Chapter 139: Life Renewal (1)

Shen Ming's hand wrapped around my shoulder and gently patted my back.

"I had a nightmare...... I opened my mouth for a long time to find my voice.

"What nightmare? Would it make you so scared? Shen Ming chuckled, he had never had a nightmare.

Nightmare...... I struggled to recall the scene from my dream.

Unlike any previous dream, I don't remember my past dream when I wake up, and I can't remember why I'm afraid.

But the scene in the dream just now is like a real thing, every detail is clearly engraved in my mind, and the faces of every person in it are detailed to the pores.

"I dreamed of my grandmother......" I slowly closed my eyes and relived the nightmare.

Shen Ming raised his eyebrows, waiting for me to continue.

"I'm sure she's my grandmother, but I don't know her anymore......" I frowned.

"You know she's your grandmother, why don't you say you don't know her?" Shen Ming was confused.

"I dreamed that she was still alive, and it wasn't alive, because her movements were very stiff, but she could move. She was wearing the same clothes she wore when she was buried a few years ago, walking through the streets of S City, and I saw her and quietly followed her...... She doesn't seem to be walking aimlessly, she doesn't move when she walks to the path of liberation. I waited quietly, and I guessed it was late at night, as there were hardly any cars on the road. Suddenly, a taxi stopped on Jiefang Road, I looked back, and there was a row of residential buildings next to Jiefang Road...... "I took a deep breath, and my body trembled uncontrollably.

Shen Ming increased his strength to hold me, "If you don't want to remember, don't think about it." ”

"No, I always feel that this matter is very important to me......" I looked at Shen Ming pleadingly.

Shen Ming dropped a kiss on my forehead.

When I came to my senses, I continued, "A young man got out of the taxi, wearing pants and whistling, standing outside the taxi to count the money for the master...... Grandma suddenly sprang out from behind the tree, bit him on the neck, and put her other hand through his chest, grabbing out a whole heart, and the heart beat twice when it was in her hand. The taxi driver was stunned on the spot, and he didn't care what the fare. Shouting 'Murder' in his mouth, he stepped on the accelerator and galloped away. My grandmother found out about my existence and turned her head to chase me, but I couldn't run away, maybe I didn't want to run at all. For my grandmother, I feel guilty. She threw me to the ground and bit me on the neck...... After that, I woke up......"

After I said it, it was a lot easier.

Shen Ming frowned and pondered, holding my face and looking up and down a few times, "Where is the wound that bit you?" ”

I wondered, could the injuries in my dreams become a reality?

I pointed to the back of my neck on the right, next to my ear.

Shen Ming pulled my body and let me lie on his lap, pulling away the long hair hanging on my shoulder, I felt itchy, kept twisting around, Shen Ming patted my buttocks, "Don't move, look alone." ”

I immediately quieted down a lot.

After reading it, Shen Ming put down his raised hair.

I asked curiously, "Anything is there?" ”

Shen Ming chuckled, "You're probably dreaming and dreaming, and you don't ...... anything."

"Really?" I muttered, reaching out and touching the back of my neck, my skin was smooth and flat, and it really looked like nothing......

When my grandmother pounced on me, her eyes were full of murder.

Why do you have such dreams...... Does this dream have anything to do with Grandma's corpse?

……

Shen Ming put his arms around me, and I fell asleep again, until the afterglow of the setting sun shone in through the slightly open curtain, and I woke up in a daze.

Reaching for my phone at the bedside, five o'clock in the afternoon.

His head was still a little heavy, but his stomach was hungry, so he hurried downstairs, Uncle Zheng had already prepared a large table of dishes and put them on the table.

After yesterday's incident, Uncle Zheng was not embarrassed at all, and treated me as usual, since he was like this, it was not good for me to deliberately draw a line with him.

However, Uncle Zheng's food was really delicious, and after comforting my hungry stomach, I went back to sleep.

I closed my eyes and fell into a deep sleep......

I opened my eyes suddenly, and the gray ceiling was still in front of me, and the window had already revealed the white of the fish's belly, and in the empty room, I was the only one lying quietly like a dead body, with tears on my face and sweat.

On the bedside table on the side, the mobile phone screen was bright, and the ringtone kept ringing.

It's the same dream again.

I sat up and rubbed the back of my neck first, it was still smooth and delicate, but why was the bite so clear......

wiped away his tears, grabbed his phone, didn't even look at the caller ID, and his voice was a little hoarse, "Hey? ”

The other side was stunned for a few seconds, and said with some uncertainty, "Qingqing......"

"Su Han?"

"I'm scared to death, I watched the news yesterday, and I was thinking if you were okay, and I called you several times, but fortunately you're okay......"

I got up and opened the tightly curtained curtains, and the golden light poured into the room to welcome the new day, "What news?" ”

"Didn't you medical university students go to Pingma Village for quality development this time? It turned out that they were a gang of abductors and traffickers, and I heard that several girls in your school had been killed, and I was worried about you, so I called to ask. ”

I sat on my knees and found a comfortable position, "I'm fine...... But you, didn't you say going abroad? ”

"Don't mention it, remember the last time I asked you to go to the bar to find me, and then I met a handsome guy in the 'Time Corridor'?" Su Han's voice fell, hiding an unspeakable sadness.

"Hmm." I nodded cooperatively, even though she couldn't see.

"The man has depression...... I broke up with him two days ago and went abroad to get together and disperse. But I didn't expect him to commit suicide...... His family is quite rich, and he is an only son, in fact, he had already attempted suicide many times before he met me, which is what everyone expected.

His family didn't embarrass me too much, but the police in S City kept pulling me to ask questions, if it weren't for my parents, I would still be in the police station. ”

Su Han complained, but she could hear a hint of her snickering joy in her tone, maybe she never really wanted to leave the city where she had lived for a long time and go to a foreign country.

...... "We were silent for a moment, and I didn't know how to comfort her.

"Qingqing, I don't plan to go abroad. I'm going to face my heart squarely, it's not my fault that I like Ambo, and his death isn't the fault of any of us. I shouldn't have run away from me as soon as something happens, because if I do, apologies and sorrows will grow wild in my heart, and it will be futile to flee wherever I go. ”

I chuckled, at least Su Han thought about it, "The freedom of the heart is the real freedom." ”

"Come on, you can be regarded as immortal, come out for a drink and make up for the wine you didn't drink last time." Su Han warmly invited me.

It's really a big disaster, Pingma Village even has a nest, it should be celebrated, I agreed.

Since Lian Xu was admitted to a psychiatric hospital, the "Gathering and Dispersing" bar has been abandoned for a long time.

I met her at 7 p.m.

How to deal with the affairs of Pingma Village is not in my consideration.

I changed my clothes and went downstairs, but it was raining lightly outside, and it was still a sunny day.

I looked out the door, and Shen Hua walked slowly towards the door in the rain, holding a black cloth bag in his hand.

The rain wet his hair, eyebrows and eyes, a simple white shirt and black trousers, one hand in his trouser pocket, Sven and handsome greeted Uncle Zheng.

When Uncle Zheng brought him in, he turned his head to look at me and walked straight towards me.

I held my chin in one hand and watched him approach.

He placed the cloth bag on the table softly, and I glanced down at him, looking at him suspiciously.

His expensive clothes were wet with rain, but the black cloth bag showed no trace of rain.

It was as if he was showing off his most beloved treasure, and the black cloth bag was unveiled little by little.

It is a delicate peachwood sword, a high-quality peachwood, one-third smaller in size than he is used to, suitable for girls," I promised Ah He before, saying that I would give her a peachwood sword. When I came back in the past two days, I was thinking about making the best gift for her. This peach wood is a thousand-year-old peach tree that I treasured before. His hand caressed the blade of the sword, and it was carved with large peach blossoms, realistic and gorgeous.

I suppressed the smile on my face and stared at his scarred hands, he noticed my gaze and put his hands behind his back, "I'm sorry for Ah He." ”

I stood up, looked him in the eye, and slowly approached him, "Ah He passed away, no one expected that in that environment, each of us would give our lives to God. Heaven wants people to die, and people have to die. ”

I sighed deeply, "If you pile up all Ah He's death on your own, then I will tell you that the person who really killed Ah He is me, not you." ”

Shen Hua looked up in surprise, "Qingqing, don't talk about yourself like that." ”

"How am I? You're not allowed to say it, so you can abuse your own body as you like? If Ah He saw it, would she want you to do this? I grabbed the hand he was hiding behind his back, and his fingers were scratched countless times by the knife, so you can imagine how anxious he was when he was making the peachwood sword.

Shen Hua tightened his palms and didn't let me continue to look at them, lowering his head, not knowing what he was thinking.

I know he didn't listen to me.

In the past, I always thought that Shen Hua was a very free and easy person, but there are no absolutes in the world.

"Drinking?" I smiled at him.

He nodded slowly, but still held the peachwood sword in his arms, his eyes were stunned, "When the time comes, you help me burn the sword in front of her grave, I don't have the face to see her." ”

I looked at him blankly, with an indescribable grief, and suddenly grabbed my chest, as if uncontrollable, choked, "Shen Hua, promise me, after drinking this glass of wine, you will come out of this emotion." Life is in the world, and you know how to shake hands with life. ”