Chapter 277: The Return (3)
"When you are a lonely woman, what you want, what Lone will give you, is there anything that can't satisfy you?" Shen Ming said coldly, and the air pressure around him dropped a few points.
I struggled violently in his arms, "Shen Ming, I'll tell you seriously again." I am human, I want to live in the world, not to go to the underworld......"
When I go to the underworld, I have nothing. Without these lovely friends around me, without the duty I love, I was deprived of all my rights as a human being.
Thinking about it makes me uncomfortable and can't breathe.
Shen Ming hugged me in his arms, "Don't make trouble, after you go to the underworld, you will fall in love there." At least in the understanding of Lonely, you will not have any discomfort living there. β
"You're not me, how do you know I won't have any discomfort......" I murmured in disappointment.
"Because I ...... at the beginning," Shen Ming's words came to an abrupt end.
"What was it at the beginning?" I looked into his eyes, trying to see through his lilac eyes what was going on in his heart.
"Nothing. Lone is the king of the underworld, there, you will not be treated badly, and no one will dare to treat you badly, you just need to be yourself with peace of mind and stay by Lone's side. β
He put his hand on top of my head and rubbed it gently.
"I studied hard for ten years, and I worked hard to make up for my tuition. I only need to study for another year, and as long as one year, I can be the doctor I have wanted to be since I was a child.
You told me that in the underworld I can be myself......"
I chuckled and stared straight at him, "You mean, you want me to bandage your ghost general's wounds?" Realize my personal value? β
Shen Ming's face sank, and the force that trapped me in my hand was much smaller, and I pushed him away so hard that I kept two arm's length away from him, at least like this, so that I wouldn't be disturbed by his movements.
I've never been so calm or so sad as I've been at this moment.
Luo Ping, Zeng Bo and Ke Lan's story, I don't know much, but I guess it. In love, if you are so humble that you have no ego, you must be the one who is given up by the other party without hesitation.
I don't want to lose myself because I love Shen Ming, in fact, I know that all this stems from my low self-esteem, no matter how good the promise Shen Ming gave, I always think that I am not worthy of him.
When the time comes, he won't admit it, what should I do?
In a foreign land like the underworld, there may not even be anyone to speak.
In case I am useless, like Luo Ping, will Shen Ming's choice be the same as Zeng Bo's?
The more I thought about it, the more irritable I became.
The wrist aches faintly at this moment, and it appears at every mood swing, alerting me to its presence.
"Qingqing, don't you want to be with Lonely?" Shen Ming took a step forward and wanted to pull me.
I quickly backed away, "Just talk about it, don't get any closer......"
Shen Ming shook his sleeves, fumbled in his pocket irritably, touched the soft cigarette case, let go again, and simply put his two hands in his pocket, he raised his voice and said, "Tell Lone, you don't want to be with Lone?" β
"Shen Ming, sometimes, do you take it for granted. You never told me where we should go......"
"You just need to strengthen your heart, follow Lone's side, and don't betray Lone, and Lone will be able to solve this problem."
"Well, I can promise to stay with you, not to betray you, and you can tell me how you solved the problem of our racial differences? Will you be able to become human, or will you eventually ...... Did I do the ghost? β
Shen Ming lowered his eyes, and the straight bridge of his nose made half of his face hidden in the darkness, "That's it, don't talk about this." We'll talk about that later. β
I bowed my head in disappointment, and every time I talked about it came to nothing.
He opened the door and went out first, and I sat on the edge of the bed in a decadent manner.
There was a slight knock on the door, and he smiled in the mirror, the curvature of his mouth affecting his entire face, but his eyes were still cold.
Ah He was depressed and now I put the door, knocked on the door mechanically, and after seeing me, he threw himself into my arms again.
I rubbed her hair and said softly, "Who upset you......"
She let go of me and threw herself on the bed, spread it in large characters, blinking and staring at the ceiling.
I closed the door with my backhand and sat down on the chair next to the table, my chin propped up with my hand.
"Ah He, let me ask you, will you give up everything you have for your beloved?"
Ah He's eyes rolled around and glanced at me, "Everything?" What do you mean by everything? β
"Family, friends, dreams, hometown......"
"Why throw these away? Can't you have both? Ah He was simple-minded, sat up straight, and stared at me, "Qingqing, are you leaving S City to go somewhere?" β
I shook my head, "No, just ask, there have been a lot of things that have happened recently, and I have thought about it a lot." If you don't think there's a way to answer, don't say it. β
Ah He indulged his body and let himself fall down again, it was really comfortable to lie down, "Since you are the one who loves you, you will definitely not be forced to do things you don't want to do...... Otherwise, is he worthy of your love?
Such a simple thing, I Ah He can understand it, shouldn't Qingqing you not understand......"
Shen Ming...... Is it worth my love?
In my mind, he came to save me again and again regardless of his own safety, and no matter what happened, he put me first, such a person is worthy of my ...... Love?
The answer is yes.
"If you really like it, then it's good to move to each other, after all, there is no relationship that doesn't need to be run-in......" Ah He pulled the quilt over himself, closed his eyes, and fell asleep like this, without thinking about anything.
Her hand was grabbed by me, and her eyes widened suddenly, and her black and white eyes stared straight at me, "You scared me......"
lifted the quilt covering her stomach, pulled it up, and held her hand excitedly, her eyes lit up, "You're right, why didn't I think ......"
Ah He swallowed his saliva and withdrew his hand tremblingly, "You're laughing and shaking your head, are you okay?" β
I gave her a big hug, and I figured out that since we have decided to be together, we must manage our future well, no matter how many difficulties arise, the two of us will face it together, even if people and ghosts have different paths?
Nie Xiaoqian is still with Ning Caichen......
Ah He was almost out of breath when he was hugged by me, and complained weakly, "I'm here to talk to you...... I didn't expect me to take the initiative to send you to the door and ask you to kill me......"
"What are you talking about?"
"It's not Song Mingzhe's......"
"Song Mingzhe? I think he's fine except for the second one. "I don't know much about Song Mingzhe, and I don't dare to comment on it, after getting along during this time, I have the temper of a young master, but I also have the delicacy that ordinary people rarely have, if I really like Ah He very much, it is a kind of fate to be together.
And Shen Hua's attitude towards Ah He is unclear, Ah He is simple, Shen Hua's identity is complicated, and the two are not a good match after all.
Since it's not...... Then someone else should have a chance, right?
Of course, none of this is up to me, it mainly depends on Ah He's attitude.
Ah He grabbed his hair twice, crossed his waist with one hand, and frowned, "Qingqing, you tell me, does Song Mingzhe have a good impression of me?" β
I was stunned, could it ...... She didn't know that Song Mingzhe liked her?
"No, I just treat him as my little brother, how can my little brother like my big brother?" Ah He pulled the quilt over and surrounded himself.
"If he really likes you, you ......," I asked tentatively.
"What a joke! My whole person belongs to Shen Hua, and I can't look down on anyone else. Ah He's excited retort made my cochlear hurt.
"Shen Hua has rejected you more than once, don't you want to give up?"
"I like him as my business, and whether he accepts me or not is his business. The two things cannot be confused...... It's good that you have a boyfriend, otherwise, I really don't know how to compete with you Shen Hua. Ah He said squirmingly, wanting to laugh but embarrassed to laugh is very cute.
"What's good that I have a boyfriend, I didn't hear what you said later, or do you say it again?" She spoke up and down, which really challenged the sensitivity of my ears.
"I said, when did you get together with your boyfriend and how? In Pingma Village before, I never said that you have such a handsome and golden boyfriend, and you hide it deep enough. She gave me a meaningful wink.
The question "I ......" turned me upside down, how did I get together with him...... It can't be said that my ex-boyfriend sold his fiancΓ©e to a ghost for money and profit, right?
"We're such a good friend, aren't you willing to say it?" Ah He snorted and turned her head to the other side, she planned to use the agitation method to force me to comply.
"It's been a long time, who would remember it so clearly." I vaguely explained that I hoped she would stop there.
"You are a college student, and your boyfriend must be a business elite, and he must be not young, but he looks too young and handsome...... Also, if your boyfriend is not Shen Ming, I really don't know who can be worthy of you. Ah He smiled heartily and spoke incoherently.
"Emotional matters, let it be. If Song Mingzhe really likes you, you refuse a few more times, and he may give up. "I got up and planned to give her the room to rest, the main reason was that I was afraid that she would not be able to answer the relationship between me and Shen Ming if she asked a few more questions, which would arouse her suspicion.
Her hand was grabbed by her, "Don't, Qingqing...... I, I really don't know how to face people who like me, since I was a child, there are really few boys who have confessed to me, this is the first time ......" Ah He compared one between me and her, "He also felt more complicated because of my shock......"