He left like that, without disturbing him.

Later, Xu Youbai called him and asked him why he didn't see anyone? Lu Yan had already gotten on the plane, and only said that he had suddenly received a task and had to rush back immediately.

Xu Youbai chuckled and said, "It's a pity, Xihe still wants to see you!" ”

He didn't know how to respond, and the flight attendant reminded everyone to turn off their electronic devices and return to their places, and he took the opportunity to hang up the phone.

When he returned to China, because there was no contact information about Xihe, the first popular thing at that time was QQ, and he sent her a message asking how she was doing there?

It took more than two months for this message to be replied, just six words.

"It's good, it's happy!"

At that time, he looked at the message on his phone and was silent for a long time.

The troops selected personnel to go to Africa as peacekeepers, Lu Yan signed up, and only Lu Haihang came to see him off on the day of departure.

When his family heard that he was going to work as a peacekeeper in such a barren place, his mother fainted several times from crying, and his father scolded him for being too ignorant......

Maybe it's ignorance, but no one knows, the sorrow of liking, the pain that penetrates the nervousness, maybe you can only be redeemed by changing circumstances!

For many years, Lu Yan did not regret any choices he made along the way, including sorrow, powerlessness, and regret that he missed and couldn't be saved...... All these emotions, when he saw the living teammates fall in front of him, blood flowed out of that body and scattered all over the ground, dazzling and dazzling.

His teammates took his hand and said with all his might: "Tell her that you must be happy and ...... happy"

His dignified eight-foot man suddenly turned red-eyed, everyone has a wound in their hearts, but human nature is pure and kind, and the last relief is left as long as the other party is happy and worry-free for a lifetime, this is enough!

Perhaps, this is what he wants to see!

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Xihe walked back to the hotel with staggering steps, and saw the modest figure standing at the door of the hotel, chatting with Louis in the distance.

He wears a pair of glasses on the bridge of his nose, the warm lights around him sprinkle on his body, the silhouette is elegant and long, and his face is hidden in the dark, I can't really see the expression on his face, but I can imagine the warm smile hanging on the corner of his mouth.

Xihe stopped her pace, she didn't expect Xu Youbai to suddenly appear in front of her, didn't she say that she would only arrive tomorrow morning?

In the middle of the night, the street was empty and there was no figure, and in the snowflakes, she stood abruptly under the street lamp, which was very conspicuous.

Xu Youbai noticed it at once, and he turned his head.

At a distance of dozens of meters, Xihe didn't know if he had seen the embarrassment on his face...... After being suppressed for so long, his eyes must be red and swollen, and his cheeks are bullied by the cold wind, and they are so stiff that they can barely be torn apart.

Xu Youbai raised his feet and walked over to this side, Xi He hurriedly lowered his head and wiped the wet marks on his face with his hands, her eyes were sore and she rubbed them gently.

Xu Youbai's voice, with a chuckle, teased her: "What's wrong?" Do you suspect that you are dazzled when you see me? ”

Xihe hesitantly put down his hand, she raised her head, his smile was stunned, and then he stepped forward to take her hand away, stared at her eyes, and asked calmly, "What's the matter?" ”

Those bright eyes are no longer as beautiful and bright as they once were, they were red and swollen and had just cried, and the hand holding her wrist was cold and not a little warm, Xu Youbai frowned: "What happened?" Where have you been? ”

Xihe couldn't bear to look at his concerned eyes, she lowered her head and said sullenly: "It's okay, it's ...... free"

Freeze, can it be frozen like this?

Xu Youbai didn't expose her lies, sighed, lovingly pulled her into his arms, grabbed her hands and put them in his coat, straight to his chest: "Why don't you know how to take care of yourself so much?" Can you still cry for the freeze...... You are deliberately trying to reassure me and feel sorry for you, right? ”

She didn't speak, leaning quietly into his arms.

The scattered snowflakes did not mean to stop in the slightest, and it seemed that tomorrow the whole city would be wrapped in a layer of white silver.

She finally saw the first snow of the year in S City, so beautiful and dancing all over the sky, and so sad and sad through her heart!

Back in the hotel room, Xu Youbai went to help her put the bath water.

Xi He only remembered something, she moved her steps to the bathroom, looked at the figure standing next to the bathtub, and asked him, "Didn't you say that you would arrive tomorrow morning?" ”

He turned around and smiled at her: "I arrived early, you're not happy?" ”

Xihe tugged at the corners of his mouth and didn't speak.

Xu Youbai adjusted the water temperature for her, stood up and said, "You wash first, remember to call me if you need anything." ”

When he walked past her, he thought of something, Xu Youbai turned around, he raised his thumb and gently rubbed her cheek, "If you encounter anything in the future, tell me, don't cry alone!" ”

He saw it, too, how could her clumsy acting skills fool him!

Xihe tried to raise a smile: "I see." ”

Xu Youbai wanted to say something more, but the picture of her appearing in the ice and snow flashed in his mind, and he didn't speak again, only told her to warm up quickly, and walked out of the bathroom.

Xihe stood at the door and was stunned for several minutes before slowly moving to the bathtub, she took off her clothes mechanically and buried herself in the hot water, the slightly hot water temperature is undoubtedly a great enjoyment in such weather.

The limbs that had already been frozen slowly warmed up, Xihe looked at the daytime light above his head, his eyes were calm, and it was like a hole in the soul that could not reflect any points of light, his thoughts fluttered, and he lightly touched the memory bowstring, and a sharp pain suddenly jumped out of his heart.

Her eyes couldn't help but heat up again, and she lifted her hand from the water, and the splash made a sound. She raised her hand and pressed her eyes to keep herself from thinking, but what happened tonight ...... The confession of eight years late of her youth, the regret left in vain, she does not have such a strong psychology, she can easily accept it!

If yes, if so...... He was able to tell her when she was at her most helpless and almost desperate...... He can appear in front of her, just a hug, maybe she won't have the courage to go abroad, she would rather not have the chance to live - she......

The eyelids overflowed with damp heat, and she couldn't control it.

Xu Youbai was outside, she didn't dare to be too presumptuous herself, silently depressed, she just couldn't accept this ending for the time being!

Wait one night, wait for enough time and she'll recover......

It will definitely be ......

I don't know how long it took, but it was still a knock on the door outside, and Xihe woke up.

Xu Youbai's voice sounded outside the door: "Xihe, are you asleep?" ”

Xihe blinked lightly and paused for five seconds before replying to him in a dumb voice, "No, it'll be fine right away......"

"If you don't come out, I'll think something happened to you?"

For four years, it was this voice that accompanied her through thousands of sleepless nights, in a foreign land, and there was no place to rest her body and mind as she imagined.

She is a very timid girl in her bones, I remember when she and Xu Youbai just got acquainted, she chatted with him on the phone for a long time without words, and when she was about to hang up the phone, he softened her voice and let her fall asleep obediently, she hurriedly called him: "Xu Youbai ......"

He replied to her: "Huh? ”

She didn't speak for a long time, he called her name, and she stammered, "No, it's okay......"

Then I cut off the phone first, and I gave myself the courage not to ask anyone for that sense of security, which is a very difficult thing to do.

Because everyone has a vulnerable side, when emotions can't be resolved, I want to hear the voice of others, even if it's just a simple response...... The bad ones will be gone in no time.

But she didn't, she didn't have anything......

She forced herself to fall asleep, and within a minute of closing her eyes, Xu Youbai's phone called.

He heard her vulnerability and asked what was wrong with her? She couldn't hide it, so she just said it directly and asked him, "Can you not hang up the phone?" ”

Xu Youbai didn't understand what this meant for a long time? At the age of Fang Gang, when he was invited by the girl like this, he speculated that the girl had fallen in love with him? Because of this, he was excited for a long time, and then he realized how self-inflicted he was!

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Xihe came out of the bathroom, and Xu Youbai leaned on the big bed, watching with her computer on.

When Yu Yan saw her come out, he looked away from the computer and landed on her.

She wore a bathrobe prepared by the hotel, wrapped around her body, exposing only a pair of slender calves exposed to the air, and slippers on her feet. Just out of the bath, her hair was tied with balls, and a few strands of water were stained on it, scattered on her shoulders, her face was beautiful and refreshing, without any modification, elegant and light like a pure white hibiscus flower.

Xu Youbai admitted that he was tempted, and the lonely man and widow were in the same room, if he didn't react a little, then he would really be suspected of being a man!

He smiled: "I thought you were going to wear pajamas, I've got you covered." ”

He pointed to the end of the bed, and Xihe saw the pajamas that he had turned out.

She lowered her head, she relied on Xu Youbai to get to where she is today in the four years of the United States, but between them, she has never been in love, and she is not used to such intimate actions for a while.

He propped himself up and said to her, "It's cold at night, so you still need to wear more." I ordered a bowl of ginger soup for you at the front desk, and I'll bring it later, remember to drink it before going to sleep. ”

He closed her computer and placed it on the bedside.

Xihe thought that he came over so late, she didn't care a word, and couldn't help but ask him: "...... Have you eaten? ”

Xu Youbai smiled: "I ate some on the plane." He straightened up and came to her, "Rest early, I'll talk about it tomorrow!" After a pause, he asked her calmly and elegantly with a gentle smile on his face: "Do you want to give me a goodnight kiss?" ”

Xihe was stunned, and the innocence in his eyes was even more tempting.

Xu Youbai couldn't help but lift her chin, and his calm eyes reflected his appearance wearing glasses, and the water stains in the clear and clean looked more and more pitiful.

His Adam's apple moved slightly, and he slowly lowered his head, the fragrance of her freshly bathed through her nose and into the depths of her brain, almost cutting off the string of reason.

Xihe suddenly looked over his head in a panic, and Xu Youbai paused when he was a few centimeters away from her.

At such close range, he saw her fluttering eyelashes, and her eyes were flustered, like a lost bunny.

The fingertips pinching her chin were clearly heard from her trembling, and he closed his eyes, it was he who was abrupt......

Xu Youbai straightened up, his tone was not inappropriate, and gently comforted her: "Don't be afraid, I won't hurt you...... It's not early, you go to bed first, I'm leaving. ”

He stepped forward and hugged her, gave her a polite kiss on the forehead, and then turned away from her.

As soon as his hand was on the handle, his back was tightly hugged by a force.

Xu Youbai tilted his head slightly in surprise, and Xi He's cheek was pressed against his back.

He took off his gray coat and wore only a thin shirt, his hanger-like figure without a trace of excess fat, and hugged him, his fiery temperature passed on her.

Xihe closed his eyes, and where he couldn't see, the tooth shell bit his lip tightly.

She told herself that this was the case, the man she was holding was the person she couldn't live up to, maybe she couldn't completely forget Lu Yan now, forget the heartbeat of her youth, it doesn't matter, marriage doesn't have to love each other to be together. After a long time, she will one day forget, look back, and be relieved......

Xu Youbai raised his hand to cover the soft hair around his waist, and he asked her, "What's wrong?" ”

"It's okay, I want to say goodnight to you." Xihe Dao.

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