November 24-26, 2012

The next day I had breakfast and walked to the factory. As soon as I got there, I saw a group of people at the door, some of them wearing blue overalls. After inquiring, I found out that grandma's, the factory owner ran away!

I was very depressed for a while, I was eating, peeing, taking a shower last night, and even dreaming about what kind of situation I would encounter today, how to meet the tricks, and how to take Soeren to cheat and drink. As a result, don't give me a chance! The fire of ambition in one head was extinguished in an instant.

I have no money in hand, and it's time to go back to Changsha. Lawyer Ma didn't tell me any good news, and Zhang Yi didn't reply a word, I have to go back to Changsha. It's so far away from Yi Xu, I don't know what happened to him.

When there is poverty at the end of the world, I miss endless places, I must go back to Changsha today!

I went back to the hotel and put the four bills in front of Soeren.

"We only have 22.5 yuan left in our hands, and if we check out before 12 o'clock, we can get 256 yuan back. This money, 103 yuan, I took the train back to Changsha at about 10 o'clock in the evening. Buy yourself a bottle of water, two buns, and four dollars for the bus fare. The rest is the money you pay for today's meals and the money for accommodation. I found out that there was a bus to a youth hostel"

"What?"

“Youthhostel。”

"Oh, OK!"

"I'll tell you the directions and the address later. 70 yuan for six people in a room, although it is certainly not good, but I am confident in your adaptability, which is better than the tent you sleep in at the top of the mountain. Oh no, you lost your wallet, did you lose your Youthhostel membership card? ”

"Yes."

"That's 80 a night. You can say nice things to the boss, pay a little less deposit, and guarantee that you will have money to eat today and tomorrow morning. I will give you this bank card, I will send the password to your mobile phone later, I will go to Changsha tomorrow morning, I will get the money as soon as possible, if you find that there is still no money in the bank card before 12 o'clock tomorrow, you will check out first, and take out the deposit for lunch. I promise, even if you go to rob, you will definitely get 2,000 yuan and deposit it in this card before 6 o'clock in the evening, okay? ”

He took the bank card and spun it around in his hand and said, "Not good." ”

My blood almost clotted: "2000 pieces less? ”

"I'm going to Changsha." He said.

"What?"

"I want to go to Changsha and see your place."

"Why?"

"You've seen my place, and I want to see your place. I feel like you're going to forget about me if you don't see me, and I'm going to starve to death here! ”

"You're not kidding, are you?"

"It's not."

"We only have money to buy a slower train, and we don't have a bed to sleep in, so we have to sit for 10 hours, not lying down, but sitting, and lying in prison! You can only sit on this! Sit! Sit until your back hurts and your legs cramp, understand? ”

"Understood!"

"Why do you have to suffer that?"

"It's not bitter!"

"I don't have time to play with you when I get to Changsha, I'll snub you. Didn't you say Lesbian was boring? I'm not bored, I don't have the energy, no time, no mood during this time, if I don't eat delicious food with you and don't play fun with you, it will be even more boring! ”

"You're not the same as any other Lesbian, you're a friend first!"

"Don't tell lies! Didn't you always think I was the most boring woman in the world? ”

"You know what? Who told you that? ”

"No one told me, I always knew."

"I'd like to tell you when we're drinking together, but you already know that."

"I don't drink."

"Look, you're the most boring woman in the world!"

"So don't come with me to Changsha!"

"You're going to Germany for me?"

"What? I used to know which green onion you were, huh? I went to Germany to find out how people on the other side of the world live! Besides, the cost of studying in Germany is small, and my family is not rich. And then there's my major. ”

"I want to know how the people of Changsha live, not for you."

"What about your bank card? Don't want it? ”

"The bank card will go to Deutsche Bank's bank in Guangzhou, and they will call me."

"Have you thought about it?"

"I've figured it out." He pressed the calculator in his hand and said, "Hey, we have 72.5 dollars left!" Isn't that great, you say? ”

I smiled, "Yes." ”

It's really a sea of cangtian, I can actually see him so embarrassed, for 10 euros less than happy to be like this.

I took a bus to the hotel in Shenzhen on the first day, and I asked the front desk lady to receive my phone calls every day, telling me every day that "there is no letter from you". I'm afraid she'll slack off, or be negligent, and I'll have to go herself.

Yi Xu really didn't reply to me.

Once, I texted him, and if he wasn't busy, he would have come back in a second.

Once, when I gave him WeChat, even if he was busy, he would definitely come back to me when he was done.

Once, even if I made a mistake and sent him a comma, he would call me and scold me - "Speak well! ”

Now, I have written so many letters, long and short, and I have not even heard half a comma.

Is it not what I used to be, or is it not as important as I was now?

Or, isn't the ease of renewal what it used to be?

On our way to the train station, Zhang Yi's phone call finally came.

"Come back, I can't help Yi Xu." Before I could say anything, she said first.

"Why?"

"Failed."

Fear that pierced my bones quickly took over my body and mind: "How did you fail?" You tell me how you did it, and we will analyze and analyze it together to see which link went wrong, and there must be a remedy! ”

"You come back first, and then you'll talk about it when you come back."

"I'll be in Changsha tomorrow morning. It's not eight o'clock late, and I don't know what time it's late. ”

"Okay."

As soon as Soeren got on the train, he noticed a table playing cards in front of him, and he went up and said a few words before sitting down, learning and lingering. I'm also happy to have a seat. It was raining outside the window, the rain was beating on the car window, and there was lightning and thunder from time to time. I gave him 50 dollars to buy something to eat when he was hungry.

I called Lin Musen and told him about my situation in Shenzhen, the news of the closure of the third factory, and the fact that I had returned to Changsha. He said he would tell Manager Liang. He said that you will not be my colleague in the future, if Yi Xu comes out, we will meet in Changsha. I said we'd get together.

It's a routine to report to my parents that they're safe.

"Mom, have you seen the shemale?"

"See."

"Who looks good between me and shemales?"

"Hmm~"

"I'm without makeup, shemale with heavy makeup, you have to think about when she was also without makeup. Who is good-looking? ”

"Hmm~~"

"Shemales are men! Generally good-looking, you can't describe a man! Who is good-looking? ”

"Hmm~~~"

"Mom, I'm hanging up."

"Okay!"

I lay on my seat, my heart trembling like the restless night sky, and Zhang Yi's words kept in my ears: "Failed."

Later, with the rumbling sound of the train, I saw the same image that I had seen several times before: the pale gray white around it was pulled away in slow motion, so slowly, I saw a piece of sky, it turned out to be a white cloud in a gray sky!

November 24-26, 2012

The next day I had breakfast and walked to the factory. As soon as I got there, I saw a group of people at the door, some of them wearing blue overalls. After inquiring, I found out that grandma's, the factory owner ran away!

I was very depressed for a while, I was eating, peeing, taking a shower last night, and even dreaming about what kind of situation I would encounter today, how to meet the tricks, and how to take Soeren to cheat and drink. As a result, don't give me a chance! The fire of ambition in one head was extinguished in an instant.

I have no money in hand, and it's time to go back to Changsha. Lawyer Ma didn't tell me any good news, and Zhang Yi didn't reply a word, I have to go back to Changsha. It's so far away from Yi Xu, I don't know what happened to him.

When there is poverty at the end of the world, I miss endless places, I must go back to Changsha today!

I went back to the hotel and put the four bills in front of Soeren.

"We only have 22.5 yuan left in our hands, and if we check out before 12 o'clock, we can get 256 yuan back. This money, 103 yuan, I took the train back to Changsha at about 10 o'clock in the evening. Buy yourself a bottle of water, two buns, and four dollars for the bus fare. The rest is the money you pay for today's meals and the money for accommodation. I found out that there was a bus to a youth hostel"

"What?"

“Youthhostel。”

"Oh, OK!"

"I'll tell you the directions and the address later. 70 yuan for six people in a room, although it is certainly not good, but I am confident in your adaptability, which is better than the tent you sleep in at the top of the mountain. Oh no, you lost your wallet, did you lose your Youthhostel membership card? ”

"Yes."

"That's 80 a night. You can say nice things to the boss, pay a little less deposit, and guarantee that you will have money to eat today and tomorrow morning. I will give you this bank card, I will send the password to your mobile phone later, I will go to Changsha tomorrow morning, I will get the money as soon as possible, if you find that there is still no money in the bank card before 12 o'clock tomorrow, you will check out first, and take out the deposit for lunch. I promise, even if you go to rob, you will definitely get 2,000 yuan and deposit it in this card before 6 o'clock in the evening, okay? ”

He took the bank card and spun it around in his hand and said, "Not good." ”

My blood almost clotted: "2000 pieces less? ”

"I'm going to Changsha." He said.

"What?"

"I want to go to Changsha and see your place."

"Why?"

"You've seen my place, and I want to see your place. I feel like you're going to forget about me if you don't see me, and I'm going to starve to death here! ”

"You're not kidding, are you?"

"It's not."

"We only have money to buy a slower train, and we don't have a bed to sleep in, so we have to sit for 10 hours, not lying down, but sitting, and lying in prison! You can only sit on this! Sit! Sit until your back hurts and your legs cramp, understand? ”

"Understood!"

"Why do you have to suffer that?"

"It's not bitter!"

"I don't have time to play with you when I get to Changsha, I'll snub you. Didn't you say Lesbian was boring? I'm not bored, I don't have the energy, no time, no mood during this time, if I don't eat delicious food with you and don't play fun with you, it will be even more boring! ”

"You're not the same as any other Lesbian, you're a friend first!"

"Don't tell lies! Didn't you always think I was the most boring woman in the world? ”

"You know what? Who told you that? ”

"No one told me, I always knew."

"I'd like to tell you when we're drinking together, but you already know that."

"I don't drink."

"Look, you're the most boring woman in the world!"

"So don't come with me to Changsha!"

"You're going to Germany for me?"

"What? I used to know which green onion you were, huh? I went to Germany to find out how people on the other side of the world live! Besides, the cost of studying in Germany is small, and my family is not rich. And then there's my major. ”

"I want to know how the people of Changsha live, not for you."

"What about your bank card? Don't want it? ”

"The bank card will go to Deutsche Bank's bank in Guangzhou, and they will call me."

"Have you thought about it?"

"I've figured it out." He pressed the calculator in his hand and said, "Hey, we have 72.5 dollars left!" Isn't that great, you say? ”

I smiled, "Yes." ”

It's really a sea of cangtian, I can actually see him so embarrassed, for 10 euros less than happy to be like this.

I took a bus to the hotel in Shenzhen on the first day, and I asked the front desk lady to receive my phone calls every day, telling me every day that "there is no letter from you". I'm afraid she'll slack off, or be negligent, and I'll have to go herself.

Yi Xu really didn't reply to me.

Once, I texted him, and if he wasn't busy, he would have come back in a second.

Once, when I gave him WeChat, even if he was busy, he would definitely come back to me when he was done.

Once, even if I made a mistake and sent him a comma, he would call me and scold me - "Speak well! ”

Now, I have written so many letters, long and short, and I have not even heard half a comma.

Is it not what I used to be, or is it not as important as I was now?

Or, isn't the ease of renewal what it used to be?

On our way to the train station, Zhang Yi's phone call finally came.

"Come back, I can't help Yi Xu." Before I could say anything, she said first.

"Why?"

"Failed."

Fear that pierced my bones quickly took over my body and mind: "How did you fail?" You tell me how you did it, and we will analyze and analyze it together to see which link went wrong, and there must be a remedy! ”

"You come back first, and then you'll talk about it when you come back."

"I'll be in Changsha tomorrow morning. It's not eight o'clock late, and I don't know what time it's late. ”

"Okay."

As soon as Soeren got on the train, he noticed a table playing cards in front of him, and he went up and said a few words before sitting down, learning and lingering. I'm also happy to have a seat. It was raining outside the window, the rain was beating on the car window, and there was lightning and thunder from time to time. I gave him 50 dollars to buy something to eat when he was hungry.

I called Lin Musen and told him about my situation in Shenzhen, the news of the closure of the third factory, and the fact that I had returned to Changsha. He said he would tell Manager Liang. He said that you will not be my colleague in the future, if Yi Xu comes out, we will meet in Changsha. I said we'd get together.

It's a routine to report to my parents that they're safe.

"Mom, have you seen the shemale?"

"See."

"Who looks good between me and shemales?"

"Hmm~"

"I'm without makeup, shemale with heavy makeup, you have to think about when she was also without makeup. Who is good-looking? ”

"Hmm~~"

"Shemales are men! Generally good-looking, you can't describe a man! Who is good-looking? ”

"Hmm~~~"

"Mom, I'm hanging up."

"Okay!"

I lay on my seat, my heart trembling like the restless night sky, and Zhang Yi's words kept in my ears: "Failed."

Later, with the rumbling sound of the train, I saw the same image that I had seen several times before: the pale gray white around it was pulled away in slow motion, so slowly, I saw a piece of sky, it turned out to be a white cloud in a gray sky!