235. Give in return
Han Yu thought: It may take a long time to understand a man, but some men may not be able to understand it for a lifetime. Xiao Nai is obviously a ruthless killer, but after he brought her to this nameless town, he seems to be a different person. He became ...... There is no fixed state, sometimes speechless, sometimes sloppy, sometimes evil, and there is a sharp light in his eyes.
From time to time, he will suddenly stare coldly, like a lion about to eat people, giving people a creepy feeling, but in an instant, a playful smile on the corner of his lips will surface. So Hanyu identified: Xiao Nai is not a good person, or rather, he is a bad person.
Just like that day on the Beibi Mountain, when she was fighting with the white bear at the most critical juncture, Xiao Nai suddenly appeared, killed the white bear with two arrows and saved her, but turned around and said with his eyes that he was here to ask for his life.
Desperate to run, just trying to find a way to survive and dodge his deadly arrow, the arrow dodged, but it wasn't that he missed, but he was enjoying the fear before she died. I thought I was going to die, but I could still wake up and breathe the air.
Xiao Nai took her out of the snowy mountain and treated her injuries, but she didn't want them. She just wants to go back, go back to the north mountain, and go to see where her sister stayed at the end, I don't know what she wants to confirm, but she feels that it is not solid not to take a look.
So she escaped again and again, but was caught back again and again by Xiao Nai. On the most recent occasion, he grabbed her and said viciously, "You can't escape, since I abandoned everything for you, you don't want to run away from me again!" If you run away again, I will definitely catch you like a rabbit, and then I will not hesitate to ask for your body, you can try! ”
When he said this, although the corners of his mouth were smiling evilly, his eyes were cold.
For Xiao Nai, he is an outlaw, the first half of his life was only to kill people and carry out tasks, and now he has given up these instincts for survival, then the effort must be rewarded. And Hanyu is the reward he demands.
Han Yu glared at him fiercely, shocked by his threat, and did not dare to act rashly. He is a person who can do what he says, and he will not feel that there is anything wrong with threatening a woman with such despicable means.
But after nearly two months of rest, he thought he should be paralyzed, and the idea of running away was again. planned carefully, laid out a lot of tricks, and even ran all the way out of the town, but was blocked on the road by Xiao Nai. He was so angry that his whole face was stretched so long, and he came back with her collar like a chick.
As soon as he entered the door, he threw the person into the bed, and then he pressed up.
Hanyu stiffened, fear rose from his heart, and the threat he had last time immediately filled his mind, and now he was as hard as a stone, his hand clasped her wrist tightly, and where his skin touched, it was hot and hot. And his eyes shone like a wild beast, where there was nothing but anger and **.
She didn't dare to struggle indiscriminately, for fear that the chaotic movement would only further disrupt his breathing and provoke his emotions. Thinking about it or using words to divert his mind, he asked, "Why?" ”
"What, why?"
"Why do you know which way I'm going? Why can't I escape? "It was confusing to her.
Xiao Nai chuckled, obviously amused by her question, "Although you have martial arts, you are only scratching the surface. And obviously, you are short of experience in escaping from the rivers and lakes, unlike me, how to kill people the fastest, how to fight hand-to-hand combat most effectively, how to imprison prisoners, how to track the enemy in the barren mountains and mountains, these are all good at. ”
Speaking of this, Xiao Nai's eyes flashed, and he asked rhetorically: "You said that we are so disparity, how can you escape from me?" Hanyu was silent for a while, and the pain that had been suppressed in his heart crept up on his face, and asked in a quiet voice: "Why did you save me, but you locked me up?" You might as well kill me! ”
"You don't want to live?"
Han Yu's eyes became blurred, and she whispered mournfully: "I'm alive, but she's dead, what's the point?" She gave me a chance to live, but I killed her. I just wanted to go there and see where she was waiting for the end. ”
The entry of Dongyun Emperor's concubine into the imperial mausoleum has already caused a sensation in the world, how could she not know? The Lord didn't save her, and the broken bones he brought back were the fake corpses arranged by Xiao Nai, which means that the Lord didn't find his sister in that rock crevice, and he was too late!
"You ran away to find her on the north mountain?"
"It's not about you!"
Xiao Nai straightened Hanyu's chin, looked at each other, saw the tears rolling in her eyes, stared at her for a long time, and said in a deep voice: "What's the use of you going back now, if she hadn't been rescued, she would have either frozen to death or starved to death on the snowy mountain, and now all she sees is a pile of dry bones." ”
Although the truth was cruel, he still had to tell her the truth.
He had also heard that rumor, since Emperor Dongyun brought back the broken bones of the fake corpse he arranged, then Ning Ranqing might not have been rescued, after such a long time, it had been almost half a year, even if it was a bone, it might have been buried in the snow.
"Nonsense! You are talking nonsense! Hanyu scolded and cried: "She will definitely be saved, maybe she has the strength to walk down the mountain by herself, maybe she ......" She couldn't say any more, she could only cry bitterly.
My sister is pregnant, and her body has long been unable to support the cold and fatigue, otherwise she would not have been allowed to go down the mountain alone to ask for help, but as long as she has a little strength, she will persevere to the end. If no one rescued her, how could she have the strength to walk down the mountain on her own? This is just her deception, although the object of the Lord's sorrow is wrong, but the sorrow is not wrong, my sister is really likely to go......
The sister who swore with her to die on the same day, the same month, and the same year was buried forever in the snow of the northern mountain. Hanyu felt that she was cold, as if she felt the cold buried by the cold snow, and her cold whole body began to tremble.
Xiao Nai frowned, he didn't quite understand the thoughts of the woman under him. People have their own destiny, today you live, tomorrow it may be my death, life and death are just a line between the line.
He couldn't understand Hanyu's feelings for Ning Ranqing, just as he couldn't understand his heart for her now. In his lifetime, he had never had such strong feelings, and even if he was the opposite, he had always only respected.
As for Hanyu, he has become less and less able to control himself, she is becoming more and more irreplaceable in his heart, and he wants to turn her into his person, completely from body to heart, but it is not the time.
Hanyu is not stupid, she sees Xiao Nai's thoughts about her, and she is always uneasy in her heart. Every day after that, when Xiao Nai was alone with her, he always felt his eyes burning at her, feeling like a beast staring at its prey, and it could pounce on her, bite her, or eat her up at any time.
Xiao Nai didn't say much, and when he thought about things, he was even more silent, and he didn't speak more like a lurking beast with both rationality and ferocity. Han Yu became more and more afraid to look him directly into the eyes, afraid that the scorching heat in it would collapse one day sooner or later, and then something unpredictable would happen.
I don't understand what it's like to Xiao Nai, just like I obviously hated him for belittling myself at the beginning, but I slowly became a little moved by him later. This time, I obviously hated him so much at first, but now I fell into this ambiguous emotion.
"Why haven't you thought about escaping lately?" On this day, Xiao Nai had nothing to do, and he had nothing to say.
Hanyu snorted lightly and ignored him.
In fact, life in an unnamed town, in addition to the pain in my heart, is quite quiet. I haven't asked Xiao Nai what he lives on if he doesn't become a killer, but although he is not very rich, he is not like a poor egg, and he often meets him to buy the daily necessities he needs.
The relationship between the two was very delicate and ambiguous, but they did not go any further. Even though Xiao Nai's eyes were burning, he didn't do anything out of proportion, and the worst thing was that his muscles stiffened and pressed her last time, but in the end he didn't take action.
Seeing that she didn't speak, the corners of his lips hooked slightly, and he suddenly asked, "Do you want to go to the snow mountain to see again?" ”
Han Yu was stunned and turned her eyes to look at him in disbelief. Xiao Nai asked again: "Do you want to go?" Seeing that she was still stunned, she turned around directly, "If you don't want to go, forget it." Hanyu shouted behind him: "Yes! I want to go! ”
Xiao Nai stopped, the black back looked a little dignified, he liked black clothes, all clothes were black, because he was originally a person in the dark, black can hide his whereabouts, so it became his habit.
Hanyu held her breath and stared at him, but saw that he didn't look back. Fool, he lied to you. There was a voice in my heart laughing.
"Wait for me to arrange, we'll leave later." The dark back stepped firmly over the threshold, leaving only a silly woman to scrutinize the truth of his words. Is he really willing to take her back? In fact, she knew a little about the reason why Xiao Nai was reluctant to go back, he betrayed Nan Shao and betrayed the shadow gate for her, so his whereabouts must disappear, otherwise it is very likely to lead to death.
There may be unknown dangers waiting for him, but he is willing to try for her.
The next day, they actually set out on their return journey. Xiao Nai said that he wanted to arrange it, but he saw that he was carrying a burden and brought two horses, and there was nothing else. Along the way, they met the town, but they avoided the village, they all slept in the wild, Hanyu did not cry bitter, knowing that such caution was for the sake of safety.
More than half a year has passed, spanning winter and spring, and it is already summer. Han Yu gradually also knew what Xiao Nai was carrying in her baggage, which were some tools that she couldn't understand, as well as dry food and a change of clothes. Dry food is the kind that is difficult to bite and indigestible, but it is very satiety. The skill of survival in the wild, to be honest, she is indeed inferior to him.
If he was on the north mountain, maybe my sister would have ......
The closer he got to Beibi Mountain, the more tormented Hanyu's heart became, and he was always inexplicably sad, scurrying around in his heart. At the foot of the mountain, I looked up to see that the snow-capped mountains, which were once vast and endless, were now covered by a dark and dark green jungle, with only the occasional bits of white peeking through the cracks.
This mountain, even in the summer, still has some dead spots that do not melt all year round.
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