I sat on the bed dumbfounded, and suddenly I had a feeling that my soul was empty.

One second he was still holding me, how could it be like this the next?

……

It's been a long, long time.

……

It was dark and I was still stunned.

Perhaps the only place I felt was on my neck, where the collar had been taken away, and it was cold.

It had always been chained, with what it called a bondage, but there was nothing there now.

He just said let me go...... He, don't want me anymore......

This time it's not to tease me, it's not to scare me, I've never seen him so angry, even ...... Really took that collar that allowed me to relate to him and feel it.

I don't know why, really, I don't have a clue at all, how could Lethe who loves me so much suddenly become like this?

I was still lying stunned, tears falling silently, I don't know how long I cried, and after a night, the sky was bright again...... Even my waist feels a lot better, and I can barely move.

I still haven't figured it out, but the child in my belly occasionally purrs a few times and runs back and forth in circles.

I touched her and wanted to cry.

Why...... I'm clearly still pregnant with his child, so how can I get out?

It was dark again, and I still hadn't fallen asleep.

Both eyes stinged, like pins and needles, but I couldn't sleep, even if I was holding the futon with his smell, it was useless.

My heart doesn't know where it's gone.

No one cared about me, no one came to bring me food, so I sat alone in this empty room, silently, as if waiting to die.

I'm not reconciled...... But I don't know what I'm supposed to do.

It wasn't until dawn again that I watched the sun rise as usual, and remembered what Lethe had said to me before.

He said that without me, watching the rising and setting of the sun and the moon repeating every day, in tens of thousands of years, I would feel bored in life.

Me too...... He sleeps and ignores me, and I can live and play well.

However, he went out and took everything with him, and I felt that there was no hope of living.

His cat won't die, and even though I don't have the collar, this body still belongs to him after all.

I knew that I didn't eat and couldn't starve to death for a long, long time, so I just lay empty in bed.

I have a kind of meaning of lying in bed for 10,000 years, at least there is still a taste I like here, although I don't know when it will disappear completely like him, but I still have a nostalgia.

Holding the quilt, I finally couldn't resist the fatigue of my nerves, smashed on the pillow, and fell asleep.

Still flustered in the dream, he touched my belly, and then he showed a weird expression, and then rode on me and pinched me!

And so it is! Reciprocating cycles!

"Nope! The host doesn't! ”

Until finally, I heard him repeat telling me to get out, took off my collar, slammed the door and left, and I woke up in a panic and a cold sweat.

The spirit tendon is almost better, and now my waist is very good, and it can support my nightmare movement without pain.

If he feels sorry for me, he estimates that I will rest for ten days and half a month, and he will coquettishly say that he is still in pain.

But no one felt sorry for me, and even if it did, it didn't seem to hurt so much.

It was still dark outside, and I sat up, touching the sweat from my forehead, recalling my dreams, and touching my stomach with my palms......

The inside of the stomach is hard, a big chunk.

When I was pregnant with a cub, my belly was soft, at least not like it is now, and when I touched it, it was as if there was a big stone inside.

I haven't conceived a human child, and I don't know what's going on, so it's weird too.

I began to wonder if the problem was really with this child, otherwise how could he suddenly become like this after touching my belly?

I don't know if it's my neurotic thoughts, anyway, I just thought, maybe it's really because of this!

Do I still have a chance to explain? I wonder what made him that he that he was like that!

There was a mess in my head, from the darkness of the night until the beginning of the gray dawn.

I got out of bed, got dressed and pants, then crouched down and pulled out the money in the drawer.

It's a heavy pile of money, and I'm going to the hospital to see what's wrong with my child!

When I was pregnant with a cub in the past, I was afraid that it was a beast cub, and I was seen by the hospital that something was wrong, so I didn't dare to go to the hospital in the world to check, thinking that I was a human child, and I should have been checked early!

Holding the money, my palms were almost wet with sweat, as if I was going to listen to the verdict.

Lethe didn't tell me everything, he just told me that he was angry, disgusted with me, and even wanted to kill me.

When I went out, I went downstairs and saw Lethe sitting on the sofa, and when I saw me coming downstairs, I didn't speak, I didn't move, I just glanced at it, and then I looked down at my book.

But that expression is as if to say: It's finally out, let it roll or not, cheap.

I don't know if I'm right, in short, Jiuyan, who was standing next to him, also had a strange face, a little puzzled, and wanted to talk to me, but looking at his face was not good, he didn't dare.

When I saw him, it was as if I saw the sun that would shine and dazzle, and I couldn't open my eyes.

It was almost difficult to control myself a few steps forward, and I ...... Wanted to talk to him.

How many days haven't you seen him? I don't remember clearly, suddenly no one cares about me, no one wants me, this feeling, I would rather not be alive.

But I'm alive like last time...... The last time I was taken away by Aofan, every minute and every second was so difficult.

Sadly, the last time I knew that he had left to love me, I waited with strong faith for him to come back or go to him.

What now? Now I'm the one who was outcast, and if I want to talk about hope, there's really no hope.

I opened my mouth to talk to him: "Master, can you tell me why you are angry?" ”

There was no response, as if he didn't see me, his eyes didn't blink, and he looked down at his book.

"I really want to know ......"

Still no reaction, no words, for a long time.

My eyes were all blurred with tears, but I knew that now was not the time to cry, what were you crying about? It's too late to cry when you know the truth!

I took the money, gritted my teeth, and turned away.

I went out, took a taxi, and went directly to the hospital, glad that this time I didn't see the crow or the car accident, it went smoothly, still alive, and got to the hospital.

started to line up, and then with a frightened mood, I paid the money and hung up the gynecology.

After waiting for a long time, I was in line and told the doctor that I needed to do a B-ultrasound to see if there was anything wrong with the fetus in my belly.

The doctor touched it with his hands, did a basic examination, and then said that he suspected that it was a malformation or molar pregnancy, and asked me if I had had a prenatal checkup, and I shook my head.

"Then you go and take a look at the color ultrasound, be accurate, but don't get your hopes up."

When I heard that, I almost couldn't stand it.

It is impossible for a molar pregnancy, and Lethe should be able to determine whether there is active life in it, and he will not be wrong.

That is to say...... Is this child deformed?

My soul is incomplete, Lethe is not human, and I don't think it's strange to say that a deformed humanoid child will be born between us.

But when I went to pay the money with the color ultrasound list prescribed by the doctor, my whole body trembled involuntarily, and even when I paid the money, the nurse who collected the money looked at me shaking and kindly comforted me.

Yes, maybe they're used to seeing this kind of person who knows that something is wrong and will tremble with fear.

But I, step by step, have to get closer, why he doesn't want me.

Going upstairs and sitting at the door of the ultrasound clinic, I thought about it repeatedly.

Is it because the child is deformed, so he doesn't think it's his child? Why would you be so angry?

Although it is said that a big beast will have such a situation, after all, he does not understand science, but ...... Will he be like that?

Finally, the doctor called my name, and as I lay on the examination table, my heart jumped out of my mouth as I watched the thing roll around on my stomach......

The result was that the doctor looked at the diagnostic instrument in amazement.

"How long have you been pregnant with this child? It's all calcified into a ball, so why not get rid of it? If you don't do it again, your life will be gone! ”