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He was silent, and I asked, "What happened to you that day after the doctor escaped from the ultrasound room?" Or rather, what did you do? ”
"Nothing." Ziwei denied it almost immediately, hesitated for a moment after speaking, took his hand away from my palm, and said: "I took you back to the ward after she left, and I didn't notice anything abnormal about her the next day, and the rest, if you don't mention it, I really don't remember anything, I only felt that I had a dream, and I fell asleep in a trance in front of the hospital bed, and when I woke up, many places in my memory were blank, and later I recalled some, but it was only a fragment of incomplete fragments." ”
I frowned, "Why didn't you tell me before?" ”
"I thought it was just my nightmare." Ziwei pursed his mouth, as if he was going to swallow something in his stomach, raised his eyes and looked at me, but he still didn't hold back, and said to me: "Didn't you tell me about you?" ”
"In the past eight years, there has never been no estrangement between us, we just concealed it well, and no one has pierced it."
"Master." He called out to me, a slight tremor in his voice, "I can't believe you." ”
I was silent, unable to explain and unable to comfort.
I wanted to tell him that there were some things that I didn't explain to him, not because I deliberately tried to hide them from him, but because I didn't even know about them, and I didn't have the right opportunity to say it.
I knew we needed a thorough communication and talk about everything, but that's what we're not good at. Too close relationships make us all give too many unreasonable expectations to each other, always hoping that the other party can understand everything about us, but these two thousand days and nights of getting along with each other have nothing to say at this moment.
"I'll go back first." I just looked at him, knowing that he was still lying to me, but I couldn't say anything.
There are real problems in front of me, and I can't protect myself, and I can't care about his feelings at all.
If I really have a misshapen and strange creature in my womb, when did it appear, how did it get into my body, and most importantly, how do I strip it from my body.
I couldn't think of an answer, and I was troubled by these two worries, and I sat in my room until dawn, heard movement outside, and after washing up it was a long time before I opened the door and went out, and stood in front of the railing, and saw that the candles in the hallway had burned out overnight.
There are people practicing in the wide courtyard below, the man is practicing the sword, wearing a short brown, stepping like flowing water, the sword walks like a dragon out of the sea, the movement is orderly, rigid and soft, after perceiving my gaze, the wrist flows, pulls out a sword flower and throws it gently, puts the sword in his hand behind his shoulder, and looks up.
The four eyes knew each other, separated by a distance, I was stunned, I didn't know what to do, and the other party just nodded to me and said hello, I also smiled at him in response, watched him walk to the stone table and pick up the small wine jar on it and drank a few sips, put it down with a condensed expression, walked with the sword, and practiced again in a blink of an eye.
"That's our second young master, he gets up early every day to practice."
I followed the sound and turned my face away, and I saw the same girl from last night.
"Morning." She smiled, "Are you feeling a little better today?" ”
"It's all right." I said, "Thank you." ”
She still held a tray in her hand as she did last night, and said as she walked to the room where Jiang Xun was: "It was too late yesterday, I forgot to introduce myself, my name is Lan Ruo, and I haven't asked the girl the names of you and your friends." ”
"My name is Shen Qing." I followed behind her and said to her with heavy eyes: "The one who is still in a coma is called Jiang Xun, and the shorter one is called Tang Jiao." ”
"And what about the other one? Is it your apprentice? She cut off what I hadn't finished saying and said, "I heard him call you Master." ”
I nodded, answered, and said, "His name is Shen Ziwei." ”
"Ziwei." She repeated it and said with a smile: "The son is ugly, the son is not harmful, what a strange name." ”
I never thought of it like this. I didn't really put too much thought into the name when I first took it off, just remembering that it was when we met.
"He really cares about you." Lan Ruo said: "You were uncomfortable at the time, he acted more anxious than anyone else, has your relationship always been so good?" ”
Ziwei's words were in my heart, and I secretly worried about my heart, but on the surface I still said to her: "Both of us have no father or mother, we have grown up dependent on each other since childhood, and we both regard each other as our biological brothers and sisters. ”
Lan Ruo thought about something, put down the tray after entering the door, and said with a smile: "So that's the case, then you must be very happy to have such a brother." ”
I didn't know what to say, so I didn't answer with a smile, and went with her to change Jiang Xun's dressing.
During the day, when the room was lit up, and when Lan Ruo took off the gauze on his body, I saw that his skin was the same as last time, and there were a lot of blood-soaked patches, and I didn't see any discoloration when I pressed it with my hand. In thought, when Jiang Xun, who was in a coma, sprinkled the medicinal powder in Lan Ruo's hand on his wound, he frowned as if he was stimulated, and suddenly coughed. The guttural voice was muddy, and I turned his head to the side, and all the blood in my mouth was coughed up, staining the pillow red.
"You press him and don't let him move and break the wound, I'll call Mr. Si Ming over immediately!" Lan Ruo was startled when she saw this, and hurriedly ran out.
Jiang Xun's expression was painful, his mouth seemed to be saying something, the blood in his throat was blocked, and his voice was muffled, I didn't dare to press his shoulder, so I had to stroke his forehead with one hand, and put the other hand on his chest, constantly reassuring him in my mouth to make him stop.
Jiang Xun didn't understand my words at all, I felt that he must have seen something in his dream, but the two people didn't have the same mind, I didn't know what he was going through, so there was nothing that could help him.
Half of his neck was covered with blood, and on his left wrist, the piece of blood jade connected to his physical state did not show any reaction when he was most seriously injured at this time, and the blood streaks were scattered as when I first saw it, lifeless, and turned into an ordinary piece of jade.
His dream was too uneasy, I looked at the fragility on his face that was completely different from usual, I couldn't tell what kind of psychology it was, leaned down beside him, grabbed his side face and put it in his arms, put his ear on his lips, and said softly: "What do you want to say, slow down, I'm listening." Don't worry, we're safe. ”
I felt as if I was holding a piece of ice in my arms, exuding a chill all over my body, and he seemed to have really settled down when I was holding him, and the ups and downs of his chest were gradually flattening.
"I've been looking for you for a long time......"
His angry voice was like a small worm, burrowing into my ears, and his bloody words were like knives in my mouth, which made me feel painful to hear.
"I'm sorry ......"
There were still two words in his mouth, muffled by the footsteps of the two of them hurrying in, and I didn't hear the name he called, but as I let go of him to get up, I felt a tug, and saw his intact left hand grasping the corner of my coat. I tugged lightly, but didn't pull, hesitated, took off the coat and put it in his hand, and hurriedly gave way to the doctor.
"You don't have to worry, Mr. Siming will definitely have a way." Lan Ruo said.
I nodded, and saw that the man named Si Ming calmly took out a cloth bag from his medicine box after examining his wounds, unfolded it, took out three short needles from it, lit them on fire, and stabbed them into the three acupuncture points near the wound in turn, and used a long needle to seal the Baihui acupoint on the top of his head, and then sterilized a spatula, the blade pressed against its wound and cut diagonally at a place about the thickness of a coin in Rio, scraping off a large piece of stasis and necrotic muscle that was covered by the medicine powder along the bone.
Lan Ruo didn't overdo it when he was doing this, I was shocked, I don't know if Jiang Xun Nightmare would feel such pain, and when he dealt with all the injuries, he covered the wound with a herb, wrapped it with gauze again, and only then did he pull out the needle on the top of his head at the end, looked at the pierced part a few times, put it away and got up and said to us: "His vital signs are recovering, and it is not a bad thing to be able to spit out the dirty blood in his chest, the wounds on his body that were injured by the cold qi have been basically cleared, but the injuries are not something ordinary people can bear, I have done everything I can do, and whether I can wake up or not depends on his own creation. ”
I thanked him, and Si Ming asked me again: "Aside from this time, do you know what major trauma he has had before, which has endangered his life?" ”
I had little contact with him, and I didn't know much about his past, so I must not know, but just as I was about to speak, the words he had said to me on that night in Chengshui City came to mind.
"Guess if my hands and feet are broken, one eye is gouged out, my tongue is cut off, my ears are pierced, my internal organs are pierced, and I am nailed into a coffin that is not completely sealed, and I open it again in a few days, will it be restored?"
As soon as I thought of this, a layer of cold sweat suddenly broke out around my body, and I swallowed in my throat as I waited under Si Ming's gaze. He is a doctor, I should be honest with him, but Jiang Xun's self-healing ability is different from ordinary people, none of the three of us in the company really understand, and if I say it, he may still be regarded as a monster, even if it is the Situ family who also cultivates in a different way. What's more, we can't confirm the good and evil of the other side yet.
I shook my head and said, "No." ”
"Really?" Si Ming glanced back, and I asked, "Is there something wrong?" ”
He took a deep breath, "No, it's not good to say now, it's best to wait for him to be more stable and wake up, and when the time comes, you can ask him personally." ”
He pointed his index finger to the side of his chest, looked at me with great meaning, and said, "A normal living person doesn't have such a thing on him." ”