The house was empty. I called Zhang Yi, and she said that Zhang Hengli needed to be hospitalized for examination, she accompanied the bed, and she had already taken the hospital to change clothes in the afternoon, and she would not return tonight. I said no problem. She said that there must be no problem, and the hospital is interested in making money!

I was woken up by Zhang Yi's phone call at about three o'clock in the morning, she asked me to accompany Zhang Hengli to eat some food at about 11 o'clock, all the results were probably out at that time, she would go to the doctor first to see how it was, don't let Zhang Hengli know first, for fear that he would be cranky. The results came out at four o'clock in the afternoon the next day, and I accompanied Zhang Hengli to watch two movies on my mobile phone, and Zhang Yi stood at the door of the attending doctor for 5 hours.

Zhang Yi smiled and came in with the attending doctor, and the list in her hand was thrown by her. It's just that the smile is a little restrained and reserved.

"No problem." "Kidney stones," she said. ”

"Me?" Zhang Hengli asked.

"Yes! You! There are a few small stones growing in the body! ”

"What then?" I asked.

"I'll prescribe some medicine first." The attending doctor said, "You go back and prepare, ask the company for a leave of absence, ask for 20 days a month, and come back for a minor operation." ”

"So long? This is the rhythm of cutting meat! Aren't stones broken? Isn't it possible to take medicine? I don't want to go under the knife, and I go into the operating room, it's scary to think about! Zhang Hengli said excitedly, shaking the flesh on his face. When we first met, he was obviously a boy with clear eyebrows and eyes, cheek lines like a knife, at that time the boy of the same age still had some baby fat on his face, he took the first step to have a man's line, but in the past few years, he has gone against the grain to develop baby fat, and now the word "fat too" to describe his face, a little exaggerated, definitely not excessive.

Zhang Yi's tone was full of warmth, and she comforted: "This is a minor operation, and it is also the fastest and most effective radical cure." Well, let's go back and talk about it first. Anyway, it's a trivial matter, and there is no need to stalemate now! ”

Zhang Hengli went to bed early after dinner.

We were watching TV in the living room and the atmosphere was unusually awkward. I think this embarrassment is simply inexplicable, she doesn't explain, does it have to be a cover-up? If she doesn't explain, I have to believe Zhang Hengli's nonsense?

Can I believe Zhang Hengli's delirious words? And don't believe in easy continuity? Can I remember Zhang Hengli's staggered nonsense, and forget what I have seen in my eyes in the past few years, she secretly likes him? Those forbearance, those can't help it, those gloomy sadness, which trace is fake?

Why am I so confused? She likes Zhang Hengli, is it doubtful?

I'm really tired and confused.

"Every time I contacted you in the past two years, you said it was okay, how are you doing?" I broke the silence and asked her.

"Okay."

"How's it going?"

"It's just okay."

"What's okay?"

"Anything goes."

I hate her like this, and it's the same as not answering. When she talks to you, you don't even feel like you can hear the sound, and the silence is as silent as Wudalianchi.

"What about happiness? Is there a sense of happiness? I asked anxiously.

She hesitated for a moment, but finally replied to me: "I feel a little less happy." ”

I felt like I was about to ask, and quickly asked, "Why is there less happiness?" ”

"It's not as good as high school and college."

"Why?" I thought to myself, is it because her relationship with Zhang Hengli has not been as close as before in the past two years?

"I work in high school, and my salary is paid every day. I went to college for a week and ended my week. In these two years, you can only get paid once a month, and the chances of happiness range from 1 in 1 to 1 in 7 to 1 in 30...... The sense of happiness is getting less and less! Like the ants on the ground, it's almost out of sight! ”

I was stunned for a long time: "What! ”

She laughed wickedly.

I adjusted my strategy and decided to cut straight to the point.

"There is a sentence in "Peacock Flying Southeast": I have been in love with you since childhood, and my childhood sweetheart has no guesses, do you think such feelings are beautiful?"

"Beautiful." She said, with a peaceful and innocent face.

"If you are a childhood sweetheart with someone else, when do you think it is best to fall in love?"

"I don't know, I don't necessarily love each other."

"Why?"

"Falling in love is a matter of two people, and I can't find someone I love him and he loves me."

"You've passed the test, isn't that something you're learning for your future boyfriend?"

"Forget it."

"You learn to sing, you learn outdoor sports, you learn to play clubs, and so many other things, when will you learn to make up your mind to make your future boyfriend what you are now?"

"No one can change." She stared at the screen, sneered, and shook her head.

I hugged her arm tightly, she was hurt by herself, and I could only secretly give her some strength like this.

"Take a look." I say.

"I'll just have to wait."

"Wait? When can I wait? You have to see, and if you like it, chase it! "There was an impulsive bird flapping its wings in my chest, it was about to flutter its wings and fly high, and I almost said the words "Zhang Hengli".

"I can't chase it." She also has some control over her tone, she said.

"What if you don't catch it? It's not chasing, it's just giving the other party a little signal, maybe it's okay to wake up. Flowing water does not rot the household pivot and does not beetle, and what is achieved by stubbornness is not backbone, but waste. ”

"Our views on our feelings have never been the same. You didn't even know who Yi Xu was and started chasing, and the relationship I wanted was the same time and concentration on both sides, really, the love is not strong, and people will disperse! Family love is love, the truth is not far off, this has happened to me twice, unforgettable, I would rather never have, than reluctantly get and lose. ”

"Talking and talking...... Between me and Yi Xu, do you mean that I am unilaterally reluctant? ”

"Don't take the blame for yourself, and don't make excuses for him. If you don't like it enough, you should break up, and you shouldn't split your legs. I'm just angry with you all the way to the dark. ”

I don't want to go on and over again.

"I still feel like it's better to lose than never to have. No matter what it is now and what it will be like in the future, the happiness and happiness of the past are real. I said.

"Self-deception."

"It's not. Even if Yi Xu has told me that all the deception and cheating are true, it doesn't mean that the sweetness and smile I used to have are fake! They're all from the heart, you've seen it! Maybe God can't guarantee peace and happiness in anyone's life at all, but he should give everyone at least one chance to love, maybe long, maybe short, maybe pure, maybe forced to contain some impurities, but the moment of love, is true love. God will send such a person to you, to love or not to love, how long or how short to love, you make your own decisions. It's delivered, and if you don't catch it for a moment, it's your fault. Having the present moment is the most important thing, and you should not jump to conclusions, that is to advance the tragedy. Bring tomorrow's troubles to today, tomorrow's troubles are not decreasing, but today's troubles are increasing. It's like when we eat and drink, you can't say that we are going to die anyway, then it's better than not eating and drinking, everyone's end is death, but people always try their best to eat delicious food, drink good food, see beautiful scenery, the person in love, experience is the most valuable. ”

"Alright, let's watch TV seriously!"

"Two minutes, let me finish speaking! Zhang Yi, it seems that my life can't be controlled by myself, and it is easy to continue to do such a thing...... It's really a trick. When I left two years ago, the whole world was beautiful, and the two years in Germany were still good with you. But as soon as he returned, heaven turned into hell. What about you, who have a stable life, talent, good looks, and adequate preparation, where can you not deserve the word 'love'? Many of my classmates are married, I am so envious, what if the person who should belong to you is also suddenly getting married? When we are eighteen years old, we can wait slowly, and when we are twenty years old, we can wait stupidly, and now if we wait stupidly, he may leave with someone else, and this departure is to get married and have children for a lifetime! Take him down before he goes astray! ”

She was silent and did not speak for a long time.

"Did you listen to me?"

"Listen."

"Give me a reaction! I said so much in one breath! ”

"I don't know how to give!"

"You don't want to be motivated!" I shouted in hatred: "You have to give yourself a deadline, if you fancy anyone......"

"I didn't fancy anyone." She has a stubborn head.

"Then you give yourself a deadline, and it's best to take a fancy before the time!"

Her hard shell finally softened a little, and warmth escaped: "Then let's wait for the results of the betting meeting!" ”

"When are you coming down?"

"December."

"Okay! After the results are down, you should take your relationship problems seriously! Really, I'll be verbose again, I can't just wait like this all the time, I'm really, really afraid that you're missing out on the people you should be with. ”

"Alright." She said.

I could clearly see her resolute eyes.

The light from the TV set was printed on her face, flickering and bright, and she really looked like an ancient beauty who had just come out of the painting, 'the water is the eyes are rippling, and the mountains are the eyebrows'. She's always been such a beautiful girl!

"Zhang Hengli has become more and more vulgar recently, and he asked me today what other animals and plants I want to be if I can't be a human being." She said suddenly.

"What do you want to do?"

She glared at me in disgust, thought for a moment and replied, "Bird." ”

"Defecate in the open and don't have to wipe your butt?"

"Hmm."

Easy to Continue:

My phone is on 24 hours a day, and I start charging as soon as the battery jumps to the third bar, and the ringtone has been at its maximum, and I don't even dare to dream when I sleep, but I still haven't waited for your girlfriend's call, why? They said that my letter to you could not mention anything related to the case, did you violate anything in your letter to her, so the letter was withheld?

Doesn't she need my help and support? Money, spirit, errands or whatever?

Before returning to China, I look forward to the reunion of you, me, Zhang Yi, and Zhang Hengli, the people I love are in a small group, and I am really happy. Now I just look forward to the reunion of the two of us, welcome to bring her. For me, the best reunion is when we face to face, even if it's face-to-face to say that we broke up. From now on, you can be like me, Zhang Yi and Zhang Hengli, and each will go in different directions. Breaking up is not a cruel thing, if you can come out, it is the best thing.

You'll think of a way, I'll wait for her contact.

It's a pity