Chapter 149: The Price Behind Pitiful
Xia Ning looked at the person who came Jiang Zhen, and stood up excitedly, of course, this excitement was not happy or happy and other good emotions, but surprise and annoyance.
She thought that she had said it very clearly last time, but she didn't expect him to be so stubborn, Xia Ning's mind turned, thinking of Fang Yi's strange behavior before, she looked at Jiang Zhen with an atmosphere, she thought that after he knew those things, he would figure out some things, but she didn't expect him to use this kind of indiscriminate deception to let her come, she wanted to see what else he could say.
"I didn't expect it, in addition to kidnapping, you Jiang Zhen are also very skilled in deceiving people!" Xia Ning sneered.
Jiang Zhen looked at Xia Ning puzzled, deceiving people? What did he lie to her? Jiang Zhen had no idea.
"I thought you had something to say to me, so you would let me come!" Jiang Zhen forced himself to ignore Xia Ning's cold expression and sharp words, because every expression of hers could make his heart ache fiercely for a long time.
"I called you? You're confused, I thought I made it clear last time, and I don't have anything to tell you anymore. Xia Ning turned around.
Jiang Zhen didn't understand even more, he took out his mobile phone, flipped out the text message, and then said to Xia Ning: "Didn't you send this?" ”
Xia Ning turned her head and glanced at the content of the text message in Jiang Zhen's text box, the mobile phone number on it was indeed hers, but she really no one had sent him a text message, what was going on?
"I haven't sent you a message, I didn't send this." Xia Ning said.
"Isn't that you?" Jiang Zhen said with a little disappointment.
What she didn't know was that when Jiang Zhen received the text message, she had a small hope in her heart, maybe their relationship had improved, she had never taken the initiative to contact him since she returned to Linhai, so he was happy in his heart, she was willing to see him, which was already a great gift to him.
However, she said now that she had not sent a text message, and the anticipation in his heart was like a flame that was extinguished in an instant.
Fang Yi, who was next door, heard the conversation between the two of them and thought: It's over, these two people are smart, they must be able to guess that it is themselves at once, it's troublesome.
But thinking about it, the content of the conversation between them seemed to be that there was no drama between the two of them, Fang Yi's heart sank, "Is this a relationship that has been severed?" ”
Fang Yi continued to observe the movements of the two people.
Xia Ning thought for a while, then took out her mobile phone and said to Jiang Zhen: "You sent this?" ”
Jiang Zhen nodded.
No wonder, Xia Ning felt that this number was so familiar, it turned out to be his, but he was surprised that he still felt that this number was familiar, four years, it seems that some things have taken root in his mind, even if he can't remember it for a while, but he hasn't forgotten it, just like a person.
Xia Ning thought about it again, Fang Yi came to borrow her mobile phone at noon today, as well as her strange question today, and tonight's dinner, what she said to make her arrive on time, it turned out that she did it.
This little girl, what does she want to do?
Thinking of this, Xia Ning said to Jiang Zhen: "Tonight is a misunderstanding, it was arranged by someone else, I have to take a step in advance." ”
With that, Xia Ning and Jiang Zhen passed by and walked towards the gate.
Fang Yi next door was in a hurry, his head was about to stick out like a giraffe, and he almost shouted.
At this time, Jiang Zhen took Xia Ning's arm away and said, "Since you're here, can you stay with me for a while?" ”
Xia Ning firmly refused: "We don't have anything to do with each other anymore, I'm sorry, I don't have that time." ”
He also tried hard to shake off Jiang Zhen's hand, but Jiang Zhen finally waited for this opportunity, how could he give up so easily, he pulled Xia Ning back with force, and then asked her to sit down.
Xia Ning wanted to resist, but he couldn't move because he pressed his shoulders with both hands, and said angrily: "What do you want to do?" Intern me? ”
"No, I just want to talk to you, if you don't accompany me, I have the time to grind with you until you agree."
"You threaten me?"
"If a threat can make you sit here, you should take it as a threat!"
It's so hard to talk to her face to face now, do you have to let him use this method of embarrassing each other every time? Jiang Zhen had an indescribable bitterness in his heart.
"Are you so interesting? Can one or two conversations change anything? I'm telling you, you can't change anything, you just make me more disgusted, more disgusted! Xia Ning said angrily.
"You said you hated me four years ago, but I know you don't really hate me, you just have a shadow in your heart." Jiang Zhen slowly let go of Xia Ning, and then sat opposite her and said leisurely.
"Hehe......" Xia Ning sneered.
Then he continued: "You also know that you were four years ago, and there may have been a reason before, not against you. But isn't all this happening now enough to make me really hate you? ”
"Yes, I know, in the past four years, I have thought about a lot of things, yours, my family, other people's, I just found out that I just said I love you, but I didn't use my actions to prove it, one thing after another happened, and the gap between us became bigger and bigger, and I was still indulged in the love I gave you, I didn't know it, I didn't really think about you." Jiang Zhen said with a helpless smile.
Xia Ning didn't speak, should she say anything? Do you want to go through those painful chapters again?
"Ning Ning, I know that I have done a lot of wrong things, you should blame me and hate me, I will not defend myself, but everything you suffer should be borne by me, not you alone, I hope to share everything for you." Jiang Zhen looked at Xia Ning eagerly, and the gaze in his eyes was very sincere.
Xia Ning still didn't speak, let alone look at Jiang Zhen, a person who has experienced something and a bystander, the topic of conversation is never on the same channel, and the pain and emotion of understanding are not on the equal line, in this way, they will never understand the other party's thoughts and thoughts.
Just as Jiang Zhen spoke again, Xia Ning said: "Jiang Zhen, you still don't understand, it's been four years, those things that have happened to me, I only need to do one thing, and that is to forget, you said that you want to help me share, but have you ever thought about your sharing, just let me relive everything again, don't you think you are cruel?" For me now, it's not about chasing those past things, but about living the future, if the past things don't give me happiness and only pain, do you think I will want to go to another person to uncover those painful memories like watching a movie?
I tell you, no! And you know what? Every time I see you, I feel very painful, it is you who remind me all the time, it is you who remind me that everything has happened, it is you, you remind me that a life is gone from me forever, you tell me, how do you let me face it, let me stay up and accept it? If that's the case, you're really scarier than the devil! Xia Ning finished all her grievances and vents in one breath.
Is that so? Is she the last thing she wants to face? Is that so? Seeing herself, is there only those pains in her heart? What about those things!
"Isn't there anything between us that is worth remembering?" Jiang Zhen said bitterly.
Xia Ning stood up and said slowly: "Maybe there is, but it's almost grinded." ”
"That's it, that's it!" Jiang Zhen muttered.
"I made it very clear this time, I hope you don't come to disturb my life!"
After speaking, Xia Ning left, and Jiang Zhen did not stop him.
He looked at Xia Ning's back, maybe this time he was the last chance, right!
After Xia Ning left, Fang Yi came out from next door, Xia Ning's words gave her a great shock, she thought it was just a simple misunderstanding, but she still heard different facts between the lines.
Have they ever had a life? It turned out to be gone!
Fang Yi looked at Xia Ning, who usually talked and laughed with herself, and felt bad in her heart, how much courage she mustered up to come out of that fact.
Fang Yi walked up to Jiang Zhen and said, "I'm sorry, I did something wrong this time." ”
"It's none of your business, it's because I've always been too selfish, never sympathetic to her feelings, ignoring her feelings, and neglecting what she wants most, I'm still self-righteous." Jiang Zhen looked up at the ceiling and said.
"Actually, I should thank you, otherwise I will always be so whimsical, I think I just need to give him love, but I didn't expect to be stupid and pitiful!" Jiang Zhen continued.
In the past, Fang Yi liked to call Jiang Zhen "Colonel Jiang", but I don't know when it has been changed to Jiang Zhen.
Perhaps he used to think that he was the kind of high-ranking officer who contributed to the country and the people, and that kind of unattainable existence. But when he married Xia Ning, she slowly felt that in fact, he was just an ordinary person, a flesh-and-blood soldier, a depressed man for love, crying for love, W put on the lowest posture for love, and now it is so real.
Ning Ning, didn't she feel it?
Next.
Fang Yi came to Xia Ning with mixed feelings to "take the blame".
"What? Have you been a matchmaker lately? Xia Ning teased.
"No, I just saw that he was a little pitiful and wanted you to talk." Fang Yi whispered.
"Pathetic? Hehe, do you want to know what pity is exchanged for? Xia Ning said leisurely.
"I know, this time I was wrong, I know you've experienced a lot of bad things, you don't need to say it anymore, I'm easy to cry, if you're not afraid."
Xia Ning glared at her and threatened, "I'll forgive you this time, and you'll be finished next time." ”
Fang Yi stepped forward with a sense of feeling, pulled Xia Ning's arm and said coquettishly: "Ning Ning is the best, I love you to death." ”
Xia Ning couldn't stand her numbness, and patted her arm gently.
At this time, "I have no objection to working in tandem during work, but I control the time by myself." ”
Huo Tingge's emotionless voice sounded from outside Xia Ning's office.
As soon as he made a sound, the frightened Fang Yi hurriedly let go of Xia Ning, and then immediately lowered his head and walked outside.
walked up to Huo Tingge and shouted softly: "Boss! ”
Then the seconds were gone.
Xia Ning was happy to watch, it turned out that she was afraid!
Xia Ning said to Huo Tingge: "Mr. Huo, not next time." ”
"I'll be back to Seattle in the next few days!" Huo Tingge didn't answer her, but said something else.
"Why?" Xia Ning asked.