Led by Lu Yan, they visited all the attractions in the entire S City, and spent a whole semester of vacation to experience things they had never experienced.

It was the happiest time for Xihe......

Later, when my grandmother was older, my mother took her to live at home, along with Hou Dihui's cousin.

Hou Dihui joined them to play a wider range of places, what KTV, Imperial City game venues, ice skating and playing ball......

Xihe's body had already shown the first signs at that time, she was so tired and weak that she didn't even have the energy to follow them around, but she was reluctant to miss any opportunity to meet him.

was diagnosed with leukemia in the second year of knowing Lu Yan.

At that time, the whole sky was gray, just like Yu Ziqiang said, leukemia was a terminal disease. There is still a possibility of a cure in China, but it will require a lot of investment...... Xihe's parents are ordinary salaried workers, they save money for a lifetime, maybe only enough for Yu Ziqiang to marry a daughter-in-law in the future, but because of Xihe's illness, the whole family was dragged into the endless abyss.

Xihe is really grateful, her parents didn't give her up at that time...... With treatment, she had no choice but to take a break from school, away from school, away from the future she was looking forward to, and...... The person I've always liked in my heart.

But what surprised her, what could hold on with faith was Lu Yan's visit during the holidays.

Lu Yan was really good to her at that time, so good that she was not only satisfied with his company......

During the treatment, Xihe became thinner and thinner, and almost became a skeleton that could not even support his body.

Lu Yan has been by his side to encourage her, but his face is getting worse and worse, as if he has something on his mind, and the depth in his eyes is a little incomprehensible.

Xihe thought he was tired of running to the hospital every time he had a holiday, and she told him that he didn't have to come over every weekend, but he scolded him.

She didn't remember what she said, and after that unhappy parting, she didn't see him again for ten days and half a month.

By chance, I still knew the news of him once or twice from Ji Yao's mouth, but he was very busy with his studies, and he was almost too busy to eat, so he didn't have time to come to see him.

Despite my understanding, I couldn't stop feeling disappointed.

Sometimes she really envies Ji Yao for being able to chase love at all costs, but her liking for Lu Yan can only be buried deep in her heart, whether it is illness or other factors, like Lu Yan, it is unreachable like a morning star in the sky, not something she can get.

But she still couldn't help but think about it and make contact.

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Later, Hou Dihui and Ji Yao graduated from high school and organized some classmates to congratulate them.

Xihe stayed at home due to illness, but he was also invited by them.

She didn't want to go, she couldn't stand Ji Yao's enthusiasm, and she also said that Lu Yan would come back.

Xihe was seventeen years old that year, she hadn't seen Lu Yan for nearly two months, he seemed to be really busy, once Xihe asked him what he was busy with, but he changed the topic and prevaricated.

She only found out from Ji Yao that he was following a friend and doing something, and seemed to be learning to do business.

……

The place where we met was in a bar box, and there were many people who came, all of whom were friends of Hou Dihui.

Xi He didn't know anyone, so she stayed quietly in the corner, watching Hou Dihui and Ji Yao and them carnival and drink, and everyone had a good time.

Once Ji Yao left halfway in the middle, Xi He was puzzled, but he didn't think deeply, just looked at the direction of the door frequently in boredom, thinking why Lu Yan hadn't arrived yet?

Did Hou Dihui really invite him?

It's a pity that she doesn't know anyone here, and she can't find anyone to ask, so after waiting for more than half an hour, the door was opened, and it was Ji Yao who came in, followed by Xi and Lu Yan who was thinking about her heart.

Lu Yan came very late, Ji Yao seemed to pick him up, as soon as he came in, he was pestered by Hou Dihui to drink, and punished himself for being late.

Xihe sat on the very edge, the light in the box was not too bright, he stood there and seemed to be more temperamental, coldness emanating from himself, different from others, but easier to be impressed by him.

After drinking a round of wine, someone next to Xihe got up, Lu Yan seemed to be a little tired, and in a blink of an eye, he saw that she had a place here, so he raised his legs and walked over.

Xihe Wudu was slightly nervous, the sofa space was already small, and as soon as he sat down, it became more and more crowded.

They were so close that she could feel the heat coming from him through a finger's width of a gap.

The box was long and noisy, and the smell of smoke was permeating, but it couldn't resist the crisp breath drilling into the nostrils.

Just when Xihe couldn't control the deer from colliding, the man next to him leaned on the back of the sofa, he raised his hand to soothe his brows, and asked in a hoarse voice: "How is your body?" ”

Xihe blinked lightly, and for a moment he was stunned, not knowing who he was asking?

It wasn't until he turned his gaze and got closer that Xihe saw the bloodshot in his eyes, and she stammered a little: "Oh, it's much better......"

He rarely eased his expression, and rubbed the bangs on her forehead, his voice was lowered, and he was also infused with tenderness: "Drink the medicine well, eat on time, and wait for me to ......"

When he said this, he suddenly stopped, and Xihe looked at him suspiciously: "What? ”

Lu Yan withdrew his hand, he covered his nose and coughed lowly, his cold eyes flickered slightly, and then stood up suddenly, and said to her in a hurry: "You come out." ”

Xi He was even more puzzled, she looked at Hou Dihui who was still pouring wine over there, and Ji Yao who was pestered to sing, she only thought for a moment, got up and followed Lu Yan's footsteps out of the box.

He led her to the dark corridor, and only when he was away from the noise over there did Lu Yan stop.

Xi He also stopped, this was not the first time she had been alone with him, but inexplicably her cheeks were a little hot this time.

She was glad there was not enough light here, and he couldn't see the color on her face.

Just when she was thinking about saying something to break the silence, Lu Yandi's hoarse voice suddenly sounded: "Xihe, I'm going to be a soldier." ”

Full of joyful expectations, like a basin of cold water poured on the top, Xihe raised his head in a daze: "What? ”

Lu Yan said: "I signed up, and I will go to the army in a few days, you ......."

He hesitated to say something, the hands hanging beside him clenched into fists slightly, Xihe noticed it, he should be entangled and didn't know how to tell her.

Xihe didn't know if he really relied on him too much in his usual life, making him so embarrassed...... But when she heard the news that he was leaving, it was as if something was about to be removed from her body, and as he stood in front of her, she already felt an endless cage of loneliness.

was so reluctant that she even had an urge to open her mouth to keep him...... Don't leave!

The words that were retained spilled to the tip of his tongue, but he couldn't spit it out.

In the three years she has known each other, she knows very well that he has always had a dream of being a general.

Whenever Lu Yan talked about the life of the army, his eyes were bright, and the look inside was shining.

He wants to put on that bloody military uniform, become a member of the soldiers, and realize his dreams, his ambitions, his ......

Xi lowered her head hehe, at that time she didn't know how to hide her emotions, she only felt that her nose was very sore, and her sour eyes were hot.

"Xihe." Lu Yan shouted to her: "Tell you something......

"Hmm." She listened.

"The ......"

Lu Yan's brows were tightly twisted, Xihe had never seen him like this, her lips moved slightly and asked him, "When are you leaving?" ”

He didn't answer for a long time, she looked up, and those cold eyes looked behind her.

Xi He turned his head along his line of sight, and Ji Yao didn't know when he was standing not far from there.

She smiled at Xihe, then turned away, her hands behind her back, and she waited deliberately.

When Lu Yan said that he was going to be a soldier, Xi He hadn't reacted yet, but the moment he saw Ji Yao, there was a sudden excitement in his head, and a line was smoothed, and then there was endless depression and sadness.

At that moment, she knew that the person Ji Yao liked, the person who did not hesitate to give up everything for him and wanted to follow him to become a soldier - it was actually Lu Yan.

Xihe was shocked, and this shock was far more than the fact that Lu Yan told her that he was going to the army!

The unexpected truth seems so taken for granted, and what brings Xihe is the collapse of faith, and when all the courage is wasted, the blow will be so heavy.

Xihe didn't know how she reacted at the time, it should have been dull, she couldn't pretend not to care: "Ji Yao, she is looking for you, what's the matter, I'll go in first......"

She almost ran away, she didn't want Lu Yan to see her out-of-control appearance, and she didn't want him to spy on her mind.

She didn't bother to say hello to Ji Yao, and hid back in the box, the place where she sat at first had been taken up, and Xi He found a place to sit down at random.

There was a glass of wine in front of him, and I don't know who poured it, but I haven't drunk it yet.

She didn't want to take a sip, the taste of beer always had a disgusting feeling, Xihe couldn't help but run out and rushed into the bathroom.

The door of the bar box is not soundproof, and the sound of heavy metal collision can still be heard in my ears, and my noisy temples hurt.

What made her even more flustered was the heart in her chest, Xihe leaned against the washing table, her hands tightly grasped the clothes on her chest, as if in this way she grabbed her restless heart and calmed herself down.

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When she returned to the box again, Lu Yan was gone, Ji Yao had drunk too much, and she was still yelling to drink, Hou Dihui dissuaded her, and didn't want her to fall into Hou Dihui's arms.

Hou Dihui could only apologize to his classmates and send Ji Yao back and let them take care of themselves.

When he came to the door, Hou Dihui saw Xihe and ordered her to go and get Ji Yao's bag.

Then he took Ji Yao's arm and left.

Xihe caught up with him in the elevator after taking the bag, and when the elevator went down, Hou Dihui didn't know if he was also drunk, and he almost crashed to the side.

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