Chapter 283: Heart Disease
Liang Yan couldn't see anything wrong except for the slightly frowning brows on her face.
In fact, the irritability and anxiety in her heart had overwhelmed her.
When Li Xuanyi came back at dusk and walked with her in the Qingning Palace, she couldn't hear what he said several times.
Her absent-minded appearance made Li Xuan extremely worried.
But he asked her what was wrong, but she couldn't speak.
Until the night, he accompanied her to sleep.
Yu took her hand under the quilt and gently placed it on top of his dragon root.
The scorching heat of the dragon root made Liang Yan immediately retract her hand and glared at Li Xuanyi.
Li Xuanyi looked back at her with deep eyes, "Grandma, you have something on your mind." ”
Liang Yan was silent and did not speak.
Li Xuanyi looked at her deeply, "Auntie, since when did you start when you had something on your mind but didn't want to confide in me?" ”
There was a slight hint of injury in his voice.
Liang Yan's heart froze, and she slowly shook her head, "No ......"
Li Xuanyi sighed lightly, "You are pregnant now, the most important thing is to take good care of the fetus and maintain a good mood." Didn't you say that a mother's happy mood is the best prenatal education for children? ”
Liang Yan nodded slowly, turned over slightly, and turned her back to Li Xuanyi.
Li Xuanyi's good-looking brows frowned slightly, "Grandma......"
"Sleep." Liang Yan sighed.
Li Xuanyi closed his eyes helplessly.
She didn't want to say it, although he was anxious, he couldn't help it.
Li Xuanyi was in a daze and was about to fall asleep.
Liang Yan suddenly turned around, looked at him and whispered, "Xuanyi, do you want to cure your illness?" ”
Li Xuanyi replied vaguely: "Huh? ”
Liang Yan sat up straight very solemnly, shaking him who had already fallen into a half-falling asleep, "It's the rejection and allergy to the woman next to you, do you want to cure it?" ”
Li Xuanyi was shaken by her a few times, and then gradually woke up from the chaos of being half asleep, frowned slightly, and looked at her sitting on the bed, "What do you say?" ”
"If there is a way to cure it, do you want to cure it? After all, it is a disease, after all, it is different from ordinary people, if you have the opportunity to become like ordinary people, are you willing to be cured? "In the dormitory, where only one lantern is lit, there are many shadows.
Li Xuanyi also sat up, raised his hand and gently hugged her shoulder, "Auntie, did someone else say something to you?" Did you hear the wind? Why do you suddenly ask that? ”
Liang Yan shook her head, "Don't ask anything else, tell me, do you want to cure this disease?" What if it could be cured? ”
Li Xuanyi's eyes are like the deep night sky, he can't see the bottom, he can't see the waves, "Grandma, I'm very serious and solemn to tell you." If I hadn't met you, if I hadn't fallen in love with you, perhaps, I would have hoped that such a disease would have been cured. Being able to make me like ordinary people, because of my identity, to have more women around me is sometimes a necessary political tool. But because of you, I can't tolerate anyone else except you in my heart. So I don't want to heal, I don't want you to worry, and I don't want to give myself that opportunity. ”
Liang Yan looked at him in a daze, as if she was recalling his words, and seemed to be just bewitched by his solemn look.
"It's not just a physical reaction, it's not just a rash and an unbearable itch. From the bottom of my heart, I reject the woman next to me. There used to be only you, but now in addition to you and Ning Xin'er, I hate the woman next to me from the bottom of my heart, what can I do if I am cured? There will be no rash on the body, and the same disgust in the heart, what is the difference between treatment and incurability? Li Xuanyi was like Zhong Chi's voice, echoing in Liang Yan's ears, over and over again.
Liang Yan lowered her eyes, what she could see was the rash on his body, and his itching was unbearable.
Where she couldn't see, was the rejection in his heart, his unique loyalty from the bottom of his heart?
She rubbed her palm gently.
What if this feeling of disgust and rejection also ceases to exist as the rash disappears? Or is this just a sick psychology? What if this kind of psychology could also be cured with superficial phenomena...... Maybe it's possible. Liang Yan looked up at Li Xuanyi, "Can you tell me the details of the year?" Hmm, let me think about why you don't reject me? Is it because I saved you on the hill behind the ruined temple......"
I don't know if it was because of the night, or if Liang Yan's words made him unhappy, I saw Li Xuanyi's face turn cold.
"Grandma, don't think too much, okay?"
"No, it's not that I don't believe you, I just want to heal you, let me try, right? Can you tell me the details of that year? Maybe I can find a cure from the details of the year, maybe I can find the servant girl who calculated you back then, and let you do CPR for you in an unconscious state? Didn't you say at the beginning, let me cure this disease for you, if it is a disease, you will have to cure it! Liang Yan repeated with some nervousness.
Li Xuanyi pursed his thin lips and didn't speak for a long time.
Is it a pregnant woman who is emotionally unstable? Or did she drill the tip of the horns? She herself was aware of her own emotional problems.
But there seems to be a mess in my heart, and the more I want to untie it, the more entangled it is, and I can't figure it out.
"She drugged your meal, and then what? You have a reaction, what happens after that? She lied to you...... Have you ever had with her? Liang Yan frowned, clenched her fingers, and asked.
Her nails pinched her fingers involuntarily, as if she didn't feel pain.
Li Xuanyi has been looking at her deeply, words of comfort, words of explanation, and even words of deep affection, he has said everything he can say, Liang Yan, who has always been understanding, Liang Yan, who has always been close to him, what is wrong at this moment?
"No, nothing happened. Me and her, nothing happened. Li Xuanyi said lightly.
His cold voice, in such a quiet palace, faintly revealed the taste of loneliness.
"No...... If not...... Then you ...... later."
"I solved it myself, with my hands. And soaked in cold water from head to toe for a long time. Grandma, I said, I don't want to mention this matter again, this is the last time you ask, and you won't ask again in the future, okay? ”
Liang Yan looked at Li Xuanyi, watching him open and close his mouth, as if she didn't understand what he was saying.
In the middle of the night, in the quiet dormitory, it seemed that only the sound of the two of them breathing each other could be heard.
When Li Xuanyi thought that this matter was finally turned and he could lie down and sleep.
Liang Yan asked in a low voice and cautiously, "Since nothing happened to you and her...... Then, it can be determined that the cause of your illness must be psychological, if you can let her come once...... in front of you...... Perhaps, you will be able to recover? ”
Li Xuanyi frowned and looked at Liang Yan, and his breathing became heavy.
He was angry, really angry.
Liang Yan felt it, her face showed uneasiness, and she raised her hand on her towering belly, "I'm sorry...... I'm not trying to rehash it, I'm just ...... I want to heal you. ”
"No, I don't. I don't think there's anything wrong with being like this now, and I don't think I'm sick! Doctor Liang still saves some thoughts! After Li Xuanyi finished speaking in a cold voice, he got up from the bed, "You have a good rest." I'm ...... tonight Go to the Zichen Hall to rest. ”
After saying that, he really put on his clothes and left Qingning Palace.
Liang Yan sat on the bed in a daze.
watched his long figure go away step by step.
First ...... For the first time since she had married him, he left her alone, left her, and turned away.
Liang Yan raised her hand to hold her face.
What's wrong with her? What's going on?
She gasped lightly, as if someone had grabbed a piece of flesh in her heart, and she twitched in pain.
Is this the legendary "If you don't die, you won't die"?
Li Xuanyi herself is willing to be sick, it's not that she refuses to heal him? If he is willing, why is he not doing with this old nose? He was still angry with him.
Liang Yan, are you a pig?
Or is it that because of pregnancy, the IQ has dropped to a negative number?
Liang Yan put down her hand, slammed the bed, turned over and lay down, and pulled the thin quilt over her body.
He exhaled angrily and closed his eyes, but he couldn't sleep.
When did she fall asleep, she didn't know for sure, but it was almost dawn.
When the morning drum sounded, Liang Yan turned over and covered her ears with her hands. After being tortured by herself all night last night, she has no energy to get out of bed at all now.
She didn't know that there was also a big event in the Xuanzheng Hall today.
It was the time of the pilgrimage.
Li Xuanyi sat high on the throne.
His face was very bad, and he was so dark that he was about to drip ink.
The ministers in the palace, even if they are not good at observing words and feelings, it is not difficult to see the clues.
Everyone was cautious, and they didn't even dare to come out. I am afraid that I will become cannon fodder under the wrath of the saint.
The trivial things of the ministers were swallowed back into their stomachs, and no one started to play.
Only then did Li Xuanyi speak coldly: "All Aiqing have nothing to do?" I have one thing to tell you. ”
The ministers bowed down one after another, listening to the Holy Lord's commands.
Li Xuanyi sneered, "Originally, it wasn't a big deal, but it was just my private matter, but I looked at it, and everyone Aiqing was very concerned." I'm more worried than I am. Today, I brought it to the court meeting and said, if you have any thoughts, it is better to rest your hearts, and then let me see you worrying blindly...... In the land of Nanyi, there is still a shortage of coolies, so if you like to worry about it, you might as well go to the wasteland to mine! ”
Everyone listened to the Holy Lord's tone very badly, and the timid minister was already sweating on his head, for fear that the Holy Lord's anger would have something to do with him.
Li Xuanyi's gaze swept around the hall, and said lightly: "I have concluded that it must be one of you who is talking nonsense in front of the queen, right?" I can't get the attention of my harem from here, so I spend my mind on the queen? You guys really figured it out! The queen is now pregnant, which has affected the queen's mood, can you afford this responsibility? The queen is virtuous and gentle, intelligent and open-minded, and has been in the disaster of the Jiangdong plague, not afraid of life and death, saving the people, controlling the plague, and Jiangdong, and the people of the Great Zhou Dynasty have a high reputation. When the Tubo Hui invaded the two states of Jingyuan and tried in vain to get involved in the border of the Great Zhou Dynasty, the queen, as a woman, was not afraid of the border melee and went alone, and contributed to the final victory of the army, and was praised in the army. I have this wife, this life is enough! From now on, if anyone dares to mention that I should fill the harem - behead me directly! ”