Chapter 20: Tenderness is hard to love

Tired

Han felt that he had never been so tired in his long life, and the moment he woke up, his eyelids were so heavy that he suspected that he might not have the strength to open them at all.

It's already early in the morning, and there seems to be a faint sunlight shining into the originally dark pavilion, but I am dizzy and dizzy, and I can't see the person standing up in the sunlight at all.

He moved his lips to call out, but he felt that it was very hard to even make a sound. It wasn't until the face slowly came in front of him that he barely recognized Di Fei's face.

Last night, he was supposed to be a person who was seriously injured and waiting to die, but today he was surprisingly refreshed, his eyebrows and eyes were clear, and he couldn't see the slightest serious injury and tiredness, but his face was full of ridicule: "Wake up, how do you feel?" ”

Han called softly, "Master." The sound was so small that it was barely audible. He tried to sit up, but found that it was extremely difficult for Sihu to even move his fingers.

Even the pain was very, very dull, it just felt very weak, very weak, very tired, very tired. It was as if all the vitality had been extracted in an instant. People can't think about anything, can't do anything, just want to fall asleep, sink into the deepest dark world, until the sky is old and never wake up again.

This feeling is completely different from his usual gluttony, enjoying life, just wanting to sleep in a warm quilt and never get up.

Han was slightly puzzled. Although he broke a bone last night, although, *** love, made him hurt and injured, but with his mental strength, even if he felt a little pain, he could try his best to ignore this pain, how could it become like this? Obviously, the master didn't have much strength last night, he wasn't as rude and ruthless as he usually was, and he didn't deliberately add other wounds to him, why did he ......

One night later, Di Fei was already full of energy, and looked at Han coldly: "This is the fate of you who don't know whether you live or die." ”

Ah Han looked at him blankly, after a long time, everything in front of him could barely be seen clearly. Di Fei was naked, looking at him condescendingly. It turned out that sex could heal wounds, but it turned out to be true, and overnight, the dying man seemed to miraculously get better. However, it is estimated that this kind of thing can only treat internal injuries, not external injuries. The wounds on Di Fei's body, large and small, were just as hideous and terrifying. Because he had been exercising vigorously last night, the blood from the wound could not clot, and to this day, there are still many places on his body dripping blood.

However, Di Fei obviously didn't take these little injuries to heart, only looked at Ah Han coldly, and walked away, this is his room, and he casually took a few changes of clothes to change into, if it weren't for his extremely sensitive ears and eyes, he would hardly hear the voice, so faint that he almost couldn't hear the call: "Master." ”

Di Fei raised his eyebrows and turned around: "What else do you want to say?" ”

Han slowly supported the ground with his hands, trying to sit up, such a simple action, but he did it extremely slowly, he could ignore the pain in his chest, but he could not make his sore, weak body, make movements beyond his limit.

Di Fei stared coldly, quietly watching his struggles and efforts.

It was a long, long time before Han could barely sit up, his head covered in sweat, and his movements were extremely slow, but he continued to grope his way forward on the ground and pick it up. Sometimes, he had to rely on the help of his hands to crawl in order to reach his destination...... Just a few steps away.

Di Fei watched him slowly, picking up the gauze and wound medicine in his hand one by one, looking at him, slowly looking up at himself, very slowly, leaning against the wall, supporting himself to stand up, and then at the moment of stepping towards himself, he fell down again.

With such a heavy fall, Di Fei felt that his heart was also shaken heavily, the bones in his chest were still broken, and such a violent fall, a little unremittingly, could make one of his organs be pierced alive.

Seeing that Han's face was pale and gloomy green, he still held the pills in one hand, and began to tremble with the other hand and lean against the wall, trying to stand up again.

Di Fei's thick eyebrows furrowed tightly, and finally strode closer, holding his body that was already completely uncontrolled by his will and was trembling violently: "What are you going to do?" ”

Han breathed a sigh of relief and wanted to answer, but felt that he didn't even have the strength to speak. He could only slowly open the medicine bottle with trembling hands and sprinkle the powder on Di Fei's bleeding arm.

The memories he had had were so vivid that Di Fei couldn't help but tremble slightly, however, he didn't let go of his hand, nor did he push Han's hand away.

He quietly watched as the powder fell and sprinkled on the wound, and he quietly watched as Han tried to bandage himself with his trembling hand that had no strength at all, but failed again and again.

After a long time, he asked softly: "You are doing this just to bandage my wounds?" ”

"Hmm." Han tried to answer in the most effortless voice possible.

"Didn't you notice that I'm fine?"

Ah Han had to cheer up, but he really had the strength to say: "However, you are still bleeding, I promised you to take care of your wounds......"

In addition to weakness, still weakness, except for exhaustion, only exhaustion, Ah Han was so tired that he just wanted to give up all consciousness, and sank into a long hibernation, but he struggled to close his eyes, just because, in front of him, there was still bright red blood flowing.

Di Fei Muran watched as he continued to fight against his weak body and complete the work of healing his injuries. Didn't this idiot find out how much worse his physical condition was than mine?

He gritted his teeth slowly, however, what came out was: "You're tired, just sleep, I'll bandage the wound myself?" ”

Ah Han was taken aback and showed a happy expression: "You agreed to treat the wound?" ”

Di Fei nodded.

Ah Han immediately seized the opportunity to talk about the conditions: "If you want to treat your injuries well, you want to see a doctor?" ”

Di Fei showed a patient expression, hesitated slightly, and nodded.

Han smiled at him, and in the next moment, he completely sank into the dark world. In Di Fei's arms, his hands and feet fell and he lowered his head.

In this short moment, Di Fei's heart jumped, and he almost thought that this extremely weak person had died in front of his eyes. The faint breath and the barely felt heartbeat and pulse made it almost impossible to believe that this was still a living person.

For so long, he had been looking forward to seeing Han's weak appearance, and he had always hoped that he could make Han faint with his true skills, however, all this happened in front of him, but he found that, in fact, he was not particularly happy.

The middle and high-level people of the village, who had been waiting outside the park for a day, finally watched their owner walk out at dawn with the little male pet in his arms. The master was refreshed and walked calmly, and he did not see the slightest serious injury at all. It seems that yesterday's injury was only serious on the surface, and it couldn't really affect the owner at all. It has always been said in the rivers and lakes that the severity of Blood Shura Di Fei's injuries is so severe that no one can see that everyone who wants to take advantage of his injuries to kill him will end up dying of his injuries.

Now, it seems, that is indeed the case.

Everyone sighed and gave each other a look, our master is really unfathomable. As for the person in his arms, who did not know whether he was alive or dead, no one would pay much attention.

Han didn't know that Di Fei carried him all the way back, Han didn't know what Di Fei told the people around him, Han didn't know, he was in a coma for thirteen days, no matter what kind of elixir, pour it down, spit it out, Han didn't know, except for Di Fei, almost everyone thought he was dead.

No matter how strong the spirit is, it also needs the body to carry it. Mental power can ignore all harm and suffering, but it cannot go beyond the limits of the body, and when the body can no longer remain awake because it has exhausted all its life force, even if it has a god-like spirit, it will eventually have no place to return.

Until Han woke up, the feeling of weakness and weakness still lingered. Unlike before, when he liked to lie in bed because he was lazy, now, even if there is good sunshine outside, he has no strength or will, and gets up from bed.

In the past, he liked to eat and drink more than sleep, but now, even when the most delicious food in the world is placed in front of him, he has no appetite.

However, the subordinates around him seem to be extremely tough, no matter whether he likes it or not, what he should eat, what he should drink, and what is sure to be beneficial to his body, even if he refuses, he must open his mouth, and he must be forced to pour it down.

Di Fei hadn't visited him once in days. Han didn't take it to heart either. Compared with his previous laziness, he now does nothing, but he is tired all day, and he has no strength to think about anything, and he has no strength to care.

Naturally, he didn't know that almost every day the steward on his side would personally report to Di Fei about his body. Each time, Di Fei just listened with a blank face, and only occasionally gave a few extremely strong orders.

"Whether he likes it or not, the medicine and dietary supplements prescribed by the doctor must be poured into him according to the amount."

"Don't pay attention to him and stay in bed, when the sun is good outside, tie him out with a rope, walk around in the sun, he can't walk and help him, he can't stand, sit on a chair and push it."

In any case, under Di Fei's tough treatment, Han's health finally began to gradually improve after two or three months. It's just that it seems that God can't see Ah Han slowly recover and continue to live a life that is useless to the world like a pig.

So, late one night, the second person in the village, the old man with all the white eyebrows and beard, came to Han's room in person, and between the raised hands, several servants who served the night were all hit in the sleeping hole and fell into a deep sleep.

But Ah Han, who was asleep, was woken up, his eyes were not fully opened, and his consciousness was still confused, when he heard a voice say: "Ah Han, the owner of the village has been injured again." ”

Han opened his eyes, and there was a moment of confusion, but he immediately understood, and didn't say anything, just got up silently. His movements were still not very neat.

The old man looked at his sickly demeanor and frowned slightly, but he did not speak, only watched quietly. It was only when Han got dressed, got out of bed and walked, and walked too slowly, that he was a little impatient and stretched out his hand to grab Ah Han and fly away.

In the fierce night wind, Han asked curiously: "Why is the master injured again, doesn't it mean that the master is very powerful?" Why do you always get hurt? ”

"Recently, almost every few days, there are top masters in the rivers and lakes who come to the owner to duel. The owner was injured last time, although it was not too serious, in the end it was not all good, repeatedly dueling with people, and the vitality has not been able to recover, even the iron man has been fighting this duel, and he will not be able to hold it until now, only now, he was seriously injured, which is already very remarkable. The old man's expression suddenly became heavy, "Speaking of which, the people in the rivers and lakes have always been in awe of the owner, and I don't know why so many people have come to challenge recently. We suspect that the news of the owner's serious injury has leaked out, but we have always kept the matter of the owner's injury a secret. This is really puzzling. So, this time, in order to make sure that the news doesn't leak out, I have to let other irrelevant people fall asleep. ”

Ah Han was puzzled when he heard it: "Even if you are injured, why do you have to keep dueling with others?" Why do people have to fight when they want to duel? ”

The old man was even more inexplicable: "If people want to fight, how can we not fight?" Is the prestige of Zhuangzi gone, the face of the owner of the village, and the identity of the giant of the rivers and lakes is gone? ”

The two of them stared at each other, and they both felt that the other party was completely unable to communicate.

At this time, he had arrived outside the Qingtian Garden, and as usual, large bags and small bottles of medicine were stuffed into Han's hands. Han didn't say anything more, and went straight in.

Di Fei, who was quietly cross-legged in the darkness to heal his wounds, heard the familiar footsteps again, and once again saw the door being pushed open, the moonlight was extremely bright and bright tonight, and a figure that seemed to be extremely weak and extremely smart, stepping on the moonlight from the outside, walked in very slowly.

Di Fei felt that he should be amazed, how could he dare to come after such a serious lesson. Di Fei felt that he shouldn't be surprised at all, at this time, in this situation, the only person who could approach him by stepping on the moonlight from the darkness could only be that person.

Han walked very slowly, slowly, but in the end he still reached Di Fei's side. "Master." He called softly, with some joy: "I didn't smell blood today, you didn't hurt as badly as last time." ”

Di Fei was silent, and for some reason, he suddenly didn't want to answer any questions from Han.

When Han saw that he did not answer, he said no more, but bent down, put down all the things in his hand, and began to undress.

Hearing the sound of wide clothes, Di Fei's silent body shook suddenly, and suddenly jumped up like an explosion, grabbed Ah Han, and the strength was so great that he almost crushed him: "Are you crazy?" What do you want? ”

"Treat your wounds?" Han replied very usually and puzzled: "Didn't you say that this can heal the wound?" And it worked so well last time? ”

Di Fei was so angry that he trembled inexplicably: "Are you an idiot, last time I got better so quickly, but you became like that, everyone knows, it was caused by me absorbing your essence true yuan?" ”

Ah Han was puzzled: "You suck my essence true yuan?" ”

Di Fei gritted his teeth angrily: "Everyone has a unique essence, and the evil sect often uses the method of intersection, collecting the essence of others, in order to increase their own strength, and using the technique of collecting and replenishing the left side door, directly sucking away the essence of the healthy, which can be more effective than any panacea to treat injuries and make people recover quickly, but the person who is sucked will die on the spot at worst, and be paralyzed for life, even if it is a little better, if he is not dead or disabled, he must have a short life for many years, do you know?" ”

He said it so angrily and so excitedly, but Ah Han suddenly realized when he heard it: "No wonder you say that sex can cure diseases, it turns out that this is called replenishment?" ”

Di Fei lowered his eyes coldly and let go of his hand, because he was suddenly far away from the warmth, making his palms empty and lonely, he closed his eyes, sank his heart, and waited for the warmth in the cold night to leave quickly after enlightenment.

However, the next moment, a naked and hot body hugged him tightly like this.

Di Fei was suddenly shocked, and the violent tremor made him think that a heart was about to jump out of his chest, and he blurted out again: "What do you want to do?" ”

"I'll treat you." Ah Han replied again, and the answer was simple and direct, "Even if the tonic can cure you, it will be too simple." ”

In the darkness, the lips that seemed to be hotter than a thousand suns kissed down, deep and heavy, and entangled endlessly.

Di Fei gritted his teeth, he wanted to push this madman away, but for some reason, decades of skill seemed to disappear in an instant, and his hands and feet were stiff and he let the warm wisps invade his lonely body, ruthlessly driving away the original cold inch by inch.

The hand was gentle and agile, skillfully igniting every inch of his body, the lips were hot and warm, slowly sliding from the forehead to the most sensitive part of the neck and moving a little bit, slowly reaching his earlobe, and the voice as light as a gossamer sounded: "Master, I beg you for something?" ”

Di Fei still gritted his teeth and replied in a stiff voice, "You say." ”

It was rare for Han to beg him, if it was before, he would be proud and he would sneer, but at this time, he just wanted to listen quietly, because he knew that this request must be what he thought, so for any normal person may ask it, it is very different.

"If, next time you get hurt again, don't look for someone else, don't use the technique of replenishment on others, come to me." Han thought for a moment and added, "Before I die, come to me." ”

Di Fei raised his hand and grabbed the carcass that was clinging to him again, and his voice was inexplicably hoarse: "Do you know that you won't live long like this?" ”

"That's why I said, at least until I die, don't look for anyone else." Han smiled, this man gave him food and clothing, and provided him with a safe house, and now that he is injured, it is natural for him to pay a little to help him recover. Even if this kind of treatment will harm life, why should other people bear it? All lives are precious and equal, and the killing in this era is cruel, and he is too lazy to intervene, but why not do his part well, at least before he dies, he can help other lives and bear this calamity.

For him, this is just a very natural thought, Yu Difei, such words, such a request, but like thunder and lightning, shocking people's souls. He hissed, "I promise you." ”

In the next moment, he finally let go of all self-control, hugged the body tightly, and let his mind indulge in infinite happiness and pain.

When Han woke up, on the soft futon and in the warm bed, a voice next to his ear asked softly, "What do you think?" ”

Ah Han looked at Di Fei's eyes with a little concern in a daze, and then said, "It's a little weak, but it's much better than last time." ”

Di Fei smiled: "Even if it is a supplement, there is a difference between light and several, the caster can grasp a degree, while treating himself, reduce the damage of the other party as much as possible, although in this way, the treatment effect may be worse, but it is enough, at least for now, when there are one or two masters at leisure, I can still deal with it freely." ”

Looking at Han's still pale face and troubled expression, he was still a little apologetic and sighed: "Originally, your body is not completely well, I shouldn't treat you like this." It's just that the news that I was seriously injured was spread, and many people wanted to take advantage of the fire to rob, for fear that I would escape, all of them blatantly challenged, according to the news reported by my spies, within two days, at least three masters would come here. If I want to keep my position today and the power that shakes the world, I have to restore myself as soon as possible. I can't trust doctors, and I never like medicine, not to mention, even with medicine, there are few immediate results, and you asked me to promise that I can't use medicine on others......"

His voice was as gentle as he could, and as he spoke, he gently stretched out his hand to smooth out a strand of hair scattered on Han's forehead, and then pulled the quilt for him.

Ah Han looked at him in shock, his face was extremely complicated, and after a while, he said softly: "Master, you have never treated me like this, and you have never spoken to me like this?" ”

Di Fei smiled: "Am I not good like this? ”

Han still looked at him with extremely strange eyes, and after a long time, he asked, "Master, is this your gentleness?" ”

Di Fei smiled: "What do you say? ”

Han's body seemed to shake violently, but he didn't say a word, but his eyes were unpredictable, flashing all kinds of light, and he looked straight at Di Fei, for a long, long time, and refused to roll his eyes slightly, his body was longer and longer, and he maintained this posture without moving.

Even with Di Fei's concentration, under this kind of gaze, he didn't last long, so he couldn't help but ask, "What are you doing here?" ”

"Master, I am very attentive, very attentive, very hard, very hard, very hard, love you, like you, and moved by your gentleness." Ahan replied calmly.

Di Fei had heard enough of Di Fei's affectionate words, but he had never heard them, such straightforward, such simple words, he knew that Ah Han would never lie, and he was so happy in his heart for a while that he felt unspeakably comfortable, and couldn't help laughing: "You little idiot." ”

This time, after Ah Han fainted in the Sky Tower, Di Fei not only personally sent him back, personally told people to wipe his body and change his clothes, personally sent him to chuang, personally covered him with a quilt, and did not harm him to stay by his bedside all night. After Han woke up, he stayed here for a full day and a night, and on the third day, he went to the council.

With such honor and care, Yu Di Fei has never had anything to do with Han. So after Di Fei left, the people around Ah Han directly served him as a bodhisattva.

Ah Han seemed to have doubts, he was in a daze alone, for a day and a night, and finally on the morning of the third day, when Fang Hong came to ask for peace, he called softly: "Steward Fang, there is something, I have thought about it for a long time, but I haven't figured it out, can you help me think about it?" ”

Fang Hong hurriedly smiled and said, "Childe, please ask, my subordinates know everything, and they have no end to it." ”

"If a person punches and kicks you, bullies you, and insults you for three days, will you hate him?"

Fang Hong thought that he was going to ask such a profound question, so much so that he was stunned for a moment when he first heard such a simple word, and then replied, "Yes." ”

"So, if one day, he suddenly stops hitting you, or, very lightly, will you not hate him?" Han asked like a studious schoolboy.

"Of course I still hate, I won't hate him because someone else could have killed me, but he only chopped off my hand."

"So?" Han pondered, "If one day, suddenly, not only does he not beat you, but he treats you very well, you fall, he helps you up, you are injured, he greets you, will you still hate him?" ”

"If he tortured me for three years, but one day he treated me a little better, and I forgot all the pain of three years, then I would be a saint." Although Fang Hong was puzzled in his heart, he still replied naturally.

Han showed a confused look: "However, I have heard that there are many people who are like this, they are wantonly tortured, beaten and scolded for a long time, but they are grateful because of the inadvertent tenderness of others, and feel that others could have been extremely rough with themselves, but who knows that this time they are not rude but very gentle, how good he is, how kind he is, how considerate he is to me, so he is willing to live and die for him from then on." ”

Fang Hong was stunned: "This kind of person, if he is not a madman, he is born to be cheap." No normal person would ever remember the candy after being whipped and given another piece of candy. ”

Han nodded very slowly: "That is to say, after being treated gently by a person who often beats you, it is completely normal to dislike him." ”

"Nature."

Han frowned, held his chin, and sighed.

Master, master, you can't blame me. I really worked hard to learn the emotional changes of those little people that Zhang Minxin showed me. After discovering the gentleness that you suddenly gave as the master, I really felt your tenderness with my heart and tried to move myself, and I thought with my heart, how great, how noble, how great you are, but how great you are to treat me so gently, how touched, how excited, how tempting.

But I really can't find even the slightest bit of this feeling.

Why, after suffering a lot, 90 out of a hundred small sufferings, will love life and death because of the occasional tenderness of the tormentor of his tormenter, and love him with no regrets?

The master is indeed not a bad person, but he often beats me, scolds me, humiliates me, and likes to break my bones, and I do not cry bitterly, swear and swear that I hate you, as countless classic Xiaoshou do. Therefore, after you suddenly became gentle with me, of course I couldn't do it like the classic Xiaoshou, and immediately let go of the curse I had gambled on, and I loved life and death in a blink of an eye.

Ah, Steward Fang is right, maybe I'm really a normal person, a normal person, that is, not crazy, not born cheap, so I can't be a perfect little sufferer.

What can I do about this, my master, I'm sorry for you, I will eat and drink without worry in the future, and my life will not be affected by Xiao Attack as a treasure in the palm of my hand!

Compared with the damage to the body, this uncertainty about the future comfortable life really made Han feel extreme pain.

Ah Han was lying on the bed in a daze, and Fang Hong was also standing by the bed in a daze, ahhhh He pondered for a long time, and suddenly thought of the injuries that often appeared on Han's body, and the gentleness that the owner had rarely seen these days. His face turned pale with a brush. This one...... That one...... Could it be ...... No way.

The color of blood faded from his face completely, and the poor steward, after discovering that he might have fallen into trouble unintentionally, secretly swore that he would never mention the answer he had just given to anyone, under any circumstances.