Zhang Nian's eyes turned red, and the feeling of suffocation tore her heart apart.

"There are too many things between us, and even if I still love them, I can't get close to you...... Because I'm so tired. Zhang Nian watched Chu Zixiao slowly turn around to face her, and after a touch of self-deprecation on the corner of his mouth, tears fell hotly.

"Not every fairy tale has a happy ending, and not every love has a result." Zhang Nian sniffed strongly and smiled, even if such a smile was filled with tears, "Hasn't someone investigated on the Internet that up to 95% of first loves are fruitless?" You and Jian Mo, you are to me......"

When the words fell, Zhang Nian only felt that his heart ached beyond measure.

It turned out that she could face him becoming alienated and indifferent, but she couldn't stop the heart that loved him.

This relationship is finally coming to an end......

She thought that even if she was sad, she would become indifferent because of those bad things.

But it turned out that she had forgotten that the human heart, if it was filled with another person, it would be pulled out with blood......

The expression on Chu Zixiao's face gradually cracked, he looked at Zhang Nian, stepped forward, and gently raised his hand to wipe the tears on her face.

"I don't want that outcome." Chu Zixiao's voice revealed a hint of sadness, "I couldn't see it clearly at the beginning, but it became where it is now...... Zhang Nian, I don't mind how hard this road will be, but I want a chance. ”

Zhang Nian couldn't help crying all the time, she was about to suffocate in pain.

"No!" Zhang Nian closed his eyes and squeezed out all the tears in his eyes.

She kept shaking her head, even if her heart hurt to the point of suffocation.

Chu Zixiao hugged Zhang Nian, and wrapped his arms around her body fiercely, as if he wanted to rub her into his own body.

"I won't apologize for what happened at the beginning, after all, in that case, I was angry and disgusted." Chu Zixiao's eyes were scarlet, "However, I ignored that you are also a victim, I didn't take into account your feelings, and even made you suffer twice as much as me......"

Chu Zixiao's voice was full of sadness and remorse.

If it weren't for his dedication to Momo, if it weren't for the anger of that night, he and Zhang Nian might have started slowly, and everything could have been quiet.

But what happened, whether it was him or Zhang Nian, there was no way to change it.

Even, he could guess the answer, but he didn't want to face it......

So he's struggling.

"At that time, I was also a victim, and now I don't have a chance, how cruel is it to me?" Chu Zixiao asked sadly, "And how innocent are we?" ”

Zhang Nian kept crying, in Chu Zixiao's arms, her tears seemed to have burst the embankment, surging out with dead energy.

Once, how extravagant she was to hope for this embrace.

She imagined that if she was hugged by Chu Zixiao, she would definitely be able to faint happily......

Green love, all the girl's dreams of love, she did it to Chu Zixiao.

Because of these dreams, when she woke up from the dream, she realized how vulnerable her strength was.

"We're not wrong, it's just that time can't always be matched...... Zhang Nian resisted the urge to hug Chu Zixiao, she knew that at this moment, she was going to drag the mud and water, which would only make herself and him more painful.

"The time is wrong, it can be corrected." Chu Zixiao gritted his teeth, "If you missed it, you can wait, you can go back and find ...... If we don't work hard, how can we know that we have been wrong? ”

Zhang Nian was already crying and sobbing, "There's no way...... she suddenly pushed Chu Zixiao away vigorously, "Can you give me back a father?" Can you stop my mom from lying in a hospital bed all year round? No way! ”

Zhang Nian roared, "Chu Zixiao, you are not me, you don't know how embarrassed I am in the middle...... I even wondered, if it wasn't for my unreasonable request, if it wasn't for my so-called dream, if it wasn't for that scene, would I be happier today?! ”

She laughed self-deprecatingly, "But how can there be ifs? Everything is happening, and we are powerless to change it......" Zhang Nian wiped his tears, "Once, there were so many problems between Jian Mo and Gu Beichen, but they were in love with each other, so they had to be overcome, and what about us?" No, without unforgettable, how can we work together to overcome the thorns? ”

"We can now compose our own unforgettable!" Chu Zixiao roared.

Zhang Nian shook his head, "You can't understand...... Only when there are no impurities between each other at the beginning can it be unforgettable. There is a chasm between us, how can we portray each other's bones and remember each other's hearts? ”

A question made Chu Zixiao only feel weak.

He understood everything Zhang Nian said, but because he understood, he was even more powerless.

"Everyone ......is fine," Zhang Nian smiled hard, even if his nose was sour, "Maybe, one day I will be able to forget my thoughts about you, and you can also find a calm and loving love that belongs to you...... We bless each other and keep our memories alive today. ”

Chu Zixiao's eyes turned red, and the corners of his mouth twitched, wanting to do something forcibly.

But at this moment, he had no way to move.

Zhang Nian in front of him was so strong, he looked at her eyes, looked at the tears in her eyes, looked at the smile on the corner of her mouth, he couldn't do anything to hurt this girl.

The winter night breeze is mixed with biting bones.

All of a sudden, it swept across the face, like a small needle tip falling on the skin.

But how can such pain compare to the pain in my heart at this moment?

From the beginning of returning to China, the emotional handling of Momo was wrong, so that in the end, the mistake was extended to Zhang Nian.

He is innocent, but Zhang Nian is more innocent than him.

But now that I understand it, it's too late......

Even if Zhang Nian reluctantly stayed with him, she would be unhappy, tormenting herself every day because she was ashamed of her parents.

Is this what he can do for love?

Just like Momo at the beginning, can his love only bring harm?

No......

He can back down, or he can pay silently, can't he?!

Not every relationship, all he can do is love and not be sharp......

Time, little by little.

The winter nights are getting deeper and the wind is biting.

Chu Zixiao leaned on the car, smoking cigarettes, one after another, and by the time Zhang Nian got off work, he had already fallen in front of his heels.

Zhang Nian saw Chu Zixiao at this moment, and his mood was complicated.

She didn't know what to do in order to completely push Chu Zixiao away......

"You don't have a burden," Chu Zixiao saw Zhang Nian standing there without moving, and said softly, "With an embarrassing identity, I will send you one last time, is it okay?" ”