In 2012

Zhang Hengli pushed a big box with one hand and an object called Zhang Yi with the other hand and came in.

"Let's welcome the box and Zhang Yi!" He screamed.

I stretched out my leg to stop them: "This is a problem left over from history, right?" The devil never greets when he enters the village! ”

"I thought about it seriously, Zhang Yilai, we can be happier. If Zhang Yi doesn't come, we can be freer. Between joy and freedom,"

Zhang Yi hurriedly said: "He chose not to face your face alone, which is uglier than before." ”

I kicked Zhang Yi's suitcase into the room. Zhang Hengli opened the refrigerator as he spoke, took out a bottle of water, opened it, drank two sips first, and handed it to Zhang Yi. He took out a bag of things from his bag: "Xijia, come over and eat, the freshest chestnuts, the boss said, just dug out of the ground!" ”

"What?" I was surprised, "Where did the chestnuts come from?" ”

"In the field!"

Kids growing up in the city are really ...... I hate him 100,000.

"Zhang Yi, teach him some basic knowledge of human beings!"

Zhang Yi also shook his head in disappointment and said to Zhang Hengli: "Stupid you, the chestnuts were bought from the stall!" ”

I took the chestnuts to the kitchen and washed them and took them out: "Whatever you want to do in the future, you have to be under your noses?" ”

"What do you want to do?" Zhang Hengli fell onto the sofa and took out his mobile phone as he fell. After a while, he giggled at his phone and muttered, "I'm AC!" ”

"Milan?" I asked subconsciously.

He glanced at me and bit a chestnut: "Armor level!" ”

I grabbed a handful of chestnuts and threw them at him: "Can you say something so that normal people, people who don't play games, can understand?" ”

He shrugged, picked up the chestnuts that had fallen on the couch and began to eat.

I quickly changed the subject: "I'm looking for Yi Xu's girlfriend." ”

This is my concession. In order to get the bear's paw, I am willing to give up a place to the fisherman.

Zhang Hengli paused the game and put down his phone.

"Xijia, you really are, where is there no grass at the end of the world?"

"Where in the world is there fragrant grass?" I asked him rhetorically.

Zhang Yi threw the chestnut he had just picked up back to the coffee table, pointed to my nose and said, "You said it yourself!" ”

I interrupted her: "I know I said I wouldn't bother her, but I'm afraid she'll run away without doing anything!" Did you know that everyone in the detention center has an account that family and friends can put money into because the food in it is so poor? Yi Xu's account is empty, isn't his girlfriend worried that he won't eat well in it? ”

It's not that I think I'm smarter or more caring than other girls. I just had so much fear and anxiety in my heart.

Zhang Yi retorted to me: "That's someone else's business. You complain about why you don't give him a glass of ice water in the summer, and you can't make it difficult for others to boil ice mung bean porridge, mung bean porridge is more comprehensive than ice water, relieves the heat, tastes good, nutritious and beautiful. People have their own considerations, and it's not your turn to criticize here! ”

"I'm not criticizing, I'm worried. I'm worried that she is sloppy than me, I'm afraid that if she hires a lawyer, she will become the shopkeeper, and the lawyer can't have only one case in his hands. The people in the detention center said that everyone who entered the inside, his girlfriend had to run, and I was worried. ”

"What do you want?" Zhang Hengli asked.

"I need to find his girlfriend and find out what is going on. Or just go to a lawyer, I can promise not to show up in front of his girlfriend, as long as I make sure that the lawyer is doing a good job. ”

"I don't know the girl, I've met two or three times, and it's all by chance." Zhang Yi said, "No one in the company will know that Yi Xu never discusses private matters in the company." I've already inquired, but even Manager Liang doesn't know. Manager Liang is Yi Xu's mother's confidant, and Yi Xu treats her as his aunt. She couldn't even get in touch with the girl, do you think someone else is possible? ”

"There are two things I don't understand."

"Say." Zhang Yi said.

"With your character, how could you not inform me of Yi Xu's splitting in the first place? Shouldn't you beat him up and call me for being as stupid as a pig? ”

"You are far away in Germany, if something happens, so that the sky should not be called the earth and the earth."

I paced uneasily, "Are you still willing to stay in the same company as him?" Meet frequently? ”

"First, the company gave me a very good salary, a small accountant, the probation period was 4,000 yuan, five bus stops away from where I lived, I was reluctant. Second, my anger was only temporary. As long as you return to Changsha, it's not a big deal to lose a love, how many times has Zhang Hengli been lost, you are better than him! The three of us grew up together, and we can see this kind of thing! ”

"Zhong Pei said that when I was still in Changsha, Yi Xu split more than four!"

My steps were getting faster and faster, and I kept moving. Zhang Hengli followed in his steps with me, as if I were an old man who would break my arms and legs if I was a little sooner.

"I don't know about that. I've only seen this one. Zhang Yi said.

"I knew the password for my previous email, QQ, Skype, and even MSN. Although I haven't logged in, isn't he afraid of me logging in? Logged in not afraid I will find out? ”

When I turned around, I suddenly saw myself printed on the floor-to-ceiling glass window, and I was miserable and blank.

"Does he only have one email address and a QQ number?" Zhang Hengli said, "Even I know that he has two mobile phones, and I guess one of them is only in contact with a certain person, because that person is unique to him." ”

"Then you can help me...... Help me find this unique person. I said with red eyes.

"Easy to continue******......" Zhang Yi was about to scold, but was interrupted by Zhang Hengli.

"The bones are not cold, the bones are not cold!"

Zhang Yi had no choice but to be silent, with her hands crossed, standing there like a stone statue, anyway, she didn't agree to help me.

"Surnamed Zhang, your heart is too hard!" I scolded.

Zhang Hengli scratched his chest: "It's very soft!" ”

I glared at him, and he hurriedly took out his mobile phone: "I'll help you ask Zhong Pei, if he doesn't know, no one will know." ”

Zhang Hengli dialed Zhong Pei's number.

"Hey Zhong Pei, Ye Xijia is next to me, she wants to ask if you know the contact information of Yi Xu's girlfriend. She knew about Yi Xu's involvement. She just worries blindly, afraid that the lawyer hired by others will not do practical things! Hey, okay, I'll play a voiceover, you tell her, she can hear it. ”

"Ye Xijia."

"Zhong Pei, it's me."

"Yi Xu's girlfriend, although I've met a few times, I don't have contact information. Don't worry about the lawyer, although I don't know the girl too well, I can be sure that she is a real person, there is nothing to worry about, let them handle other people's family affairs by themselves. We can't help, so don't make a mess! ”

"Do any of you know her?"

"Nope. I don't even know it, how can anyone else be? This girl was met outside after Yi Xu went to work, although she brought it out and met it a few times, but who would ask for the contact information of her brother and woman? Isn't that looking for a draw? ”

I still had a lot of words, but they were blocked in my throat, and I swallowed them in my stomach.

Zhang Hengli obediently hung up the phone, and I sat down on the sofa.

He sat down beside me with a pillow and said cautiously, "Xijia, why can't you give up?" You can't do anything! A toad has four or two strengths, and you can't do two or two. ”

I didn't bother to talk to him: "I don't know what you say!" ”

"We didn't know Yi Xu before, and the three of us were living well together at that time, you just accept the facts, let's go back to the past, back to when Yi Xu didn't appear yet, you have me and Zhang Yi, and life will be as good as before, okay?"

Zhang Yi also nodded and said, "Yes, let's go back, just as if he didn't appear!" ”

Her words were unprecedentedly gentle, but unprecedentedly harsh.

I looked at two of the most important friends in my life. Is it just an episode? Is it like Zhang Hengli's ex-girlfriends? After I get old, the only people around me are Zhang Hengli, only Zhang Yi, is there no easy continuation? Are these two people who grew up with me the backbone of my life? They said they were going back, and the appearance of Yi Xu really didn't make sense to them?

"Zhang Hengli, when you say 'live', do you mean survival or life?"

"Zhang Yi, are you willing to go back?"

I asked them,

"When Yi Xu didn't appear, our days were good?"

When Zhang Yi's uncle died, we were 16 years old.

Zhang Yi, who survived on the surface, became half a zombie in his heart.

When she was with me, she was a whispering friend. We share the same childhood memories, the pain of loss, and the growth of each other after reunion, even if we have lost contact with each other, through you tell me and I tell you, we can form synchronous memories.

We have a small world that only belongs to the two of us, and even Zhang Hengli was not invited in - hometown. We would follow the news of flood relief in the Yangtze River basin when Zhang Hengli was away, and see the pain in each other's eyes over and over again when houses collapsed, farmland flooded, and people were displaced.

She would have nightmares, and the next day she would tell me every detail of her dreams: she dreamed that she was holding a tree, and the flood swept up the mud and sand and swept at her like thousands of bullets, and she shouted, but no one appeared; She dreamed that her parents were smiling at her one second, and the next they fell to the ground, and someone came to drag them away, and she went up to bite them, but they were robots that didn't hurt, and no matter how much she tried to hold her parents, they were still taken away; She dreamed that we were doing homework in the old classroom, and she taught me to do problems, and suddenly the roof collapsed, and I was buried in a mess, and she could hear my crying outside, and she used her hands to dig up those stones and dirt, and the more she dig, the farther my voice became......

She would also suddenly be unhappy because the memories would come back all of a sudden. I listened, accompanyed, enlightened, and often cried when I listened to it. But I never took the initiative to bring those topics out of the discussion, all her misfortunes started from the flood that washed away our hometown, although I also have pain, and I have lost one of the things that I love in my life, but I will put her feelings in front of me, when she mentions it, I will listen carefully, I will accompany her to reminisce about the past, and scold the experience. When she didn't mention it, even if I had nightmares one by one, dreaming of my hometown and dreaming of floods, I only hid them in my heart and digested them myself. Because I know that to mention it deliberately is to tear her scar one more time. At that time, I had already begun to understand that confiding in myself about the pain was a good way to resolve it, as long as the other person was the right person. But when others mention it, it may be to tear the existing scar open again, and if you hurt her, you shouldn't tear her to the point of flesh and blood.

That's why when I was with Yi Xu, I took the initiative to agree that he wouldn't ask questions about my hometown, and I wouldn't ask questions about his father. Now that I think about it, the wounds in my heart have accumulated very violently in those years, and there is no time that it is not a pain or a nightmare.

And I fell in love with Yi Xu completely, also because he was the first person who reminded me of my hometown with sweetness, sunshine, and laughter.

Of course, I never blame Zhang Yi, our friendship is much less hypocritical, friction and suspicion than the friendship between other girls, and we trust each other and rely on each other to support each other. Even if I would be angry with Zhang Yi because of her conflict with strangers outside, but in any other case, I will give her tolerance, love and obedience.

I gladly accept both good and bad, and she is the most important friend to me. I know that my weight in her heart can never be replaced, and that the heaviest part of her sorrows can only be shared by me by telling me.

In the face of Zhang Hengli, Zhang Yi became a strong guardian. From the first time she helped Zhang Hengli sign in elementary school, to Zhang Hengli in junior high school borrowing books and workbooks for her, and then to Zhang Hengli accepting the will for her, they have accumulated tens of thousands of tons of affection. Zhang Hengli not only gave her the remaining more than 20,000 yuan in her uncle's bank, but he didn't ask for the house, he didn't even take the will at that time, and he didn't think about asking for a penny at all. Zhang Hengli, who is so kind-hearted, simple, and without a little greed, for Zhang Yi, even if the whole world is dark, he is the star that has been shining.

Zhang Hengli revealed a temperament that seduced others to bully him. He accompanied Zhang Yi to buy vegetables in the vegetable market, and others dared to lose his scales. When they went to the supermarket to buy something, others dared to join his team. So Zhang Yi quarreled with people from the vegetable market to the supermarket for him. The two of them went to take the bus, and someone dared to steal his wallet, Zhang Yi grabbed the person's arm and began to make a fist, the person was punched by her nosebleed, and her own little finger was swollen.

The man asked, "Which eye did you see me stealing, are you sick?" ”

Zhang Yi said: "My mother is dead, I have seen both eyes plus **!" ”

said a few more punches, a man who was almost forty was beaten by her and his nose was blue and his face was swollen, and the man also wanted to fight back, but his hand had already been pulled by the person in the car, I guess the man was also guilty of a crime, Zhang Yi launched a ruthless attack, it was risking his life, he wanted to make some money, but he didn't expect to meet a person who could die for money.

Zhang Hengli is very cheap, not only does not prevent or persuade Zhang Yi to use violence outside, but also specially creates this opportunity for her. He himself was bullied outside, so he went to sue and asked her to avenge him.

When he was approaching the college entrance examination that year, he was caught by a girl in the class, and then the girl's parents found out, thinking that Zhang Hengli had taken his daughter badly, and slapped him in front of the whole class in a fit of anger.

He sketched the palm prints on his face with a red painting pen to see Zhang Yi, who blocked the girl's father on the road and sprayed a face of anti-wolf spray, knocking out the nosebleed on the spot. Fortunately, the onlookers thought that Zhang Yi was being insulted to defend herself, so she was able to get out with the help of everyone.

After I knew it, I scolded them, and Zhang Hengli also defended that it was someone else who used all his strength to feed and sent his mouth and nose to Zhang Yi's palm.

I have a problem with both of them on this. Zhang Yi's temper grows like a weed, and Zhang Hengli also praised her, saying that she is a very energetic person, and her blood bars and blue stripes are always full.

I think it's too unsafe, especially if I run into an outlaw? I'd rather she be unkind to us in public, no matter how angry we are, it's safe, and we know more and more how to avoid her firepower. For example, we both have a common stinky problem - love to be late, especially after going to college, we don't go out until the last minute, and we never get to the destination if we are not late for a few minutes. We would complain about the road conditions in unison before she got angry, so that the first time she heard that the city government was interested in building a subway, she was very happy, and she had been looking forward to the completion of the subway for so many years. She looked forward to the day when she went out and saw us two on time.

At that time, they adapted a poem: farming asked tenants, weaving cloth asked maidservants, was dumped and asked Hengli, and angry asked Zhang Yi. As for Ye Xijia, the sense of presence is not enough to be written into that poem.

In the face of the world outside of me and Zhang Hengli, Zhang Yi no longer exudes a trace of kindness.

She has never been too lazy to help others, she never helps the old man when she falls, she rushes across the zebra crossing when she sees the blind crossing the road, she picks up the lost wallet on the road, takes the money away, and leaves the wallet to Zhang Hengli, and throws the wallet far away every time Zhang Hengli is scared like a ghost, but once it was determined to be a brand-name bag, he took it to send his cousin who just found a job, and we sent it to his cousin's company downstairs, his cousin took the wallet into his arms, and then took him into his arms, kissed and gnawed, It can be seen that Zhang Yi and I almost didn't vomit up the breakfast two days ago.

When Zhang Yi was in high school, she also quarreled with people at school, quarreled with girls, fought with boys, and even quarreled with teachers, but the school couldn't do well, knowing that she was lonely, and because of her good grades. However, because of the quarrel with the teacher, Zhang Yi obviously had the qualifications to be escorted to Tsinghua University but did not get the guaranteed place, but fortunately, she was not rare at all, so she never thought about leaving Changsha.

After she went to college, she was as awesome as Yi Xu and didn't live in school. She was a little lucky, she could walk half an hour from home to school, Yi Xu, my amazing boyfriend, spent more than two hours a day, and had to spend three or four hours between school and home in traffic jams, and it was absolutely incomprehensible for lazy people like me and Zhang Hengli. We're the kind of people who can't walk five minutes between the dorm and the classroom, because that means we have to wake up seven minutes before class! We were all late for class!

The fact that I don't live in school did not prevent Yi Xu from becoming friends with the students who lived on campus. The fact that he didn't live in school didn't prevent Zhang Yi from becoming enemies with the entire school.

In the first week of entering the school, during military training, a female classmate pretended to faint, and the instructor was about to help, Zhang Yi smiled directly: "It's too fake!" "The female classmate was punished for standing in a military posture under the sun, and she really fainted from the station, and Zhang Yi became famous in the class; A month later, the military training was completed, the whole grade summary meeting, and the penultimate link was drawn to the stage to give a speech to express his understanding of the military training and his gratitude to the instructor, and Zhang Yi was selected.

She came to the stage and said: "Military training, well, it's very tiring and a waste of time. Instructor? Did they do something worthy of their wages? There was an uproar, and Zhang Yi's whole grade was civilized;

Less than a month later, a handsome guy from the school participated in a TV talent show, became popular in Changsha, and went back to the school auditorium to perform, the girls in the school were obsessed, and I was also obsessed with this school, but that day we took the exam, I forced Zhang Yi to go to the scene and take a few photos for me. The handsome guy had a problem with the sound after singing two songs, Zhang Yi called me when I was resting, the auditorium was too noisy, Zhang Yi had to tear open his throat and shout at the mobile phone, so he couldn't die, when it came to the most critical sentence, the whole auditorium suddenly fell silent without warning, so everyone could hear her there: "Fake singing, it's really shameless, it's fake singing!" In this way, she studied hard for more than ten years, and finally entered the university, but in less than half a semester, she offended the whole school.

Fortunately, she had good grades and did not delay getting the scholarship.

Zhang Yi will not only stare at the malice in this world, but also reject the kindness of others. There are neighbors in her community who want to bring her some rice, oil, or something, but she doesn't open the door. My parents asked me to bring her things, and she also asked me to take them back as they were, and invited her to my house during the Chinese New Year, but never went. She just wanted to be friends with me, not with my parents, even if my parents were the ones who watched her grow up.

She didn't accept other people's things, only blackmailed me and Zhang Hengli, and often asked us to buy some noodles, buns, cakes or something on the way to her house, saying that we wasted her family's water and electricity bills by going to her house. She is also very strict, only allowed to bring what she asks for, not a little more, even if she wants to bring some snacks, you have to inform her in advance, with her consent. She was afraid of being chared, that was her self-esteem.

When she was just in college, there were also boys who had a crush on her. It was a boy in a different class in her department, who had been trying to get to know her, but Zhang Yi ignored her. Once, in a big class, the boy deliberately sat in the same row as her, but finally plucked up the courage to sit closer and closer.

What he never expected was that Zhang Yi actually said to him: "Do you dare to get closer?" Is it trying to steal a wallet? You're so close now that you can count the renminbi in my wallet! "Since then, the boy has not dared to chase her anymore, and since then, no boy has dared to chase her.

She also works part-time, always transferred from the front desk to the kitchen or warehouse, because she is always complained, her face is too smelly, she doesn't speak softly, she is impatient, and my dad secretly stuffs red envelopes into the managers and bosses but doesn't keep her job.

She was fired 4 times before she began to reflect, and in order to survive, she learned to smile at strangers and calmly ask customers, "What do you need?" "Is this okay?" "Do you need anything else?". She only bows her head for money.

In those years, Zhang Yi's life was monotonous and autistic, except for school and part-time work, he stayed at home. After going to college, Zhang Hengli's life and I have undergone some changes, free, skipping class, falling in love, participating in group activities, and KTV, but Zhang Yi is the same as before, the same as before, we can't call out, and the gathering of the three of them is either not near her part-time job, or not at her house, just like in high school. Zhang Hengli and I have not been persuaded, reminded, and encouraged, asking her to try to accept new things, new lifestyles, and new attitudes towards life, but she always said: "Oh, that's it!" ”。

"That's it" is all her attitude, living one day at a time, we all thought that her life was going to be spent numbly and boring like this. It wasn't until she met Yi Xu in her junior year that she gradually became more positive.

I like these two friends who seem to have been by my side for the rest of their lives, and they don't dislike each other even when they're devastated. But I prefer that after Yi Xu appeared, our sores became less, especially he had a very positive impact on me and Zhang Yi.

Now Zhang Yi and Zhang Hengli said that they wanted to eliminate Yi Xu, which made me feel cold, and I knew that Zhang Yi herself had to admit that her life was survival before knowing Yi Xu, and it gradually became life after knowing Yi Xu.

Now and in the past, I don't believe she would choose the latter!