's heart disease, she is always jealous that her husband's work index has been replaced by Hao Jiali, which makes her have a low salary, poor benefits, and no pension, because she is not a regular employee of the unit.

In short, everything Hao Jiali's father has given Hao Jiali everything.

Every time Chen Feng heard Hao Jiali's rebuttal, he said violently: "You have supported this family, shouldn't you support this family?" If you don't want to be responsible, you will propose to the unit and give me your father's vacancy. ”

How can her husband's work be replaced by Chen Feng's words, Chen Feng remembers it all the time in vain.

Hao Jiali's work is an index approved by the Logistics Department of the Guangzhou Military Region, and the unit to which Hao Jiali's father works is under the control of the Logistics Department of the Guangzhou Military Region, and the roster of all workers is drawn up by the Logistics Department, and every worker has a file, and every file is compiled in accordance with the state's recruitment requirements.

Hao Jiali is the last regular employee of this unit, and the youngest regular employee. She has just turned nineteen years old, and Hao Jiali's height has just grown enough to be one meter six, because of the heavy burden on the family, in addition to three full meals, the family has almost no money to buy fish and meat to meet the nutrients needed by Hao Jiali's growing body.