My mind was a bit chaotic because of what had happened before, and I didn't know what I was thinking until now. I packed my schoolbag haphazardly, and it wasn't until I heard Yang Mumu shouting Li Yaowen and Xu Haoran at the door that I came back to my senses.

I heard Li Yaowen say yes to him, and quickly packed his schoolbag and walked behind me. And at that moment, I felt my whole heartbeat pause, and my breathing also stopped consciously. It wasn't until Li Yaowen followed Yang Mumu and them that all the people in the class were almost gone...... It took a long time for my heart rate and breathing to return to normal.

Now there is no one in the class except for a few students who have been designated to stay. Seeing this, I quickly packed my schoolbag and ran to the parking shed.

But on the way home, I couldn't help but think about the race. Why did Li Yaowen stretch out his hand at that time? And his amplitude is very insignificant, is there really any point? Or, it's just that I'm overthinking myself. How humiliating it would be if he didn't want to express anything at all, and I was thinking about it all on my own.

When I got home, my dad had already cooked the meal, and he was coming out of the pot house with porridge when I pushed the cart into the house. I was angry when I saw him, and I was so angry when I thought of the quarrel I had with him last night.

After I parked the car, I thought that I would not eat yet, but he told me to go to the pot house and bring the fried vegetables.

"I scrambles a plate of chili eggs for you, and the cats raised at the east entrance of this house keep coming here, so you don't want to eat them!" Dad said. When I heard this, I thought to myself, just your scrambled chili eggs are spicy to death, and you are afraid of cats eating them? Which cat can't think so.

Although I thought so in my heart, I didn't say anything. I went to the pot house and served the food, so I glanced at it by the way. The plate was full of chili peppers, and there were no eggs to be found. I'm really worried about whether he put the eggs or not.

When the food was served, I sat down at the table and ate a piece of bread without a sound. When my dad saw this, he asked me to eat eggs, and when I heard him say this, I looked up at him irritably. Asked, "Where did the eggs come from?" Why didn't I see it? ”

"You're blind, aren't these all eggs!" When my dad heard me say this, he took his chopsticks and put them under the plate. There were some broken egg particles underneath, but all of them were broken, and none of them were whole. I only heard him say again, "I beat two eggs in it, how can there be no eggs, it's just a little broken!" ”

"You're going to crack two eggs on such a big plate of chili peppers?" My airway.

"How many do you want to fight? Hit ten? Have you eaten it? "My dad glared at me. I also glared back unceremoniously, and retorted, "Then you hit ten, I can eat ten, and if I can't eat it, I can eat it to death!" ”

When my dad heard me say this, he opened his eyes and hated, "My heart is all for you!" ”

I was so angry with him that I snorted and didn't want to talk to him anymore. After eating in three or two, he ran to the back of the house.

Anyway, I don't understand his thoughts, and I can't understand them. The same, for him. He didn't understand what I was thinking. He thinks everything he did was right, and I was a rebel in his eyes, an incorrect being.

Although I sometimes try to understand his thoughts, he always gives me a head-on blow before I can take that step. I can't understand it if I want to, and as for him, I think he might try to understand me. But in the end, for various reasons, it was not possible.

I was standing at the back of my house for a while when I heard the sound of someone coming towards the back of my house. Then I heard the voice say, "What are you doing at the back of your house at night?" Didn't eat enough and drank the wind? ”

"What do you care about me, can't I go to the toilet with a stomachache?" I said impatiently, turned around and left. Then I heard the voice behind me and said, "It's just fucking all day long, there are so many ghost stories!" ”

I didn't bother to reply to him, so I plugged the door when I entered the house, turned off the light, climbed into bed and fell asleep. But it wasn't long before my dad's voice sounded in front of my window again.

"Paralyzed, what time is it, are you sleeping? You don't write your homework? ”

"Our whole school is a sports day today, where is the homework?" I sat up jerked up and yelled out the window.

"You don't know how to read without homework?" People outside yelled at me, too. I was angry and didn't want to think about it, so I replied to him, "I don't want to see it, do you care?" ”

This can be regarded as irritating the people outside the window, only to listen to the voice outside hatefully, "You bear girl, I think you have itchy skin!" If you don't take a beating, you're uncomfortable, right? Then I heard the sound of footsteps leaving, and a few moments later, there was a knock on the door. What are you doing in the door? Open the door! ”

I ignored him, I felt uncomfortable and angry, and tears flowed down unconsciously. But the people outside didn't care about it, and they were still shouting, "Are you dead?" Makes you deaf when you open the door? I'm going to go in later, and it's good for you not to peel off your skin! ”

"You uncover it! If you have the ability, you can kill me! All day long, you either beat or scold, who else do you dare to do this to me besides daring to do this? I shouted out the door, tears falling down my face, and my heart was blocked to death. You are so powerful and capable, why don't you see you arguing with my uncle when you used to work? How did you know to pretend to be dumb at that time? ”

"You can be paralyzed all day long! Dog's day, you won't be reading it next semester! My dad said the last cruel word and ignored me anymore. I heard footsteps outside and left, wiped my tears and lay down on the bed again.

I don't know when a day like this will be a head. If leaving is the only relief for me, I don't mind leaving now. I thought so, even though I knew it couldn't be. But I also made up my mind in the bottom of my heart.

When I grow up, I'll get out of here. Go anywhere and never stop here. And never, never, to come back here...... Even if you are wandering outside, even if you are only one person, even if you have to endure loneliness and sadness...... As long as you don't die......