In the past half a month, Qinggu has thought about leaving countless times and going back to her own childhood

She is infinitely nostalgic for the days of self-reliance in the past, busy and busy life in the teahouse, full and happy. If she leaves the Guogong Mansion, she should be able to farm, make tea, and do some small business, right?

Outside, she can already take good care of herself and not be bullied by others. And here, she didn't know that beside the former prime minister and the current Rong Guogong, her existence had any meaning.

However, every time she saw Rong Qian, she was reluctant.

The Guogong Mansion is so big that it is scary to death, in the past, the place where she and Brother Rong lived was two adjacent rooms, as long as she heard a cough over there at night, she could wake up immediately and know whether Brother Rong was sick and whether he was unwell.

But now, from where she lives to Brother Rong's residence, it takes half a pillar of incense to walk, which is still her strong body and fast walking.

Such a big, such a big state-like mansion, so many, so many people. Brother Rong is always smiling, however, in fact, he is lonely.

Even though she is very stupid and stupid, she still knows that her big brother Rong is so lonely.

However, what could she do if she stayed by his side? She could no longer take care of him and accompany him as she had done before. There is no place for her by his side.

Taking a step back, she was reluctant. Further, she will not do anything.

Such confusion and loss make her sometimes even deliberately avoid Rong Qian, unless it is windy and rainy. Worried about Rong Qian's body, she didn't dare to stay by Rong Qian's side.

At this time, in the face of Yan Rin, she was terribly afraid. However, at the moment when Yan Rin turned around to leave, she finally mustered up all her courage and said a word to the unattainable emperor.

"These days, he's probably not good!"

Yan Rin suddenly turned around. His eyes changed: "He's not good?" Where is he not doing well? Why? ”

Although he didn't come to the Guogong Mansion, the relevant news has never been broken, Rong Qian has always eaten and drunk well, and his life is very good, can anyone still dare to bully the king.

Qinggu lowered her head, not daring to look at his eyes with hidden anger: "Brother Rong didn't say anything bad, he was always laughing." But I know he's not really happy. I'm stupid though. But I know if Brother Rong is really happy. ”

She doesn't understand scheming, rules, or etiquette, but she has a heart that knows how to care about those close to her.

She knew that Rong Qian was really happy when she plucked up the courage to beat away the villagers who bullied her.

She knew that the tea stall that saw her was thriving little by little. But Rong Qian, who still scolded her stupid with a straight face, was really happy.

She knew that Rong Qian, who was smiling and ridiculing An Wuji, was happy. Lazily watching the moon under the moon with her, drinking tea, Rong Qian was happy to chat with her.

However, the owner of the Guogong Mansion, who has been smiling, may not be happy.

This great man was served by more than 300 subordinates. Not necessarily happy.

This one wears the most luxurious clothes, eats the most expensive food, and drinks the most mellow wine. Brother Rong, who has a bunch of big officials asking to see all day long, may not be, but is happy.

Yan Rin had some inexplicable indignation in his eyes: "Why is he unhappy?" All this, what could upset him? ”

Qinggu hesitated for a moment, and then said a little confused: "Maybe I said wrong, he is not unhappy, he just doesn't have any really happy ......!" ”

Yan Rin was a little inexplicably angry at first, but at this time, it was suddenly gloomy for no reason.

Yes, how can it be Rong Qian, it is Yan Rin himself, in the face of such wealth and power, I am afraid that I really can't find much to be happy about.

Living in eight seats, hugging each other in front and back, is it happiness to be glorious like this?

It's really a shame that this simple village girl can perceive it so intuitively.

Yan Rin sighed secretly in her heart, and her expression became much more serious: "Young girl, you have been with Rong Guogong for a long time, so do you know what he wants, and what can make him happy?" ”

Qinggu was silent for a while, and said softly, "He wants you to be good." If you are good, he will be happy. ”

Yan Rin was stunned again, her heart was first shocked, then hot, and she didn't know what to say.

Qinggu muttered: "I don't understand many things, but I know that when he mentions you, his eyes are very soft. Although he never said it, I knew that Brother Rong's temperament must have hoped that the people he cared about would be good. ”

Yan Rin stood stunned for a while before asking, "So, what can I do for him?" ”

Qinggu also looked at him blankly for a while, thought about it distressedly, and suddenly said: "I used to be very worried about Brother Rong's marriage, but now, I know that I used to do stupid things. Brother Rong turned out to be so ......"

She was distressed and didn't know how to use words to describe Rong Qian, who is now hot; "If he wants to get married, of course the best woman in the world will be willing to be his wife. Since he doesn't want to get married, there must be his reasons. I was so willful before, I should have caused a lot of trouble for Brother Rong. But, but ...... I think this way because I think that people must always have a home, and they must always have relatives, so that they are not lonely, and they ......."

She was always in a daze, not knowing how to explain her thoughts. She has never tasted family affection since she was a child, and she always yearns for the warmth of her family. Every time she looks at the other people in the village reunited, she will secretly envy her. Later, he worked so hard to want Rong Qian to have a home of his own, which may not be because he had too deep an obsession with family affection when he was a child.

People must always have a home, a person who loves and cares the most, so that the heart can be fixed, God can be peaceful, and life can go on happily.

Qinggu knows that Rong Qian is her family, her spiritual support, her concern, her persistence, her trust, and her everything.

But she also knows that she is Rong Qian's family and has been properly cared for by Rong Qian, but that's all.

Her heart is so small, and she has a little bit of care from her eldest brother. It's enough, but Brother Rong, what he needs in his heart should be more than that.

She didn't think there was anything unfair about this at all, she just simply hoped that her big brother Rong could also find the person who made his heart full and happy.

She doesn't know more ways, she just thinks that ordinary people are the closest to her. That is, wives and children, so they have been working in this direction.

However, when Yan Rin heard this, she was inexplicably shocked in her heart.

"You

Need a wife? ”

He blurted out the word "appearance" that he was used to calling Rong Qian again. For some reason, Rong Qian needed a wife, and the thought made him feel very uncomfortable.

Qinggu shook her head a little confused: "I used to think like this. Now, however, I don't know. I just think. Brother Rong needs someone to accompany him, someone to talk to him, laugh with him, and understand what he is thinking and needing. I used to think that such a person should be a wife, a wife, and a relative. Should it be happy? ”

She looked at Yan Rin with some pleading: "Your Majesty the Emperor, I heard that you also have a wife, and you feel like a relative." You know that, huh? ”

Yan Rin smiled bitterly.

Close relatives?

The so-called relatives of the royal family, I am afraid that it is not something that ordinary people like Qinggu can understand. But speaking of which, every time he thinks of Lechang, he really has a sense of pity and warmth.

Even if it's a marriage made purely by power. It's not necessarily that you can't be a good couple, and it's actually good to have someone who cares about their feelings.

Maybe. This stupid village girl's naïve thoughts are right. Actually, Rong Xiang should also have a wife, right?

It's just that he really never thought that Rong Qian would have a wife before, and he never even had such a thought, at this moment, Yan Rin's heart was surprisingly empty.

Rong Qian is now nearly thirty-nine years old, and he has been in charge of the world for more than ten years. Over the years, no matter how many people persuaded and how many people wanted to get married, they were all disappointed in the end. At such an age, there is no hostess in the back house, indeed, from ancient times to the present, it is unique.

It's just that Rong Qian is powerful and powerful, and since he insists on going his own way, it's not easy for people to say anything. This strange situation has lasted for a long time, and everyone is used to it. No one will ever think about Rong Qian's marriage and bloodline anymore.

However, who would not want a beautiful wife, and who would not want their bloodline to be inherited?

is Yan Rin asked himself, although marrying a concubine is mostly for political purposes, but he has never thought about such a thing as not marrying a wife and not having a son.

As for Rong Qian's so-called masculine rumors, Yan Rin was disdainful. In this era, between the powerful and the powerful, there is never a conflict between a good man's style and marrying a wife and having children. What's more, Rong Qian has never had a male pet around him.

Yan Rin frowned a little confusedly, thinking bitterly.

Why hadn't he ever thought about it before? Why, naturally, did he naturally think that there would be no wives and no children around him?

Could it be that he didn't really care about him at all?

Why didn't Rong Xiang take a wife? Not having children?

Not so long ago, he decided to bear the humiliating end for the sake of this country and for himself as a wayward student, so not only did he refuse to marry a wife and have children, but even the subordinates in the house slowly dispersed.

Until now...... Until now......

His mind was in turmoil, and he couldn't think normally for a while.

Qinggu saw that his face was suddenly ugly, but she was a little frightened, and shouted in a low voice: "Your Majesty the Emperor! ”

Yan Rin calmed down, and then forced a laugh: "The young girl cares about Rong Xiang, and I am very grateful. In fact, about Rong Xiang's marriage, some people have often mentioned it before, but because Rong Xiang himself didn't care, no one said it. ”

Qinggu nodded: "I know." They and Brother Rong are ordinary friends, so it's good to talk about their opinions, but I'm Brother Rong's family, and I can't let it go! ”

When she said it, her tone was flat, but Yan Rin was inexplicably jealous. This little village girl can claim to be Rong Qian's family so rightfully, and he, even if he wants to try to get closer to Rong Qian, he has to muster great courage to do it.

"Actually, Your Majesty the Emperor, you must be the person that Brother Rong values and cares about the most. Although Brother Rong didn't say it, I knew it. ”

Qinggu's inexplicable words fixed Yan Rin on the spot again.

"But...... However, I also know that the emperor is very busy and hard. You have a country, and your queen, concubine, many, many things, for so long, you haven't come to see Brother Rong, Brother Rong, he ...... It's actually very lonely. ”

Qinggu whispered: "I haven't walked all of them in such a big place until now, so many people, all of them are subordinates,......"

She said stupidly, hating that she couldn't express her mind clearly, but Yan Rin had fully understood.

There was a sadness in my heart, but I couldn't say a word, just stood in a daze, until a voice came from afar: "Your Majesty! ”

looked at it, but Rong Qian came slowly with a smile.

There are many servants behind him, he is accompanied by An Wuji, and there is a faint smile on his lips, but what does these gorgeous halls dazzle, these glorious brilliance, these servants like clouds, these powerful people, and him?

What Yan Rin saw was just him alone, quietly walking towards him.

He's still alone, lonely.

But, looks, you know?

Many times, I was also so lonely that I panicked.

Such a large palace, so many servants, such a vast land, so many endless subjects, and yet I am also alone.

Appearance, you know?

He walked over in a daze, he couldn't see the servants kneeling down behind him, and he couldn't see An Wuji who was respectfully saluting, he just walked in front of Rong Qian, looked at him, and said softly: "Rong Xiang, when I have time in the future, I often come here to sit and sit, okay?" Although I don't enter the court, if I have some unresolved state affairs, you can also give me some advice, okay? When you are in better health, I will accompany you to walk around and see the entire imperial capital, okay? When the spring flowers are blooming, let's go hunting together, let go of the reins, and see who can run faster and farther, okay? ”

Rong Qian looked at him quietly, looking at the depths of his eyes, the suppressed pain and injury, looking at the corners of his eyebrows and eyes, the expectation and begging, and then, smiling slightly.

"Good!"