Chapter 50: Pushing the Heart to Comfort the Fearful

There were many unsolved mysteries, and I had a certain idea in my heart about where I was going, and I said to him, "There are some things that I want to go there to find the answer, but until then, I still want to ask the meaning of the moment." ”

"Of course, of course." Tang Jiao nodded, stopped talking, and hesitated, "Shopkeeper Shen, you said, Miss Mu, she ...... Is there really no way for her to get out of that place? ”

"I don't know." I was silent for a moment, and said calmly, "I tried to look for the traces left by the enchantment, but I found nothing. ”

"I don't know what happened to the rest of the people in Muzhang County, that monster is still in it, and there are so many cockroaches, Miss Mu, she is obviously such a good person......"

Tang Jia didn't say any more, not thinking about the worst outcome, "I just hope that she has her own natural appearance, she can be safe, and maybe she can find an exit again and leave there." ”

Seeing Tang Jiao's dejected appearance, I nodded and comforted him: "Mu Jinshu is not an ordinary person, he will definitely find a way to ensure his safety." ”

Having said this, in fact, we all know that she stayed alone in today's Muzhang County, but she is afraid that she will be more than lucky, but this is her life, and it is also her own choice, and all we can do is respect.

I looked around the hospital that day and didn't see Ziwei, and no one saw him after asking the nurse, I waited in his ward until more than eight o'clock in the evening, and there was still no shadow, worried that something had happened to him, and when I was about to leave to look for it, I met Guo Zheng in the corridor.

"Miss Shen, where are you going so late?"

"Have you seen Ziwei today?" I asked.

Guo Zheng looked suspicious, thought for a while, and said: "When I came to see the little mute in the morning, I saw him coming out of the little mute's ward, I wanted to say hello to him, but he seemed to be in a bad mood and left in a hurry, so I didn't talk, and I haven't seen him again." ”

He asked, "What's wrong, has something happened?" Do you want me to send someone to find him for you? ”

"Nothing, don't bother you." I was full of doubts, and I hid it and only smiled politely at him, "The child is playful, he should come back later, I'll wait for him here for a while, you've worked hard these days, it's better to rest early." ”

"Alas, so many people died at once, how can I be at ease if I don't finish the matter."

"By the way, I almost forgot about business." Guo Zheng said: "It's about the little mute. I have a friend's cousin who has been married to his wife for more than ten years and has not conceived a child, and I wonder if they can adopt the child. The day before yesterday, I went to his house to ask and told them about the situation, and they were willing to see what they wanted, so I came to talk to you and discuss whether it was feasible. ”

"Of course it's fine if they want to, but I'm worried about the family, whether they can treat the little mute as their own and treat her sincerely."

"You can rest assured of that." Guo Zheng said: "I am very familiar with that family, the husband and wife are honest and honest people, they do a small business by themselves, and the family background is also solid, if this child will not be wronged in the past, we will often pay attention to it, if they are not good to the child, we will not care." ”

He slowed down his speech and confirmed that there was no one around, and then said: "There is also a question about her future affairs, and our police will always follow up, and there will be no sloppiness." ”

I thanked him and said, "Then please." ”

The two of us made an appointment to take a time to go to each other's homes to see the situation, and if it was appropriate, we would send the little mute over, and ask the household registration to complete the formalities as soon as possible to complete the adoption.

After he left, I went back to Ziwei's hospital room, opened the curtains, and looked downstairs, the huge place was empty.

I waited there all night, until it was almost dawn in the early morning, when I saw Ziwei's figure appear in sight, and at the same time I felt a little at ease and at the same time was extremely complicated, and sat down on the edge of the bed.

Ziwei entered the door with a damp body, turned on the light, and was stunned for a moment when he saw me, "Master? Why are you here? ”

I narrowed my eyes slightly, adjusting to the sudden light, and asked him, "Where have you been?" ”

His clothes were wet with dew, and he stood in front of me, his eyebrows lowered, and said, "I just went out for a walk." ”

"It takes so long to go out for a walk in a day and a night?"

Ziwei pursed the corners of her lips and didn't speak, so I asked again: "Guo Zheng said that he saw you coming out of the little mute ward yesterday morning, what are you doing with her?" ”

When he was still silent, I had a little headache and didn't know what to do with him, and said, "I really don't understand what you're thinking all this time." ”

"Of course you don't understand."

I raised my eyes, his tone seemed to be angry, with too much dissatisfaction, "Because all your energy and care are all on Jiang Xun alone." ”

I frowned, choked on his mindless words, and thought it was ridiculous, but as if he acquiesced, he asked me questioning, "You've decided to go to Chengshui, right?" ”

Following the previous sentence, if I answered, it would be a vague mixture.

"I don't care what you're saying about it, but I'm telling you, I can't always focus on any one person, and all I can think about in that environment is how to solve the problem." I stood up, with anger in my mouth, and said, "Do you think I treat human life as a child's play?" ”

"I decided to go to Chengshui." I said: "But in order to find the person who made Dongyan Town what it is now, to find a way to rescue them, to find the whereabouts of my master, it has nothing to do with Jiang Xun, if you don't want to, you can not go with me, but if you talk about him again, don't blame me for turning my face with you!" ”

The smell of disinfectant water in the hospital room was complemented by the cold silence, forming an indifferent barrier that separated us on both sides.

Ziwei looked at me, his eyes seemed to be soaked with grievances, as if he had a lot of words to say to me, and his voice was hoarse, "If I am no longer Shen Ziwei, who followed you in the past, if I am not what you think I am, do you not want me." ”

Shen Ji once met, we have been dependent on each other for so many years, I have never seen him so fragile, like a child who has been blamed for being wrong, holding his own hidden feelings that are difficult to speak, bearing too much fear and panic.

I was distressed by his eyes, my tone softened, I walked up to him and raised my hand to touch his hair, before I knew it, he had grown so tall.

"I was too anxious just now, the matter in Muzhang County has just ended, you just went out all night alone and didn't return, and you came back without saying anything, how can you not worry about me."

I pulled him to sit down, and said a little tiredly, "I don't have any other family, Master is like my father, he let me survive and taught me how to be a man and do things, and I also treat you as my younger brother, you are all part of my inseparable part." Ziwei, you are my relative, no matter what happens, as long as your nature has not changed, how can I leave you. Of course, I also hope to be with you forever, I hope to return to the life we used to have, plain, just like that, but it has happened, and we have no other choice. ”

After a period of silence, he said, "Can't you forget all this?" ”

"How did you forget?" I asked, "When nothing has happened, let the people of Dongyan Town be locked in that seal forever?" ”

Ziwei lowered his head and said, "I really envy that mute, in Muzhang County, she is clearly an accomplice, but after she forgets everything, you seem to have lost your memory together." ”

"She was being controlled."

Ziwei shook her head, "Actually, she is no different from those others, she is just lucky to keep her appearance as a child, so no one blames her." ”

"Ziwei." I took a deep breath, "People sometimes can't see black and white too clearly, and things too thoroughly. ”

"Why?"

"Because we need hope, we need a beam of light."

"Even if it's just an illusion?"

"Nope." I said, "As long as someone believes, as long as it doesn't change, that's the truth." ”

He stopped talking, and I put my hand on the back of his hand and held it gently, "Can you tell me what you've been through these days?" ”

He shook his head anyway, and at the mention of this, a sudden fear enveloped him again, and the man cowered and trembled uncontrollably.

I put my arms around his back and took him into my arms.

His hand grasped the corner of my clothes as if he were a child, and I felt the wetness on his face, and hugged him tightly, and I heard him say in a very soft voice, "I dare not sleep...... I always have a dream at night......"

"Did you start when you left East Salt Town?"

He nodded.

I asked, "What's in the dream?" ”

His body shook and his voice was hoarse, "Kill." ”

"Sometimes, I feel like I've become a different person."

I wrapped the quilt around his cold body and pressed my chin against the back of his neck, "Don't be afraid, I'm here." ”

"I know I shouldn't say something like that, but seeing you and Jiang Xun standing together, I feel crazy with jealousy, because I don't have the ability of him, I can't help you with anything, I'm afraid that sooner or later, I will become a drag on you. They say I'm a ghost, and you say it's just unfounded rumors, but now I'm worried that maybe they're telling the truth. I want to leave with you and be by your side, but I'm afraid that one day I'll hurt you......"

"Ziwei." I interrupted him, "I don't care what they say, I only recognize you as my relative." I believe you, that's enough, you understand? ”

I still remember what he looked like on the torture rack in Muzhang County, but I don't believe that it was the real him, and I don't believe that he would do anything unfavorable to me.

"We'll find a way together, Ziwei, don't hide my patience anymore, okay?"

He didn't give me a response, so I could only hold him comfortingly until his tremors gradually calmed down, pressed a few acupuncture points, and let him fall asleep.

As soon as the morning light flashed, when I left the ward, I bumped into Tang Jiao, who was an early riser, adjusted my mood and said hello to him.

He glanced behind me, his face evaded, and he said, "Ah...... Shop Shen is early, the weather is really good today. ”

"yes." I walked over to the railing, looked at the clear blue sky outside, and asked, "When are you leaving?" ”

"Hmm......" He looked at me uncertainly with a tentative look, and said nonchalantly, "the day after tomorrow, right?" ”

I looked sideways at him and smiled at him, "If you don't mind going along, then please trouble you, help us buy two tickets, and I'll give you the money later." ”

"Huh?" He didn't react for a moment, his eyes widened, and then he laughed after me, "Don't mind, don't mind, of course I don't mind!" Shopkeeper Shen, don't worry, when I get to Fengxian Pavilion, I will definitely not treat you and Brother Shen badly, and after I go back, I will definitely return Jiang Xun's share to you. ”

He chattered endlessly, and my mind was so distracted that I didn't listen to anything, and secretly pinched a hexagram in my palm.

Muzhang County is just the beginning, there is still room for regret, but if you step into Chengshui City again, you will really never go back.