Chapter 185: I'm Really Sorry
When Helian Zeye was busy with the deployment in his hands. only to find out that Yan Qingwan's illness was not light. Seeing Shen An's expression, he had a different expression. His heart was suddenly in turmoil. There was a bad feeling of premonition. By the time he arrived at the palace. Yan Qingwan is still in a high fever.
Although Shen An was not so straightforward with him. But he saw such a scene. Ruyi squatted outside the door and secretly wiped her tears. Yan Qingwan trembled constantly. Even in my sleep, I was very restless. From time to time, she exclaimed. Intermittently, "Don't ······ Please. Leave me alone······ Can anyone come to my rescue······"
After hearing what she said. He fell into complete silence. subconsciously took her into his arms. "Wan'er. I'm coming. Take it easy. ”
I don't know if his words worked. Or rather, it was his embrace that made her feel safe. She finally stopped trembling. Helian Zeye looked at her with pity. Took the towel next to the bed. Wipe the sweat for her.
Wait until he undoes her collar. The light of his eyes touched the bruised kiss marks. His heart could no longer be calm. Although I told myself countless times. Even if something really happens. He couldn't give up either.
But. The shock of this moment. He still couldn't bear it. When he was out of his mind. I heard her whisper: "Zeye." Help me······ Zeye. This time we're really going to say goodbye······"
That moment. He found himself feeling the urge to cry. Reach out. Gently wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes.
"I'm sorry. Wan'er. I'm really sorry. ”
It's all my fault. If I don't go. You're not going to make it like that.
Helian Zeye hugged her tightly. Kissing the tears in the corners of her eyes. How could his Wan'er be treated like this? Mu Yunzheng. It's me who misread you. Or am I underestimating your ambitions. Don't. Don't you really love her.
If you really like someone. How could she be treated like this. If you really like someone. How could it be when she didn't want to. Forced her. If you really like someone. How could you endure to let her be hurt a little bit.
Mu Yunzheng. Since you don't love her. Then I'll never give you a chance to hurt her again. I, Helian Zeye, swear in my heart. Definitely won't let you go. Never give you the possibility to hurt her again.
After an overnight cooling treatment. In the early hours of the morning. Yan Qingwan finally stopped having a fever. Helian Zeye hugged her all night. She finally stopped talking in her sleep. When Ruyi came in. I was really surprised to see Helian Zeye.
originally complained about him in my heart. At the moment when I saw him gazing affectionately at his own young lady. It's all gone. But. Thinking about what happened the day before yesterday. She couldn't help but cover her mouth. Silent tears.
"Don't wake her up. No matter what happened that day. Forget about it. ”
Is this Helian Zeye's attitude? Ruyi looked at him in surprise. It's as if he's never known this man. He didn't even care. Or rather. He really loved Miss deeply. Choose to forget about this unpleasant thing.
"Don't doubt my intentions. My feelings for her. Deeper than you think. Even if she was really succeeded by that person. I'm not going to give up on her because of that. I will never give up on her again. ”
This sentence is not only said to Ruyi. And also to himself. If he hadn't let go of her hand in the first place. She wouldn't be what she is today. He owes her in the end.
"Your Majesty. It's not safe here. You go first. Ruyi reminded loudly. She couldn't doubt what he said. After all, he is the emperor of an enemy country. Infiltrate the other party's palace. One person with two fists is no match for four hands. Able to do so. What else is there to say.
And. Today's Miss. She really didn't know what to do. Except for crying. I can't think of any other way. She's a real failure. If it weren't for Helian Zeye's appearance here. Miss wouldn't have gotten away so quickly.
"Go down and rest. Wan'er, here's me. You can rest assured. Mu Yunzheng won't be here recently. Shen An is also nearby. What's the matter. I'll leave on my own. "Helian Zeye can't do it at this time. Leave her here alone. Yan Qingwan needs him.
Look at him so persistently. Staying on your own won't help. Ruyi nodded. Withdrew. Maybe it's the backbone of the heart. She didn't sleep for two nights in a row. Eventually, I fell asleep. But what she didn't know was. The moment she closed her eyes. A familiar figure appeared next to her bedside. Stared at her worriedly. Finally, it turned into a sigh.
When Yan Qingwan opened her eyes. I almost thought I was dead. Otherwise, how could he see Helian Zeye.
I saw her wake up. Helian Zeye was very pleasantly surprised. "Wan'er. You're finally awake. ”
Hear him talking. Yan Qingwan realized. I'm still in this place. Familiar setting. The familiar bed curtain. Suddenly, there was a sharp pain in my heart. That night. That person. The man she thought would never hurt herself. Such an unforgivable act was done to her.
Feel the swings in her mood. Touching her changed complexion. Helian Zeye realized that she remembered the events of that night. Nervously called, "Wan'er." I'm coming. I'm sorry. It's me who came late. But. It's already in the past. It's all right. ”
He hugged her. Slapping her on the back. I want her to notice her presence. Stop thinking about those bad memories. Such a she. It made him feel extremely panicked. It's like not belonging to this world. It's maddeningly quiet.
I don't know how long it took. The person in his arms suddenly stopped trembling. Instead, he whispered, "How did you end up here?" ”
Helian Zeye's heart was extremely sour. At a time when she needed him the most. He didn't show up. He could only respond to her softly.
"Because you're here. I don't want you to marry someone else. So here it is. ”
I don't know if his words touched her heartstrings. Suddenly, she burst into tears. How did things turn out like this. He finally figured it out. I love her. So don't hesitate to take risks. Dive in here. But she couldn't accept him anymore.
"Helian Zeye. We've been out of business for a long time. Let's go. Yan Qingwan wiped her tears. Then he said calmly.
This sentence made him stunned in place. He didn't expect it. When she saw him. Not excited. Not happy. There is only indifference. And at times like these. Not to let him stay to comfort her. Instead, let him go.
"Wan'er. If you want me to go, it's okay. You're going to come with me. ”
Helian Zeye's heart was extremely entangled. The purpose of his coming here. It's to take her home. But she resisted his approach. Obviously when she was asleep. Countless times to evoke their own name. So nostalgic for their own arms.