Chapter 139: Unbearable Memories
After taking care of Sun Di for a whole day. The prince fell into a deep sleep tiredly. It's just that the dreams in the dreams are not beautiful.
Dreams reappear
"Qin Qianjue is sick." The prince smiled as he held the teacup. Interesting to hear the news.
Zhen Yunjin also smiled: "Yes. Brother Great. I've sent someone to confirm this. Qin Qianjue fell ill. I heard that it was because Sun Ji was not saved. Stimulated. That's why I fell ill. Then there is no threat to the eldest emperor. I'm happy for the eldest brother from the bottom of my heart."
"Don't worry. This has to be confirmed." The prince puts down the teacup. waved his hand. For this matter. His instincts tell him. Things are not as simple as they seem.
"Brother Emperor can tell me if you need anything." Zhen Yunjin hurriedly expressed her wishes. For him, the crown prince is the most important person in the world.
"I have received your heart. You go back first. Let me know if you have any new news." The prince said gently.
Damn it. My heart started to cramp again. The prince scolded a foul word in his heart.
"Okay. That big brother. The younger brother retired first." Zhen Yunjin saw that it was getting late. Then he got up and bowed, and withdrew.
Zhen Yunjin left. The prince convulsed. His face was covered with cold sweat.
He staggered to his feet. Stumbled back to the back room.
The inner room is where the prince occasionally sleeps.
On the bed in the back room. There was a man sitting.
The prince ran over. He hugged the man. Kiss eagerly.
"Don't worry. Today I brought the medicine. You take the medicine first." The man's voice was warm. There was a little smile in his voice.
"Quick. Give me the medicine." The prince snatched the medicine from the man's hand. Hurriedly throw it into their mouths.
After about half a pillar of incense. The prince's face returned to normal. He exhaled hard. I patted my chest with my hand, which was still aching. His eyes were fixed on the person sitting on the bed.
"You're out of the palace these days. If I hadn't been lucky, I wouldn't have gotten sick. Maybe he's dead now. You're ruthless enough. Not even a single pill left to me." When the prince said this. The tone is a little rushed. It can be seen that he is angry.
"If you weren't stupid. Will I need to go out of the palace to find Shi Tian. You are to blame for this, or you are to blame for your stupidity." The person who spoke had a fairy-like face. That face is Nangong Hao's.
"Hmph. I'm stupid. That's right. I'm really stupid. If I weren't too stupid. How can I think of you as my friend. Finally got myself to where I am now." The prince's face was bitter.
Nangong Hao stood up. He pouted disdainfully at what the prince said: "You are so ambitious. Even without me. Your fate isn't much better. What I'm doing now may be your only way out. You should be grateful to me for that. Don't tell me. You're not interested in the throne."
"The Throne. It's completely easy to get with my ability. If you hadn't done it in here. Do I need to put so much thought into it. Don't talk about yourself as if you're a savior. Your goals are not pure. Even if you don't say it. You think I can't guess." The prince fought back. For Nangong Hao, he gritted his teeth with hatred.
Nangong Hao no longer argues with him. He began to slowly untie his belt. He took his coat off. The single clothes inside are exposed. said ambiguously: "I haven't had affection for so many days. Don't you want me?"
When he said such seductive words with that fairy-like face. It looks unusually seductive.
The prince clenched his hands into fists fiercely. After a struggle. Helplessly, she closed her eyes and pounced on him.
"Ahh His eyes stared blankly ahead. The brain goes blank.
Why. Why did he have no more to live, and he still tortured himself with this nightmare? The prince covered his head in pain. Unconsciously make a **.
She woke up when the prince was screaming. Watching him hold his head in pain. I don't know how to cross a trace of reluctance in my heart.
To be honest, in his heart, the prince has always been a high-ranking person. Born better than him. Abilities are stronger than him. The cries in the court were also very high. In his eyes, the crown prince is a more perfect person. Although the grandson is not bad. But the birth of the crown prince is placed there. So even if I didn't like him very much before. But they fear him in their hearts. It's just that he never dreamed that the prince would do such a beastly thing to him. Then. He really had the idea of dying together. It's just that the heart is weak. But now looking at the prince so fragile and painful. He noticed that the hatred for him seemed to decrease a lot. It turns out that a person who is almost perfect in the eyes of everyone has a painful existence that no one else knows. Thinking of this, he felt a little relieved.
But now he hesitated whether he wanted to comfort the prince.
The prince held his head and recalled his short life.
Since he was a child, although he was the crown prince of a country, he was not loved by his father. As a young man, he worked hard to gain his father's approval. In exchange for the father's constant blame. At that time, when he was young, he would always hide in the bed and cry silently. The little head can't figure out what he's doing wrong anyway.
Later, I grew up. Many of them are apathetic. The mind also begins to seal. The more you live, the more numb you become. The more you live, the more confused you become. Until the arrival of Sun Ji, he supported him all the way with hatred. But because I wanted to take a shortcut, I got stuck in a muddy swamp and couldn't extricate myself.
He really regretted it. Blinded by senseless hatred. Done such a ridiculous thing. What's even funnier is that. In order to survive, he even took his own brother out of the water. If you think about it, he really hasn't done anything with a clear conscience in his life. Maybe he really doesn't have the point of living like this. Death may have been a relief for him.
The prince's breathing became more and more rapid. I can't breathe because of the pain in my heart. It turns out that regret is such an uncomfortable emotion. He's really uncomfortable. I want to cry but I find that I am no longer qualified to cry.
If his life can come from. He really wants to live a good life for himself. Just once. Live truly for yourself. No responsibility. There is no burden. Pure living. Simply live. Happy to live. That's it.
Turn your head slowly. looked at Sun Di. He had already found out that Sun Di had woken up: "Pulling you into the water is the most guilty thing for me. I'm sorry. These three words are my heart. Whether you hate me or not. I hope you live well. Be happy and live simply. Even if you are ambitious, don't be blinded by your own heart. Always stay sane. I hope you can be happy."