Chapter 59: What an embarrassment!
I listened to the chatter of the few people who had just come in, and I didn't have the heart to stay in the class any longer. After cleaning up, I went out of the classroom.
It's past three o'clock, and there's still an hour before my game. I walked around the playground and didn't see the shadows of even leaves or clouds. These two girls did not participate in any competitions, although Lian Ye's boyfriend Chen Hai participated in the competition, but he, like Li Yaowen, did not compete in the afternoon. So I wondered if these people had gone somewhere to have a private meeting.
I sat down at the logistics of our class for a while, and Zhou Xue saw that I handed me an orange. I shook my head and thanked her, saying no.
I felt the jealousy in my heart very clearly, and I felt that I hated her, even though she hadn't done anything too much to me.
But I just don't like her. The reason is clear to me...... She has good grades, is a class cadre, and is beautiful enough. As for me, although I am not ugly, I have nothing to do with beauty.
I suddenly didn't understand. In the past, there were a lot of beautiful girls in the class, didn't Lianye? Clouds, aren't they? I have never been jealous of them, and although I sometimes do so, I have never been jealous. But what's going on with me now?
I quickly got up and turned my head down towards a place where no one was around. I know it in my heart, and I know it...... But I didn't dare to think about it anymore......
I'm nothing, and I'm nothing...... All day long, except for dragging a bitter gourd face, it is dragging a bitter gourd face, as if the whole world owes me money. People like me have a weird personality, don't like to talk, and don't be lively...... It's good that someone is willing to take care of me, but I dare to hate others? Are you sure it's not someone else who hates me?
How many friends have I made since school started so long? Not a single one, not even one willing to go to the toilet or drink water with me.
Am I really not an annoying person?
"Where are you going?" A somewhat helpless voice suddenly came from above his head. I raised my head and saw Li Yaowen looking at me helplessly. He saw that I was still a little stunned, so he gave way and let me see the direction I was going.
I gasped, when was I almost running to the door of the men's restroom!!
I think the expression on my face must be so rich right now that I can't wait to find a crack in the ground right now. I didn't dare to look at Li Yaowen's face, so I turned around and ran to the women's toilet on the side. And the speed is called a fast, definitely not much better than when I sprinted 100 meters.
I was probably a little excited when I rushed into the women's toilet, startling a group of girls squatting in the toilet, and four or five pairs of eyes looked at me in unison in an instant. I coughed hurriedly to cover it up, and quickly found a pit to squat.
I felt like I was squatting in the toilet for a bit of a long time, and I didn't get up until the girls were gone. At this time, the legs are already numb, and every step is a torment. I walked around the toilet twice, felt a little better, and then limped out of the toilet.