In 2007

Yi Xu and I quickly confirmed our relationship, and then quickly fell into a cold state. That weekend, I didn't contact him and accompanied Zhang Yi to the hospital for a follow-up.

He also asked some of his classmates to play basketball on Saturdays and soccer on Sundays. Since then, he has made an appointment for at least one ball game every weekend, gathered his college classmates, and found middle school, primary school or even kindergarten if he couldn't get together, he made an appointment for Zhong Pei, initially to let Zhong Pei vent his pain through sports, and later Zhong Pei worked and became the youngest person in the company, and he couldn't make any friends outside, so Yi Xu made an appointment with old friends and let him make new friends.

I was deep thinking that week, and I thought that when this person said, "You're my girlfriend," it would be done. It turns out that I still have to work hard to water and fertilize the sapling, and to let the sprout grow well, and not let it go, otherwise it will go straight to death.

But I didn't know what to do. I can't ask Zhang Yi, she has no experience in love, and she is not optimistic about my relationship. It's not that she is impatient with me, she is more harsh on herself, she said such a sentence to express her view of love at that time: survival is a problem, love is nothing!

I also wanted to find Zhang Hengli for a moment, but I was afraid that the advice he gave based on his own love experience would only speed up the death of my love. I only knew I liked it and why I liked it. When looking for answers about my heart, rampage seems to be enough, but when I have to face the question of "whether Yi Xu likes me or not, how can I make him like me", my mind is confused.

In my mind, my generation is free to love and marry: "together" is a matter after "liking each other", but between us, it is obviously not. I'm very anxious, although I haven't been in love, but I've watched Zhang Hengli talk about it many times. I remember very clearly that he had a paragraph, the two of them gradually stopped contacting for no reason, there was no quarrel, no fight, no third party, no dissatisfaction, the two of them didn't even say the word "break up", nothing, there was no more. Some feelings are going to die, and they don't even need to blow a gust of wind, they are quietly gone.

I want to make amends before I "don't", I want to have, I want to live, I want to live for a long time.

We have a class meeting every Sunday evening. The regular class meeting is generally the class cadres and various cadres take turns to speak, and other students have questions and opinions to put forward opinions. However, because no one from the grass people spoke that day, if the meeting was adjourned, it would be too early, which seemed that the class committee was not well organized, and other classes were still enthusiastic. The class president came up with the trick of drawing the school number, and the one who drew it went to the podium to talk about the plan for the second half of the semester. Draw five, I'm the fourth.

Although I have very little experience speaking in public, I am not stage frightened. I have thought about it, first thank the class leader for giving me the opportunity to speak, and then thank the teachers for imparting knowledge without reservation, as well as the help given by the students, I want to analyze which courses are better to learn, and the good ones must continue to persevere; Which ones seem to be unable to keep up, and those who can't keep up must be as tenacious as an ox, and strive to be as good as the best.

My understanding of the speech is that I didn't want to thank the squad leader, he had nothing to do and wasted so many people's time for his own face; I am not grateful to the teacher, Zhang Yi said, if you don't pay your salary, you see if he comes, or if your grades are not top-notch, you see that he ignores you? I really haven't been noticed by any of the teachers, and no one has flived for me! There are also classmates, no one has helped me, half of them have not spoken, and those who have spoken are also gentlemen's friends.

I didn't have any phone numbers except for the five girls in the dormitory, the class president, and the class teacher. There are a few people who have a phone call, and there is not a single text message or phone call. During the military training after enrollment, I recognized the students a little and the military training was too hard, as soon as I got free time to mix with Zhang Hengli, in fact, we just bought some food, to a lawn in the far corner of the school, and fell down to sleep after eating, without talking at all, without that energy, when I woke up, I stepped on the moonlight and went to have a supper, and after eating, I didn't say hello, you face east, I face west, go back to the dormitory, take a bath and start sleeping again. The girls in the dormitory naturally formed a two-person group, a three-person group, and I was an individual group. Later, I gradually became familiar with the campus and campus life, and I didn't want to change anything. It's like a house has already been built, and you have to add another layer on it, which is illegal. I have ignored how many times the dormitory organizes shopping together, eating out together, and KTV activities. So my college interpersonal relationship is still the same as that of junior high school and high school, that is, Zhang Yi Zhang Hengli, Zhang Hengli Zhang Yi.

Finally, when it comes to studying, I don't have that kind of ambition, and some subjects are simply about human life. When I was in high school, I was accompanied by Zhang Yi and Zhang Hengli to study, and the college entrance examination results went **** luck and entered a second book, and now I am completely relaxed in college, do you still expect me to change my mind and change my life and become a person who is eager to learn? I'm just messing around with time and getting a diploma at the end. Those boring classes, I spent in peeking novels!

But isn't that the speech of the new era, and it is impossible to lose the marrow of the old era. I have been an unknown person since I was a child, and others don't notice me, only I notice others: which classmate who lost weight stole a candy in the commissary that day, which top student cheated in the last exam, which class spent money on cosmetics but stole toothpaste from the same dormitory, I know everything. So I also know what kind of speech can get by.

However, it is so similar and coincidental that the speeches of the previous two classmates are the same as I imagined! The squad leader is such a shrewd person, how can even the problems that I have discovered escape his eyes? Before the third student went up, he came to the stage and advised: "Don't be such a cookie-cutter standard format, have a real plan, and talk about your real thoughts and feelings if you don't have a plan, even if you say a little less, I hope the next students will pay attention to this issue!" “

I didn't hear what the third student was saying. The anger in my heart rushed to the top of my head, isn't the squad leader bullying? He thinks everyone is like him, has good adaptability, quick thinking and can export chapters? At best, I'll be able to get dirty! What's wrong with the standard format? I'm at the highest level of the standard format, and I don't want to live?

Soon it will be me. When I stepped up to the podium, two-thirds of my classmates didn't raise their heads. I don't look up much below, and there are very few interesting things happening on the podium, so what are I looking up for? The head teacher is not here! After all, the people who are so happy to waste everyone's time are the class leader and the head teacher.

I don't know how to speak, I really don't know.

"Relax, whatever, why don't you tell me about the most important thing for you in the second half of the semester?" The class said encouragingly.

I scolded in my heart: Bastard, I secretly gave ten slaps and now I am rewarding a candy in front of everyone!

The most important thing, there are only two things: alive, easy to continue!

"Who has a boyfriend and girlfriend?" I asked.

At that moment, almost everyone looked at me. I raised my right hand high: "If you have a boyfriend or girlfriend, please raise your hand!" ”

There was an uproar below, and a few bold people raised their hands.

"I have a boyfriend, we just got together, my first love, my plan is to be a good girlfriend, but I don't know how! Flipping through the calendar on New Year's Day, for the first time, I really have no experience, so I would like to ask you to give full play to your resourceful and decisive skills, and I sincerely want to consult the opinions of your predecessors. I said.

I was touched by myself, so sincere!

The squad leader wanted to stand on the podium and block this speech that was not within his control, but as soon as one leg was raised, he was frightened back by the unanimous cheers of the class. He also reacted quickly, and immediately said, "Since everyone wants her to continue, they will enthusiastically answer her questions." ”

"Buy him a present!" A boy said.

"Let him play games, let him party with his buddies!" Another boy said.

"Pick him up for dinner and send him back to the dormitory!" The third boy said.

"Insult him!" Another boy shouted loudly, and the class burst into laughter, and many of them leaned back and fell back in joy.

"I will!" I said, "Just together, I need advice that would be useful at this stage." ”

"What you're talking about is your own fantasy, and when you hear it, you haven't realized it on your girlfriend's side!" A female classmate joked.

Boys and girls quarrel like that, you say something and I say it:

"Why is it a fantasy? Do you think that other girls are just like you, and that we are much happier than your boyfriends? ”

"Do you have a girlfriend?"

"I'm speaking for those who have girlfriends!"

"We said you have an opinion, then you girls give advice, we want to hear how not a fantasy is!"

"Progress together." A female classmate said.

"Cut!" The male classmates spoke in unison.

"What's wrong with making progress together?" The other female students asked.

A representative of a male student spoke: "The fundamental base is different, what is the common progress? You first make up for the less gifts, make up for the less freedom, and keep up the number of times you go downstairs to the dormitory to pick up meals, and then talk about common progress! We are already standing in front of you, our legs are still longer than yours, let us walk on the same level as you, doesn't that force us to slow down, this is progress, this is regression, okay? ”

As soon as the words fell, the male classmates burst into applause.

"Look, what kind of superficial things are the base of boys? Considering gifts and picking up your girlfriend for dinner, are you all male animals? Are you worthy to be males? ”

"So what is your base? Count us superficial, bother you to teach us lessons and urge us to improve! ”

"Care. Constant and genuine care, feelings are like babies, if you feed them with little water, you will definitely be malnourished. ”

"I care about you so much, so you ask me to call 50 times a day to let me know you're healthy!" A boy imitated a girl's tone and said, "You have to think about me 24 hours a day, seven days a week, and you must always be ready to come to me whenever I miss you, whether it is flying or running." ”

The boys laughed.

Another boy also began to imitate the female voice: "Ladies and gentlemen, we are human beings, not pigeons and kangaroos, okay?" Always ready, always ready that is the slogan of the Young Pioneers, okay? ”

I didn't know that the girls in this class were quite weak, so those boys criticized the girls in a weird way at you, and no one refuted them.

I said sorry to the squad leader and went back to my seat. Not many people know. The boys continued to complain for ten minutes, and without the participation of the girls, they gradually lost their atmosphere, and the podium of the squad leader Wang was quiet as soon as he stopped.

"Squad leader!" Suddenly, a girl spoke, "Can I summarize the discussion?" ”

"Yes!"

"I recorded everything you boys said just now with my mobile phone. I will ask for the email addresses of my current and future girlfriends. ”

"Damn!" Boys bang!

"I recorded it too!" Another girl said.

"Me too! That's why I endured it just now! The third girl said. The girls all tacitly put on a posture of advancing and retreating freely.

"I'll go! We are too careless! You thought they were going to abandon their weapons and surrender, but they quietly took your leader hostage and breached your gates! ”

A girl in the dormitory suddenly came to me, she was the smartest girl in our dormitory, she propped her hands on the table, blinked her eyes and said, "I think the common language is the most important." ”

It was as if that sentence had saved my blindfolded eyes from the darkness. Although there are other opinions such as "it is impossible for boys and girls to have a real common language" and "understanding is the most important thing, and we can get along well without so much common language", the "common language" has come to my heart.

The class meeting ended in the midst of the boys' ghost crying wolf.

It's so lively! It turns out that this class can be so lively!

College students are really different! When I was in middle school, when I was in elementary school...... It's the first time I've seen such a lively class in Changsha!

I suddenly understood that Yi Xu may not be interested in food, nor is he interested in movies, and doing this when others are dating, it is a dating method suitable for other boys, not suitable for Yi Xu. I should do what I like, send sea peppers to those who eat spicy, send cakes to those who eat sweet, and send Yi Xu what I can.

I hurriedly bought two books, one on basketball and one on football. Those are the two major sports that Yi Xu loves to do, and they are also the ones I don't know anything about. I first read through the book, then went to the Internet café, searched for a video of a football and basketball game, kept playing, pausing, flipping, playing, pausing, flipping, and combining theoretical knowledge with actual combat and learned it seriously. I also went to AC Milan's post bar and Houston Rockets' post bar to learn about the players. That's when I found out that Kaka's birthday was April 22nd, the day I was with Yi Xu.

I offered to accompany Yi Xu to watch a basketball game and a football game. Although the knowledge I have learned has not reached the point of being fully comprehended, and I am still ambiguous about the "three seconds" of basketball, I am still surprised again and again when I can spit out some proper nouns from time to time. When I watched that football game, he asked me if I had seen it before, and I said no. He didn't believe it. He sent me back to the dorm after the game, and I told him to wait for me. I climbed through the iron door, took the two books I had bought from the dormitory, and handed them to him through the crack in the door, with the highlights I had drawn with highlighter, the notes I had made. When I opened it, it was said to be brighter than the moonlight.

"In the future, you can call me when you watch the ball, and I will accompany you. I know you're not interested in eating or watching movies, so I'll do what you find interesting with you in the future. I now have a solid foundation, and in time, I can't say which day I will be better than you! I said proudly.

He put the book together and held it in his hand as if he were holding a plate of food.

"You...... It's kind of scary! He said.

"I didn't work so hard in the college entrance examination!" Puzzled, I asked, "Shouldn't it be moving?" ”

"This is moving, you climbed this door just now, last time Zhang Hengli said that you climbed the door and hung on the top, it turned out that it was not nonsense, the first time I saw a girl climb the big iron door, and it was so flexible!"

"Aren't you? I can teach you! You are welcome to climb with me in the future! As I spoke so cheerfully, my heart pounded as fast as I spoke.

"I will!" He said.

"Then you crawl over here, too."

He suddenly laughed: "I crawled over, I will be expelled." ”

"That's right!" I embarrassedly touched my right eyebrow, "Give me back the book!" I held out my hand.

"Give me the book!" He flipped through his hand, and the book was firmly grasped in the palm of his hand: "You can come and see me play basketball at six o'clock tomorrow afternoon!" ”

This was the first time he took the initiative to ask me out, and I had a moment of swaying.

"If you come, I'll give you something." He said.

I didn't dare to delay for a second: "Okay! ”