Chapter 179: Say goodbye to the demons
"The Imperial Palace of the Eastern Qin Kingdom." Dongfang Yu's clear eyes looked at me very puzzled, "My father, my country, has already turned his back on me, so how can they put the future of the Eastern Qin Kingdom in my hands." ”
"Dongfang, what do you mean by that?" This time, I looked back at Dongfang Yu with a puzzled face.
Dongfang Yu sighed slightly, bowed down, sat down beside me, and said in a light and gentle tone: "Heart lock, why do you call me Dongfang, before, didn't you always call me Ah Yu?" You say Ah Yu, is it more appropriate for my image? ”
"Ah, did I say that? However, Ah Yu is really good-sounding? "Why didn't I think of it before, called Dongfang Yu?
"Heart lock, it's okay if you don't remember, let's go home, right?" Dongfang Yu stood up quickly, and in front of my eyes, followed by his pair of beautiful and perfect right hands.
"Home?" I looked at him with some suspicion, but a thousand possibilities flashed in my mind?
"That's right, go home." Dongfang Yu looked at me with a pure face, and repeated it very patiently.
After a battle between heaven and man in my mind, I stretched out my right hand, put it in Dongfang Yu's palm, and said with a smile: "Okay, Ah Yu, let's go home." ”
If this is really just a dream, then I would rather never be able to recover.
Dongfang Yu took advantage of the situation and pulled me up from the bow of the boat, and I also cooperated with him very much, after a perfect spin, Dongfang Yu put his arm around my waist and stepped past the lake.
It turns out that here, his light skills are even more than equal.
At the foot of Phoenix Mountain, I looked up, and the peach blossoms all over the mountain came into my eyes, so brilliant and so spectacular.
All of a sudden, I was a little drunk.
Dongfang Yu took my hand and walked step by step in the peach blossom jungle, the corners of his lips outlined an extremely comfortable and happy smile.
And I, seeing him like this, my heart is slightly throbbing, I am the eternal in his mind, and where I am, he will feel happy.
Then, on the other hand, if I disappear again, how painful he must be.
As I walked, I stared at the side of his face stupidly, and I knew that it was all just a dream, just, deep in my heart, the best ending.
However, I can't indulge like this, in real life, he is still waiting for me, and I have abandoned him again and again.
Am I not allowed to become discouraged and indulge in inner illusions because of his unwillful refusal?
It's not my catastrophe, but Dongfang Yu's?
"Heartlock, what are you thinking?" Dongfang Yu suddenly stopped, stopped and looked down at me, and a wisp of vague melancholy appeared in his clear eyes.
"I'm thinking, actually, you're me, I'm you?" My voice was full of a kind of determination.
Dongfang Yu was slightly stunned for a moment, and then, in his clear eyes, a wisp of laughter appeared?
"You, finally remembered." Dongfang Yu paused and continued: "That's right, in fact, you are my creator, and I am your inner demon. ”
"I'm leaving?" I gave Dongfang Yu a hug, even if you are my illusion, but, in my heart, you are also real, you are Dongfang Yu in my dream.
"If you're well, it's a sunny day." Dongfang Yu's deep voice came into my ears, and then, his body, in front of my eyes, gradually disappeared, and the ten miles of peach blossoms in Phoenix Mountain also withered in an instant, until they withered and disappeared?
The demons of the heart, from the depths of the heart, the most nostalgic desire?
If you want to destroy the demons in your heart, you must penetrate your own heart?
And I, do it?
Dongqin Palace, Jianzhang Palace, Dongfang Yu stayed by Han Ziyu's bed until midnight, and he didn't want to close his eyes, he was afraid that as soon as he closed his eyes, Xiaoyu's body would instantly lose its original, low body temperature.
He was afraid, and when he opened his eyes again, all he saw was the cold, temperatureless corpse.
There are no words, no joy and anger, the only thing you have is the unblinking and penetrating eyes.
When my consciousness gradually became clear, there was a blazing temperature in my palm, and my heart was crossed with a touch of warmth.
Thankfully, fortunately, I didn't get caught up in an illusory dream?
The moment I opened my eyes, my hand was tightly clenched, and Dongfang Yu's broad palm was his pale, haggard, and clear face without a trace of temperature.
My heart ached.
I said, this time, I will protect you for the rest of your life, but I still can't do it after all?
Am I going to worry you again?
"Xiaoyu, are you awake?" In Dongfang Yu's haggard eyes, a relieved smile finally appeared because of my awakening.
"I'm sorry to worry you again?" I looked at him, and my eyes were filled with guilt that I couldn't hide.
"It's fine if you're okay." Dongfang Yu held my hand and unconsciously tightened again.
Seeing Dongfang Yu who had returned to his original appearance, my voice couldn't help but cry with joy, "Dongfang, this time, you will never abandon me again, don't want me anymore, right?" ”
"I never thought of it that way?" Dongfang Yu's tone gradually became self-reproachful, "I'm sorry, I was wrong, I shouldn't force pressure on you with what I think is right, from now on, I promise you that I will never turn my back."
I don't care what life or death, as long as I can be with you and live for a day, we will hold each other's hands and not let go for a day? Good no good? ”
"yes, okay." I nodded heavily, and then, with Dongfang Yu's support, I slowly sat up, and when Dongfang Yu was not the slightest defense, I threw myself into his arms.
The tone was a little shy: "Dongfang, we, why don't we have a child?" ”
After Dongfang Yu heard my words, his body stiffened slightly, but he soon soothed, brought his thin lips to my cochlea, and said in a low voice: "Okay." ”
Immediately afterwards, Dongfang Yu stepped forward, he held my head with one hand, and kissed my forehead, nose tip, lip flap, collarbone with a gentle face, including every piece of skin on my body.
I could feel the blood boiling on his body, and I was constantly "humped" by Murong's movements.
Unconsciously, the clothes on my body have been faded by Dongfang Yu and messy, and desire and love have made me let go of all my physical and mental defenses.
A night of spring, a night of silt, when I woke up again, it was already three poles of the sun.
Thinking of everything last night, I couldn't help but put my head on the bed, I don't know whether I am happy and incomparable, or ashamed and can't help myself.
"Ma'am, are you hungry?" Dongfang Yu's slightly ridiculous voice suddenly came into my ears, I shook slightly, and thought, when will he come back?
So, I was hiding in the quilt just now, and the inexplicable movements, did he see them all?
"Well, I seem to be a little hungry." I poked my head out of the quilt tremblingly, and looked at Dongfang Yu with a refreshed face with a very subtle smile.
"Then feed you for the husband." While Dongfang Yu looked at me with a smile, Yan Qingping personally brought a bowl of porridge and walked over.
Dongfang Yu stretched out his hand to take it, Yan Qingping bowed slightly, and bowed down.
I looked at Dongfang Yu, who was sitting at the head of my bed, scooping a spoonful of porridge, looking down and smiling, blowing the porridge in the spoon, with an indescribable sweetness in my heart.
"Last night, I was tired of you, and now, I just woke up, so it's better to eat something lighter." Listening to Dongfang Yu's thin lips and the words poured out one by one, my face couldn't help but turn red.
However, soon, I opened my mouth to eat the porridge fed to me by Dongfang Yu, and chewed lightly with my head down to hide my embarrassment.
I didn't pay attention to my subtle changes, Dongfang Yu didn't pay attention to it, and when he saw him eating the porridge obediently, he continued: "However, the porridge, after all, can't replenish any physical strength, and when it comes to noon, I instructed the imperial dining room to prepare more meat for you to eat." ”
Dongfang Yu's words sound like they are all for my sake, but why do I always feel that something is wrong?
Alas, if you don't understand, you won't waste brain cells?
"Uh-huh." While I was eating Dongfang Yu and feeding me porridge, I kept nodding my head.
Dongfang Yu looked at me like this, couldn't help it, and smiled clearly.
"Ah Yu, you are so good-looking when you laugh?" My expression was a little stupid to stare at Dongfang Yu.
Strangers are like jade, and the son is unparalleled in the world, I think these words, when used on Dongfang Yu's body, are simply apt and seem to be tailor-made for him.
"Why, today, did you find out?" Dongfang Yu heard my face, a clear face, and deliberately made a plank, "However, why do you want to change my name today?" ”
I met Dongfang Yu's gaze and grinned: "Didn't you ask me to call it?" ”
Dongfang Yu looked at me, and the movements in his hands froze, "Why don't I remember?" ”
I stretched my neck and ate the porridge in Dongfang Yu's hand, and said with a smile: "In the dream, what, what was said in the dream, don't you remember, do you want to repay the debt?" ”
"Oh, ma'am's dream." Dongfang Yu hooked the corners of his lips, his eyes slightly sandwiched a touch of ambiguous news, and said: "Naturally, it counts, and my husband also thinks that the title of Ah Yu is very good." ”
"That's right, I think so too." I nodded happily, and at this moment, the voice of Chief Manager Liao suddenly sounded from outside the hall, "Your Majesty, Marquis Meng asks to see you." ”
"Hmm." Dongfang Yu responded with a little displeasure, and at the same time, Yan Qingping also walked in and took the bowl in Dongfang Yu's hand.
"Ah Yu, is Hao Yi here?" I looked at Dongfang Yu with some uncertainty, after all, the huge Eastern Qin Kingdom has more than one Hou Ye surnamed Meng.
"Hmm." Dongfang Yu smiled clearly, "Xiaoyu, if you want to see that little guy, I'll let him come and see you later?" ”
"Don't bother, I'll go with you, right?" I didn't think about it, and blurted out, but after I finished speaking, I glanced at Dongfang Yu with some concern.
After all, the ancestors of the Eastern Qin Kingdom made a rule that harem women are not allowed to interfere in politics, although I didn't think about expressing any opinions, but when Hao Yi asked to see Dongfang Yu, what he wanted to say must be something more confidential.
Is it really okay for me to run over like this without any rules?