Chapter 237: Firm Will
?“ What the! Ten...... Fifteen years, are you telling the truth! Lao Lu's words were like a thunderclap exploding in Chen Ziyang's heart, he didn't believe it, or he didn't want to believe that Lao Lu had been locked up here for fifteen years.
What is the concept of fifteen years, I have only lived to be in my thirties now, and fifteen years occupy almost half of my life. Not to mention fifteen years, I have only been locked up here for less than half a year, and I am about to go crazy. Chen Ziyang really couldn't imagine what he would be like if he was locked up here for fifteen years.
Lao Lu in the other cell also seemed to know Chen Ziyang's shock, he didn't speak, but waited there quietly, waiting for Chen Ziyang's mood to calm down. At this point, he can't help, everything only depends on Chen Ziyang's own psychological endurance, if he can't pass this level, he may go crazy now, and then he can't do what he wants him to do at all.
Now Chen Ziyang's whole world is no longer beautiful, and after being depressed for a while, he remembered the note, remembered his friends outside, and remembered the scene when he fell down the mountain stream. Anyway, he is a person who has already died once, and he earns a day if he lives for a day, so he shouldn't care about these things, not to mention that he may not be locked up in prison for so long like Lao Lu.
And now Chen Ziyang believes in the fact that Lao Lu dug this hole with that wire, and now he has six points of belief in this matter. Fifteen years, I can't do anything. Chen Ziyang remembers a movie he watched, called. The male protagonist in it spent twenty years digging a tunnel with a small hammer to escape from prison. The current Lao Lu has been digging a rat hole with a wire for fifteen years, and in comparison, Lao Lu's workload is relatively small.
Chen Ziyang, who regained his strength, then asked Lao Lu: "Lao Lu, tell me about you, why have you been locked up for so long?" As you said before, they want to use your skills to rob the tomb, so it seems that you didn't agree to their conditions? ”
Hearing Chen Ziyang's words, Lao Lu felt a little surprised, he didn't expect this young man's mind to be so firm, just for a while, he recovered from his words that deliberately hit him. So Lao Lu didn't answer Chen Ziyang's question directly, but explained to him: "Boy, you don't have to be too sad, in fact, there are many ways for you to get out of here, you don't need to be like me and be locked up here for so long."
I've seen all the methods of these people who have kept me locked up for so long, and even I didn't dig this hole for you, but for my first cellmate. However, it is a pity that he is long gone. The people who lived in your cell either didn't make it through or have compromised with them. Lucky for you, boy, not long after I was locked up here, I dug this hole.
Their methods are nothing more than that, first to isolate you, to drive you crazy, and to hold back you have something to say to them, so that all the secrets on your body will be obtained by them.
If you survive this level, the next level is to torture your **, torture is planned to be commonplace, only let you eat two meals a week, or simply make you unable to sleep for a long time, if the torture has no effect, they will turn to appeasement.
After a long period of torture, the person is already on the verge of a nervous breakdown. At this time, no matter how good they are to eat and drink for you, at this time people's will will not be able to resist, and only those who have experienced hunger know how valuable food and clothing are.
But none of their tricks were of any use to me. I've wavered, I've hesitated. But remembering the deep hatred that I shared with them, I endured it, so they used one last trick on me, which was to completely deprive me of my freedom, let me leave me alone, let me fend for myself here, and let me spend the rest of my life regretting, regretting not cooperating with them, regretting my choice.
In fact, how do they know, the more they treat me, the happier I feel, because I haven't given them what they want. In this respect, I am the winner, I have defeated them, and I have overcome myself.
Man can lose his wealth, he can lose his freedom, and even man can lose his life. But people must have backbone, and they must have something that they can defend with everything in their life. For me, it's a promise. ”
Hearing Lao Lu's words, Chen Ziyang finally understood why Lao Lu could know that he was not pretending just by relying on his own shouts before, and he heard a sincerity and firmness from Lao Lu's words. It seems that the vicissitudes of Lao Lu's life are revealed from his tone. It turns out that human language also has such a function, not only to express meaning, but also to render the atmosphere.
Just as Lao Lu said, only those who have experienced hunger know the preciousness of food and clothing, and the same is true for Chen Ziyang, who has experienced death, so he knows the preciousness of life even more. If these people threatened themselves with death before, they might not hesitate to agree to their request, after all, they want to live well.
But at this moment, Chen Ziyang knew that he was different, although he himself may not have the same mind as Lao Lu, although he may not be as firm as Lao Lu, but Chen Ziyang knew that he understood a lot of things at this moment.
Now Chen Ziyang has deepened his belief in Lao Lu's digging of a hole. What can't a person with such perseverance do? The difference is just time, and Lao Lu just has time.
"Old Lu, can you tell me about you? What are you locked up here for? What have you been through? If you're willing to say anything, I'd like to hear it. Although Chen Ziyang didn't know Lao Lu's story, he heard Lao Lu's different life from Lao Lu's words. These things attracted Chen Ziyang, even more than the fact that he was locked up here.
"Haha, yes. If you want to know, I'll tell you about it tomorrow, I'm really tired. ”
Listening to Lao Lu's words, Chen Ziyang was a little disappointed. But he heard a trace of exhaustion in Lao Lu's voice. It seems that Lao Lu is indeed tired. Chen Ziyang was very strange, why Lao Lu, who was fine just now, even trembled in his voice at this time. This was the case yesterday, and Lao Lu stopped continuing halfway through his words, which made Chen Ziyang very incomprehensible.
"But I can tell you one thing, I'm in the Tufuzi line."
Hearing the three words Tufuzi, Chen Ziyang already completely believed in Lao Lu's digging of the hole, because he knew Tufuzi too well.
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